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Hello trainspotting fandom

Letting Harry have that control over him gives him a sense of safety. He feels like he can control the chaos if he just does everything Harry tells him to. When he losses Harry he clings to the code. If he continues to do everything as Harry taught him he’ll be safe. That’s why it’s so difficult for him to ever truly come to terms with the fact that Harry abused him. If he doesn’t have Harry he’s truly on his own. That’s the most terrifying thing.

#this might be forward but i love you#i love your takes at least#dexter clings to the code so tightly in the wake of his father's death that he becomes his own abuser#because that is the only way he feels safe#if harry is wrong then the fabric of dexters reality falls apart @vivelevagin