Harrison tries so hard to be brave during the Kurt kill. He wants to be everything Dexter wants him to be because he loves him so much. He just wants daddy to love him.

I love how blatant they are with the sex/murder stuff with Dexter/Mia because it really has direct implications on Dexter/Harrison

I want Dexter to find out that Harrison was raped

the way Res re-frames Harrison as a protector of women and children rather than a victim in his own right is unsurprising to me but god I want them to not forget the ways Harrison has been abused (both sexually and non-sexually)

don't get me wrong I'm sure there are valid critiques of a lot of the erotica that's popular on booktok its just that 99% of the time thats not what people are doing

as someone who mostly reads historical nonfiction I do understand why it can be frustrating that "bookish" is becoming synonymous with reading erotica but I also think that women should be able to read porn, masturbate and talk openly to each other about the erotica they're reading

I keep telling myself if I buy a new desk I will do some fanart

I want to see him get all pouty and whingy about needing glasses

Actually funniest thing about middle age men getting glasses is that they will whinge about how awful it is and how I don't understand because I'm young. It's so fun to just wait for them to remember that I wear glasses that they can in fact see on my face.

The thing thats really interesting to me about Res era Dex is that he has stopped before. For almost 10 years! In the original series he convinces himself that he can't stop. In someways it's a comforting lie. He can't help being the way he is. He can't stop even if he wanted to. So why try. But now? He's stopped before. He could do it again. So he's left with the truth. He doesn't want to stop.