A Boy Named Charlie •26 • FTM• This Is My Story•

This video means so much to me… Tonight I flipped to a blank page to start writing a new chapter of my life. Although it was bitter sweet I dotted my I’s and crossed my T’s. I spent so much time writing this story trying to force a perfect ending. There were so many smiles, and so many tears though out this chapter. In this chapter I lost myself, I lost my smile, and I lost my dreams. However toward the end of this chapter I found myself, I found the man hidden within the pages behind the woman I pretended to be for so many years… This chapter will be different, this chapter will be great. In this chapter I will show you my smile, because I have found it. I will share my dreams with you and my adventures. A very smart man once said “When you believe in a thing, believe in it all the way, implicitly and unquestionable” (-Walt Disney) and I believe in myself for the first time in a long time

This video means so much to me… Tonight I flipped to a blank page to start writing a new chapter of my life. Although it was bitter sweet I dotted my I’s and crossed my T’s. I spent so much time writing this story trying to force a perfect ending. There were so many smiles, and so many tears though out this chapter. In this chapter I lost myself, I lost my smile, and I lost my dreams. However toward the end of this chapter I found myself, I found the man hidden within the pages behind the woman I pretended to be for so many years… This chapter will be different, this chapter will be great. In this chapter I will show you my smile, because I have found it. I will share my dreams with you and my adventures. A very smart man once said “When you believe in a thing, believe in it all the way, implicitly and unquestionable” (-Walt Disney) and I believe in myself for the first time in a long time

The person on the left was the most unhappy/ unhealthy version of myself. Transitioning into the man I envisioned in my head was the best decision of my life

Everything else is tweaking for very dedicated gym rats, which the average person does not really need to concern themselves with.

David Mitchell / Cloud Atlas

Art Credit : @poesbf on twitter !

— Odett G.

update: lemon boy carved pumpkins to ask me to be his lemon girl so lemon boy is now lemon boyfriend

update: lemon boyfriend and lemon girlfriend are very happy 

update: lemon boyfriend and lemon girlfriend took a trip to the mountains this summer and decided that once they’ve graduated & are successfully pretending to be grown ups they will become lemon husband and lemon wife 

we’re still each other’s biggest fans

that’s what happened 

I debated doing this for a long time, but eventually came to the conclusion that there’s no shame in asking for help. If you’ve been following for a while, you probably already know that I’m trans myself and have been seeking medical transition. While I can afford HRT alright, and the rate I’m going, I’ll be in my 40s by the time I’m able to afford bottom surgery. I just can’t live like this anymore. It’s a cliche, but I am trapped in the wrong body. I just want to transition and get it out of the way so I can live my life. Even the smallest donation helps. If you can’t afford to donate, please, please, reblog. I can’t even begin to express how much this would mean to me. It really does mean the world.