Ika-Anim na Liham
Dear Sunny, The girl with the large forehead!
Well, you may have notice I'm being the old me anymore. I guess this is the only way I could focus on my future and yours. A lot of things happened last semester and I'm so angry of myself that I want to forget my very existence.Â
I know it's not a big deal to you, but I can feel it. How everyone suffer because of mistake that I made. I can never forgive myself for letting the whole team down. I'm not even mad at our two group members who left us. All I can think about is how I became selfish, to enjoy my own happiness in the expense of yours.
I guess now, I don't feel being a leader anymore. Each day I tried being one, I only ended up with my frustrations. I wanted to be happy but I can't.Â
I want to forget everything. I want to stop feeling. I don't want to spend a single emotion so anyone can see.
Maybe, you all think that I stopped loving you. But that's not the case, I've made a promise that I would not hurt you and after all those sweet words I gave, I ended up taking away your summer vacation.Â
There still one promise I need to keep and I hope I won't break that promise.
I may not be coming back. Right now I'm not sure if there's still someone who's waiting for me. I'm not sure if I still have you. I guess, this is all for the better.
Like they always say, "If you love someone, never let her go" but in this case if I love someone, I would let her go for her own happiness. Even though, It's a big thing to sacrifice, maybe this is all for the better.Â
I love you.
and I miss you.


















