#mr.peperro

Dear Sunny, The girl with the large forehead!

Well, you may have notice I'm being the old me anymore. I guess this is the only way I could focus on my future and yours. A lot of things happened last semester and I'm so angry of myself that I want to forget my very existence. 

I know it's not a big deal to you, but I can feel it. How everyone suffer because of mistake that I made. I can never forgive myself for letting the whole team down. I'm not even mad at our two group members who left us. All I can think about is how I became selfish, to enjoy my own happiness in the expense of yours.

I guess now, I don't feel being a leader anymore. Each day I tried being one, I only ended up with my frustrations. I wanted to be happy but I can't. 

I want to forget everything. I want to stop feeling. I don't want to spend a single emotion so anyone can see.

Maybe, you all think that I stopped loving you. But that's not the case, I've made a promise that I would not hurt you and after all those sweet words I gave, I ended up taking away your summer vacation. 

There still one promise I need to keep and I hope I won't break that promise.

I may not be coming back. Right now I'm not sure if there's still someone who's waiting for me. I'm not sure if I still have you. I guess, this is all for the better.

Like they always say, "If you love someone, never let her go" but in this case if I love someone, I would let her go for her own happiness. Even though, It's a big thing to sacrifice, maybe this is all for the better. 

I love you.

Dear Sunny,

Thanks for sticking around last night. I really need the company. Well, what can I say? You never fail to make me happy. Yeah, I admit it, I miss you. I miss your smile, your laugh, the way you call my name; I miss everything!

02/26/2013 - PV,C,A

Dear Sunny, 

HAHA eto na siguro ang pinaka corny na ginawa at gagawin ko. Hindi talaga ako gumagawa ng ganito. 

Sa katunayan ito palang ang pangalawang beses na gumawa ako ng liham para sa babaeng iniibig ko at alam mo

kung kelan yung unang beses na gumawa ako.

Alam ko sa ngayon naguguluhan ka, at alam ko na hindi mo ako gaanong gusto. Alam ko rin na masyado akong mabilis,

pero hindi mo alam na totoo talaga ang nararamdaman ko. Siguro hindi mo pa din ramdam ang pagmamahal ko.

Pero tama ka nga naman, "mahal agad?". Pero alam mo para sa akin ang salitang "Gusto" ay para lamang sa mga materyal

na bagay. Madali lang ibigay ang kagustohan, pero ang pagmamahal hindi. Pag sinabi kong gusto ko ito, chances are makukuha ko

ito pero mawawala naman subalit pag sinabi ko namang mahal ko ito, chances are makukuha ko ito o hindi man, pero papahalagahan

ko naman ito at aalagaan habang buhay.