Just here for the vibes

high school katelyn mackenzie who was always happy and thinks she's letting everyone down if she isn't. katelyn smiling at her teachers and greeting them cheerfully ever morning in high school and who has heard from them that it's the best part of their day so she can't stop doing it on days where she wants to die. katelyn being told that if she was ever upset, it would ruin their day by staff members at school. katelyn who's friends say that they wouldn't know what to do if she didn't have everything figured out. katelyn who doesn't ewant to let anyone down, so nobody can know that she's not okay, and that she spends every day wanting to die. katelyn who's never had anything "actually bad" happen to her, so she must be faking it. katelyn who thinks about cutting off her hands every time she's chopping vegetables and ripping out her tongue every time she says something that doesn't fit the image she's trying so hard to maintain. katelyn who remembers that she used to actually be happy but she doesn't remember when it was last anything other than a mask. katelyn who is so tired of everything always.

the passive suicidal teen to scared of dying adult pipeline is crazy. but it’s real.

reblog to give your headache to elon musk instead

YES LMAO my socially uneducated kings