Genre & Rating: Angst; PG
Inspiration.: Me loving angst
“Everything will be okay,” you reassure Jimin giving him one last kiss on the lips. “I may come back,” you say while walking away.
You turn around to look at him one last time. You notice tears were welling up in his eyes, causing you to do the same.
“I love you,” his voice cracking a little from trying to hold back his emotions.
As soon as he says that tears were blinding your vision. That was last time you'll ever hear ‘I love you’ from him again.
You kick your shoes from your feet and rip off you coat and throw it on to the nearest chair. Plopping your body on to your couch you sift through your mail ‘Bills, bills, oh look another bill!’ You toss them all off to the side. But when you get to the last envelope your eyes enlarge. The front of the envelope saying New York University.
You applied to NYU so long ago you thought they forgot about you. You nervously open the envelope and begin to read it ‘Dear (Y/N) we at NYU would like to congratulate you on your acceptance…’
You didn't bother reading the rest before you jumped up off your couch screaming.
You call all your family and close friends telling them the good news. The only person you hesitated on telling was your boyfriend, Jimin.
You couldn't tell your boyfriend of almost 3 years that you were leaving so far away. And knowing yourself, you were probably never going to return home.
You only had 3 weeks to pack up your things and catch a flight to New York. It may seem last minute to most people, but you would do anything to get to this school.
The first week flew by because you still couldn't believe you were leaving. You still haven't mentioned to Jimin you were leaving and honestly didn't feel like you we're going to anytime soon.
Week two came faster than the first and you had most of your stuff packed. You used this week to say goodbye to old friends and hang out with them before leaving.
“Cheers to (Y/N) for following her dream,” your friend holds up a glass and everyone else follows behind, “Cheers!”
“You've been avoiding me,” Jimin blankly states.
“Have I? I've just been a little busy,” you say avoiding eye contact with him.
“For almost 2 weeks? You've been acting weird. What's wrong?”
“I've known you long enough to tell when something is bothering you. Did I do something wrong?”
You didn't want to tell him at least not now. You weren't mentally ready to break someone's heart. You loved Jimin, you just couldn't.
“No Jimin, you did nothing wrong. Everything's okay I promise.” You hated yourself for lying to him but you didn't know what else to do.
“You're lying. Why are you lying to me?” You could tell he was getting impatient with you.
You take in a deep breath,“ Fine, I want to break up. Are you happy now?” You say turning your body away from him.
“I just don't want to do this anymore.”
“Where is this coming from? Is there someone else?”
“No, I'm just tired of this relationship.”
“(Y/N) you're not making any sense!”
“Jimin you just won't understand.” You stand up and leave.
Tears were falling down your cheeks as Jimin calls after you, but you ignore him. “I’m sorry,” you say under your breath.
It was your last day in town and you haven't seen or talked to Jimin since you ‘broke up’ with him.
You were bringing your luggage down to the taxi and that's when you see Jimin standing outside.
“Jimin,” you could barely get his name out.
“Is this why? Is this why you've been acting weird? Is this why you broke up with me! Why didn't you just tell me!” He slightly yells.
Tears were threatening to fall. You couldn't even say anything to him.
“(Y/N) say something!” He yells causing you to jump since he never yelled at you before. You continued to stay silent. “So you're leaving?” Tears fall from his eyes.
You run over to him to wipe the tears from his cheeks, “I'm so so sorry,” you cry.
“We could of made this work. I could have at least been with you until you left,” he whispers.
“I didn't want to hurt you.”
“I love you Park Jimin,” you grab his cheeks forcing to look at you.
“Then let me go with you!”
“No, you have a career and good life going for you. You can't.”
“I don't care! I need you (Y/N).”
“Jimin you're not thinking!”
“At least let me go with you to the airport.”
Jimin helps you bring the rest of your things down before you two left.
The car ride to the airport was silent. Neither one of you knew what to say. You were too ashamed of what you did to say anything to him. You've never seen Jimin cry, and the first time you did was because you.
As the two of you sit in silence Jimin randomly grabs your hand and interlaces your fingers together. You look up at him but he was looking out the window. You tighten your grip and Jimin rubs the back of your hand with his thumb. “I'll miss you,” Jimin says finally turning to face you. “I'll miss you too.”
The taxi pulls up to the front of the airport door and you give Jimin an apologetic look. He plasters on fake smile to reinsure you that everything would be okay, but you both knew it wasn't.
You both walk into the airport hand and hand. After making it through customs you both sit and chat for 2 hours as you wait for flight. Revisiting memories that you both made from the past 3 years together.
The time came for you to say your goodbyes and Jimin walks you to the gate entrance.
“Everything will be okay,” you reassure Jimin giving him one last kiss on the lips. “I may come back,” you say while walking away. “Promise me you'll come back,” he said sternly. You bring you head down and honestly answer him, “I'm not going to make any promises Jimin. There are a lot of opportunities for me where I’m going.”
“I understand,” Jimin hugs you tightly.
Turning around to look at him one last time you notice tears were welling up in his eyes, causing you to do the same.
“I love you,” his voice cracking a little from trying to hold back his emotions.
As soon as he says that tears were blinding your vision. That was last time you'll ever hear ‘I love you’ from him again.
Wow I’ve been MIA for a while! I hope you all enjoy this. I’ll probably be missing again for awhile, but I’ll try to post more.
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