A/N: This is a part 2 to one of my 300 follower drabbles found here. I highly recommend you go read that first if you haven't already. I never planned on making a part 2, but after a comment, I got thinking and actually a second part worked really well.
Loved.
The word continued to hang in the air long after it had been spoken; long after Namjoon had left the room.
Despite being clearly exhausted, he had left the apartment without another word to you. You could feel your world slowly crumbling around you. Whatever happened and whatever was said, it was only because you still loved him. You never stopped. Even when you fought it was only because of how much you love him. Present tense.
Had his feelings for you really ended?
You pulled out your phone.
'I still love you' you sent him.
You then sat waiting and hoping that he would reply, that he wasn't so annoyed with you he would just ignore you. After what felt like an age, but in reality was less than a minute, the reply came through.
'I know'
Before you could over think the response, the typing bubble appeared again.
'I know you love me. I know my job is difficult. I don't know how to balance things. I don't know how to give you what you deserve.'
You wanted desperately to find comfort in his words but instead you once again found yourself staring at the typing bubble feeling your heart-rate increase.
'I wish I could explain all this to your face but when I tried I just got frustrated
'I still love you too, of course I do. I'm just at a loss. I don't know what to do for the best. I can't change my work, so sometimes I think we'd be happier if we broke up, but my heart tells me I can't do that
'What do you want from me?'
You sighed and thought for a second before replying.
'I want you to commit when we arrange a date. I want at least 24 hours if its going to be cancelled or rearranged. I think that's the least I deserve from you and the least you deserve from your job.
'I want it to feel like you're my boyfriend when we are in the same room. I want to be able to hold you and kiss you without feeling like I'm annoying you like I did tonight.
'I just want to love you and feel loved in return.'
You heard a dull thud at the door.
"Joonie?" you asked as you approached.
"I'm sorry," came his voice, slightly muffled by the door.
"I know," you replied. "I want to make this work."
"Me too."
"Can I open the door?"
"No, I'm leaning on it."
You couldn't help but laugh a little.
"Can you move so that I can open the door?"
"You can open it."
You pulled open the door to find Namjoon sat on the floor looking up at you.
"Do you think you can talk to work about all this?"
He nodded. "I think I should have done that a while ago. It's been stressing me out for too long and I'm taking it out on you. That's not fair."
"No, it's not."
He climbed to his feet. "We can fix this, right?"
You nodded and walked over to embrace him. "We will. As long as we can communicate like this without getting frustrated with each other, we'll be ok."
He held you tight as you both allowed yourselves a second to breathe. You would be ok.
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A broke college student working at a coffee shop trying to save up to pay for your own college tuition, but what happens when you accidentally make the mistake of running into the alpha and destroying his fancy attire, putting yourself in so much debt? You learn to realize that your mistake ends up putting you in hell.
TW: smut, angst, vulgar/strong language, mentions of SA
word count: 1.8k
( italics mean y/n thoughts )
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Chapter 2: The Nightmare Begins
YOU!
y/n: m-me?
I choked on my own words as I saw the angry man approach me. My face turned white as a cloud as the man stomped his way towards me. He was standing in front of me, I looked up at him but then quickly looked down afraid of what he might do next. I had already messed up big time. It's the number one rule to never look an alpha straight in the eyes unless you're trying to challenge them, are their mate or have a death wish. And I wasn't planning on dying today nor match up with him. Everyone around stood frozen, frightened to speak up. I swallowed my spit trying to speak up.
Y/n: wh-what can i-I do for you s-sir?
Biggest mistake, another rule: never speak first before the alpha. I mentally punch myself in the face.
Namjoon: you, you better watch out where you're going.
y/n: my a-apologies sir, I was just running late for w-work you see an-
Namjoon: save it, you owe me
Shocked at what I just heard, I quickly looked up to see what he meant by that. What does he mean I owe him? Did I break something? Did I ruin something? He looks perfectly fine? I question myself before looking to see momo taking pictures of my current state. I gave her an annoyed look before returning my gaze towards the alpha.
Y/n: what do you mean i owe you?
Namjoon: back there when you were riding your bike, you made me lose my balance and ruined my suit. Also caused me to break my watch.
He lifts up his arm to show you his shiny yet not-so-broken wrist watch. The wrist was has a minor scratch on the crystal face of the watch. It made me confused. why is he so worried over a minor scratch? you can barley notice it. I questioned myself. Scared yet annoyed I wanted him to leave.
Y/N: I am very sorry sir, how much do I owe you?
I apologized and asked in the most sincere way hoping he can just drop the charges and forgive me.
Namjoon: $34,900
I was speechless, this man really told me the price I owed him. I thought he would be kind enough to let me go.
Y/N: w-what?!
Namjoon: that's 28,600 for my tux and 6,300 for my watch
y/n: but I don't have that kind of money...
Namjoon: we'll you should have thought about that before nearly killing me.
He said with a smirk on his face. His tux was like any other tux I've seen at stores. what's this guys problem? does he think I can just shit out a brick of gold? It started to annoy me. I had to stand up for myself.
Y/N: Well, is there anything else I can do? Other than pay you half of my tuition?
He smirked again, but this time it didn't feel right, it was more of a mischievous smirk. Namjoon eyed me up and down before responding. He snickered. It caused me to panic on the inside.
Namjoon: let's see..
He said before eyeing me one last time. His brown eyes suddenly turned a wine color. Dropping his serious look to a more lustful way.
Namjoon: have sex with me and I'll drop it all.
Y/N: HELL NO! I'M NOT GONNA DO THAT!
I yelled at his face, eyes wide open in disgust and in shock at his request. With a blink of an eye his expression changed, going back his serious expression but with a bit more cockiness.
Namjoon: fine. fine. Guess you gotta figure out how to get me $34,900 quick
I bit my lip out of stress. This man is gonna be the death of me. I thought to myself. I had figured out what else I could do, and the best choice was to beg. I didn't want to be stuck in this situation, especially don't want to be stuck in debt. I'm already doing so by going to school.
Y/N: please is there anything else I can do?
I pleaded with guilt. Sounding very desperate to find another solution to this problem.
Namjoon: How about you work for me then?
Namjoons responded with a low growl, sounding seductive. His eyes once again changed from a dark brown to a mahogany, his eyes staring into my soul. My heart beating out of my chest just repeating his request. My breath was starting to shorten. I took a step back as I felt my haze starting to rise.
OH SHIT PLEASE NOT NOW! I NEED TO GET HOME QUICK, I CANT START GOING INTO HEAT NOW! WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ME AND WHY WHEN HES AROUND!
I looked at momo who could sense and smell my arousal, her eyes showed panic. Through my eyes I begged her to help me. Doing so momo shouted, startling everyone once again.
Momo: Hey come on guys we have to get back to work! Can't forget that we came here to work not to sit down and chit chat. haha..
I quickly run to the back of the coffee show and exit through the back door. Quickly running home with tears in my eyes. Hoping that the alpha didn't catch my scent. My whole body started to burn up, head throbbing. I get the strongest urge to throw up, it was a sign for me to transform into my wolf. I can't let that happen, I need to conceal it. I hate being a wolf. I hate having a haze. I hate myself. I HATE BEING ALIVE!
Shortly after arriving home, I burst the back door wide open. breathing heavily I looked around. Both my parents were in the kitchen shocked to see me home so early.
Mom: honey what's wrong? are you okay?
I ran straight past my parents, up the stairs and went to my room, completely ignoring my mother question. I need the anti-hazing pills. I scattered in my room going straight into my bathroom, looking through my medicine cabinet and then sighing of relief. Out of breather I took a pill and drank water straight from the sink, not having a care in the world. The anti-hazing pills took affect right away which made me feel very light on my feet. I felt my body temperature return back to normal along with scent. I was grateful that the pills affects could last about a whole week with no problems.
My mother steps into the room to come check on me, I was able to see that she was out of breather. Panting like dog with my dad just behind her with worried faces. I forget at times that my parents aren't wolfs, just regular homosapiens. I envy my parents.
Mom: y/n tell me what happened? you have both your dad and I worried. did the "you know what" start?
dad: y-yeah darling, o-or are you being followed?
I look at both my parents with a soft look, giving them a gentle smile not wanting to scare them to worry about me.
y/n: yeah it started and don't worry guys, I'm fine now. Thank god my manager was understanding of me having to take my "special meds"
I lied
y/n: well I have to go back to work again, sorry for scaring you gu-
mom: honey..
my mother interrupted me.
mom:how about next time you just carry the pills with you. you know, so you don't have this issue again.
I could tell my mom was tired of dealing with my problems, I could understand. I don't blame her either for my problems. if they had just left me alone to die in the streets, they wouldn't be dealing with me or my stupid haze.
y/n: your right, I'm sorry for being this way.
mom: y/n don't say tha-
I quickly walked away from my parents, going straight to work. Leaving through the front door, I bumped into something... more like someone. I came across the same woody-smoke-mist cologne. Although it was an addicting scent, it began to burn my nose.
My adrenaline began to pump into my blood, too scared to look up I began to lose my breath. I swallowed my spit knowing what was about to happen next.
Namjoon: there you are, I was looking all over for you.
Namjoon lowed himself to my exact height, being only a few inches away from my face. He leaned next to my ear, his hot breather causing me to get goosebumps all over my body.
namjoon: just joking, I was able to follow your scent all the way from your little coffee shop. Very strong I just couldn't resist. It made my mouth... water
I felt his wet-warm tongue, he had just licked my ear causing me to squeam in disgust. I pushed him back and protested his actions. Not giving a fuck if he was or wasn't an alpha. He was a dick in my book.
y/n: I-im sorry, I have to back to work. Some of us have shit to do, so have a good day sir.
Before I was able to walk away from him, Namjoon grabbed my arm. He squeezed so tight it caused me to yelp in pain. Pulling me back to face him once again.
Namjoon: don't forget princess, you also have shit to do with me. work starts tomorrow.
And before I knew it Namjoon let go of my arm, leaving huge red hand print around my wrist. it started throbbing, I started massaging my wrist hoping it wouldn’t bruise.
–walking to work–
Work starts tomorrow eh?
I think to myself. I see momo running straight towards me.
momo: oh my god my sweet y/n, tell me what did he do? I was him run after you which scared the shit outta me, I thought you were a goner girl.
momo didn't look that worried but I know she's just playing around with me. that's what I liked about her too, making me feel less tense about any of my problems/situations.
y/n: don't worry girl all he did was grab my arm really tight an-
momo: Like in those dramas?! must be romantic.
I gave her a confused yet disgusted look and chuckled at her stupid remark
y/n: no he told me that works starts tomorrow but the only problem is, is that he never told me where. nor did he give me a business card like how am I suppose to know.
momo: maybe he's gonna be like Prince Charming and pick you up in his carriage that suddenly turns into a pumpkin after 12.
y/n: dumbass that cinderella who's in the carriage not the prince
we both began laughing, nearly falling on the ground and pissing our pants making jokes before shortly arriving to work.
It’s been so boring in the flat the entire day, Namjoon has been out practicing and preparing for the new come back, and you didn’t have work, as they gave you the day off. By god were you so bored out of your mind, the checklist you made yourself days prior for a boring/lazy day had ticks all over, pen smudging across the page from the constant contact to skin.
There was absolutely nothing else for you to do, even went to the extent of dying your own hair to match with Namjoon’s, the couple goals were strong with this one.
Last solution to help with the boredom, Netflix. Shows fly past the screen, none of them seemed to be shouting out at you, and you’ve binged watched almost all of your comfort shows near 50 times over, however you couldn’t resist putting one on once again, making it a challenge to finish the season in one sitting.
Ping.
The notification from the phone by your side makes you jump, not expecting to be messaged by anyone, Namjoon was in practice and doesn’t look at his phone until he makes his way home. Who else could it have been? The interest in the sudden notification makes you pick up the phone quicker than you could even imagine.
[13:23] Best Friend *heart*
¬ Hey best friend, you free to text? I’m so bored in work! x
A smile makes it’s way onto your face as you finally have someone to talk to to save you from the boredom that was eating you alive. Of course, you always had time for Y/F/N, they were your long time best friend, practically since birth.
- Time Skip -
Time flashes by as you both get so engrosed in conversations from puppies, to terrible collegues, to somehow about your boyfriend. It all started with how much Y/F/N had a crush on Yoongi, but they were too scared to confess it to him. You giggled at the phone as you tell them to get a grip, be brave and tell him. Although the conversation was switched back to you.
Without opening your messages with Y/F/N fully, and only replying through notifications, you didn’t realise that Namjoon had messaged you, letting you know that he was on his way home. A conversation about recieving head came about with you and your best friend, and admittedly you always gave him oral, but he rarely does to you.
Without realising who you were sending your messages to, the message “I wish he went down on me a lot more, I think it’ll be really hot and it would DRIVE me crazy!” sent to Namjoon.
- Time Skip -
You didn’t realise anything of the sort had happened until the sound of the front door opening distracted you from anything that you were doing, Namjoon had made hia way home, and now with a huge smirk on his face. “Baby!” He shouts from the hall as you start to get excited, his tone of voice a little weird but you were so happy that he was home, you didn’t realise.
The sound of footsteps getting closer to you made you giggle, as you flipped yourself around on the couch to look at your boyfriend, standing in the doorway, leaning against the frame. His arms were crossed and a smirk plastered on his face. “Hi~” he said deeply, eyes looking you up and down.
“Hi! I’m so glad you’re home!” you squeal, jumping up and running towards him, jumping into his arms as he scoffs, “So, what’s this about you wanting me to eat you out?” he said cockily as your face drops to the floor, “How-”, the grin on his face says it all as you run to grab your phone, hoping to the absolute heavens that you sent that message to the right person. “Fuck sake!” you yell, wanting to die inside from the embarrassment.
As you go to turn around to look at him, you were greeted by him being extremely close, hands reaching down to your hips as he punches your lips with his before you could even let out a squeak. Falling into the deep kiss, you throw your phone, as he picks you up and you wrap your legs around his torso.
Without realising, he had already taken you to the bedroom, laying you down on the bed as he stands tall at the end, hands on hips and smirking. The doe look he recieved from you made him wonder what really happens if he fullfilled your wishes, and with a bite of a lip, he pulls at your pj bottoms, and your underwear, gently down the legs and throws them off to the side.
Your hearts racing as you watch him get fascinated by your reactions, whining when we spreads your legs apart, licking his lips at the sight of your glistening core, weaping from the sudden act of pleasure. He groans at the sight, leaning down so his face was close to your cunt, his breath making you squirm underneath his touch and grip that he had on your tighs at this point.
He watched your reactions as he teased, pretending to go in to give you what you desired, but instead, his fingers glide through your folds, as he teased his fingertip at your clit, then turning his hand to slowly inserting a finger. Then a 2nd, then a 3rd. The way you whined and squirmed under his touch made him so hungry for you. “Oh that’s such a good girl, if you really want it, you’re going to have to bed,” he growls, as you run your fingers through your hair, pushing his head closer.
“Beg!” he demands again as you let out every single word you could possible, the sound of you whining for it made him unable to resist as he licks up your core, getting a taste, before vibrating his tongue against your clit, suckling now and again.
Pulling you down, his arms are wrapping from underneath your thighs, pulling you closer to him as he treats you so well, the sound of moans fill the room as you hit euphoria, your wishes are being fullfilled and you absolutely indulged in every second of it, “Fuck, Daddy!”
“That’s a good girl” he growled once again, licking his dripping lips as he winks at you, also indulging in the moment of pleasuring you, seeing you play with your nips and hearing you whine
The urge to release builds up rapidly as he uses his tongue and fingers together, making you scream his name so loud that the street could hear but he didn’t care, he was going to make you ride your high as he tongue and finger sucks you, and that’s exactly what he gets as you shake vigorously underneath him, squirming to get away from his tongue as you ride through your high.
His lips and chin glistened under the light as he pulls his fingers out and pulls away from your core. Making you taste yourself off your fingers as you try to catch your breath. He smirks at you as you try to come down, trying to come to a calm state as he laughs at you, “How was that baby girl?” He cooes teasingly, almost mocking as you give him evils as you could only reply with, “Fucking good”.
“Next time, be more cautious who you’re sending messages to,” he grins, going to grab your clothes, throwing you his hoodie as he stands there, watching you slowly come back to planet earth.
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