moss covered thoughts

Goddess I'm just so unbelievably excited at the thought that I might get to explore and adventure outside of horrible binary structures and still find fun amazing people to share those experiences with - im so full of gratitude at the idea that I might be able to fuck with my gender presentation, my sexuality & sexual experiences with other queers of all different kinds, and I feel so inspired to learn more and more about the ideas and theory of queer, feminist critical thought and actually have the ability to live it and explore and experiment and research within the community like wow I feel like this is probably my 8th or 9th reawakening concerning my identity and autonomy but it's such a trip to be in a female body in this world and to gain some semblance of the awareness & critical thought (that oppressive forces try and keep hidden from women, people of colour and the working classes)