ok but what if natasha enjoys holding and wetting
i mean, she has a really strong bladder, a necessity of the red room, where they’d cuff the girls to their beds all through the night, from they were old enough to be able to get out of them. and if you wet the bed during the night bc you couldn’t hold it until they let you up, you were punished. if it happened to often, you were discarded. so natasha knows how to ignore her bodily functions, she knows how to lock her body down and forget about it.
but now that she’s free to do what she wants, now that there is no punishment and no consequences, she likes to lose control. she likes to let herself lose control
so she drinks tea and soda and other caffeinated stuff, that she’d normally never let herself, and times it, and she knows all the tricks to make it really bad, and then she just. let’s herself feel desperate, let’s herself set focus on how heavy and full her bladder is, let’s herself whine and squeeze her legs together, and she teases at letting go for hours, until she has to push a hand between her legs and wiggle into, just to stop it from coming out. and then she lets herself pee all over her pants, the floor or her bed or a chair or wherever she is, because yeah it’s gross and gonna be hell to clean up, but no one is gonna punish her, and it feels so good to let go, to lose control and to be making a mess
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