o' death .

"I am a monument to all your sins."

"I'll do whatever you want."

"Then perish."

"Violence for violence is the rule of beasts."

"To become a god is the loneliest achievement of them all."

"I survived because the fire inside me burned brighter than the fire around me."

"If the world chooses to become my enemy, I will fight like I always have."

"If the zoo bans me for hollering at the animals I will face god and walk backwards into hell."

"Everything that we know and love is reducible to the absurd acts of chemicals, and there is therefore no intrinsic value in this material universe."

Hypocrite that you are, for you trust the chemicals in your brain to tell you they are chemicals. All knowledge is ultimately based on that which we cannot prove."

"Will you fight? Or will you perish like a dog?"

"Do you think god stays in heaven because he too lives in fear of what he's created?"

"You've got to make a statement. You've got to look inside yourself and say: What am I willing to put up with today?"

"What is better: To be born a god, or to overcome your evil nature through great effort?"

"Pick a god and pray."

"I see now that the circumstances of one's birth are irrelevant; it is what you do with the gift of life that determines who you are."

"And remember that bad times are just times that are bad."

"Can you feel your heart burning? Can you feel the struggle within? The fear within me is beyond anything your soul can make. You cannot kill me in a way that matters."

"Decay exists as an extant form of life."

"Flowers wither away. Jewelry are simply stones, decorated with fake beauty. I can give you something pure. Honest and undying love."

"Impermanence does not mean insignificance."

"Death is the ultimate destination, but we all makes stops along the way."

"And if the devil ever was to see you, he'd kiss your eyes and repent."

"Someday you will have to answer for your actions and god may not be so merciful."

"Please be patient, god isn't finished with me yet."

"We deserve a soft epilogue, my love."

"There is no 'advocate'. Men are the devil, and when you speak it's with his tongue."

"I am decayed. My lungs are full of thorns and mildew. My bones are held together by vines. I am fragile, be gentle with my corpse."

"You are a thief and a murderer. You have killed a baboon and stolen his face."

"I picked a whole fuckin' bouquet of whoopsie daisies."

"It's not that deep? Maybe not originally, but the ground is soft and I'm ready to dig."

"When you look at someone through rose coloured glasses, all the red flags just look like flags."

"This is hell's territory and I am beholden to no gods."

"Bury me shallow. I'll be back."

is this a joke? please tell me this is a joke.

i put the car in reverse and managed to drive away unseen.

i was never going to walk away from this.

please don’t make me do it.

i’ve already given you enough therapy material for the next thirty years.

stop it! you’re going to kill us both!

too bad your phones gone. your fans would die if they could see you now.

it’s like licking copper pipes covered in sand.

i can’t have you bleed to death.

nobody ever becomes a professional musician anyway.

you’ll probably become an accountant or something.

i’m not going to kill you. i’m just going to end your life.

too rough for you?

someone will see this and call the cops. they’re coming for you.

they ain’t gonna catch me.

you confessed to everything and provided enough evidence to convict you.

this is texas. you’re gonna fry.

i don’t have it in me to mutilate you.

you have to die, but you don’t have to slasher movie die.

i wasn’t going to put all of this online.

it’s better to go out with a bang, right?

i can help you. it doesn’t have to end this way.

what is done can be undone. please call me.

you put on a freaky costume and stalked her.

is this a joke? where are you? what did you do?

you’re a real sick piece of shit.

they think it’s fake! should i be offended or flattered?

i’m less and less scared the longer were up here.

oh my god, why are you acting like this is a party?

are you really in a position to mock me?

oh what are you going to do? kill me?

you decided. you decided before we even got here.

you just lied to yourself and said you’d spare me so you’d feel less like a villain.

well, i can’t exactly put all this online. or can i?

who would agree to do that for you?

it was hard to decide to kill you. you don’t deserve it. not like the rest of them.

of course you did. why wouldn’t you?

you butchered them. how are you not drenched in blood?

you put up a fight though, more than i expected.

who wouldn’t want to stare into these bette davis eyes for eternity?

does this mean your idea of heaven is staring at yourself in the mirror?

i don’t care anymore. just tell me what you’re going to do.

you must be in as much pain as i am, right?

how can a person be mopey and anxious at the same time?

so i’m pathetic. you’re pathetic. we’re kindred spirits.

are you finding jesus right here in this carnival or something? 

i’m miserable. i thought it would make me feel better.

when i first decided to do this, i planned to kill you.

i didn’t want to mangle you or make you suffer.

why? we had a deal. why did you kill her?

give us a story and we’ll stick to it.

people never really give each other the benefit of the doubt.

everything is too much, right? you get it?

have you ever felt like the entire world is turning against you?

they’re so cute i could steal them and take them home.

i mean, i can’t say no to ice cream.

it would be better than murdering your friends in cold blood.

right, right. shouldn’t talk shit about the dead. my bad.

you’re such a little fighter, trying to find a weapon. i respect that.

you’d do anything for a friend, wouldn’t you?

we we’re never that close. you’d sell me out in a secound.

we’ll say we never saw the killer without his mask.

technically, you have to be crazy to kill someone in general.

i’ve seen this asshole in action. if he wanted you dead, you would be.

i will be right back and i will have cops with me.

one a scale of one to ten, how screwed are we?

can you enjoy a moment without researching it?

can you enjoy a moment without documenting it for your followers?

why didn’t you save me? i would’ve saved you.

if you’re not going to hurt me, can i leave?

i don’t even know who you are. you’re wearing a mask.

in fact, don’t hide at all. i’m not going to hurt you.

i already played hide and seek with [name], i’m bored with that game.

i can’t die in a room that smells like feet and old coffee.

can we please not refer to anyone in the past tense?

why are you telling me this right now?

you’re not crazy. i’m sorry if i made you feel that way.

i need you to know in case something happens.

we’ll be testifying at this asshole’s trail.

do whatever your little heart tells you.

i can’t touch a dead body.

he’ll find us. he’s had no trouble so far. it’s like he can teleport.

shouldn’t we hide as best as we can and wait?

there’s no happy ending for me. i threw it all away.

i’m pissed off and what you’re witnessing is me doing my best to feel better.

i’m not taking off the fucking mask. i might take yours off though.

it’s hard to hear anything inside this mask.

there’s never a good reason to murder people, you’re crazy.

if you run, i’ll catch you.

don’t run. i’m not moving. you don’t move neither.

i’m smashed up too. won’t be stopping me.

am i a horrible person if i say no?

it’s like you said. we have to save ourselves.

since when did you become a badass?

did we learn our lesson about dropping our weapons in front of murderers?

i’m light headed. i can’t do this much longer.

aren’t you dumbasses supposed to be hiding from me?

do you have a death wish? because i sure don’t.

you can tell me. are you the killer?

you told her to act like a kitty and fall asleep. it’s your fault.

how do you kill someone with a carousel?

we’re putting people in coffins?

when you see blood, you know blood, you feel blood.

if we don’t die, you wanna get married?

we’re going to die, aren’t we?

there’s a psycho in a cloak and mask chasing us around and you want to go into a haunted house?

you sound like the hero in an action movie. no one talks like that.

what if it’s more than one person?

do you have your phone with you?

this isn’t nearly as fun as i imagined it would be.

this night needs to end.

that fucking carousel music. it’s going to be stuck in my head for days.

fair enough. conversation dead and buried.

ugh. i don’t want to talk about this anymore.

if i tried to do that, i’d break my neck.

dude, this isn’t school. you don’t have to raise your hand.

people like to think they can survive a dangerous situation.

look, you don’t have to if you don’t want too.

never mind getting caught, how are we going to get home?

i want to go to college next year, not prison.

we need to get it done so we can explore the creepy abandoned carnival.

if people don’t want to ride with me, i’m not going to hold them hostage.

why are we playing along with this circus?

i’d sooner die than be so close to a body of water.

we’re breaking into a carnival with all our friends.

i’m a bad enough driver as it is.

i know for a fact she almost didn’t get an invite.

i read about it in an article on women’s self-defense.

i wouldn’t call me names if i were you.

you’re not a teeny bit concerned i might try to finish the job later?

i paid attention and learned.

are we all getting the picture now?

i can’t carry you. you’ll have to stay here.

i didn’t want to leave her there. i had no choice.

check yourself and make sure you’re okay.

yeah and the brown stuff is dried blood.

scared your name will be there?

your story was hard to believe.

i don’t want you to be freaked out about something when it probably means nothing.

maybe you’re putting together a pattern that isn’t really there.

i noticed something weird. you can’t call me crazy if i tell you.

what if we’re the only ones left?

it’s not about physical strength. we’re smarter than him.

the clock is running out for some people.

take off your mask.

if you’re going to kill me anyway, you might as well tell me who you are.

maybe i’ll take her and leave her in chunks. maybe i already have.

it’s not about not liking you. i don’t particularly dislike any of you. 

i’m curious, have you wondered why i’m doing this? what’s my motivation?

if i were in your shoes, i’d have so many questions.

turn around and look at me. it’s hard to hear anything inside this mask.

this doesn’t feel like reality. is it? is this really happening?

don’t joke about [name] hurting people. 

let’s not get too upset. emotions breed mistakes.

i don’t want him to go to jail. i want him dead.

if i see him again, i’m going to take your hammer and bash his brains in.

i wish i’d drilled a hole in his head when i had the chance.

it’s like there’s a million spiders running down my neck.

he killed my best friend. if i get my chance, i’m going to make him pay.

i picked it up when we ran.

he’s in here somewhere.

we have to keep running or we have to find a better hiding spot.

we also have to be prepared to fight.

i’m gonna hurl. it smells like lemon, cheese and metal in here.

see. carousel as murder weapon.

i’m serious. this is life or death.

all you have to do is curl up like a kitty and fall asleep.

then he found me. the gross tongue mask from before.

can you come here? i’m so high i’m hallucinating. or i hope i am.

move as fast as you can while we still have light.

did you put your arm around me to guide me into the building or so i could hold you?

my immortal soul just drifted up. just now. it bloomed.

mmm, grilled cheese. i should of gotten another one at dinner.

if i have to fight him, i’m playing for keeps.

it could be anyone. we can let the cops play detective.

i’m less concerned with who he is and more concerned with getting out alive.

you think it’s the same guy?

that has nothing to do with right now.

did you think i wouldn’t see you?

are we going to make it out alive?

we’re going the long way around to the house of horrors.

will you please get off the ground?

there was supposed to be a guard here tonight, wasn’t there?

i’d rather die than eat anything sweet.

i’m not so high that i can’t outrun this guy or even take him down.

you can’t go looking for them alone.

[name] is dead and if we don’t leave this carnival, so are we.

if you want to leave, go.

i’m going to try to find the others.

i have no idea what you’re talking about. we gotta go.

something something no man left behind.

we. can’t. leave. them.

we won’t be able to help the others if we’re dead.

there is someone in a black hooded cloak and demon mask.

it’s a scare actor costume from the carnival.

we have to get outta here.

well, i welcome him to come to me, i’ll kick his fucking ass!

why do i automatically assume people are dead?

what if everyone is dead?

we’re more likely to be arrested than murdered.

one hour and i’ll be done. sixty little minutes and it’s over.

god, i really don’t want to be here.

if i stop, it’s over, i’m dead.

you never know if you’ll get stuck without a bathroom when you need it.

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“ if  i  could  give  myself  what  i  give  to  you ,  then  maybe  i’d  find  strength  to  hold  onto. ”

“ kiss  me  on  the  face  and  wipe  the  tears  from  your  eyes ,  ‘cause  this  is  goodbye. ”

“ do  you  lose  sleep  just  at  the  thought  of  me? ”

“ i’m  not  giving  up ,  so  don’t  you  give  up. ”

“ if  i’m  there  to  catch  you  when  you  fall ,  you’ll  have  a  friend  down  in  hell  after  all. ”

“ if  you’re  there  to  catch  me  when  i  fall ,  then  maybe  hell  ain’t  so  bad   after  all. ”

“ i  had  to  let  you  go  just  to  get  ahold  of  myself. ”

“ are  we  better  off  as  friends? ”

“ i’d  give  anything  for  some  company. ”

“ i  can’t  help  feeling  numb ,  but  i  feel  love  from  no  one. ”

“ i  don’t  wanna  be  the  love  you  prevail  from. ”

“ this  connection  feels  like  it’s  too  much ,  but  that’s  the  price  you  pay  for  love. ”

“ i’m  not  afraid  to  admit  that  there’s  nothing  left. ”

“ i  know  it’s  my  fault.  i  love  deep ,  then  lose  it  all. ”

“ i  tried  pretending  you’re  what  i  need. ”

“ every  time  you  walk  away ,  you  break  another  part  of  me. ”

“ do  you  think  about  us  every  now  and  then?  because  i  do. ”

“ goddamn ,  i  miss  your  face. ”

“ if  i  just  walked  away ,  would  your  plastic  heart  break? ”

“ just  keep  holding  me. ”

“ can  you  not  hold  this  over  my  head? ”

“ tell  me  right  now ,  is  this  really  what  you  wanted? ”

“ hold  my  hand  like  this  is  our  last  morning. ”

“ i  miss  the  way  you  say  my  name. ”

“ love’s  the  death  of  peace  of  mind. ”

“ i  miss  the  way  you  say  my  name ,  the  way  you  bend ,  the  way  you  break.  your  makeup  running  down  your  face ,  the  way  you  fuck ,  the  way  you  taste. ”

“ i  know  you  tried  your  hardest ,  i  know  that  you  meant  well. ”

“ i  can  stay  away  if  you  want  me  to.  i  can  wait  for  years  if  i  gotta ,  heaven  knows  i  ain’t  getting  over  you. ”

“ not  a  day  goes  by  where  i  don’t  think  i  feel  the  same. ”

“ stay  till  morning. ”

“ we’ll  try  again  when  we’re  not  so  different. ”