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I think about them too much please help me + doodles below

I dont think we talk enough about the REAL orange and green like they never had a chance and then likely were stuck watching everything go down with their bodies

SPOILER SPOILER SPOILER so we know orange and green were infected in the "rich capitalist white person takes charge for 3 seconds and fucks everything over" incident. its interesting to me the sheer speed of how these parasites grow up!?!??!? either that or p!green was exaggerating their age when talking about not wanting the babies to steal their kills??

"brooo these BABIES stealing my KILLS!!!! yeah no i'm like three hours old but UGHH these CHILDREN ARE SO ANNOYINGGG"

unless like..??? either greens parasite already hatched inside the crate for some reason, or its the youngest "person" EVER. actually its never specified whether green looks down upon the babies specifically due to the age but its mostly inferred via context? i could be very wrong and its just a case of p!green being an alien and wanting to kill. wait let me rewatch the scene from the episode

nevermind they stated they just hate competition. im dumb

still. is it just interesting to me how as SOON as those little suckers get out their egg (+ore)s theyre CRAWLING towards the nearest crewmate to crawl up and in their "suits". im assuming its an instinct similar to ducklings attaching to the first thing they see. is the "walking ominously towards the nearest crewmate" also an instinct or were the infant newborn aliens somehow sentient enough to read the room and assist p!green. p!green was able to immediately act normal when they infected green so likeee....

actually that leads me into the other question i have: do aliens have access to their hosts' memories. how else do they know stuff about their own character? this seems pretty obvious but what are the paramaters of their memory? to what degree do they "become" the crewmate they killed? morality is a sum of a persons lived experiences, what theyre told but also what they personally know, so wouldnt knowing a persons entire life make you empathise with them? or is it more a thing where their memory stealing abilities allow them to look at only a few memories, just the important "backstory lore" stuff, or maybe seen from third person so its less personal? im probably just nitpicking.

ALSO whats with the salt dissolving a crewmate's suit after it's been infected? and especially after such a short time of being infected. in what way does the parasite affect a crewmate's suit so that it becomes the same (or at least a similar) molecular structure to the alien itself to be able to be dissolved. and, again, the SPEED of it bro, what do they feed these aliens??? well except crewmates

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Last song: when I started writing this it was To Her Door by Paul Kelly (because I am terminally a middle aged Australian man in spirit), now it’s Hitchin a Ride by Green Day. Both are bangers. Hitchin a Ride is one of my all time faves.

Currently watching: I watched Tropic Thunder today so. I don’t really watch TV shows so much as watch Top Gun/TGM on repeat. It’s bad bro, I know it’s bad.

Currently reading: hypothetically I’m about to start reading Frankenstein.

Current obsession: Top Gun. It’s really really bad bro.

Currently working on: I would really like to be working on literally any of my WIPs but writers block has me by the throat and not even in a sexy way 💔

last song: as of writing this Say My Name by Florence + the machine Live ver!

currently watching: last thing I watched was sk8 the infinity(yes I’m gay) and interview with a vampire season one ep 3(rewatching for the new season!!)

Currently reading: fanfic(Ryland x Tony) but in terms of novels then Wings of fire book 17 (yes the dragon Yaoi one)

Currently obsessed with: Ryland x Tony, PHM, Bloodymary and my new au!

Currently working on: my new wip as I said, it’s a marvel fic where Peter is kidnapped by hydra and through experimentation and genetic combining he’s made into the ultimate attack animal. Think twilight werewolves meet Jurassic worlds indo-raptor. Originally it was gonna be more so recovery fic but it wasn’t going anywhere so I changed it to make it more horror kinda like the og Jurassic park novels(like animal horror-but not in a way that makes them into monsters- just shows us what they are capable of. ) had a great time with the creature design!)

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last song: ah. well i’ve fallen back into old teenage habits and i’ve been listening to fall out boy on repeat. last listened song was fame < infamy, it’s one of my favourites!

currently watching: it’s not often i watch tv shows, though i’m making my way through my long list of movie recs. most recent movie i watched from it was drive!

currently reading: i’m halfway though andy weir’s the martian and i love it! i knew nothing about the story going in but im very much enjoying it!

currently obsessed with: project hail mary. as many of us are. though my love for red dead redemption stays strong as always! and star wars but mostly just luke and din. hehe.

currently working on: i have not been writing much although my current WIP is a vandermatthews fic that takes place in the 80’s. hosea is a science teacher with a 12yr old son (arthur!) that he’s been raising on his own. dutch is a mechanic that meets hosea while they’re both at the local roller rink. i haven’t gotten very far into the story but i’m rly enjoying it!

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last song: Family Affair by Mary J. Blige. it’s been in the ROTATION since i’ve been writing a fic set in the 2000s! it’s such a groove, i love it!

currently watching: been on the Love Island game lately. it’s so chaotic and silly. also waiting for a few more episodes of The Vampire Lestat to drop before i jump into that! i’m soooo excited!!

currently reading: project hail mary! yeah y’all have convinced me. started it last night, so it’s very fresh but i’m enjoying it a lot right now!!

currently obsessed with: red dead, naturally. i don’t know if anything is going to dethrone it for a long time but i have a bunch of fandoms consuming me right now so we’ll see! i just want to mash them all together somehow and see what happens

currently working on: my jovier nascar au!! more specifically, chapter six. there’s some definite angst coming your way so stay tuned for that

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New Constellations by Ryn Weaver! Her whole album "The Fool" is great. This one makes me wanna paddle out into the middle of a lake at night to watch the stars

currently watching:

I'm so bad at watching tv unless it's with someone else. I'm watching DS9 for the first time with my spouse, and rewatching Andor with my sister. I'm also watching Narcos with spanish closed captioning so I can practice.

currently reading:

I have so many real books I gotta pick up but I am speeding through All For The Game because I've been roped into a group cosplay in July and I have yet to meet the character I'm cosplaying (it's fine I've done more with less)

currently obsessed with:

red...dead...lol I first played the game in 2020 during quarantine and then last fall I fell hard back into it. It's hard for me to do anything else lately someone please help

currently working on:

too many fics. specifically chapter 2 of Treading Water in Javier's POV, chapter 2 of the Jack/Francis fic The Wheel, and a Jovier pup play fic for pride month. I'm picking away at outlines to see which multichapter fic I wanna tackle next. we'll see how the dice fall. My crafting space is now available to me so I'll finally get back into cosplay. Gonna work on a live action version of Ahsoka for Rebel Legion approval, along with Alan Wake for the Remedy-verse party room we're hosting for a con in July. I also have all the materials for a leather backpack that I want to emboss with designs from Javier's gun and put all my jovier charms on...so I should....do that sometime...

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last song: Devil In My Car by the B-52s! i should probably listen to more of them lol

currently watching: The plan this summer is FLCL, then Revolutionary Girl Utena! if i feel like it i'll watch the backrooms too

currently reading: Raising Steam by Terry Pratchett, i like discworld and i just got a bunch of them from the bookstore so that's exciting (and daunting lol)

currently obsessed with: red dead redemption obviously. it seems to have a schedule, every 2 years it returns. it's never lasted so long though should i be worried

i also feel the deltarune worms approaching... deltaSOON!!! i'm scared for what chapter 5 will do to me

currently working on: art fight refs. so many art fight refs @_@ all i do is draw

last song: i had clicked on a song directly after reading this by accident so i guess i'll do both of them - go down by big freedia and sophie [i was checking on the new sophie upload and you had JUST heard me talk about it like right the fuck now LOLLL] - in your eyes by badbadnotgood with charlotte day wilson [yo.................. we were listening to this stuff like a day or two ago............. woo woo... woo woo....]

currently watching: um. uh. i don't watch shows but i last watched like episode 3 of captain laserhawk like 2+ years ago does that count

currently reading: ao3 like a LAZY IDIOT but i'm also forcing myself to continue 1984. i know winston isn't supposed to be likeable but he's so unlikeable that it's hard to read directly after that though i will be launching myself at catch-22 or brave new world i haven't exactly decided yet

currently obsessed with: the hags......... and also gatsby as you already know 😔 so essentially fahrenheit 451, the great gatsby, unfortunately still thond, and i'm also coming back around to have random bouts of insanity about my babies. did you know that terence has brothers?!?!?!?!?!?! yeah!!!!!!!!! crazy!!!!!!!!!! like 3 of them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Last song: Ocean Man by Ween when I first started writing and Driving in My Car by Yasmin Nur when I finished this :J (DRIVING IN MY CAR IS SOSOSOSOOOOOO PEAKKKKK)

Currently watching: ummm umm im really bad with remembering to watch shows but currently im trying to complete the Danganronpa anime and ideally I’d like to watch all of steven universe since I’ve never actually watched it before (except maybe the first season a while ago!). I also really wanna watch the good place!! But i have nothing to watch it on atm… my list of shows to watch is a little long tbh

Currently reading: Crime and Punishment, Hell Followed With Us, and at least two AO3 fics

Currently obsessed with: PSYCHONAUTS!! It’s reeeeallyyyy got me in a chokehold lately, but I think it’s less strong for my other headmates!! There is a super super good fic that I’ve been reading and auauauaghghh it’s taken over my mind Literally. The other half of us is obsessed with Danganronpa, which sucks ASS but it is so so good at the same time. Super fun game, would not recommend!! Gundham Tanaka <33 OH AND OF COURSE ABBA!! ALWAYS LOVE ABBA!! AND OUR CD COLLECTION!!

Currently working on: Angelic Requiem Act I, a side project for Gabriel and Lucifer’s backstories called Don’t Shoot The Messenger, and a few various drawings for different things! Plus stickers!

Last song: uhh uhh. harlequin contraption by vane lily.

Currently watching: nothing

Currently reading: also nothing. lol. looks at prevs hell followed with us is really good also. well a hand full of fanfics.

Currently obsessed with: hm. project hail mary i suppose. not much activly.

Currently working on: dug up a 6 month old one shot draft and have been trying to finish it

Last song: mmm I think it was bangaranga because my little sister likes it and wanted to listen to it

Currently watching: iron lung and phm in my heart. Don't have time to actually watch them yet though

Currently reading: DRACULA!!! again. Also annotating my second copy to bookmark all the gay and fanficable parts.

Currently obsessed with: Welcome to Night Vale and specifically Kevin and Lauren and umm bloodymary...if you know you know

Currently working on: fanfics. Lots of em. Also a comic in theory. Singular person who asked for more temporary host au in the night vale community where are you twin !!!!!

currently watching: life on mars and doctor who

currently reading: uhh the hobbit i still need to finish it but i'm scared to watch the movie because of benadryl cumbersome

currently obsessed with: doctor who, takin over the asylum, i fear the lorax phase is coming back, and zelda

currently working on: getting a job (gang i have an interview tmrw)

Last song: Pigs (Three Different Ones) by Pink Floyd. I really like the album Animals, and I hate the government too, so it kinda goes without saying

Currently watching: also Doctor Who, and Broadchurch

Currently reading: I have a huge reading pile rn, and I can't remember where I left off. I think it was either 1984 or Animal Farm I think

Currently obsessed with: David Bowie, David Tennant/Broadchurch, and Scary Movie

Currently working on: passing my last final exam and major class for the semester next week

Last song: uhhh "when I grow up" from Matilda? I think?? (I just woke up chat)

Currently watching: Unstable Universe SMP on yt. 🖐️ABSOLUTE CINEMA🖐️

Currently reading: theoretically the yaoi I bought 2 days ago

Currently obsessed with: UU SMP, SFAWTDE/DAWTDE, Uhmmm I think that's it (I did start playing on Forgotten SMP though!! Idk if that counts)

Currently working on: uhh... I SHOULD be working on my fic but....lowkey not locked in

Last song: well current song playing now is locked out of heaven by bruno mars

Currently watching: not really watching anything specific just catching up on some videos

Currently reading: going thru my last reads on webtoon

Currently obsessed with: not really obsessed with anything atm

Currently working on: i want to draw but my book is finished 😔

Last song: he’s my man <<3333

Currently watching: nothing but last was amogus

Currently reading: tumblr

Currently obsessed: amongus

Currently working on: 8 hours of sleep

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