once I crawl out of this stupid hole i’ll be unstoppable, you’ll see

(calmly and rationally) i will never be normal about anything at all

i’m sorry. what did you say? i didn’t hear you because my sleeve feels weird in my jacket and i’m short circuiting.

and if you ever perceived me no you fuckin didn’t

adding geologist to my resume after hitting rock bottom

sorry can't hang out today.. the impending doom

I yearn to be chosen and prioritized for once. I've always existed in the background where I'm eventually forgotten about.

the “i wanna go home” never leaves my head even when i’m physically sitting in my bed

having a deep desire for love as an unloveable person lowkey is torture

as my final act of love, I will swallow every "please stay" and turn it into silence so you don't feel trapped by my ache

trying something new called ‘repressing it’

⚠︎! 14 new chronic illnesses developed

half avoidant on my father's side

half anxious on my mother’s side

life is bdsm and i forgot the safe word.

this account isn't for your entertainment, it's for me to talk to the void