๐ธ๐'๐ ๐๐ท๐ด ๐ด๐ฝ๐ณ ๐พ๐ต ๐๐ท๐ด ๐๐พ๐๐ป๐ณ ๐ฟ๐.๐ธ๐ธ (๐ฐ๐ฟ๐พ๐ฒ๐ฐ๐ป๐๐ฟ๐๐ธ๐ฒ - ๐๐ท๐ด๐ผ๐ด๐ณ ๐ป๐๐๐ธ๐ฒ๐).
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iโd like to think that you knew me better than anybody else.
what if i give up too soon?
i don't know what i heard.
there is a crow that i can see on my street almost every day.
what's a word for lonely that doesn't mean alone?
you're all that i've got to lose.
i saw the end of the world last night.
you were mad at the whole world.
you think you look older, i think you look alive.
i don't wanna need anything.
it didn't save me like i thought it would.
if i loved you at the start then i would love you at the end.
i don't wanna die anymore.
am i brave if the noise doesn't scare me?
iโd stay but i don't wanna boreโ
you.
i can't fix all the things that you couldn't.
and it's a damn shame you're good at winning.
bury me under gravel just deep enough so nobody finds me.
mark my words, there's a thousand things that don't wash out with anything.
i have to find it and cut it out.
now you're taller than you've ever been.
your costume's in the basement at the bottom of a shelf.
and just like that, weโre starting over.
well i have more than enough for the both of us.
was itโjustโlikeโyou had before?
there isn't really much to say.
i know it's not what you thought i'd say.
i know you're probably standing there wishing that i wasn't here.
i'm sure that someone will draw a new one and cover it before they leave.
i know you don't like the sound.
i can still hear the sound of you laughing all the way down.
does it get too hard being a good person every day of your life?
sometimes i'm scared that i'll only ever feel everything once.
you were angry it didn't stop when you did.
i can't handle when the fight runs out.
i'd do anything but ask for your help.
living takes more than to just survive.
i can never feel the same thing cause i change too much.
would i have to forgive you still?
some part of me had to care for you.
pretty soon i'm gonna say something that iโll eventually regret.
will you still walk me home?
just because she told you so it doesn't mะตan that she's right.
you still have more fight in you than you ever really did when you were young.
what would it take for me to be cared for, too?
i'm hardly brave, i know.
did you want to be something more?
i act like i'm dumb for my age.
what you tell her, she will take to her grave.
there is no reason to be someone else.
do you still want me here?
don't worry now, it's already dead.
i can hear her disappointment from here.
there's a mark on the wall, you see.
you wouldn't talk even when somebody was listening.
something is rotten inside of me.
he letsโ
meโ
watch him thereโ
as long as i stand farโ
away and as long as i am quiet.