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I'm fuzzy on some of the events of spn bc I haven't watched it in literal years
However.
I think it'd be funny if after Dean went to hell it wasn't Dean who was raised but it was John instead. Leaving him and Sam to be teamed up rather than the classic brother team up.
I haven't hammered out all the details yet but that's kinda the idea I'm rolling with when I add Sam and John to this blog
thinks about isaiah's alcoholism
mmm i should make a post about that
add sam and john winchester y/n
yes
no
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Propaganda: Stolen from s.pn canon for my own lore purposes
(that's all the propaganda i have)
"When his life was ruined, his family killed, his farm destroyed, Job knelt down on the ground and yelled up to the heavens..."
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going to work on.... some Less Intense info docs.
aka bare bones short paragraph bullet points etc because. i'm way too lazy to keep filling out these full long ass docs
Beyond, Beyond, Beyond (The Crane Wives 2024 Album) roleplay memes. Change pronouns, etc, as needed. Part One.
Scars
"I'm not the person that I thought I was."
"I couldn't tell you where the ache came from."
"It's raining in my head nearly all the time."
"It's raining in my head and I don't know why."
"It couldn't stop me from becoming the way that I am."
"I don't know why."
"God knows you tried."
"It's inevitable that I end up with scars."
"I'm trying to come to terms with what you've done."
"I'm still burning like a tire fire deep down inside."
"Was I born with a hole in my heart?"
"We were always meant to fall apart."
"Nothing could have been done."
"Is that right?"
"We were fucked from the start."
Bitter Medicine
"Somebody take my keys, I'm in no shape for driving."
"I made my bed, but I'll sleep anywhere."
"Are you ashamed of me?"
"Did you buy what I'm selling?"
"I bite my tongue to keep the worst of the words in."
"It won't hurt nobody but me."
"I think it's making me sick."
"Don't look up to me, I'm not as tall as you think."
"I talk big game but it's bullshit."
"Somebody clean me up."
"The pain is weak, but it spreads anyway."
Higher Ground
"From where I'm standing I can't get a clear line on the future."
"Should I head for higher ground?"
"Something's happening, it's out of my hands."
"I gave up the truth and now I can't take it back."
"I can feel the earth shaking underneath me."
"Am I in danger or am I the threat?"
"This wasn't my plan."
"I didn't want to hurt anyone."
"...yes, I agree," he replies, confused as to the repetition but willing to go along with it. He's long since learned to get over the little idiosyncrasies that make humans...well, human. His eyes follow the movements as the other man leaves money on the counter.
Ah. His explanation makes more sense. Still, it involves following an unknown entity, alone, at night, without backup. He weighs his options for a second; clearly, his meeting wasn't going to show, and he hadn't sensed any animosity from the other man. Should things go sideways, Cas was confident enough that he could have the upper hand. He nods, throwing the bartender a wave. She barely looks up from her glasses.
The other man trips, and he stifles the urge to throw out a hand in assistance. It seems he has it covered. Instead, he moves forward, holding the door open for the other so they can make it out of the bar alright. He waits all but six steps away from the establishment behind them, the glow of the lights still touching their figures, before he continues. "...how did you know?"
Isaiah isn't counting the steps out of the bar but he knows it's less then ten when the angel asks his first question. Isaiah waits ten more steps-- counting them this time-- before responding.
"you've got a glow about you." He smiles, half-hearted, but smiles all the same. "just something i can see. like, uh..."
A pause. Isaiah tries to figure out how to explain it. "like a glowing blue aura. sits around you. the grace, i guess."
It's not much of an explanation, Isaiah knows this. Knows well enough that it doesn't explain how he can see that aura, how he knows it must be grace. His hands travel to sit in the pockets of his jeans as they walk out onto the sidewalk. He's steadier now, out in the cool night air.
He inhales slowly. "i used to know an angel, that's all. guess that has somethin' to do with it."
Reanimator (1985 film) roleplay memes. Change pronouns, etc, as needed. Part Three.
"[Name]. Look out."
"You can't be serious!"
"Help me get him up!"
"Every moment we spend talking about it wastes us precious time in results!"
"We can bring him back to life!"
"Find my serum!"
"This is a dream."
"I'll show you."
"Welcome back to life."
"Damn that bitch!"
"What is it? Are you alright?"
"He's trying to speak! The recorder!"
"He started ranting at us. Rather irrationally."
"I'm calling the police!"
"It's shock. Don't worry."
"What else could they believe? The truth?"
"He knew what happened to him!"
"It is up to us!"
"It's just a weak solution. So I don't have to sleep."
"I need it. Please?"
"Give it to me."
"Now. We must make our plans."
"He can't hear you. Or see you."
"It's a one way mirror."
Is that absolutely necessary?"
"I know how difficult this must be for you."
"You must trust me."
"I don't want to know. Just help him."
"Please. Please let me talk to him."
"I'm going to take care of him."
"I'm going to find out what happened to him."
"The neck is broken!"
"He's clearly dead."
"I've never seen anything like it!"
"What are you doing here?"
"I've been waiting for you."
"What did you do to him?"
"It was horrible."
"He's not insane. He's dead."
"I don't have to talk to you!"
"You can leave now."
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Reanimator (1985 film) roleplay memes. Change pronouns, etc, as needed. Part Two.
"You haven't done this on people?"
"You will help me!"
"Do you agree that he's dead now?"
"I'll show you. Then you'll help me."
"In the brain?"
"Of course."
"Don't expect it to tango."
"Birth is always painful."
"It was dead!"
"God, it's morning already!"
"The police had to tear him away!"
"I think we should have a little talk."
"I've seen it!"
"I think you're being blinded by your emotions."
"It won't do any good."
"Don't you understand what he's done? What we could do?"
"He won't have anything to hold for us!"
"You still don't believe what you saw this morning?"
"He's a maniac! He may even be a murderer!"
"For your own good, he'll stop you!"
"No, no, we can't do that."
"Oh... Yes. We can."
"Meatball?"
"Just put your shoes on!"
"We're going to get caught!"
"Oh well, what will they do? Embalm us?"
"Here's your meatball."
Oh, god, he's rotten."
"Malpractice...."
"Yes, I think you!"
"It's almost perfect!"
"No! We do not have time!"
"Start the damn recorder!"
"Cause of death... Um... What?"
"Heart failure!"
"He loves me! We're getting married!"
"I've seen the same thing happen with medical students before!"
"It isn't working! Let's get out of here!"
"No!"
You'll do as you're told!"
"He failed! Not I!"
"Grab him!"
"Open up the door!"
Reanimator (1985 film) roleplay memes. Change pronouns, etc, as needed. Part One.
"Of course he's dead. The dosage was too high."
"You killed him!"
"I gave him life."
"Your optimism is touching."
"A good doctor knows when to stop."
"I didn't mean to scare you."
"I didn't know anyone else was here."
"What were you researching?"
"Death."
"I know your work. Quite well."
"I think that violates one of my civil rights."
"He has too much integrity for that."
"I startled you."
"Does this building have a basement?"
"I have my things outside. Shall I move in now?"
"You'll never even know I'm here."
"Do we.... Have a deal?"
"Done."
"There you have it. The human brain."
"I suggest you get yourself a pen!"
"How can you teach such dribble?"
"I thought I was rented a private room!"
"I was going to show you."
"What happened?"
"He hated you!"
"I did not want to stink up the place."
"Cat dead, details later."
"That is none of your business!"
"Garbage to garbage."
"Get out of here!"
"Get it off of me!"
"I can't seem to focus."
"The theory is not new."
"I've conquered brain death!"
I need you to help me."
"You're hard working, you're bright. Everyone respects you."
The other man's sigh mirrors his own, and he knows that sound. He's heard it many a time from Sam, from Dean—something doesn't go the way they want or expect and that sigh means it's time to grit their teeth and push through. Perhaps they're sharing disappointment at the moment. Two figures at a bar, neither looking for the soul next to them, both chasing something else intangible. A few years ago, he would've thought even the idea of this happening foolish. Now, it just...feels like a regular Thursday.
At the casual remark, Castiel's eyes immediately turn to him. The assumption about him meeting someone wasn't entirely out of left field; there were few reasons to be at a bar this late that didn't involve heartbreak, guilt, a meeting, or a combination of all three. But the comment about what he was, now—that threw him off. Immediately, he's on the back foot, defensive tactics engaged. Head slowly turns towards the other, though even his shock isn't enough to wipe the wary confusion from his face.
"Hunting, is...is one word, for it," he says slowly, glancing down at the man's drink. "I was hoping there would be a friend here, but...it seems not." His eyes flick upwards towards the man's face, studying it closely. He doesn't recognize him. Should he? "...what are you?" he asks after a moment's hesitation, voice low as to not attract the bartender from the other end of the counter. He hopes he doesn't need to specify any options—the question should be obvious on its own.
"not many people here this late." Isaiah repeats himself, fully aware he's doing it. He sighs, softly. He knows, yes, what this angel means. Most humans aren't able to pick up on celestial energy, at least not when it's confined to a human vessel.
The problem isn't so much the question, it's more that Isaiah doesn't know how to answer it. It feels as if he's human, only with a few extra steps. That was silly though, wasn't it? He's certain this angel isn't interested in the trials and tribulations he's been through, so Isaiah doesn't intend to dump it on him. Instead he fishes out his wallet from his pocket and leaves a handful of bills on the bar top. He picks up his drink, swallows the rest down, and then nods to Cas.
"th'walk back to where i'm staying is quiet. private." No need for anyone, not even the bartender, to overhear whatever Isaiah decides to end up saying. "i'll answer your question while we walk."
His legs stutter a little, he nearly trips, but Isaiah stays on his feet. He's never been a sloppy drunk and doesn't intend to pick up on being one now.
A glance back over his shoulder.
"c'mon."
protective action prompts.
protective prompts, but make them actions!
[ FIGHT ] : sender physically fights off receiver's attacker.
[ TACKLE ] : sender tackles receiver out of harm's way.
[ PUSH ] : sensing danger, sender pushes receive behind them, sender becoming a human shield in the process.
[ WARN ] : sender, seeing incoming danger, shouts a frantic warning to receiver.
[ PULL ] : sender pulls receiver into a relieved embrace following a nearly-lethal fight.
[ INTERCEPT ] : sender takes a bullet/punch/attack meant for the receiver.
[ CHECK ] : sender worriedly checks the receiver for injuries after a potentially dangerous situation.
[ STEER ] : sender, sensing a dangerous situation simmering, guides the receiver to safety.
[ RECKLESS ] : sender yells at receiver after receiver endangers themselves unnecessarily.
[ CATCH ] : sender catches receiver as they're falling or collapsing.
[ KILL ] : sender kills receiver's attacker.
[ INCAPACITATE ] : sender knocks out receiver's attacker.
[ READY ] : sender prepares to fight for receiver.
[ DECEIVE ] : sender tells a lie in order to protect the receiver. (the lie can be directed to a potential enemy (e.g. "they went that way" "i'll take them") or to the receiver themselves.
[ HIDE ] : sender shoves receiver out of sight in order to hide them and keep them safe.
[ BANDAGE ] : sender tends to receiver's wounds.
[ WATCH ] : sender watches receiver after a potentially upsetting moment to make sure they're okay.
[ TOUCH ] : sender rests a worried hand on the receiver.
[ DEFEND ] : sender verbally defends and protects receiver from an enemy. (i.e. "if you want them, you'll have to go through me.")
PROMPTS FOR THE MORNING AFTER * adjust as necessary, nsfw implied
this... isn't my bed.
i'll make us breakfast.
wait, how long have you been here?
did you stay the night?
you're so beautiful like this.
did i give you that hickey?
don't get up. stay right here.
kiss me again.
nice bedhead.
are you... wearing anything?
this was a bad idea.
i've wanted to do that forever.
did you enjoy it?
i did a number on your back. sorry about that.
is this your shirt?
maybe you should go.
i had a great time.
if you stay, i'll make us coffee.
i shouldn't have stayed over.
come back here. please?
i've never been like that with anyone before.
there's a bra on the ceiling fan.
did we... actually...?
we could do it again, if you want.
you made me feel... incredible.
was it... okay?
you look beautiful in my bed.
what do you remember?
was i too loud?
you can borrow my shirt.
i guess this makes us more than friends.
this can't be happening.
i could spend the day just like this, right here with you.
is that a hickey?
this was just for fun. it doesn't mean we're together.
this wasn't supposed to happen.
should we talk about it?
what time is it? i'm late for work.
how long have you been awake?
i remember... everything.
we should do that again sometime.
i think we cuddled.
that was the best night of my life.
what parts do you remember?
why don't you stay for breakfast?
was it good for you?
the sex was great.
how do you like your eggs?
are we still friends?
sorry, i've got morning breath.
i'd really like to keep seeing you.
i'm glad i invited you in.
finally... fucking finally.
please don't leave the bed.
don't make fun of me if i walk funny.
this doesn't mean anything.
my friends are never going to believe this.
i don't even know who i was last night.
no one's ever taken care of me like that.
let me help you clean up.
maybe we should forget this even happened.
i'm just going to... leave.
you said some wild things last night.
you're wearing my shirt.
maybe we could make this a regular thing.
am i blushing? i'm blushing, aren't i.
where did i put my glasses?
your clothes are in the living room.
i need a shower.
your hair's a mess.
you make a great pillow.
i thought we agreed this would ruin our relationship.
did i do something wrong?
we were pretty loud.
do you want me to leave?
i asked you to stay the night.
i bet your neighbors hate us.
stay like this.
well, that's one way to bounce back.
what about round two?
don't let go of me.
why don't you join me in the shower?
we can't keep doing this.
we're fucked, aren't we.
how long have i been asleep?
i tried to keep feelings out of this. i really did.

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@hcpewings // continued
The bartender hasn't kicked out Isaiah yet, and he counts that as a win. Especially considering how much he's had to drink. Isaiah is, at the very least, a polite drunk. He doesn't get rowdy or start fights... He holds his alcohol well. He's had a lot of practice.
It doesn't stop the feeling of holiness he senses when Castiel enters the bar. Isaiah doesn't turn around to see who it is. It won't be the angel he wants to see, he knows that. Castiel approaches. Isaiah sighs. Forces a small smile as he pulls a glass to his lips and swallows it down.
"i should be getting out of here soon anyhow." Not that he makes any move to get off the stool. "don't normally see angels in bars. you on th'hunt for someone?"
Hopefully not him.
PROMPTS FOR ASSERTIVE ACCUSATIONS * assorted dialogue, adjust as necessary
you knew about this!
you knew this was going to happen, and you never told me!
how could you hide something like this?
you told me we were in this 'til the end.
i never should have trusted you.
now i look like the fool.
this wasn't supposed to happen!
don't bullshit me! how long have you known about this?
i opened myself up to you, and you lied to me!
you used me? all this time?
so that was a lie?
you told me you never saw what happened!
i'm so stupid for believing you.
what else are you hiding from me?
i don't want your excuses! i just want the truth.
why did you keep me in the dark for so long?
who else knows? does everyone know but me?
when were you going to break the news? let me in on your little secret?
all this time, i could've been doing something else.
you led me on.
you lied straight to my face.
you should feel sorry.
i don't want your apologies. they mean nothing to me.
they were all right about you.
they warned me about you, and i ignored them.
i didn't ask to be made fun of!
so what am i? the butt of the joke?
have you been laughing behind my back the whole time?
you're breaking my heart.
i thought you were the one for me.
i poured my whole life out for you, and this is what i get in return?
i never gave up on you. never!
you could have saved them!
all you care about is yourself!
i'm never going to forgive you for what you've done.
this is the worst day of my life.
this is all your fault! you did this!
just say you never cared and be done with it.
i never want to see your face again.
you two deserve each other.
you could have told me before. i would have listened.
if you'd just been honest with me this whole time...
i gave you so many opportunities to tell me the truth.
did you ever tell me the truth, or were they all lies?
you know what i've been through, and you didn't care.
look at me when i'm talking to you!
i wish we'd never met.
meeting you was the worst mistake i've ever made.
don't come around here ever again. do you understand?
everything is ruined, and it's all your fault!
show me. show me what you're hiding!
it wasn't lost. you had it all along and never told me.
why did you never tell me your real name?
this was a mistake.
you look like an idiot.
no more second chances. we're done here.
get out of my sight.
i really thought you were different.
you were a total waste of time.
you could have called me!