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The more I wonder why.

Why was I in love with you?

You never liked a single thing

That made me who I am.

I tried to be what you were looking for

But in that quest I lost myself.

I hated myself for months

Trying to get you to see something in me.

Problem was you saw me

And hated everything,

Yet you still continued to use me.

Looking back now,

I knew from the beginning.

I just wanted to feel wanted

And you were good at lying.”

The more I wonder why.

Why was I in love with you?

You never liked a single thing

That made me who I am.

I tried to be what you were looking for

But in that quest I lost myself.

I hated myself for months

Trying to get you to see something in me.

Problem was you saw me

And hated everything,

Yet you still continued to use me.

Looking back now,

I knew from the beginning.

I just wanted to feel wanted

And you were good at lying.”