rose

and after so long together how can you walk past me like we were nothing?

I thought of you the whole time. That kills me.

I fear this longing will kill me

I’d tear into my skin and watch it bleed if it meant you looked at me just once more

If you don’t kill me the next thing I love will

I am haunted by the memories of things I cannot relive

I would bleed for you if you would just look at me the way I want you to

everything I have ever experienced will haunt me forever

you haunt me

in my head I’m still laying on your chest listening to your heartbeat

stop the bleeding. please put down your knife and hand me the tourniquet

I don’t know who I am anymore, maybe you can tell me

My house is on fire but I don’t care. If you come and save me it will all be worth it