red, i love you and the world

when i was 15 i played rdr2, then proceeded to create a man inside my head loosely based of off eagle flies. and everyday since i have ached for this man that doesn't exist to the point i have neglected my real life relationships and life obligations. so if you were to ask whats wrong with me. i would say that first and foremost.

i love hanging out with friends !!!!! just wish the would ask me to hangout sometime

i hate this job so much like take me out please

micromanage my ass 😭 "only water on the floor" jdjsksjsjkwjejd leave me alone. no cause like now i feel bad that i ruined it for every one else cause i left my coffee on the counter instead of putting underneath. like i admit that's on me. but also i think the world will still continue to spin on it's axis and revolve around the sun and the multi-million dollar company whose ass you kiss, will still continue to make money but whatever i guess let me just off myself real quick

live laugh love i have found out that i am indeed not built for the customer service retail life. thought i was. but apparently working at a gas station in the middle of nowhere, only helping people who are on vacation is vastly different from working at a popular mall during the holiday season in which your store sells several different items, multiple different memberships, and a bunch of other random crap. like i was not built for this fast pace lifestyle. i can not socially keep up. "make connections" would love too but i actually can not. LET ME OUTTTTT