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SUMMARY: Waking up at the infirmary with no recollection of what happened is disorienting. Thankfully, your lover is here to care and comfort you.
WARNINGS : None, this is written with a Fem!pov but there is no desc and no she/her pronouns here. If there is, please do tell so I can edit it real quick. My reader will and always have a personality–that’s just how I function as a writer–this one is an overthinker.
Word Count : 4.2k+ (Holy shit, I have a whole nother respect for writers who can churn out 10k+ every week)
The first thing you notice after you have woken up is the steady migraine that doesn't seem to be going anywhere soon.
As far as you remember, you hadn't done anything that warrants you to the infirmary. Despite your current state, the disinfectant smell is as strong as you last remembered. Which does not help with the fact that there is a wave of bile at the back of your throat.
Perhaps there is a trashcan nearby.
You ponder out. As your eyes search throughout the room, you can feel something resting in your bones that makes you sluggish. Just the thought of even moving is nauseating you more.
The second thing that caught your eyes is Eishia–you think. Everything seems blurry from where you laid down. You tried craning your neck to see more of your surroundings. The young girl seems to talk to someone in her usual timid state–something you and the others have tried yet failed to help her with–but you can't seem to glimpse who it is.
They seem taller than her. You would lift your neck further to look who it is but just the idea of it makes you wince. Even if you take a glimpse, you would still have a hard time recognizing them. It's all fuzzy for you.
You tried to recollect your memories, despite the fuzziness that stays in your mind. Searching for hints that may be the reason why you are here in the infirmary. After a few moments pass, all you manage to recall is helping Semiu out in the archive room.
You were actually on your way to have lunch in the cafeteria. Guita has already been waiting for you, something about showing off her newly made kaiju drawings. If you are being honest, it looks more of a disfigured bird from her previous attempts. Not that you are going to tell her though. Guita’s excitement always melts your heart. The rare enthusiasm and positivity she has despite The Ground’s circumstances is something you always cherish of her.
Though, that plan soon changed after you took a sneaky look in the archive room. Never in your time at the Cleaners have you seen Semiu wildly ransacking the archive room–you rarely even went to that room, the only reason you did is the noise came out from the usually silent room.
(“The hell guards must be outta their mind.” Semiu drawls. Bringing yet another massive pile of file folders to the already messy table.
Semiu has got you up to speed about what she’s been doing. The boss got a sudden call from the hell guard this afternoon. Something about needing several reports from previous missions. She would not have any trouble if it was not for the hell guards asking it to be ready this evening.
“Do they really need the files ready today? What happened to all those reports we’ve been submitting huh.” Semiu sighed out. Sitting down at the old plastic chair–the one that always squeaks whenever someone sits down on it.
“Precaution perhaps? or maybe they have an incident at their own headquarters. Needing the files back again for whatever they need." You thought out loud. Bringing yet another folder to the table.
It’s already way past lunchtime and your stomach has been growling nonstop–to your embarrassment. You’ve been helping her with finding the files that were asked for. Finding and searching files upon files in the archive room for hours have truly put your body to a test.
Not only is your physical state being tested, the idea of Guita being grumpy at you not turning up as you promised her churns something ugly in you. Even if she usually forgets about it in just a few hours, you plan on giving her a cute trinket–maybe a kaiju one if you find it–when you finish helping Semiu. Maybe you can bring Semiu with you for a day out, something that is rare for the two of you nowadays.
You miss Semiu.
It’s been awhile since you and Semiu hung out together. Sure, Semiu and you see each other every day, but it's been busier these past few weeks that hanging out together or even just sitting down with one another are nearly nonexistent.
You distinctly remember that she’s planning to buy another set of her usual magazines–something about a new release or perhaps a limited copy. You can accompany her as the both of you visit the town. Scouring for magazines and hunting cute little trinkets for Guita. There is also a famous cafe that just opened there that you and Semiu can try, considering Riyo and Enjin have been singing praise after praise for the shop. You could try asking her to the newly opened store—
You should really try asking her after this. Whether she’s free or not to go with you.
The last time the both of you hung out was at Bro Santa’s birthday celebration. The adults went out to a local bar and drank their hearts out to celebrate the team child’s leader.
You recalled sitting with Gris, Semiu and the others. It's one memorable night, chatting and dancing while tipsy with one another. You would pay to see a very drunk Enjin and a much more drunk Delmon dance each other out to a new Too Lily’s song.
Though, you did drink more than usual that day. Resulting with you subconsciously clinging to Gris most of the time–holding his much warmer hand in yours. You did remember telling him to have fun with the other cleaners.That you are alright seating at the table and watching over the much more energetic cleaners. Gris should spend time with the others too, not stuck sitting with his lover who happens to be intoxicated long before the party is ending.
Gris, the kind-hearted man he is, just shook his head and stayed right by your side throughout the night. Holding you up, letting you rest your head on his shoulder while talking with the other cleaners who decided to sit around and watch the other cleaners spectacle around the bar.
You only remember a few faces before ultimately passing out on Gris’s shoulder. There is Semiu, Follo, and several cleaners you are close with. You remembered seeing Tamsy before, calmly chatting with the others before slipping off somewhere. There isn’t much to recall. Last thing you remember is Semiu chiding you for going drunk so early on while Tomme giggling tipsily at you drowsily clinging to Gris–who doesn’t mind at all.
Even then, it's still not a full one on one hang out with Semiu !
That’s why you are here in this particular situation. Accompanying one of your closest friends ransacking the archive room for who knows how long it will end.
“Hey Semiu” You called out to her, bringing yet again another folder back. You truly do not even know what time it is. Judging your spamming forearms and the indescribable heaviness that resides in your bone currently, you can at least guess that it's already much later in the day. Leaving you and Semiu with a short time to find the other documents that Hell Guard needs.
“This might have several of the files we are still missing. Hopefully this the last one”
“Okay, put it down on the table. I’ll check on it later” calls Semiu. Guessing from her voice at, you guessed that Semiu is probably at the much farther area. You then make your way to the table and–)
That's all you remember vaguely.
The migraine hasn't faded away, staying stubbornly in your mind. It got much better though, you’ve become more aware–as aware as you can be–than before. Taking notice of the much darker scenery on the window to your left. You remember by the time you help Semiu, it's still very much afternoon. That means Semiu probably has finished finding and handing the files to the Hell Guards. If she’s not, hopefully whoever representative that the Hell Guards sent out is more lenient on their request and maybe—
“I already healed the minor wound on the back of her head but….”
“About that, I’ll make sure it won’t happen again.”
Now the head pain is more subdued–not fully though. You can hear the hushed conversation the two individuals are having at the end of the infirmary.
“No need to worry about it, Eishia. You’ve done your best. I’ll make sure to handle the other problem.”
“But still…”
Maybe it’s your luck starting to run out, but the slightly manageable migraine turns to a fullblown headache. There’s a throbbing pressure behind your eyes, the conversations start to sound muffled–as if you are hearing someone speak underwater. Your gaze that previously focused on the bleak ceiling above you as you overhear their conversation now starts to fade into stark nothingness.
Out of desperation or perhaps a call out from a sick person with a miserable headache, you quietly rasp out the first thing you thought of.
“Gris…”
You hear a little gasp, presumably from Eishia, you thought. There is some rustling and a few shoutings that you heard but it soon fades away into emptiness.
It got all dark.
Tick. Tock. Tick. Tock.
The rhythm of the clock is the first thing you notice. Continued by how comfortable the bed is. As far as you know, the infirmary’s bed has never been this cozy nor have they had blankets that can lull you back to sleep in an instant if you were not careful. There is also something pleasant and comforting with how the room smell unlike the infirmary-
Ah.
Now that your head isn’t pounding and the ringing at your ears is much more subdued. You just notice that you aren't in the infirmary. In fact, you are in your boyfriend’s room. Realizing that, you curled up in Gris’s worn out yet comfortable blanket even more.
Even though you spend most nights at his room–your room is basically just a storage room for your items at this point, you can’t help but want to be engulfed in his comforting figure every night. There have been various shirts of Gris’s that have been the victim of your ‘borrowing’ that always inevitably ends up in your closet–which Gris thankfully never minded at all. Sometimes, he encourages it.
When the two of you visit a nearby town after a mission, Gris always asks for your opinion on the clothes he bought. Oftentimes, he told you to try out his clothes. Making sure that you are comfortable in it, teasing sweetly how you will probably poach it for yourself–to his delight even if you are embarrassed when he mentions it.
These were one out of the many things you are grateful for about Gris. Especially thankful to even get to call him your lover. On the Ground, one thing you learn early on is to never take anything for granted. As the Ground can easily take it away. You never would take Gris for granted, grateful to even meet him at the first time and the chance to love him.
Gris was the one who mentored you when you first joined. As a newcomer at that time, you haven't gotten to know anyone. To have Gris, who took his time out of his day accompanying you and helping you assimilate to the other is something you really deeply appreciate. Even after you find your footing–making several friends and getting to know the cleaners personnel. The two of you still hang out with one and another.
At that time, you could confidently say that Gris is one of your closest friends.
If you tell your younger self, that you are in a very loving relationship with Gris for a few years–and hopefully forever on. That the innocent and dependable friendship blossoms to a steady and devoted love for one and another. You could imagine the shock painted across your younger self’s face (You can’t even blame yourself, you are not blind. Gris is an attractive man afterall) that melts into a shy one.
Even though he often jokes about his scar, how it scares away all the people who are interested in him–which confuses you till today. The idea of someone like Gris being rejected over a measly scar is baffling. You used to think that he was lying about it. Even so, despite the idea of someone rejecting Gris is puzzling, you are also grateful for them. Grateful that because of them, Gris is now your lover.
Not only does he have a pleasing face–you love to pepper kisses on his face, especially his scar–he is truly a kind man. Gris who would help you despite not being your mentor anymore during the rough first few weeks. Gris who would continue to give a hand for other newcomers and his colleague. Gris who would never dismiss any of your worries and always take notice even the miniscule thing you do. Gris who—
“Finally, you are awake. I just brought Eishia’s medicine for the night, just in case the pain came back.”
You didn’t even hear the door creak when Gris came back. Too focused on engulfing yourself in a boyfriend's blanket to even notice the man going through the door.
With most of your senses back, you start to notice much more things. Ranging from Gris, who is now wearing his usual sleepwear–the clothes that you just borrowed from him several days ago. The lively noise that leaks into the room when he opens the door, which you assume is from the tv in the common room and lastly, the plastic bag on Gris’s hand–Eishia’s prescription perhaps ?
“Hey…is your head still hurting ?” Gris softly asked. Putting down the plastic bag at the table, he went to the side of the bed and crouched beside your curled figure.
“No…” You answer honestly. The headaches and migraine have passed but you do feel a tad ill than usual.
“Thats good to hear.” Gris replied. Smiling tenderly at you–he always looks extra handsome whenever he smiles like that, you notice–before going back to his desk.
“I’ve also brought food from the canteen, I already make sure with the cooks to be easy on the seasonings.” Gris mentions as he pulls out a small box. The smell of warm food instantly hits your nose as he opens the food container.
Your stomach grumbles as Gris goes to your side. Setting the food aside on the table to help you sit upright on the bed. You mumbled about how you can do it by yourself–you technically can, sure you are still feeling a tad sluggish but you can still bring yourself up to sit on the bed on your own.
“Come on now, none of that.” Gris chides you. Putting his arm around you, hoisting you up easily so you can eat your very late lunch–it probably counts as dinner but even then it's already too late to even call that.
Strong and Kindhearted, two words people–including yourself–commonly use to describe Gris. You can’t help but to stare at Gris. He took the food and pulled out a chair, setting it beside you, as you lay back at the headboard. The care and love he has for you is abundant, never has he ever made you doubt his love for you.
The ground has never been kind to anyone, that's something you learned early on in your life. Now, having Gris Rubion by your side. The chance to even know him and being his lover, to experience being in love, care, and be with him.
You are indebtedly thankful for whoever gods–if there even are, or maybe fate itself–to let you meet him (love him) despite how unkind the ground is toward the people.
Even now, where he can be hanging out with the other cleaners and resting after yet another mission. He is currently hunched down, taking a spoonful of the dish. Blowing softly, making sure it's not hot enough, before holding it out to you.
“Eishia told me to keep an eye on you, you know? Gotta make sure you rest well and eat on time.” Gris utters out as he prepares another bite for you. “She also told me that you skip lunch. You never were the type to skip lunch, what happened?”. Before you can respond to him, Gris holds out another spoonful at you. Following what your stomach told you, you obediently let him feed you, letting the warmth of the food spread through your body.
“I hadn’t meant to do that…” You quietly explained as you finished your meal in your mouth. “I don’t remember much if I'm being honest. One moment, I'm helping Semiu in the archive and suddenly I woke up in the infirmary.”
Gris, who has been listening earnestly to you, stares at you quietly for a second too long. You don't believe you’ve said anything out of place, in fact that is all that you remember. Despite most of the fuzziness in your head have dispersed, you still haven't managed to recall whatever that led you stuck in the infirmary.
When you were just about to ask about his sudden quietness. Gris is already holding another spoonful for you, urging you to eat. You look at him questionably–you know Gris noticed that you were gonna ask about his silence–before reluctantly accepting another bite.
“Sorry about that, Love. I’m just surprised that's all that you can remember. Eishia did tell me you may have some gap in your memory, especially after the concussion. But I didn't expect you to forget to that extent.” Gris explained as he feeds you every time he notices you finish munching down your food.
“Semiu was the one who brought you to the infirmary. Told us that you hit your head badly when you slip while bringing the files. Carried you all the way to the infirmary in a nick of time to Eishia. Which is a good thing considering Eishia told me that if Semiu were any slower, you might have much worse symptoms.” He murmured toward the end. Gris, who has been staring at your food while explaining, looks up at you with worry painted all over his face.
“You really made me worry, you know” Gris sighed out, eyes softening when he looked at you. He put down the food beside him to put his hand on top of yours–holding it tightly as if you will mysteriously disappear without a trace. The warmth of his hand immediately grounds you. You always love his hands, even with its roughness, It steadies you toward him.
You hold his hand back and pull them up to your lips. Gris let out a noise when you kiss the tips of his finger. With so much care and love toward him, you pepper his hand with small pecks. Starting from his fingertips, down to the length of his steady fingers, his warm palm, and ended right on his inner wrist. Pressing down each uncountable kiss just for him.
Badumpt . Badumpt . Badumpt
You can feel his quicken heartbeat when you kiss his inner wrist. Looking up from his hands, you pay attention to Gris’s face. Calm and composed is the first thing people notice for him, but whatever this expression you saw on him is far from that.
This Gris in front of you, the one who fed you when you are ill and worried for you, has a prominent redness spreading on his face despite the dark litted room. Not only that, his eyes are the next thing you notice. For just a moment, Gris’s eyes stay in a widened shock,as if not expecting you to perhaps repay his action. How could he? You think to yourself. How could he not believe that his lover would give him thousands if not more kisses to show how much adoration and love you had for Gris.
The surprise soon melts away. He immediately crinkles his eyes, shaking his head with a little bashful laugh coming out of him. Gris then looks back at you. Wide-eyed that melts into something that you can’t describe. His eyes dilated, gaze focused on you with so much devotion and affection that even yourself are surprised at how much love he can convey to you with no trouble–You hope you can give back the same amount if not more toward him.
“I didn’t mean to make all of you guys worried…” You gently respond to him, looking back to his focused gaze before continuing your words. ”I still can’t really remember much to be honest. Maybe it's the concussion or perhaps the headache still kicking in, but I'm truly sorry for worrying you and making you fuss over me.” Gris’s brow furrowed, clearly ready to refute you, before your hand cupped his face. Pulling him closer, leaving you no more or less than a few centimeters. You could count every little detail on his face. Learn every expression of his and make a whole new language just on Gris only.
“I truly am grateful to have you. Gris Rubion. I may be too delirious from all the medicine and sleep nor am I the best person to convey all my love for you. Do trust me on this one” Your breath hitches at first, you don't know why, maybe it's how he stares at you like you are his half–no, he looks at you as if you own his whole heart. As if his heart beats to this moment just to love you–for you.
You almost caved in, following your instinct to kiss him, but you halted those desires. Believing that he needs to hear it verbally as much as physically.
You took his hands and put them on top of your chest, where you know he can hear your intense fast pace of a heart. You look below, anywhere beside Gris’s kind face. Looking at his scarred hand on top of yours at your chest, how close the two of you are seated, even Gris’s quicken breath that seems to be in sync with yours.
“My heart beats—no. It aches for you. I’m not the best with my words, believe me. I tried. But I hope my thunderous heart shows you how much I love you and how grateful I am for you. I hope that we are always with one another and that we never have to end our relationship and that I’m sorry. I know I can be a burden for pulling you away from your friends to take care of me and that—” You were just starting to babble before Gris gives you a kiss on your cheek–rendering you speechless at first–before he starts kissing you fully on the mouth. You thought about how much your heartbeat must’ve gotten much faster than before, wondering if Gris can hear every beat of your heart for him.
Gris then pulls back from your lips. You looked up at him, eyes blown out, staring adoringly back to Gris. He called out your name softly–earnestly. You always love how Gris calls your name, it always makes your heart warm and fuzzy.
“Sorry for cutting you short, Love.” Gris lightly chuckles, before continuing on, with a much serious face. “Never, and I mean it, apologize for that. You are never a burden. Not in a million years down here. I want to help you in any way I can. The others can wait. You always come first. Remember that, Love. And beside…” Then he puts yours–his, both–intertwined hands on his chest. Underneath all the muscles and layers, there's a faint but strong heartbeat–maybe a tad too fast for someone known to be so steady and strong as Gris. You wonder who has the fastest heartbeat currently.
“I guess we are even now.” Gris mentioned, eyes crinkling full fondness. Laughing softly that it sounds like music in your ears. If you can only choose to hear one last sound before everything went totally silent, you would choose his laughter with no doubt.
You can't help but giggle, pulling him further in bed. Despite there being some trouble–you accidentally hit his nose with your elbow and he unintentionally kicks your leg. Earning a laugh from the two of you–the two of you quickly find a spot that is comfortable.
There are a few seconds of silence. Not the tense when things went south before it went into chaos. Instead, it's the comforting one where no one needs to fill the quietness, finding solace in each other’s embrace. There is no place you would rather be.
Maybe it’s the medicine effect or it’s you being full with such a hearty meal but you started to be drowsy. With, Gris’s close proximity with you and how comfortable to lay in his arms. You are surprised that you haven't fallen asleep yet in his embrace.
“I love you, Gris Rubion.” You softly mumble out. Closing your eyes after scooting much closer to Gris. Basically chest to chest, you can hear his and your heartbeat intertwined with one another. The sound lulls you into a deep sleep that you needed.
Gris, who is starting to be sleepy, kiss softly at the top of your head before speaking softly “I love you too”. Saying your name lastly with such intimacy, as if he’s the only one that uses that name, a name that only him knows the weight of love Gris have for you. He stared recently at you before succumbing to a cozy sleep, in the embrace of you, his lover. His whole beating heart in flesh.
Notes : Idk how to end it LOL but hey! I tried my best. I love Kei Urana’s work so much…I love Gris so much…I need to see more of him. Also, I just watched The Pitt Season 1 and I may want to write for Jack Abbot……. I’ll probably gonna write for The Pitt & Gachiakuta after my final exams😪. Also love to hear your thoughts and comments🩷
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Ok so can you do a fic with all the characters of AKotSK and its basically where their wife has had a bunch of kids with them (I’m talking 10+) and they have all been boys that look just like their dad and on their final try they finally get a girl that looks just like their mom pleaseeeee
✵ ℜ𝔢𝔭𝔩𝔦𝔠𝔞
✷ Summary: After giving your husband several sons, you finally give birth to a daughter who is an exact replica of you.
✷ CWs: Referenced/described childbirth, implied sexual content, drinking for Lyonel's and Daeron's sections, and past/referenced stillborns in Valarr's section.
✷ Content: Wife!Reader, girl dads, a gaggle of sons, lots of brothers with one sister, babies, drinking, father and daughter bonds, innuendos between reader and hubby, fempov, use of she/her pronouns, reader's house is unspecified, reader's appearance is unspecified except for long hair, use of alcohol, first marriages for Baelor and Maekar so reader IS the Maekarlings and Baelorings mother, referenced/descriptions of childbirth
✷ Pairings: Wife!Reader x Husband!Baelor, Maekar, Dunk, Lyonel, Aerion, Daeron, Valarr, Raymun (all separate scenarios)
✷ Word Count: ~4k total
✷ AN: This is my first time doing a request (that also happens to be my first request ever), so I hope it lives up to your standards, anon!! Enjoy!
Baelor Breakspear
You'd given birth to your little girl during a quiet dusk on Dragonstone, the gold-violet-pink of the sky a comely backdrop to your efforts.
You hadn't expected a girl at all. From the moment you first gave birth, every child that'd you carried and bore was a son.
It wasn't that you were disappointed per se. Each one of your boys was noble and pleasant like their sire, Baelor, whether it be in manners or in appearance. It could be the strength of the Valyrian blood that caused them to mirror your husband's looks, but every single one was blatantly a Targaryen.
They were a great source of pride for you. Not only had you provided the heir of the Iron Throne plenty of young men to take up the mantle if need be, but each one was exemplary in some form.
You were content with the grand family you had built. Still, when the midwife had handed you a swaddled child and revealed that it was a daughter, your heart skipped a beat. All exhaustion gave way to a low simmer as something akin to disbelief, then excitement, took hold.
That feeling—a spark of joy—stayed as moon after moon passed with your Vaenelle. Your sons were busy with their lessons and peers, but they seemed keen on spoiling their sister rotten, especially your eldest two, Valarr and Matarys. They came to her nursery and your apartments with little tokens of affection, gifts bought with their own coin, and trinkets that were being passed down through kin.
Your husband was similarly generous. Baelor took more time than allowed as his father's Hand to shower little Vaenelle in affection, commenting on her loveliness more and more after six turnings of the moon passed.
"She's a perfect image of you, my love," he said one morrow after a council meeting he was required to attend. He had sought you out as soon as it had finished, it seemed, ink still in his nailbeds.
The sunlight streamed through the window, highlighting your daughter's hair, which matched yours in shade and texture nearly exactly.
"A blessing from the Mother."
"A blessing?" You laughed faintly. It was high praise, and your eyes were warm puddles from where you sat across from him.
"What else is a child that carries the memory of her mother in every inch of her face?" Baelor queried back, waxing poetic like a boy encountering a maiden for the first time as Vaenelle took great interest in the Hand pin stuck on his doublet's breast. Her little palm patted at it, and her father's hand patted at her back.
You bit down a wide smile.
Perhaps it was girlish, slightly childish, but if feigning ignorance of your daughter's commonalities resulted in your handsome fawning over you from time to time, who could blame you?
Maekar Targaryen
The morning you'd finished your labors, the midwife had announced that a daughter had been born.
Your mind briefly broke out of its weary haze to allow you enough alertness to ask her to repeat herself, because surely she was wrong. Each child that you'd carried for Maekar had come out a boy. It was the expected outcome, the natural way of things, like the moon's phases waxing and waning repeatedly.
So many boys were bound to create a hectic environment without much respite. A few prime examples were your eldest becoming a drunk, your second eldest deluding himself into believing he was a dragon in human form, and one of your youngest running away at every possible opportunity.
Maekar kept grumbling that the two of you should stop at the number you were at. He started saying that years ago, but it never stopped him from finding relief in your arms, nor the babes from coming.
Though as much as he complained about his children's behavior, you knew your husband cared. It wasn't expressed through flowery words, explicit gestures, or personal gifts, but you could see it in the way he was stern with them. The way he was quick to defend them whenever someone other than the two of you complained about their characters and actions.
Therefore, while you found your sons to be stressful, you were ultimately prepared for the mayhem that another boy would bring forth. Thus, when the woman presented the wailing bundle to you with the same declaration, you could hardly believe it.
A girl was so different from what you were used to. Even as moons passed, your Aemira stayed tranquil and lovely like a blossom in the Reach, matching your eyes and smile whenever you peered down at her.
Your sons were fascinated by her existence. They either tried to get her to do something "interesting", played with her as one would play with a fragile dog, or teased her enough until she was squawking and squabbling with offense.
Maekar was, surprisingly, far gentler. He didn't seem to know what to do with himself with a daughter. He double-guessed how he held her, how he sat with her, and how he talked around her. Your husband's gruffness scraped away to reveal a soft center that you hadn't seen displayed so openly in a very long time.
"It's odd," he said one evening, breaking the silence he'd fallen into while watching you adjust a sleepy Aemira in your lap.
"What is?"
Maekar elaborated, "All our sons mirror me, but she reflects your loveliness completely."
"Loveliness?" Your brows rose as a cheeky grin crossed your face, an impishness expanding against your lungs at his rare flattery, "Goodness, husband. Are you trying to get something from me?"
He deadpanned with a stiff curl of his upper lip, but there was fondness behind the narrowness of his eyes.
Dunk
As a woman of lowborn origin, your head was filled with fantasies of grandeur from a young age.
The songs of handsome princes and the histories of noble affairs were intoxicating to your youthful soul. You pictured the boys of your village performing romantic gestures, only to be greatly disappointed when they tugged at your hair and chased you around instead. Consequently, you resorted to daydreams to fulfill your desires.
Of course, you outgrew these figments of imagination as you flowered into womanhood. The cost of eggs was more prevalent than raunchy visions, after all.
Although the moment you met Ser Duncan the Tall in a dimly lit tavern, massive figure hunched over his pint of ale and eyes as blue as the sea, all those make-believe notions came flooding back.
He'd stolen your heart quickly, your romance a fluttery thing.
However, Dunk had simply been passing through with his squire, Egg, and was hesitant to continue on his way in fear of leaving you. The solution to such a problem was, undoubtedly, to marry him and join him on his travels. Many had called it a mistake made out of lust, a whirlwind that would pass over time.
It hadn't been a mistake, nor had it passed.
When you'd come to be with your first child, Dunk had agreed to the idea of returning to your hometown and sending the older Egg back to his father at Summerhall (with the pledge for constant communication via raven).
That was how it started, but one son turned into two, and then three, and then four. In due course, you had an abundance of boys running amok, all sandy blonde and oceanic eyes.
Dunk occasionally went on trips when an urgent matter arose or his presence was specifically requested. When he was home, though, he got your force of sons to get hard work done efficiently.
All were good-hearted, lacking wits in an awkward sort of way that was more enchanting than frustrating. While they drove you crazy (especially with how much they fucking ate), you wouldn't trade any of your boys for the world.
That being said, when your youngest child came out as a daughter, you almost cried with relief.
As moons passed, Hazel only stuck to being wonderful. She was your island of refuge, sharing your exact coloring and countenance.
Her brothers enjoyed involving her in their unruly activities, as well as sharing snacks with her. Dunk, on the other hand, was dotingly skittish. She was minuscule compared to him, and he treated her like stained glass.
"I can't believe how pretty she is," Dunk proclaimed one early night, balancing the little girl on a massive thigh from where he sat on the bed as you prepared for sleep.
"She is, isn't she?" you enthused tiredly.
"Suppose it's natural," your husband continued a bit shyly, holding Hazel close, "Given you're her mother."
You smiled widely, looking over your shoulder fast enough to catch the flush that crossed your husband's face.
Classic Dunk.
Lyonel Baratheon
Lyonel was certainly a beast of a man.
His moods could be unpredictable, and every opinion was expressed loudly and theatrically. He danced wildly like a deranged bird, drank more in one night than some men would drink in a week, and preferred the pleasures of his title rather than the duties.
He was the sort of man who rejoiced each time you came to be with child, and held rowdy feasts each time the babe was revealed to be a son. Which was every time. Nonetheless, his excitement never dulled, and neither did the festivities.
You were prone to thinking in a fondly exasperated mindset that you'd given the realm more Baratheons than were certainly necessary. It didn't help that each one of your many boys took after their sire—headstrong and raucous.
Your husband would have whole days where he took all of them out to spend time together. They hawked, hunted, and sailed around Storm's End with echoing cackles and minor wounds seemingly materializing out of nowhere.
It was never a dull day in your household.
There was always some squabble, wrestling match, and broken furniture or decoration going on to keep you worried and alert. Your husband would step in sternly when you gave him a pointed look, but without your influence, you knew full well he encouraged the frenzy. While it maddened you, it never lessened your love.
Despite that, when the midwife had wrapped up your latest babe with the whisper that it was a girl, you'd almost fainted in jubilation.
Darling Eirwen, an innocent display of your presence, was the calm in the storm. Even as moons came and went, her poise remained intact. She was still very young, but in the face of her brothers' disruptiveness, you thought she contained impeccable finesse.
In the calamity of everything, she had your face and a peaceful air, which made her feel more like a balm instead of a babe.
When her brothers weren't busy trying to annoy one another to death, they took the time to get to know their little sister. Multiple of them tried to sneak her off to join them on their outings, and you had to lecture your sons on why it was a bad idea.
Shockingly, Lyonel was just as boastful as he had been with his sons as he was with Eirwen. She was practically the princess of House Baratheon, her father showing her off and bringing her up constantly in conversation.
"Our girl is rather elegant," your husband gloated one afternoon, his breath tinged with whatever fermented drink he had gotten into that morning. He patted at Eirwen's side, hoisting her into a more comfortable position against his chest.
"Must get that from her mama, huh?"
"You think me elegant?" You questioned lightly in retort, manipulating your needlework carefully.
"I can show you everything I think about you tonight," Lyonel leered, and you made a tsk-like noise in appallment. If he were closer, you'd stomp on his foot.
Aerion Brightflame
For a man like Aerion, sons seemed to suit him best.
He was revoltingly arrogant at the worst of times, and off-puttingly mean at the best of times. You'd been arranged to marry him due to your house's wealth and family name, even after expressing your concerns to your father and mother regarding the rumors you had heard about your betrothed's nature.
That's all to say that this wasn't a love match of any sort, no matter the packaging or how advantageous the deal was on your behalf.
Many young ladies and women would scheme, betray, and lie to become a princess. Here, it was being handed to you on a silver platter.
You tried to be grateful for that, but Aerion was challenging if nothing else. He bullied his way into everything, surmising such outrageous conclusions that it made you wonder if he was wholly sane.
At least he was handsome. That's what made the first few beddings tolerable.
The sons you produced for him fostered that delicate care that had begun to grow between the two of you, being nursed to something greater with every child you carried.
They were Valyrian kin. All your sons—you had a great few—possessed silver-gold locks and distinctive features from their father, making their interactions feel as though you were perpetually seeing double.
Though Aerion was blatantly foul, your children were glad boys. Many had quite a fondness for fishing. A couple of Kingsguard would escort you and your sons to the nearest river or lake, and they would each try their damndest to see who would capture the best few.
The ones who weren't as keen on nature or underwater creatures relied on education for entertainment, finding triumph amongst training with longswords, or the histories of their ancestors.
All in all, Aerion made strangely docile and friendly offspring. It served to unnerve you in a bemused way if you thought about it for too long.
Still, when your body had essentially torn itself apart in an effort to deliver yet another babe, you were thoroughly taken aback when the midwife settled the bundle into your arms with the statement that you now had a daughter. You. A daughter!
Visenya had started out as a weak and snuffly thing, as some of your sons had been, but she grew with time. By six moons, hair had covered her head in an identical fashion to yours, eyes growing more vivid by the day.
Her brothers seemed perplexed to have a sister. You supposed it made sense, given they had only existed amongst young men and boys for so long, but you could tell they were trying by the expressions that crossed their faces.
Aerion, on the other hand, complained as easily as he breathed. He seemed to make a show out of it, perking up like a starved mutt whenever someone with ears to hear was forced to listen to his grousing.
"You have tarnished my bloodline with that—" your husband gestured out a hand to your daughter, who was frankly minding her own business, "that fraud! She scarcely looks like a proper Targaryen."
You stared over at him, relatively unfazed. This was the second time today he'd sulked, and you'd managed to build an immunity over the years, "Husband, you chose to name her Visenya. Who, if I recall, was one of the key conquerors. Why gift her such a name if she is a farce?"
Aerion sniffed vaguely in response, taking a moment to no doubt stew in being caught in a contradiction once again.
"… She is not entirely ugly. I suppose I can thank you for that much."
Daeron the Drunken
With a drunk as a husband, many thought Daeron wouldn't even acknowledge your existence.
It was true that before your marriage, he had the habit of visiting brothels or paying a local Sally for a night of pleasure. He didn't just find himself in one's cups; he drowned in them. Perpetually wine-nosed, it was a miracle he even managed to dress himself most days, let alone put in the effort to be a noblewoman's honorable lord husband.
Yet somehow, to the awe of many courts, you swelled with child numerous times.
Even with Daeron's terrible faults, he never shied away from gracing your bed, and the evidence of his visits was obvious. You gained a plethora of princes, all with a likeness to their sire.
It was droll, in a sense. Daeron couldn't hold a quill, could barely keep track of his itinerary, and disappeared from Summerhall like a self-effacing ghost, but he was clearly capable of keeping the Targaryen line healthy and fruitful.
His children were the picture of purity, despite your husband's participation in their creation. Many of your boys were quiet individuals who preferred the arts and books to conversation, while the others craved attention like fools, presenting learned tricks and good-natured japes.
Even with the differences in their natures, all of your sons had dirty blonde hair and green-blue eyes that grew distant when lost in thought.
Whether Daeron was aware of the commonality or not, you couldn't quite say. He seemed to teeter between teasing endearment and muddled smothering (the latter typically due to his binges or dreams, which were a frequent occurrence).
You had grown used to that life: your many sons with pieces of their father, holding court with other ladies, and trying to keep your husband in line the best you could.
Accordingly, giving birth to a daughter as dawn broke over the land was a change of pace.
Vaella was a talkative, agreeable critter who gurgled and shrieked in delight whenever the mood struck her. She was intrinsically inconsistent with the pattern your boys had planted. Even many moons later, she favored you in face more than she favored anybody else.
Your reserved sons read to her and shared their favorite instruments, songs, and dances. Your loud sons snuck in digestible treats for her to consume, flowers with the roots attached from the garden, and overheard gossip that they really shouldn't have been repeating.
All the while, Daeron was exceptionally lively with Vaella. He seemed peculiarly relieved at the fact that she was nothing like him, cradling her in his arms and calling her terms of affection that left his lips easily.
"She's your lookalike, through and through. I have no doubt they'll confuse the two of you when she's matured," he said one night, far past a reasonable hour.
Vaella had been fussy, so you'd been reluctantly awake to try to soothe her to slumber. Eventually, your husband stumbled in, reeking of wine, sweeping your child from your lap.
"You seem pleased with that, my dear," you'd replied.
Daeron's grin was crooked with something unknown, "It's for the best."
Valarr Targaryen
You'd lost your first two sons.
They'd been stillborn, never breathing a gulp of air or seeing the world around them. Understandably, it'd taken a harsh toll on you. Valarr had comforted you in those dark hours both times, whispering promises of how you would be a mother one day with all the children you could want.
At the time, you'd taken it as empty assurances, meant to make you feel better than actually happening.
You couldn't be more wrong.
Your womb seemed to be overcome with guilt, and in an effort to earn your forgiveness, provided healthy babe after healthy babe without qualm. Every boy that left your belly made the grief lift like fog, sunshine poking through the haze to grant you some form of acceptance.
It was an even sweeter apology, given your sons took after Valarr to an abnormal degree. It was as if he'd made them himself without any external assistance, cutting himself open to dig them out without an extra pair of hands.
They were wholesome creatures. Each boy was soft-spoken, intelligent, with a knack for learning that helped them excel in their studies in such a way that made your chest feel heavy with pride. Some even carried thick, white streaks in their hair, serving as permanent reminders of your dutiful and gentle husband.
Even so, after a difficult labor that lasted for just about an entire day, you felt overwhelmed at the discovery that the newest addition to your brood was a girl. A tiny, squirmy girl whose irises were the same shade as your own.
Any child to continue Valarr's line, and Prince Baelor's—the future king's—by extension, was a favor by the Seven. In spite of that, Daelia felt extra special.
She didn't resemble her father or brothers in the least. Where they held Targaryen components, whether it be the silver-gold in their hair or the eyes of their grandsire, Daelia was all you (a fact that became progressively apparent with every turning of the moon). It made you dizzy if you thought about it for too long.
As your sons were calm in every condition, they had been tranquil and welcoming, petting at the tuft of her hair on their sister's head and settling her on their laps to offer you a small break. It made the unspoken pain of the fate your first two boys met fizzle out, drifting away like dandelion seeds.
It would never disappear. It just dissipated, becoming a shadow instead of a stormcloud hanging over you.
Valarr was passionate about the two of you. He would kiss your head, then Daelia's, hands steady and soft. He waited on you hand and foot with the dedication a hound would have for its hunter.
Presently, one of his hands was brushing your hair out of your face, fingertips caressing your shoulder and neck. His palm fell to ruffle at your daughter's, who cooed in response to the touch.
"She's the second-most charming thing I've ever seen," Valarr said, his knee nudging into yours as the gleam of sunset slipped past the curtains of your apartment.
You raised a brow, "Second-most?"
His mismatched eyes rose to yours, holding a rare spark of teasing, "You're the first-most, clearly."
Warmth coated your nape, and you forced down the beam that threatened to spill over your face as you repeated dryly, "Clearly."
Raymun Fossoway
Raymun Fossoway was a lover.
From the moment you met him officially as his betrothed, you could tell he was different from other noblemen.
He spoke in a lighthearted, sometimes blunt, way that made you feel like he took an interest in every little aspect of your life. He had a generous character; Raymun remembered things you liked and provided you with them tenfold.
His warmhearted nature only became more apparent after your wedding. Specifically, during the bedding. For a man who seemed to be lacking experience when it came to marital manners, he certainly surprised you amongst the sheets.
However, following that line of thought, you weren't as surprised when you came to be with child time and time again.
Providing multiple sons to the green-apple Fossoways was more beneficial and substantial than anything else anyone could do. It was a new branch just beginning to develop, and giving several heirs and capable lords to continue on its line was priceless. You were well aware of this fact and felt not an ounce of disappointment when the midwife declared time and time again that a son had arrived.
Raymun was grateful for all you did. He'd shower you in kisses, verbalizing his appreciation for all the dark-haired and dark-eyed boys running around with his blood coursing through them. His own love for you further solidified your affection for your sons.
Nevertheless, when you managed to push out a girl in the darkness of night, you were nothing but thrilled.
You'd named her Elinor, and she increasingly felt like a precious gem you'd crushed into formation with every moon that passed. The lay of her locks, the shape of her features, and the curve of her nose were a miniature version of your own.
Again, you loved your sons, but this felt different. She was the only one who inherited your mien, and she was the only daughter of the Fossoways of New Barrel. Both details made Elinor a favorite, no doubt.
Her brothers were fond of her. Raymun had taken the time to introduce every single one of his boys to her, instructing them attentively to be careful with their little sister, and they'd been visiting you and your babe whenever they had the freedom to since.
Your husband was equally as interested. He complimented the two of you ardently whenever he was around, referring to you both as "my girls" with that boyish smile you'd come to recognize with safety, eyes squinting with mirth.
"She's gotten bigger," Raymun proclaimed one afternoon, holding Elinor out and up as he examined her. She babbled excitedly at being lifted into the air, and your husband's eyes flitted toward you.
"And twice as pretty. Must get that from her mother."
"Am I always your reasoning?" You questioned back, tea cup resting against your bottom lip before you took a small sip. The herbs blossomed over your tongue.
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Ok so can you do a fic with all the characters of AKotSK and its basically where their wife has had a bunch of kids with them (I’m talking 10+) and they have all been boys that look just like their dad and on their final try they finally get a girl that looks just like their mom pleaseeeee
✵ ℜ𝔢𝔭𝔩𝔦𝔠𝔞
✷ Summary: After giving your husband several sons, you finally give birth to a daughter who is an exact replica of you.
✷ CWs: Referenced/described childbirth, implied sexual content, drinking for Lyonel's and Daeron's sections, and past/referenced stillborns in Valarr's section.
✷ Content: Wife!Reader, girl dads, a gaggle of sons, lots of brothers with one sister, babies, drinking, father and daughter bonds, innuendos between reader and hubby, fempov, use of she/her pronouns, reader's house is unspecified, reader's appearance is unspecified except for long hair, use of alcohol, first marriages for Baelor and Maekar so reader IS the Maekarlings and Baelorings mother, referenced/descriptions of childbirth
✷ Pairings: Wife!Reader x Husband!Baelor, Maekar, Dunk, Lyonel, Aerion, Daeron, Valarr, Raymun (all separate scenarios)
✷ Word Count: ~4k total
✷ AN: This is my first time doing a request (that also happens to be my first request ever), so I hope it lives up to your standards, anon!! Enjoy!
Baelor Breakspear
You'd given birth to your little girl during a quiet dusk on Dragonstone, the gold-violet-pink of the sky a comely backdrop to your efforts.
You hadn't expected a girl at all. From the moment you first gave birth, every child that'd you carried and bore was a son.
It wasn't that you were disappointed per se. Each one of your boys was noble and pleasant like their sire, Baelor, whether it be in manners or in appearance. It could be the strength of the Valyrian blood that caused them to mirror your husband's looks, but every single one was blatantly a Targaryen.
They were a great source of pride for you. Not only had you provided the heir of the Iron Throne plenty of young men to take up the mantle if need be, but each one was exemplary in some form.
You were content with the grand family you had built. Still, when the midwife had handed you a swaddled child and revealed that it was a daughter, your heart skipped a beat. All exhaustion gave way to a low simmer as something akin to disbelief, then excitement, took hold.
That feeling—a spark of joy—stayed as moon after moon passed with your Vaenelle. Your sons were busy with their lessons and peers, but they seemed keen on spoiling their sister rotten, especially your eldest two, Valarr and Matarys. They came to her nursery and your apartments with little tokens of affection, gifts bought with their own coin, and trinkets that were being passed down through kin.
Your husband was similarly generous. Baelor took more time than allowed as his father's Hand to shower little Vaenelle in affection, commenting on her loveliness more and more after six turnings of the moon passed.
"She's a perfect image of you, my love," he said one morrow after a council meeting he was required to attend. He had sought you out as soon as it had finished, it seemed, ink still in his nailbeds.
The sunlight streamed through the window, highlighting your daughter's hair, which matched yours in shade and texture nearly exactly.
"A blessing from the Mother."
"A blessing?" You laughed faintly. It was high praise, and your eyes were warm puddles from where you sat across from him.
"What else is a child that carries the memory of her mother in every inch of her face?" Baelor queried back, waxing poetic like a boy encountering a maiden for the first time as Vaenelle took great interest in the Hand pin stuck on his doublet's breast. Her little palm patted at it, and her father's hand patted at her back.
You bit down a wide smile.
Perhaps it was girlish, slightly childish, but if feigning ignorance of your daughter's commonalities resulted in your handsome fawning over you from time to time, who could blame you?
Maekar Targaryen
The morning you'd finished your labors, the midwife had announced that a daughter had been born.
Your mind briefly broke out of its weary haze to allow you enough alertness to ask her to repeat herself, because surely she was wrong. Each child that you'd carried for Maekar had come out a boy. It was the expected outcome, the natural way of things, like the moon's phases waxing and waning repeatedly.
So many boys were bound to create a hectic environment without much respite. A few prime examples were your eldest becoming a drunk, your second eldest deluding himself into believing he was a dragon in human form, and one of your youngest running away at every possible opportunity.
Maekar kept grumbling that the two of you should stop at the number you were at. He started saying that years ago, but it never stopped him from finding relief in your arms, nor the babes from coming.
Though as much as he complained about his children's behavior, you knew your husband cared. It wasn't expressed through flowery words, explicit gestures, or personal gifts, but you could see it in the way he was stern with them. The way he was quick to defend them whenever someone other than the two of you complained about their characters and actions.
Therefore, while you found your sons to be stressful, you were ultimately prepared for the mayhem that another boy would bring forth. Thus, when the woman presented the wailing bundle to you with the same declaration, you could hardly believe it.
A girl was so different from what you were used to. Even as moons passed, your Aemira stayed tranquil and lovely like a blossom in the Reach, matching your eyes and smile whenever you peered down at her.
Your sons were fascinated by her existence. They either tried to get her to do something "interesting", played with her as one would play with a fragile dog, or teased her enough until she was squawking and squabbling with offense.
Maekar was, surprisingly, far gentler. He didn't seem to know what to do with himself with a daughter. He double-guessed how he held her, how he sat with her, and how he talked around her. Your husband's gruffness scraped away to reveal a soft center that you hadn't seen displayed so openly in a very long time.
"It's odd," he said one evening, breaking the silence he'd fallen into while watching you adjust a sleepy Aemira in your lap.
"What is?"
Maekar elaborated, "All our sons mirror me, but she reflects your loveliness completely."
"Loveliness?" Your brows rose as a cheeky grin crossed your face, an impishness expanding against your lungs at his rare flattery, "Goodness, husband. Are you trying to get something from me?"
He deadpanned with a stiff curl of his upper lip, but there was fondness behind the narrowness of his eyes.
Dunk
As a woman of lowborn origin, your head was filled with fantasies of grandeur from a young age.
The songs of handsome princes and the histories of noble affairs were intoxicating to your youthful soul. You pictured the boys of your village performing romantic gestures, only to be greatly disappointed when they tugged at your hair and chased you around instead. Consequently, you resorted to daydreams to fulfill your desires.
Of course, you outgrew these figments of imagination as you flowered into womanhood. The cost of eggs was more prevalent than raunchy visions, after all.
Although the moment you met Ser Duncan the Tall in a dimly lit tavern, massive figure hunched over his pint of ale and eyes as blue as the sea, all those make-believe notions came flooding back.
He'd stolen your heart quickly, your romance a fluttery thing.
However, Dunk had simply been passing through with his squire, Egg, and was hesitant to continue on his way in fear of leaving you. The solution to such a problem was, undoubtedly, to marry him and join him on his travels. Many had called it a mistake made out of lust, a whirlwind that would pass over time.
It hadn't been a mistake, nor had it passed.
When you'd come to be with your first child, Dunk had agreed to the idea of returning to your hometown and sending the older Egg back to his father at Summerhall (with the pledge for constant communication via raven).
That was how it started, but one son turned into two, and then three, and then four. In due course, you had an abundance of boys running amok, all sandy blonde and oceanic eyes.
Dunk occasionally went on trips when an urgent matter arose or his presence was specifically requested. When he was home, though, he got your force of sons to get hard work done efficiently.
All were good-hearted, lacking wits in an awkward sort of way that was more enchanting than frustrating. While they drove you crazy (especially with how much they fucking ate), you wouldn't trade any of your boys for the world.
That being said, when your youngest child came out as a daughter, you almost cried with relief.
As moons passed, Hazel only stuck to being wonderful. She was your island of refuge, sharing your exact coloring and countenance.
Her brothers enjoyed involving her in their unruly activities, as well as sharing snacks with her. Dunk, on the other hand, was dotingly skittish. She was minuscule compared to him, and he treated her like stained glass.
"I can't believe how pretty she is," Dunk proclaimed one early night, balancing the little girl on a massive thigh from where he sat on the bed as you prepared for sleep.
"She is, isn't she?" you enthused tiredly.
"Suppose it's natural," your husband continued a bit shyly, holding Hazel close, "Given you're her mother."
You smiled widely, looking over your shoulder fast enough to catch the flush that crossed your husband's face.
Classic Dunk.
Lyonel Baratheon
Lyonel was certainly a beast of a man.
His moods could be unpredictable, and every opinion was expressed loudly and theatrically. He danced wildly like a deranged bird, drank more in one night than some men would drink in a week, and preferred the pleasures of his title rather than the duties.
He was the sort of man who rejoiced each time you came to be with child, and held rowdy feasts each time the babe was revealed to be a son. Which was every time. Nonetheless, his excitement never dulled, and neither did the festivities.
You were prone to thinking in a fondly exasperated mindset that you'd given the realm more Baratheons than were certainly necessary. It didn't help that each one of your many boys took after their sire—headstrong and raucous.
Your husband would have whole days where he took all of them out to spend time together. They hawked, hunted, and sailed around Storm's End with echoing cackles and minor wounds seemingly materializing out of nowhere.
It was never a dull day in your household.
There was always some squabble, wrestling match, and broken furniture or decoration going on to keep you worried and alert. Your husband would step in sternly when you gave him a pointed look, but without your influence, you knew full well he encouraged the frenzy. While it maddened you, it never lessened your love.
Despite that, when the midwife had wrapped up your latest babe with the whisper that it was a girl, you'd almost fainted in jubilation.
Darling Eirwen, an innocent display of your presence, was the calm in the storm. Even as moons came and went, her poise remained intact. She was still very young, but in the face of her brothers' disruptiveness, you thought she contained impeccable finesse.
In the calamity of everything, she had your face and a peaceful air, which made her feel more like a balm instead of a babe.
When her brothers weren't busy trying to annoy one another to death, they took the time to get to know their little sister. Multiple of them tried to sneak her off to join them on their outings, and you had to lecture your sons on why it was a bad idea.
Shockingly, Lyonel was just as boastful as he had been with his sons as he was with Eirwen. She was practically the princess of House Baratheon, her father showing her off and bringing her up constantly in conversation.
"Our girl is rather elegant," your husband gloated one afternoon, his breath tinged with whatever fermented drink he had gotten into that morning. He patted at Eirwen's side, hoisting her into a more comfortable position against his chest.
"Must get that from her mama, huh?"
"You think me elegant?" You questioned lightly in retort, manipulating your needlework carefully.
"I can show you everything I think about you tonight," Lyonel leered, and you made a tsk-like noise in appallment. If he were closer, you'd stomp on his foot.
Aerion Brightflame
For a man like Aerion, sons seemed to suit him best.
He was revoltingly arrogant at the worst of times, and off-puttingly mean at the best of times. You'd been arranged to marry him due to your house's wealth and family name, even after expressing your concerns to your father and mother regarding the rumors you had heard about your betrothed's nature.
That's all to say that this wasn't a love match of any sort, no matter the packaging or how advantageous the deal was on your behalf.
Many young ladies and women would scheme, betray, and lie to become a princess. Here, it was being handed to you on a silver platter.
You tried to be grateful for that, but Aerion was challenging if nothing else. He bullied his way into everything, surmising such outrageous conclusions that it made you wonder if he was wholly sane.
At least he was handsome. That's what made the first few beddings tolerable.
The sons you produced for him fostered that delicate care that had begun to grow between the two of you, being nursed to something greater with every child you carried.
They were Valyrian kin. All your sons—you had a great few—possessed silver-gold locks and distinctive features from their father, making their interactions feel as though you were perpetually seeing double.
Though Aerion was blatantly foul, your children were glad boys. Many had quite a fondness for fishing. A couple of Kingsguard would escort you and your sons to the nearest river or lake, and they would each try their damndest to see who would capture the best few.
The ones who weren't as keen on nature or underwater creatures relied on education for entertainment, finding triumph amongst training with longswords, or the histories of their ancestors.
All in all, Aerion made strangely docile and friendly offspring. It served to unnerve you in a bemused way if you thought about it for too long.
Still, when your body had essentially torn itself apart in an effort to deliver yet another babe, you were thoroughly taken aback when the midwife settled the bundle into your arms with the statement that you now had a daughter. You. A daughter!
Visenya had started out as a weak and snuffly thing, as some of your sons had been, but she grew with time. By six moons, hair had covered her head in an identical fashion to yours, eyes growing more vivid by the day.
Her brothers seemed perplexed to have a sister. You supposed it made sense, given they had only existed amongst young men and boys for so long, but you could tell they were trying by the expressions that crossed their faces.
Aerion, on the other hand, complained as easily as he breathed. He seemed to make a show out of it, perking up like a starved mutt whenever someone with ears to hear was forced to listen to his grousing.
"You have tarnished my bloodline with that—" your husband gestured out a hand to your daughter, who was frankly minding her own business, "that fraud! She scarcely looks like a proper Targaryen."
You stared over at him, relatively unfazed. This was the second time today he'd sulked, and you'd managed to build an immunity over the years, "Husband, you chose to name her Visenya. Who, if I recall, was one of the key conquerors. Why gift her such a name if she is a farce?"
Aerion sniffed vaguely in response, taking a moment to no doubt stew in being caught in a contradiction once again.
"… She is not entirely ugly. I suppose I can thank you for that much."
Daeron the Drunken
With a drunk as a husband, many thought Daeron wouldn't even acknowledge your existence.
It was true that before your marriage, he had the habit of visiting brothels or paying a local Sally for a night of pleasure. He didn't just find himself in one's cups; he drowned in them. Perpetually wine-nosed, it was a miracle he even managed to dress himself most days, let alone put in the effort to be a noblewoman's honorable lord husband.
Yet somehow, to the awe of many courts, you swelled with child numerous times.
Even with Daeron's terrible faults, he never shied away from gracing your bed, and the evidence of his visits was obvious. You gained a plethora of princes, all with a likeness to their sire.
It was droll, in a sense. Daeron couldn't hold a quill, could barely keep track of his itinerary, and disappeared from Summerhall like a self-effacing ghost, but he was clearly capable of keeping the Targaryen line healthy and fruitful.
His children were the picture of purity, despite your husband's participation in their creation. Many of your boys were quiet individuals who preferred the arts and books to conversation, while the others craved attention like fools, presenting learned tricks and good-natured japes.
Even with the differences in their natures, all of your sons had dirty blonde hair and green-blue eyes that grew distant when lost in thought.
Whether Daeron was aware of the commonality or not, you couldn't quite say. He seemed to teeter between teasing endearment and muddled smothering (the latter typically due to his binges or dreams, which were a frequent occurrence).
You had grown used to that life: your many sons with pieces of their father, holding court with other ladies, and trying to keep your husband in line the best you could.
Accordingly, giving birth to a daughter as dawn broke over the land was a change of pace.
Vaella was a talkative, agreeable critter who gurgled and shrieked in delight whenever the mood struck her. She was intrinsically inconsistent with the pattern your boys had planted. Even many moons later, she favored you in face more than she favored anybody else.
Your reserved sons read to her and shared their favorite instruments, songs, and dances. Your loud sons snuck in digestible treats for her to consume, flowers with the roots attached from the garden, and overheard gossip that they really shouldn't have been repeating.
All the while, Daeron was exceptionally lively with Vaella. He seemed peculiarly relieved at the fact that she was nothing like him, cradling her in his arms and calling her terms of affection that left his lips easily.
"She's your lookalike, through and through. I have no doubt they'll confuse the two of you when she's matured," he said one night, far past a reasonable hour.
Vaella had been fussy, so you'd been reluctantly awake to try to soothe her to slumber. Eventually, your husband stumbled in, reeking of wine, sweeping your child from your lap.
"You seem pleased with that, my dear," you'd replied.
Daeron's grin was crooked with something unknown, "It's for the best."
Valarr Targaryen
You'd lost your first two sons.
They'd been stillborn, never breathing a gulp of air or seeing the world around them. Understandably, it'd taken a harsh toll on you. Valarr had comforted you in those dark hours both times, whispering promises of how you would be a mother one day with all the children you could want.
At the time, you'd taken it as empty assurances, meant to make you feel better than actually happening.
You couldn't be more wrong.
Your womb seemed to be overcome with guilt, and in an effort to earn your forgiveness, provided healthy babe after healthy babe without qualm. Every boy that left your belly made the grief lift like fog, sunshine poking through the haze to grant you some form of acceptance.
It was an even sweeter apology, given your sons took after Valarr to an abnormal degree. It was as if he'd made them himself without any external assistance, cutting himself open to dig them out without an extra pair of hands.
They were wholesome creatures. Each boy was soft-spoken, intelligent, with a knack for learning that helped them excel in their studies in such a way that made your chest feel heavy with pride. Some even carried thick, white streaks in their hair, serving as permanent reminders of your dutiful and gentle husband.
Even so, after a difficult labor that lasted for just about an entire day, you felt overwhelmed at the discovery that the newest addition to your brood was a girl. A tiny, squirmy girl whose irises were the same shade as your own.
Any child to continue Valarr's line, and Prince Baelor's—the future king's—by extension, was a favor by the Seven. In spite of that, Daelia felt extra special.
She didn't resemble her father or brothers in the least. Where they held Targaryen components, whether it be the silver-gold in their hair or the eyes of their grandsire, Daelia was all you (a fact that became progressively apparent with every turning of the moon). It made you dizzy if you thought about it for too long.
As your sons were calm in every condition, they had been tranquil and welcoming, petting at the tuft of her hair on their sister's head and settling her on their laps to offer you a small break. It made the unspoken pain of the fate your first two boys met fizzle out, drifting away like dandelion seeds.
It would never disappear. It just dissipated, becoming a shadow instead of a stormcloud hanging over you.
Valarr was passionate about the two of you. He would kiss your head, then Daelia's, hands steady and soft. He waited on you hand and foot with the dedication a hound would have for its hunter.
Presently, one of his hands was brushing your hair out of your face, fingertips caressing your shoulder and neck. His palm fell to ruffle at your daughter's, who cooed in response to the touch.
"She's the second-most charming thing I've ever seen," Valarr said, his knee nudging into yours as the gleam of sunset slipped past the curtains of your apartment.
You raised a brow, "Second-most?"
His mismatched eyes rose to yours, holding a rare spark of teasing, "You're the first-most, clearly."
Warmth coated your nape, and you forced down the beam that threatened to spill over your face as you repeated dryly, "Clearly."
Raymun Fossoway
Raymun Fossoway was a lover.
From the moment you met him officially as his betrothed, you could tell he was different from other noblemen.
He spoke in a lighthearted, sometimes blunt, way that made you feel like he took an interest in every little aspect of your life. He had a generous character; Raymun remembered things you liked and provided you with them tenfold.
His warmhearted nature only became more apparent after your wedding. Specifically, during the bedding. For a man who seemed to be lacking experience when it came to marital manners, he certainly surprised you amongst the sheets.
However, following that line of thought, you weren't as surprised when you came to be with child time and time again.
Providing multiple sons to the green-apple Fossoways was more beneficial and substantial than anything else anyone could do. It was a new branch just beginning to develop, and giving several heirs and capable lords to continue on its line was priceless. You were well aware of this fact and felt not an ounce of disappointment when the midwife declared time and time again that a son had arrived.
Raymun was grateful for all you did. He'd shower you in kisses, verbalizing his appreciation for all the dark-haired and dark-eyed boys running around with his blood coursing through them. His own love for you further solidified your affection for your sons.
Nevertheless, when you managed to push out a girl in the darkness of night, you were nothing but thrilled.
You'd named her Elinor, and she increasingly felt like a precious gem you'd crushed into formation with every moon that passed. The lay of her locks, the shape of her features, and the curve of her nose were a miniature version of your own.
Again, you loved your sons, but this felt different. She was the only one who inherited your mien, and she was the only daughter of the Fossoways of New Barrel. Both details made Elinor a favorite, no doubt.
Her brothers were fond of her. Raymun had taken the time to introduce every single one of his boys to her, instructing them attentively to be careful with their little sister, and they'd been visiting you and your babe whenever they had the freedom to since.
Your husband was equally as interested. He complimented the two of you ardently whenever he was around, referring to you both as "my girls" with that boyish smile you'd come to recognize with safety, eyes squinting with mirth.
"She's gotten bigger," Raymun proclaimed one afternoon, holding Elinor out and up as he examined her. She babbled excitedly at being lifted into the air, and your husband's eyes flitted toward you.
"And twice as pretty. Must get that from her mother."
"Am I always your reasoning?" You questioned back, tea cup resting against your bottom lip before you took a small sip. The herbs blossomed over your tongue.
contents. fluff, grumpy!valarr x sunshine!reader, wife!reader, possessive!valar, he is smitten your honour
notes. this can be read as a continuation of this valarr fic! (but can be read alone). consider it snapshots throughout the day of our favorite couple’s marriage.
You have bewitched him.
Slipped something subtle into his wine.
Performed some quiet, twisted Valyrian sorcery beneath the sept’s candles while the High Septon spoke the vows.
There was no other explanation that satisfied him.
Valarr had always considered himself a man of orderly thought. His tutors had praised the discipline of his mind long before they praised the steadiness of his sword-arm. A prince who allowed sentiment to crowd his judgment was a prince who endangered the realm, and so he had spent years cultivating the rare ability to set aside distraction with efficiency. It had served him well.
Until you.
Now his thoughts wandered with embarrassing frequency. If he was not recalling some past exchange—your laughter in the solar, the precise moment you had turned that cyvasse victory into scandalous triumph—then he was inventing entirely new ones. Conversations that had never occurred. Remarks he imagined you making with that infuriating confidence that had undone him since the beginning.
He caught himself doing it during council. During training. Once, mortifyingly, while listening to his father speak about trade levies.
It was terribly intolerable.
And yet, seated beside you at supper in the smaller hall reserved for the royal household, Valarr discovered that his attention had wandered once again.
The table glowed with the warm reflection of candlelight. Servants moved quietly between courses, setting down platters of roasted quail and bowls of stewed apples. Conversation flowed easily along the length of the table—his father discussing the day’s petitions, a cousin recounting some minor absurdity from the city below.
Valarr heard none of it.
He was thinking about the way your hand felt inside his.
Your fingers rested in his grasp beneath the tablecloth, warm and soft against his palm. He had taken your hand absentmindedly at the beginning of the meal, intending nothing more than idle affection, yet some quiet instinct had tightened his hold and refused to release it.
You shifted slightly beside him.
“Husband,” you murmured pleasantly, “as much as I enjoy the touch of your hand, I should also like to enjoy my dinner.”
Your fingers wiggled in a patient attempt to loosen his grip.
Valarr blinked, drawn abruptly back to the present.
“Ah—sorry,” he said at once.
The apology was sincere.
His hand did not move.
You glanced sideways at him, brows lifting in amused disbelief. “Your words and your actions appear to disagree.”
He cleared his throat, finally loosening his hold by perhaps half an inch. “I did not realize I was holding so tightly.”
“You have imprisoned my hand for the better part of a course.”
“I was distracted.”
“So I have gathered.” The corner of your mouth curved as you reached for your spoon with your free hand, attempting to resume your meal. The attempt lasted all of three seconds before Valarr, still watching you with quiet concentration, lifted his own spoon instead.
“Allow me,” he said.
You stared at him.
“What?”
“You said you wished to eat,” he replied, as though the matter were self-evident. “If your hand is otherwise occupied, it seems proper that I assist.”
His logic was delivered in perfect seriousness.
You looked from the spoon to Valarr’s utterly composed expression, clearly attempting to determine whether he was teasing.
He was not.
“Valarr,” you said carefully, “I am quite capable of feeding myself.”
“Ordinarily, yes,” Valarr agreed.
“And also presently.”
“You are presently missing one hand,” he tuts.
“Because you refuse to release it!”
“Oh, but that does not negate the inconvenience.”
You stared at him for another moment before a soft laugh escaped you despite your efforts.
“You cannot be serious.”
He raised the spoon slightly closer to your mouth.
“You will grow hungry otherwise.”
A faint murmur of poorly concealed amusement rippled along the table. Valarr ignored it with princely indifference, his attention fixed entirely upon you as though this exchange were the most reasonable arrangement in the world.
Your eyes narrowed with playful suspicion.
“I do not like how much you are enjoying this.”
Your husband looks at you innocently, “I am merely solving a problem.”
“You created the problem.”
“And so I am addressing it efficiently.”
The spoon remained suspended patiently between you.
For a moment you seemed inclined to refuse on principle. Then your gaze flicked toward the observing relatives who had suddenly developed a deep interest in their goblets.
Your shoulders lifted in a small, conceding sigh.
“Very well,” you said.
Valarr’s expression did not change, but the faintest flicker of satisfaction touched his eyes as you leaned forward and accepted the offered bite.
“There,” he said calmly. “Problem solved.”
You chewed thoughtfully.
“Have you considered,” you said after swallowing, “that you might simply release my hand?”
He looked down at your fingers still resting securely within his.
“The thought has yet to cross my mind.”
The answer arrived without hesitation.
“And why not?”
Valarr regarded you with mild surprise, as though the reason were obvious.
“Because I prefer it where it is.”
The simplicity of the admission caught you off guard. A faint warmth crept into your expression, though you quickly disguised it by reaching for your goblet.
Across the table, Baelor finally gave up any pretense of ignoring the exchange.
“Valarr,” his father said dryly, “your wife does possess two perfectly functional hands.”
“Yes,” Valarr agreed.
He offered you another spoonful.
“She is choosing not to use one of them.”
You covered your face briefly with your free hand, laughter escaping despite your best efforts.
“Your Highness,” you said between breaths, “I fear I may have married a madman.”
Valarr tilted his head slightly, considering.
“If that were true,” he said, lowering his voice just enough that the others could not easily hear, “you would not look quite so pleased about it.”
You turned toward him again then, meeting his gaze directly, and for a brief moment the playful noise of the hall faded around you.
His fingers tightened almost imperceptibly around yours beneath the table. Nothing else explained why something as simple as holding your hand across a supper table felt more satisfying than any victory he had ever claimed in the yard.
Valarr lifted the spoon once more.
“Another bite,” he said.
You studied him for a moment, amusement lingering in your eyes.
Then you leaned forward obediently.
The court that morning had assembled in the long audience chamber where tall windows admitted pale light, spreading across the polished stone floor in long bands of gold. Banners bearing the three-headed dragon stirred faintly in the draft from the galleries above, and the chamber hummed with the low murmur of noble voices.
The formal petitions had concluded not long before, leaving the court in that softer hour where conversation replaced ceremony and the true work of politics continued.
Valarr stood among them with the patience expected of a prince who had been raised within such rooms all his life. His posture remained relaxed, his expression attentive, though he had long ago learned to hear the direction of a conversation before it first began.
The lord presently speaking to him possessed the unfortunate confidence of a man who believed himself very clever.
Lord Harwyn was not an important man, though he behaved as though he might become one if he spoke often enough in the right company. His beard had gone mostly silver, and he held his wine cup with the thoughtful air of someone preparing to deliver an observation of significance.
“Your Grace,” he said warmly, inclining his head. “It seems scarcely a moment since the realm celebrated your wedding. Time passes more quickly every year, does it not?”
Valarr acknowledged the remark with a polite inclination of his own.
“So I am told.”
“Two moons already, I believe?” the lord continued. “Perhaps three?”
“Two,” Valarr said.
“Ah.” Lord Harwyn nodded, swirling the wine in his goblet. “A young marriage still, then. The realm, of course, watches such unions with great hope.”
Several courtiers within earshot grew subtly attentive.
Valarr recognized the turn of the conversation at once. It was not an unfamiliar path.
“Hope,” the lord repeated thoughtfully, “for the continuation of so distinguished a line. Naturally one understands these things take time. Still, one cannot help but wonder when the gods might see fit to bless the union with… news.”
The remark hovered politely in the air.
It was delivered as sympathy.
It carried the unmistakable shape of a provocation.
Valarr regarded Lord Harwyn for a moment with mild consideration, as though the man had asked an unexpectedly practical question about taxation.
“You are quite right,” he said calmly. “The realm is very interested in such matters.”
The lord smiled, satisfied that his point had landed.
Valarr lifted his goblet and took an unhurried sip of wine before continuing.
“I can assure you, however,” he said, “that there is no lack of enthusiasm in the royal apartments.”
The silence that followed arrived with impressive speed.
Lord Harwyn blinked.
“I—Your Grace?”
Valarr seemed faintly surprised by the confusion.
“You appeared concerned that the marriage lacked… progress,” he explained with perfect courtesy. “I wished to reassure you that my wife and I are very diligent.”
Several listeners abruptly found the far wall fascinating.
The lord attempted a laugh that emerged somewhat thinner than intended. “Oh, I would never presume—”
“Quite right,” Valarr agreed pleasantly.
He tilted his head slightly, as though recalling something important.
“Although,” he added, with the faintest suggestion of amusement touching the corner of his mouth, “I should mention that two moons is hardly an extended campaign. Even the most determined efforts require a reasonable span of time.”
Lord Harwyn’s goblet hovered halfway to his mouth, forgotten entirely.
“I see,” he said weakly.
Valarr regarded him with polite interest.
“Do you require further clarification, my lord?”
“No!” the man said quickly. “None whatsoever.”
“Good.”
Valarr inclined his head once more, entirely satisfied that the matter had been addressed.
Across the chamber, several courtiers exchanged looks that balanced precariously between admiration and disbelief.
Because the Crown Prince of the Seven Kingdoms, ordinarily the most composed man in any room, had just spoken of his marriage with scandalous candor.
The murmurs began almost immediately after he excused himself and crossed the chamber.
A lady from the Stormlands leaned toward her companion with quiet amusement.
“Well,” she whispered, “one cannot accuse the prince of neglecting his duties.”
Her companion’s smile was thoughtful.
“Indeed not.”
She glanced toward the far side of the hall, where you stood speaking with one of the ladies of the court, sunlight catching the pale silk at your shoulders.
“It seems,” she added softly, “that the princess has discovered how to coax a very disciplined man into honesty.”
Across the chamber, Valarr approached you with his usual composed stride.
You glanced up at him as he reached your side, your expression brightening immediately.
“My husband,” you said lightly, “why does Lord Harwyn looking at us as though he has swallowed a lemon?”
Valarr followed your gaze briefly before returning his attention to you.
“I believe,” he said mildly, “that he asked a question and received a thorough answer.”
You studied him for a moment.
The faint, suspicious curve of your smile suggested you did not entirely believe that explanation.
Nevertheless, your hand slipped easily through his arm, and as you leaned closer to murmur something that drew a rare, quiet laugh from him, several observers arrived at the same conclusion at once.
Whatever enchantment lay upon the Crown Prince of the Seven Kingdom was not subtle.
And he did not appear to mind it in the least.
The chamber reserved for your afternoon preparations overlooked one of the inner gardens of the Red Keep, where roses climbed the stone walls and the early light filtered softly through tall lattice windows. Within the room, however, the atmosphere remained pleasantly unhurried.
Your handmaiden stood behind you, drawing a brush through your hair while you examined your reflection in the tall mirror set beside the dressing table. A tray of pins and ribbons lay neatly arranged nearby, and the gown selected for the evening. It is something dark and elegant, appropriate for court—waiting across the room where it had been carefully laid out.
For the moment, however, you remained comfortably seated in a simple shift of soft linen, your hair half-brushed and loose about your shoulders.
“Your Grace,” your handmaiden said after a moment, her tone careful.
The brush slowed slightly as though she were debating whether to continue.
“Yes?”
She hesitated, watching your reflection through the mirror as though deciding whether the question might cost her position.
“I do not mean to overstep my post,” she said finally, “but I have wondered something for some time.”
You lifted one brow with polite curiosity, tilting your head just enough that a loose strand of hair slid across your shoulder.
“Oh?”
“I was wondering,” she said, lowering her voice conspiratorially, “what charms you used on Prince Valarr.”
You blinked, the surprise entirely genuine.
“What?”
“He is just so…” She searched for a word. “…enamored.”
Your smile appeared almost immediately, slow and amused.
“Is he?”
“Yes, Your Grace,” she said with the earnest of someone who had spent weeks observing the evidence. “Everyone sees it.”
You leaned back slightly in the chair, the linen of your shift rustling softly as you shifted.
“Everyone?”
The brush paused briefly in your hair.
“You always know how to parry with him,” she continued. “In words, I mean. And he looks at you as though he has just remembered something important.”
You laughed softly, the sound light in the quiet room.
“That sounds awfully dramatic.”
“It is true,” the girl insisted. “You could wear a sack and he would still want to jump your—”
The door opened.
Your handmaiden stopped speaking so abruptly the brush nearly slipped from her hand.
Valarr entered mid-stride, clearly intending to finish whatever thought had occupied him before crossing the threshold.
“I wanted to speak with you about the arrangements for the evening audience because I believe the steward has misunderstood my—”
He stopped.
Entirely.
The remainder of the sentence dissolved somewhere between his mind and his mouth.
You turned slightly in your chair, the movement causing the loose fabric of your shift to shift along your shoulder.
“Good afternoon, husband.”
Valarr did not answer at once.
His gaze had fixed upon you with the kind of stunned look that suggested whatever he had come to say had completely abandoned him the moment he saw you.
Your shift, light and unadorned, slipped loosely over your shoulders, the linen catching the afternoon sun where it gathered at your collarbone. Your hair, only half-brushed, fell freely down your back in waves that had not yet been arranged into the composed elegance usually seen at court.
It was, by all reasonable standards, a perfectly innocent sight. However, your husband looked as though he had been struck by something invisible.
Your handmaiden, sensing with sudden clarity that she had wandered into dangerous territory, lowered her eyes and very quietly pretended to rearrange the ribbons on the dressing table.
Valarr cleared his throat.
“You cannot wear that.”
You stared at him through the mirror.
“I beg your pardon?”
“That,” he repeated, gesturing vaguely in your direction as though the concept required no further elaboration.
You looked down at the shift, pinching the linen lightly between your fingers.
Then back at him.
“It is a linen shift,” you said patiently.
“Yes.”
“You are aware that it is worn beneath clothing.”
“I am very aware,” Valarr said stiffly.
“And I am presently getting dressed.”
“Yes.”
“Then why,” you asked sweetly, “is my undergarment suddenly a matter of royal concern?”
Valarr opened his mouth. Closed it, gaze flickering briefly toward your handmaiden before returning to you with visible restraint.
“Because,” he said carefully, “the door was open.”
“And?”
“And anyone could walk in.”
Your handmaiden coughed softly, still facing the table, her shoulders rising slightly as she tried to remain invisible.
You tilted your head, studying him with growing amusement.
“Anyone did walk in.”
Valarr’s jaw tightened slightly.
“That is precisely the issue.”
You studied him for a moment before your smile widened with unmistakable mischief.
“Husband,” you said, “are you jealous of my shift?”
“I am not jealous of a piece of garment.”
“Then what has got you so worked up?”
Valarr did not answer immediately. Instead, he stepped farther into the room and shut the door, the latch settling firmly into place.
Your handmaiden froze where she stood.
Valarr returned his attention to you.
“I am objecting,” he said calmly, “to the possibility that anyone else might see what I am presently seeing.”
Your brows lifted.
“Which is?”
He gestured again.
“You!”
You spread your hands lightly, the gesture causing the loose sleeves of the shift to fall farther along your arms.
“I should hope so.”
“In that,” he continued dryly, “there lies the problem.”
You laughed, the sound bright in the quiet room.
“Valarr, if you wish me to remain unseen by the world, you will find court life very inconvenient.”
“Believe me, I am already finding it inconvenient,” he mutters angrily.
Your handmaiden’s shoulders trembled slightly as she attempted to remain silent.
You caught the movement in the mirror and raised one brow.
“Am I amusing you?”
“No, Your Grace,” she said quickly.
Valarr folded his arms.
“You encourage this.”
“Encourage what?”
“The habit of speaking freely in your presence.”
“Would you prefer I frighten the servants?”
“That might simplify matters.”
You turned in your chair to face him fully now, your eyes bright with teasing.
“My prince,” you said, “I am really having a hard time imagining how you survived before marrying me.”
“I was calmer,” he said at once. “And lonelier.” He paused.
Your handmaiden watched the exchange with growing fascination.
Because what she had said earlier was true: you did parry with him, effortlessly, and the Crown Prince—who intimidated half the court into respectful silence—appeared strangely content to be challenged.
Valarr exhaled quietly.
“You should at least have closed the door.”
“Might I remind you that you were the one who opened it.”
“Well, you should have anticipated that.”
“You are suggesting I should predict your movements now?”
“Precisely.”
You tilted your head thoughtfully, one finger absently tracing the edge of the mirror frame.
“That seems like a great deal of responsibility.”
“It would spare me unnecessary distress.”
“Distress?” you echoed, delighted. “Over a shift?”
“Yes,” your husband affirms, exasperated.
You leaned forward slightly.
“Husband,” you said softly, “if this distresses you, I dread to think what will happen when I put the gown on.”
Valarr looked genuinely uncertain.
Your handmaiden’s eyes widened slightly at the exact moment the formidable Crown Prince of the Seven Kingdoms realized he had walked into a battle he might not win.
“You do this deliberately,” he said.
“Of course.”
“Why?”
Your smile softened just a fraction.
“Because you look very handsome when you lose your composure.”
He stared at you.
Your handmaiden stared at both of you.
And slowly Valarr’s expression shifted. “Well,” he said quietly, “that is an unfortunate habit.”
Valarr stopped beside your chair, looking down at you with an intensity that made your handmaiden suddenly very interested in the arrangement of hairpins again.
“Then,” he said softly, “you should take care.”
“Why?”
His mouth curved very slightly.
“Because I will return the favor.”
You studied him for a moment. Then your smile returned, brighter than before.
“I look forward to the attempt.”
Behind you, your handmaiden finally understood. It was not charms that bewitched the prince. It was the simple truth that you spoke to the Crown Prince as though he were merely a man. And Valarr seemed to adore you for it.
That midnight, the heavy curtains around the bed stirred faintly with the breeze from the open window, carrying with it the cool salt smell of Blackwater Bay.
You had been asleep. Very soundly, in fact.
Until you woke with the distinct and increasingly urgent realization that you were terribly thirsty.
For a moment, you lay still beneath the blankets, blinking into the dimness as you gathered your senses, your mind slow with sleep. Your throat felt dry, and somewhere on the small table across the chamber sat the pitcher of water that suddenly seemed impossibly far away.
You sighed softly.
It would only take a moment.
Carefully you attempted to sit up.
You did not get far.
An arm tightened around your waist with immediate precision, dragging you firmly back against the warm solid weight behind you before you had even lifted your head from the pillow.
Valarr.
His bare chest was pressed along your back beneath the blankets, warm and solid, his skin still heated from sleep, and his face was buried somewhere near the curve of your neck, his breath slow and warm against your skin. One arm was wrapped so securely around your middle that it felt less like an embrace and more like a restraint devised by a particularly affectionate gaoler, his hand splayed across the soft fabric of your shift as though even in sleep he required the reassurance that you were still there.
You attempted again, gently shifting your weight.
The arm tightened further, his body instinctively following yours so that your back pressed even more firmly into him.
You sighed again, though this time it came out quieter, more resigned.
“Valarr,” you murmured softly.
No response.
You nudged his forearm where it lay across your stomach.
“Valarr.”
Still nothing.
He made a vague sound that might have been a hum or a protest and pulled you a fraction closer, if such a thing were even possible, his face pressing more firmly against the warm hollow beneath your ear.
You stared at the canopy above the bed.
This was going to be difficult.
You reached back, patting lightly at his arm.
“My prince,” you tried again, your voice barely louder than a whisper.
A long moment passed.
Then, at last, he stirred—only enough that his brow shifted against your shoulder and his grip tightened once more, subconsciously ensuring that something precious had not wandered off in the night. His fingers flexed faintly against your waist, brushing the fabric of your shift as though seeking skin beneath it.
“Mm.”
You waited for his reply, but nothing else followed.
“Valarr,” you said again, a little more insistently now, though still quiet enough not to shatter the fragile peace of the room.
He inhaled slowly, the breath warm against the back of your neck, and muttered something into your skin that was decidedly not a word.
“I need to get up.”
Another pause.
His hand slid lazily over your waist as though attempting to soothe you back into stillness, his thumb tracing a slow, absentminded line along your side.
“No,” he mumbled, voice thick with sleep.
You blinked.
“Stay.”
You turned your head slightly, peering back at him over your shoulder.
His eyes were still closed, lashes resting against his cheeks, his hair a dark and thoroughly disordered halo against the pillow. For a prince who spent his waking hours composed and precise to the point of severity, he looked thoroughly rumpled now—bare-chested beneath the blankets, hair mussed, his arm stubbornly locked around you like a man who had no intention of surrendering his hold.
And entirely unmovable.
“Valarr,” you said patiently, “I cannot stay.”
A faint frown appeared between his brows, though his eyes remained stubbornly shut.
“Why.”
“I am thirsty.”
Another long pause followed as your husband processed this grievous piece of information.
Then his arm tightened again, pulling you back against the steady heat of him.
“There is water,” he said vaguely.
“Yes,” you replied, glancing toward the table across the room. “Over there.”
Silence.
Then, very slowly, his eyes opened.
He stared at the dark canopy above the bed for several seconds as if deeply reconsidering the existence of thirst itself, before his gaze drifted downward toward you, lingering with slow reluctance.
You waited.
He blinked once, heavily.
“Drink it in the morning.”
You let out a quiet laugh.
“I would if I could survive that long.”
Valarr made a soft, dissatisfied sound and buried his face back into the hollow of your neck, his nose brushing the sensitive skin there as though the argument might simply end if he held you closer.
“No.”
“Valarr.”
“No.”
“Valarr,” you repeated, this time gently prying at his arm. “I truly must go.”
He groaned softly, the sound low and entirely put-upon, but after a moment his hold loosened just enough for you to slip free, though his hand lingered stubbornly at your waist as though reluctant to let you escape entirely.
You barely managed to sit up before a hand closed lazily around your wrist.
You turned.
Valarr was watching you now, his eyes half-lidded and unfocused with sleep, his expression the particular kind of weary irritation reserved for inconveniences occurring in the middle of the night.
“Where,” he asked slowly, “do you think you are going.”
You gestured toward the table.
“Water.”
His gaze followed your hand.
He squinted at the distant pitcher as though it had personally offended him.
Then he sighed—long and dramatic—and pushed himself up onto one elbow, the blankets sliding slightly down his torso.
“Wait.”
“I am already halfway there.”
“Wait.”
Before you could argue further, he dragged a hand through his already unruly hair and swung his legs over the side of the bed, still blinking like a man who had been dragged unwillingly from the deepest sleep.
You blinked.
“Valarr, you do not need to—”
“I am coming with you.”
You stared at him.
“To fetch water?”
He gave you a look that suggested this was an extraordinarily foolish question.
“You are wandering across the chamber in the middle of the night,” he said hoarsely. “I am not letting you do it alone.”
You could not help the smile that tugged at your mouth.
“It is merely three steps.”
“It is still across the room.”
“Goodness, you are being absurd.”
“And you are terribly demanding for someone who woke me,” he muttered, pushing himself fully to his feet and immediately reaching for you again.
You laughed quietly as he guided you toward the table with a hand resting at the small of your back, his palm warm even through the thin fabric of your shift, his movements slow with lingering sleep.
The floor was cool beneath your feet, the chamber peaceful in the dim glow of the dying fire.
He poured the water himself, blinking down into the cup like a man performing a complex diplomatic task.
Then he handed it to you.
You drank gratefully, the cool water easing the dryness in your throat.
Valarr watched you the entire time, his expression softening slightly as the last of your sleepiness faded, his gaze lingering with quiet attentiveness as though ensuring the crisis had truly passed.
When you finished, he took the cup from your hand and set it back beside the pitcher.
“Well?” he asked quietly.
“Well what?”
“Better?”
You nodded.
“Much.”
He seemed satisfied with this answer.
Without another word, he took your hand again and guided you back to the bed, pulling the blankets aside with sleepy determination.
The moment you settled beneath them, Valarr followed immediately, drawing you back against him with quiet urgency as though reclaiming something temporarily misplaced.
This time he pulled you closer still, one arm sliding firmly around your waist while the other slipped beneath the blanket to rest against the bare skin of your side, clearly dissatisfied with the barrier of fabric. His palm settled there, warm and possessive, his chest pressed along your back once more as he tucked you securely against him.
You smiled faintly into the pillow.
“You realize,” you murmured, “I could have fetched the water myself.”
Valarr’s voice came low and drowsy beside your ear.
“I am aware.” His grip tightened slightly, his fingers brushing slowly along your skin now that they had found it, the touch absentminded and deeply content.
“But,” he said after a moment, his voice softening with that rare warmth he saved only for you, “if you are awake, I would rather be awake with you.”
You felt the faint press of his lips against your temple before his face settled once more into the curve of your neck, his breathing gradually slowing again as sleep reclaimed him.
And though the pitcher now sat only a few steps away, you found that you no longer minded being held quite so tightly by the same man who, in the daylight, unhorsed knights before roaring crowds yet seemed entirely incapable of sleeping without his wife firmly within reach.
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synopsis. three times you tested valarr’s patience and one time he tested yours.
contents. fluff (5.4k words of it), grumpy!valarr x sunshine!reader, betrothed!reader, possessive!valar, he is smitten your honour (and slightly ooc)
Ever his father’s son, Valarr prided himself on his level-headedness. It took much to miff the young prince, whose resolve had hardened over the years of trained discipline.
But with every immovable object comes an unstoppable force.
And you—radiant, relentless you—were precisely that.
The tourney had transformed the fields beyond King’s Landing into a spectacle, where banners bearing the three-headed dragon snapped in the wind and the air carried the scents of grass, horseflesh, and roasting meat from the encampments beyond the lists. Pavilions in crimson and black lined the eastern rise as hedge knights polished helms beside highborn lords.
The event had been declared in honor of visiting dignitaries from the Reach, yet no one failed to understand that it served another purpose as well, for a prince who stood so near the line of succession entered the lists so that men might measure him with their own eyes and carry word of what they saw back to their keeps.
Valarr understood that admiration, if it came, must be earned in plain view; for that reason, he approached the practice yard adjoining the main field with the same severity he brought to council chambers, intent upon sharpening his blade before the morrow’s melee and offering no one cause to whisper that dragon’s blood had thinned in him.
He just had not expected you to be there.
The rope that separated competitors from spectators had been laid, and the covered gallery beyond it offered shade for noble ladies who preferred distance from the violent clashing of steel.
You ignored it entirely.
Instead, you stood at the very edge of the yard with your skirts gathered in one hand, speaking to Ser Donnel as though the ringing of blades were no more disruptive than a lively tune at supper. Morning light caught in your hair and along the pale silk at your shoulders, where a fastening of Targaryen red marked your betrothal. Several knights who ought to have been studying their footwork found their attention straying toward your smile.
Valarr told himself that your presence altered nothing. You stood well beyond the reach of stray strikes, guarded by men who would sooner bleed than allow harm near you.
Even so, when he lowered his helm and faced a Reach knight clad in green-enameled ivy, he felt the unwelcome pull of divided focus.
The first exchange rang clean, steel meeting steel in a manner Valarr had predicted, yet your unmistakable laughter drifted across the yard.
For a fraction of a second his concentration faltered.
The Reachman seized it, feinting left before turning sharply upward. The blow glanced off Valarr’s pauldron and scraped along his gorget, leaving a thin line of red.
It was not a serious wound. It was, however, witnessed.
You clapped at the spectacle.
The sound carried farther than it should have.
A few younger knights stiffened. Ser Donnel shifted uneasily. Valarr removed his helm with deliberate calm and handed it to his squire, whose hands betrayed what his prince would not. Then he crossed the churned earth toward you, mud dark against his boots, the faint line of blood vivid at his collar.
“I was not aware,” he said when he reached you, voice smooth but sharpened at the edges, “that today’s training required commentary.”
You tilted your head, as though considering the matter in earnest. “I would never presume to critique, Your Grace. I merely wished to discover whether my betrothed is as formidable as the realm insists.”
“The realm insists upon many things.”
“Yes,” you agreed lightly. “I have been told you are unrivaled with a blade, that no man living could best you unless fortune intervened. One hears it so often that it begins to sound less like admiration and more like a legend.”
His gaze sharpened, though his posture did not change. “A legend.”
“I only mean,” you continued, softening your tone as though sharing a private thought rather than issuing a challenge, “that men are sometimes inclined to polish a story when it concerns a prince who stands so near the throne. It would be awkward, after all, to admit that he is simply very good, rather than untouchable.”
No one nearby pretended deafness.
Valarr had endured flattery and envy since childhood, yet no one had suggested to his face that his reputation might rest upon rank rather than merit. What unsettled him most was the lack of cruelty in your voice. You were unabashedly measuring him.
“You suspect my skill is a courtesy,” he said evenly.
“I suspect I would prefer to see it proven,” you replied. “I would not wish to marry a legend and discover I had been promised a rumor.”
An unfamiliar heat swiftly rose beneath his composure. He had entered the yard intent on satisfying watching lords whose approval would lead into alliances.
Now he found himself wanting to satisfy you.
He turned back toward the field. “Ser Alester,” he called.
The Reach knight hesitated. “Your Grace, we have already—”
“You will continue.”
The second bout began without flourish. Valarr advanced with measured precision, parrying with economical force, pressing his opponent back step by deliberate step. There was no wasted movement now. The ivy-etched blade wavered. With a clean twist of his wrist, Valarr disarmed him.
A murmur rose. Valarr did not acknowledge it.
Another knight stepped forward, courage stirred. Valarr met him with the same relentless clarity. The exchange lasted longer, sweat gathering beneath his armour. When it ended, the second opponent knelt, weapon gone, dignity intact but defeat undeniable.
Applause rolled from the edges of the yard. Valarr removed his helm again and sought you immediately.
Mud streaked him. The shallow cut at his collar had deepened slightly. Yet he stood before you composed, gaze intent.
“Well?” he asked.
You stepped closer to the rope, studying him without mockery now. “It seems the realm is not entirely generous in its praise.”
“Not entirely?” One brow lifted.
“I reserve judgment pending further evidence,” you replied, though admiration softened your tone. “It would be careless to conclude after only two demonstrations.”
A faint smile touched his mouth before he could prevent it.
“You wished to see whether I was as skilled as they claim,” he said quietly. “Take care with your tests. I am not accustomed to failing them.”
“And if you do?” you asked, light but watchful.
He straightened, lineage settling over him like armor, yet his gaze remained fixed on yours.
“I do not fail,” he answered. “Not where it concerns what is mine to defend.”
And though his composure remained intact, it no longer belonged solely to him. It had been moved, subtly and irrevocably, by the simple fact that your opinion mattered more than the roar of the crowd.
You are a cruel woman, Valarr decides.
A cruel, beguiling woman sent to torment him.
The feast had been arranged in the great hall of the Red Keep splendor.
Valarr endured such evenings with the same restraint he brought to combat, for he understood that feasts were battlefields of another sort. He had long ago schooled his expression into courteous attentiveness, permitting neither boredom nor irritation to show, because princes who displayed too much feeling invited speculation.
He had not anticipated jealousy.
The lordling in question was scarcely worthy of notice, being a second son from a modest house sworn to a greater Reach lord, and he possessed the unfortunate combination of too much wine and too little discernment.
From across the hall, Valarr observed him lean toward you with an eagerness that would have been comical had it not unsettled something uncomfortably sharp beneath his ribs. You sat among the ladies of the court in a gown of pale blue that caught the firelight at every fold, listening with polite interest as the young man recounted some hunting exploit whose details grew more elaborate with each refill of his cup.
You were not behaving improperly, nor did your laughter carry any note of invitation beyond your natural warmth, yet when your fingers brushed the lordling’s sleeve in an absent gesture of emphasis, Valarr felt an unwelcome tightening in his chest that refused to be reasoned away.
He told himself that nothing in the exchange warranted intervention, that you were entitled to harmless conversation, and that his own reaction was disproportionate to the cause; nevertheless, the sight of the man leaning closer, encouraged by your easy attentiveness, stirred an agitation that bore little resemblance to the disciplined composure he prized.
Harmless, he informed himself.
The word did not settle.
What unsettled him most was not the lordling’s boldness, something that you remained unaware of the effect you produced. You met attention with brightness, and men, mistaking kindness for invitation, interpreted what was freely given as something meant for them alone. The prince was willing to admit he had fallen victim of this.
Valarr watched the way the lordling’s gaze lingered at your throat, the way he angled his body to claim more of your notice, and he discovered, with faint astonishment, that no amount of reason could offer relief against the tide of irritation rising within him.
This woman, he thought with exasperation that bordered upon incredulity, is a trial sent expressly to test my restraint.
He rose.
The scrape of his chair against stone carried farther than he intended, drawing the attention of those seated nearby, yet he did not soften the sound, for something in him had decided that quiet tolerance would only prolong his discomfort. He crossed the length of the hall with unhurried steps, acknowledging greetings with minimal inclination of the head, until he reached the place where you sat.
“My lord,” Valarr drawled, coming to stand behind the young man’s chair, one hand settling upon it with idle deliberation, “you seem to have mistaken your surroundings.”
The lordling blinked up at him, color draining from cheeks already flushed with wine. “Your Grace?”
“Yes,” Valarr said mildly. “You appear to be speaking to my betrothed as though she were a seasonal fair prize.”
The hall’s hum dimmed perceptibly.
You turned toward him, surprise flickering across your features. “Valarr—”
“She is not unclaimed,” he continued, tone smooth but eyes sharp. “Nor is she in want of your admiration. I assure you, she is sufficiently supplied.”
The lordling stammered apologies, nearly upsetting his cup in his haste to rise and retreat, and several nearby ladies exchanged glances that mingled amusement with curiosity. Valarr inclined his head just enough to acknowledge the apology, then remained where he stood until the young man had put a respectable distance between himself and your seat.
When the noise of the hall cautiously resumed, you faced him fully, sunshine incarnate despite the storm cloud looming over you.
“That was unnecessary,” you said in a tone pitched low enough to avoid further spectacle.
“Was it?” he replied, and although his voice retained its courtly moderation, his jaw remained set more firmly than custom demanded. “I thought I had discovered a stray hound circling the table in hopes of scraps.”
Your brows lifted. “A hound?”
“Yes. Eager. Underfed in discernment.” His gaze flicked pointedly toward the retreating figure. “Uncertain where it is permitted to sniff.”
You choked on a laugh. “You cannot possibly be comparing him to a dog.”
“I can,” Valarr said. “And I find the comparison charitable.”
“You are dreadful!"
“Am I wrong?” Valarr asked, lowering his voice as he met your gaze. “He was appraising.”
“And that somehow offends you?”
“It does when he acts like a fool at market deciding whether the mare before him might carry his colors."
“I am not a mare.”
“No,” he agreed, gaze sliding over you in a way that was distinctly not courtly. “You are considerably more trouble.”
Your smile only widened. “You are jealous.”
“I am inconvenienced,” he said at once.
“By what?”
“By the persistence of lesser sons who mistake your brightness as an invitation.”
“I was simply being polite.”
“Yes,” he said darkly. “You are always polite. That is the problem.”
You stepped closer, unfazed by the tension coiled in him. “You dislike that I smiled at him.”
“I dislike that he believed he earned it.”
You tilted your head, sunlight to his shade. “And what should I do? Scowl at every man who speaks to me?”
“It would save me time,” he muttered.
You laughed outright at that.
“You,” he said, leaning slightly closer, voice lowering into something rougher at the edges, “are entirely too pleased with yourself.”
Your expression softened, not surrendering, never that, but warming. “I did wonder how long you would tolerate it.”
He huffed a quiet breath. “You test me.”
“And you glare so beautifully when provoked.”
“That is not a compliment.”
“It is to me.”
He looked at you then, properly looked, and some of the sharpness dulled into reluctant affection. “You are insufferably cheerful about this.”
“I find it charming,” you replied sweetly, “that a prince who can face down seasoned knights is undone by a second son with too much wine.”
“I am not undone.”
“You compared him to a stray hound.”
A pause.
“He was sniffing,” Valarr muttered.
Your laughter rang bright enough to turn heads again, and this time he did not step away from it. Instead he moved to your side of his own accord, close enough that no one could mistake his position.
“If another hound approaches,” you whispered conspiratorially, “shall I fetch you at once?”
His jaw flexed, but there was no mistaking the heat beneath it now. “If another approaches,” he said, low and dry, “I shall assume you have taken to scattering crumbs.”
You gasped in mock offense.
He leaned nearer still, voice dropping just for you. “Do not look so delighted. I am serious.”
“I know,” you said, beaming up at him.
This woman, he thought again, not without a trace of reluctant admiration, unsettles me beyond reason.
Throughout the remainder of the evening, he did not stray far, and though he told himself that vigilance was prudent given the eyes upon you, he could not deny that he remained because he wished to, because the agitation you inspired was preferable to the calm he had was used to.
You are far more cunning than anyone gave you credit for.
Valarr had been told by his father that you were well-born and clever, but he had not anticipated a mind that could rival a king’s own.
A flicker of curiosity passed over him as he watched you—how easily you weighed each possibility, measured each risk. There was precision in your movements, a confidence that suggested this was more than a simple pastime. He realized then that the mind behind those calculating eyes was already several steps ahead, shaping the play before it began.
By the time you leaned back in your chair and studied the board with that dangerous gleam, the game had already drawn an audience. Amber light filtered through the latticework windows of the solar and caught along the carved cyvasse pieces.
Valarr’s posture remained composed, his expression unreadable. Yet he had begun to understand that the true threat was not on the board. You had pressed him for hours, each move placed lightly, almost playfully, while his defenses narrowed in ways that felt inevitable.
The maids lingered without shame now, pretending to tidy what had long since been set in order. Two young knights hovered near the doorway while watching their prince lose ground one square at a time.
Just as he adjusted his formation in an attempt to regain control, you rested your chin on your folded hands and suggested, with airy curiosity, that the match might benefit from stakes.
He looked up at once. “Stakes,” he repeated carefully.
“A modest wager,” you said. “If I win, you grant me a gift.”
“And if you lose?” he asked.
You examined the board with exaggerated seriousness. “Then I will declare before all present that Your Highness is indisputably superior in both strategy and intellect.”
A few of the maids failed to conceal their amusement.
He studied you instead of the pieces. Jewels would mean nothing to you. Lands would be redundant. He wondered what you believed he might give.
“You sound very sure of yourself,” he said.
“I am optimistic,” you replied, which told him nothing.
He accepted the wager. Refusal would look like doubt, and he would not give the room that satisfaction.
The game resumed, and Valarr advanced with bold intent, pressing hard. You brightened at the change, as though this was what you had wanted all along.
When the end came, it arrived shockingly. His king stood encircled. There was no honorable path left open.
You did not announce it at once. Instead you traced the line of his entrapment with one finger, guiding his eye through the careful design of his defeat before lifting your gaze to his.
“Shall I demonstrate,” you asked softly, “or does the prince concede?”
The room stilled.
Valarr inclined his head. “I concede.”
The maids exhaled in poorly disguised triumph. One of the knights muttered something in shock. You ignored them all and leaned forward instead, close enough that he caught the faint scent of citrus at your wrist.
“My gift,” you reminded him gently.
He folded his hands on the table to keep them steady. “Name it,” he said, confident that whatever you asked could be granted without lasting consequence.
You tilted your head and regarded him as though he were the puzzle now.
“What does a lady who has everything desire?” you mused.
“I would think she lacks nothing,” he answered.
Your smile shifted, softer but far more certain. “On the contrary. There is one thing I have not yet received.”
The air in the room thinned.
“And what is that?”
You did not hesitate. “A kiss.”
The word landed cleanly. The maids gasped outright.
Valarr went very still. He had negotiated disputes between proud lords without faltering. He had faced seasoned knights in the yard and foreign envoys across council tables. None of it had prepared him for this.
Heat rose unmistakably along his cheekbones. It betrayed him at once.
“You ask boldly,” he said, and the effort required to keep his voice steady surpassed any maneuver he had attempted that afternoon.
“And you agreed freely,” you replied, eyes bright. “Would you deny me what I won?”
He rose. He offered you his hand. When you stood before him, the board forgotten between you, he hesitated only briefly before bending.
The kiss he placed on your cheek was proper and it should have been enough.
You turned your face at the last instant, so that his lips brushed the corner of your mouth instead. The contact was fleeting, but it sent a visible tremor through him. The flush deepened.
You stepped back with perfect composure and a curtsy that concealed nothing in your eyes.
“My prince,” you said sweetly, “you honor your debts.”
He remained standing there a moment too long. The warmth lingered where your skin had met his. He was aware of every gaze in the room, and more aware of the fact that he did not regret it.
The solar dissolved into whispers. He dismissed them with a single look, until the chamber emptied. Still, your laughter echoed in his mind long after the door closed.
He stood beside the abandoned board, fingers resting where yours had been. The wood felt cool beneath his touch. His lips did not.
When he finally stepped into the corridor, he lifted his hand to his mouth without thinking. The heat returned instantly. He exhaled, half exasperated, half astonished.
He had lost a game.
And he had never been more certain that he wished to lose to you again.
Like a seasoned duelist, Valarr knew precisely when to bide his time—and when to strike. He found his moment on one fateful night. Chivalry be damned; his patience had frayed, and he could no longer endure being outmaneuvered. He was, quite simply, a sore loser.
The rain had begun before dusk and had shown no intention of relenting, descending in silver veils that blurred the city below the Red Keep and turned the torchlit courtyards into wavering pools of reflected flame. Within the great hall, however, the storm only heightened the intimacy of the evening’s gathering, for the windows rattled softly against the wind while braziers burned hotter than usual.
Lords who might otherwise have dispersed to private amusements remained clustered beneath vaulted arches, and the ladies of the court displayed their accomplishments with renewed enthusiasm, as though artistry could rival thunder.
You moved easily among them, radiant in a gown the color of summer wheat, pausing to admire a length of Myrish lace or to inquire after a melody newly learned upon the harp. Your presence altered the atmosphere of any circle you joined, and Valarr, who had stationed himself near one of the tall windows overlooking the rain-swept yard, found his gaze returning to you with a frequency that bordered upon mania.
He had grown accustomed to your teasing, to the bright tilt of your head and the deliberate boldness with which you tested his restraint, and though he would not have admitted it aloud, he had begun to anticipate those exchanges with something perilously close to eagerness.
It occurred to him, as lightning flashed faintly beyond the glass, that he had never once unsettled you in return.
The opportunity presented itself when Lady Mertha of the Westerlands, a young woman possessed of remarkable skill with a needle, approached the prince to present a length of embroidery she had recently completed for the sept. The piece depicted the Mother in soft gold thread, her expression rendered with delicate precision, and several courtiers gathered close to admire the workmanship.
“It is exquisite, my lady,” Valarr said, allowing genuine appreciation to color his tone as he traced the air just above the stitched pattern without touching it. “The balance of color suggests both discipline and imagination, which rarely coexist so harmoniously.”
Lady Mertha flushed with pleased surprise, and those nearby murmured agreement.
You had drawn near at some point during his remarks, and although your posture remained perfectly composed, your hand stilled where it rested upon the back of a chair. The faintest tightening appeared at the corner of your mouth, subtle enough that none but someone studying you intently would have marked it, yet Valarr saw it with startling clarity.
He continued, aware of the experiment unfolding even as he conducted it. “The realm is fortunate to foster such talents," he added, inclining his head toward Lady Mertha.
The words were courteous, appropriate, even deserved; nevertheless, he felt the precise moment your composure shifted, as though a current had altered direction beneath calm water. You stepped forward then, offering your own compliment to the lady with gracious warmth, yet there was an undercurrent in your voice that had not been present earlier.
Valarr experienced, to his quiet astonishment, a flicker of satisfaction.
The remainder of the evening unfolded without overt incident, yet he did not fail to notice that you did not once glance toward him.
When at last the gathering began to disperse, he excused himself from a lingering conversation and followed the corridor that led toward the smaller gallery overlooking the inner gardens.
He found you there, standing beneath a covered archway where vines clung to stone darkened by moisture, watching the rain bead upon the leaves below. The torches set in iron brackets cast a warm glow across your profile, illuminating the thoughtful set of your expression.
“You abandoned the hall early,” he observed, coming to stand beside you without intruding upon your space.
“I feared I might distract from Lady Mertha's triumph,” you replied, your tone pleasantly neutral. “Her embroidery appeared to command your full attention.”
He allowed a moment to pass before answering, studying the way you kept your gaze fixed upon the garden rather than on him. “It would seem,” he said at last, “that the lark possesses claws after all.”
You turned then, eyes narrowing slightly as comprehension dawned. “You were provoking me.”
The faint curve of his mouth did not quite soften the deliberateness of his reply. “I was only observing.”
“Observing what?”
“How it feels,” he said, meeting your gaze with unflinching steadiness, “to watch another command what one considers one’s own.”
The honesty of the admission drew a subtle shift in your posture, surprise mingling with reluctant understanding. “You compared embroidery to me?”
“I compared admiration to admiration,” he corrected. “You have long delighted in testing my composure before others. I found myself curious whether yours was equally resilient.”
“And was it?” you asked, lifting your chin in familiar challenge.
He considered you carefully before responding. “Not entirely.”
A silence settled between you. The rain traced soft patterns upon stone beyond the archway, and somewhere distant a servant’s footsteps echoed along the corridor.
“You could have simply asked,” you said after a moment. “I would have told you that I dislike being reminded you have choices.”
“I have always known I have choices,” he replied. “What I wished to know was whether you disliked that knowledge.”
You drew a slow breath, as though steadying yourself. “I do not enjoy imagining that another woman might capture your interest.”
“Oh, there was no capture,” he said, and though his voice remained composed, it carried an undercurrent of intensity. “There was only demonstration that you are not the only one capable of unsettling another.”
The candor of that statement sent a faint warmth across your cheeks, and he felt again that unexpected satisfaction, though it was tempered now with something gentler.
He had not intended cruelty, nor had he wished to wound you; he had only sought to understand the sensation you so frequently inspired in him, that sharp awareness of wanting and guarding and proving.
“You test me, and I endure it because I enjoy the trial. I wondered whether you would endure the same.”
“And if I had not?”
His gaze lingered upon you with deliberate care. “Then I would have ceased.”
The simplicity of that assurance unraveled the last of your defensiveness. You studied him in the torchlight, seeing perhaps for the first time the deliberate choice behind his composure, the way he wielded restraint not as shield but as instrument.
“You wished to know how it feels,” you said quietly.
“Yes.”
“And?”
He allowed himself the smallest concession of vulnerability. “It is inconvenient.”
“Inconvenient,” you repeated, a smile threatening despite your efforts.
“It disrupts thought,” he elaborated. “It renders measured judgment… less reliable.”
“You mean it makes you jealous.”
He inclined his head, neither denying nor embellishing the truth. “It appears so.”
A laugh escaped you then, lighter than before but tinged with something more intimate. “You could have spared Lady Mertha the experiment.”
“She benefited from honest praise,” he replied. “The embroidery was indeed accomplished.”
“And I?” you pressed.
“You,” he said, stepping a fraction closer, though still leaving space for retreat, “remain the only person whose composure I have any desire to disturb.”
You searched his expression as though weighing the sincerity of his intent, then allowed your hand to brush lightly against his sleeve.
“You have learned quickly,” you murmured.
“I have had an attentive instructor,” he returned.
Valarr had discovered that he could unsettle you, that beneath your brightness lay a possessiveness not unlike his own, and rather than diminishing his regard, the knowledge deepened it.
And though he told himself that such experiments should be conducted sparingly, he could not deny that the sight of you momentarily undone by his design lingered in his thoughts with a sweetness he had not expected, nor entirely resisted.
notes. what a cute couple! i hope nothing bad ever happens to them...
—summary: the scorching heat of kings landing and pregnancy was a fierce combination. taking it upon yourself to find the coolest place leads to your husband Valarr searching the whole castle for you.
—warnings: not proof read or beta read, pregnant!reader, reader is a princess bc she married valarr so its not intended as targ!reader, and nothing else really but if anything was missed let me know!
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You envied your husband Valarr greatly.
You rested your hand on your stomach once again flipping over to find a sliver of relief. The scorching heat flowed through your room like fire on wood.
The heat mixed with the babe in your womb made your life miserable these past few days.
As much as you loved the nearing moment of motherhood, it wasn’t being so kind as of late.
Valarr snored beside you unaware of the world beyond his dreams. The heat was not affecting him in the slightest.
“It’s your fault.” You groaned sitting up.
“If it wasn’t for the wine we drank, that your family bought, we would not be in this situation.” You lit the candle beside your bed and held it close as you left the room.
Your guard Ser Blane stood firm. “Princess you should not be up at these late hours.”
“You try carrying extra weight on you and sleep in that hellfire, Ser Blane. Then you may tell me what to do.” You said closing the door.
“Only two moons time, princess. Then you shall do what you please. But under the orders of Prince Valarr, you are to stay resting.”
“Well he can shove it.” You muttered as you started to walk forward. “I’m taking a walk to get some air, do not follow me Ser.”
“But—”
“Do you want to anger me further? Stay guarding the Prince, I won’t be long.” You waved him off starting your stride along the Red Keep.
The sweat on your body glistened as the moon shined through the windows. The cool air gave comfort as you roamed.
Your eyes lit up at the familiar sight of the old wing you used to reside in before marriage. The rooms stayed vacant after, with yours being turned into a study room for yourself. A gift from King Daeron II in honor of your betrothal to his grandson.
Your hand moved along the shelves picking up the small wooden figures Valarr had commissioned years back. Your hand rested on the dragon before picking it up.
“Only a few more months my little dragon.” You ran a hand over your stomach before setting it back down. “Then we both can hopefully get some sleep.”
You moved the curtain letting the moonlight and breeze in. A sigh of relief left your mouth as you sat on the bed.
You moved the furs aside and covered your body. You weren’t sure when you drifted off to sleep. But Gods know you truly needed it.
Valarr stirred as the sunlight beamed through the curtain.
He turned to your side and put his hand out only to be met with emptiness. A once endearing gesture where he’d cradle your stomach and asked how you slept, turned into a living nightmare.
Valarr sat up straight examining your bedside. The candle was gone, the sheets were cool and you were obviously not there.
He put on his clothes not bothering to call on anyone to help him. He didn’t care to fix his hair or look the part of a prince. He was just a husband scared to death looking for his wife.
“Ser Blane, where is he?” He asked taking note of the guards switch.
“I am unsure, my prince. Most likely with the rest of the Kingsguard.” Ser Brack said.
“Get him.” Valarr said through gritted teeth.
“Is everything alright, my prince?”
“My wife is gone. She wasn't in our chambers.” His voice raised in annoyance.
Ser Brack nodded his head and sprinted off towards White Sword Tower. Valarr soothed his hair and went the other direction in search of his father or brother.
He caught sight of his father first. Well actually his father caught him.
“Valarr, why are you in a rush?” Baelor said as he held Valarr’s arm.
Baelor took note of the wild look on his son's face. His mismatched eyes looked everywhere but directly at him.
“She wasn’t in our room. My wife is gone.” He said, voice cracking.
“She couldn’t have gone far.” Baelor kept his voice calm so as not to scare his son.
When his late wife Jena was pregnant both times she’d often had restless nights and the heat at Kings Landing didn’t make those nights any easier.
“I’ll instruct the Kingsguard to search for her.” Baelor walked away alerting the nearest guard. Valarr’s mind blanked as he looked along the corridor.
Where in the Seven Hells could you be?
It's not like you’d scale a wall and disappear. He looked out the open window looking at the farthest stoned wall. He shook his head, even prior to pregnancy you wouldn't scale something like that.
Within the hour of searching he grew restless looking through every room for you.
White Sword Tower came up empty.
The kitchen came up empty.
He even enlisted the help of Matarys to search for you but every lead led nowhere.
He picked at the skin of his fingers his breathing uneasy as he continued.
What if you were hurt and no one was there?
What if you went for air and gave birth outside?
How could he be so stupid as to not notice his own wife leaving the room. It’s not as if he dreamt of anything with substance.
How could he be so careless with both you and his child’s life. What if it was someone wanting to harm or kill you.
Valarr's stomach turned as he began to think the worse. The noise around him faded as he continued on his search. He couldn’t bear to live with the thought of someone harming you.
His pace was sharp as he searched anywhere his legs would take him. He gave alerts and updates to the guards and received nothing in return.
He turned the corner and his mind flooded back to when you first arrived at King’s Landing. The familiar stone halls he used to sneak out to just to have a simple conversation.
This was the coolest side of the castle and your study was near.
“If she is not here then the Seven take me.” Valarr whispered as he began to open every door.
You yawned as you woke up, body feeling refreshed compared to last night. Looking out the window you can only assume it's noon.
“Let’s go find your father.” You rested a hand on your stomach before moving it.
As you stood from the bed the door opened.
Your husband staring back at you disheveled. Eyes red, shirt loosened and hair a mess from the hundreds of times he ran his hands through them.
“Valarr are you alright?” You said making him sigh in relief.
He pulled you into a careful hug swaying you both side to side. His hands holding your head and back.
“I thought I lost you.” He whispered, placing a kiss on your head.
“Why would you think that?”
“Because you weren’t in our bed. I woke up and you were gone.” He took a breath and sat down on the bed. His rush of adrenaline finally wears down.
“Valarr it was one night, and it was scorching in our chambers.” You gave a small laugh sitting beside him.
“One night too many.” He sighed once more letting out an airy laugh. “If you needed some place cooler you could have woken me and I would’ve gone with you or moved our things here.”
Your eyes watered as he spoke, making him lean over to give you an embrace.
“You would do that?”
“I’d rotate this whole castle if it meant my wife and child would be comfortable.”
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