i have been inactive on this account for ages. everyone that has been here with me and this account since the beginning knows that this used to be an nct account. nct has taught me so much about love, about friendships and myself. i left kpop three years ago and since then i seemed to have harbored the feeling that i had left it behind as a relic of my past that i look fondly on. the mark news today made me realize that i am still the same teenager obsessed with her favorite group deep down. i needed to come on here and pen it down into existence to make it real enough for myself. i could never deactivate this account, i wouldn't dare. but i also will not be active on this account ever again, it only feels natural to do so.
may this account be an eternal archive of the group that taught me everything i know about love and friendships.
i hope we meet again <3

















