moonlight

Like I want to die

I wish I was never born

i don't understand how everyone is struggling for money because the economy is toast and yet are buying haul after haul worth of things that aren't like- necessities you don't need to go back in time to your vhs life (which also bringing back the vhs will never happen its dead) you don't need to buy 2 tvs, an xbox 3 laptops and a pc or whatever even though i know prices for those things are going up but also where are you even finding money for these things in the first place?????

Imagine thinking I’m entitled and having zero reading comprehension to me venting about someone springing a VERY late birthday present on me when I was complaining about if they had talked to me about it I would’ve asked for hygiene products or an air fryer or money (apparently people forget gift cards are a thing) but no conversation was had so now I’m complaining about a response to a post on a different social media platform where they practically put words in my mouth and gave me a panic attack like who does that to a stranger on the internet I only posted one tiny iota of the story and you say I’m asking for “missing presents” and that I’m “seething” no no I am not I was venting my annoyance over never being heard but also what like you’ve never gotten a present you’ve never been disappointed with before?????? Fucking asshole

do you think if i killed myself people would actually miss me??? because no one cares to talk to or listen or make me apart of things anyway

I desperately need things I can’t afford and would love to take advantage of prime day I wish people would open their hearts and send me some stuff or give me money but that sounds ridiculous right?? I mean I can’t wash my hair but hey

oh also apparently someone who works in medicine doesn't know that you can develop allergies at any age........... and yet my mom will take her word over someone who was an emt i trust the emt i only trust the other one for breathing because they only know lungs oops my pettyness is showing and idgaf because what do you mean you waited a year to give me a birthday present because you couldn't give me money or send something in the mail when you literally get your groceries from amazon??????????????? yeah fuck you