MOVIES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Trying to parse out some things internally and I think I figured out a little bit of it. You have to drink a lot of alcohol before things start smelling like alcohol but you only have to smoke one breath of weed before that shit is everywhere

Omg my band got our first nasty perv comment on a youtube video!!

Actually there are good things coming to me every day. I have podcasts I follow that come out on sundays, mondays, and tuesdays respectively and ted lasso is out on wednesdays and that feels so great. Doesn't solve the thursday through sunday issue but hey I've got days

In the past week I have written a song with my band after not seeing them for 3 weeks, received a text from an acquaintance going through a rough time that started with "Farewell letter:" (she's okay), led a meeting for every US based employee in my company, mourned my cat (gone more than a year), done yoga in the morning 3 times, and gone out to do something fun after work twice in a row. I don't know what I feel like I deserve but definitely something good

Two years ago I said what if I flipped my emetophobia into some sort of fetish to quash it. Two years later I'm still afraid to throw up but I love watching anthony spit a ton of water out all at once on try not to laugh and hey progress is progress