i ball so hard they thought i was a nutsack

partially-managed mental illness is so fucking funny i'll be sitting around doing my job and suddenly think "wow i hate myself" and immediately get confused because, like, that's not TRUE! i love myself so much. who are you to talk to me like that

IF YOU NEED ME I WILL BE PUTTING OFF IMPORTANT TASKS AND LETTING THEM HAUNT ME

it has always been a dream of mine to relax

it’s just not possible

“how do you get stuff done?” with tears in my eyes.

Japanese Macaque bathing in hot spring @ Jigokudani Monkey Park in Nagano

they’re publicly executing me tomorrow for desiring a little attention

i like it when people compliment me. i like it... when people like me. (looks around to make sure nobody is about to shoot me)

funny thing about anxiety is sometimes it kind of breaks your sense of danger. like i am known for repeatedly putting myself in situations that make my friends go "bro you couldve died. werent you scared?" and the answer is 👍 yjeah. i did it scared. i do everything scared. i didnt know that was the actual important kind of scary because i usually have to ignore my fears to function in society. it will happen again. watch out.