im so scared i want to cry i hate this i hate my mind

thinking abt the w.i.t.c.h. comics

letterboxd down??? just as i was abt to pick smthng from my watchlist

lwk pisses me off when people draw the cigarette the wrong way around on purpose and are all like euhuhuhu how should i know i dont smoke cancer sticks why do u even care its thw wrong way around its just a drawing lololol

i did cook the rice perfectly tho

mom asked me to help cook but she fell asleep on the sofa so i had to do everything and she has none of the spices i use when i cook at home so i just mixed up a bunch of shit but it turned out so ass i was ashamed to serve it

tempted to post my underboob sweat pic but i shant

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cant even post gifs cuz i lost my gif collection while changing phones

sobbing and gasping for air makes my chest hurt even more which is superduper scary

its okay im just scared ill die painfully or get brain damage and end up a vegetable sorry idk the english word for that

i want to tear my hair out and scratch my face and hit my head but ive had a headache for days and hitting my head will make it hurt more euughehg

ive felt so bad and scared today ive just been scratching myself and my face and pressing into my cheeks until theres nail marks and openly crying next to my parents but no one speaks anything they just watch a movie on tv