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bled through yet another pair of pants omfg

my rib cage feels like its on fire again it hurts so bad to move or if theres any pressure

the online casino is haunting my email omfg i am broke STOP IT..

none of these videos are relatable at all these are people who are way more put together clean and capable than me i try not to compare too much since situations are different and videos are edited and everyone has different problems but i just feel a bit disgusting now the same way i felt when i was little and didnt quite fit in with the other girls and i couldnt hang out with boys either cuz i was too scared

i guess when youre in a really big city no one cares what youre doing

also how do people film themselves in public and set up the camera and walk away like doesnt it feel stupid to walk back to get it

back to watching vlogs of women in their early 20s living in nyc with anxiety

having a sunstroke and drinking wont make you scream with ur veins bulging out your head that youre going to kill your girlfriend and also trying to fight your big brother

now hes spamming my friend who made the report.. fffuuuck off.. his two excuses hes had for this huge situation he had at my friends place are he had a sunstroke and he drank on an empty stomach BFFR!!!!?? he went totally crazy then.. fucking idiot

our goal is to get her out of this relationship she has an eating disorder as well but refuses any help though since becoming friends with us she can at least talk abt the abuse and we try to help her the best we can this whole situation is very messy.. poor girl shes the sweetest but shes totally stuck to this absolute abusive loser and im not even insulting him that is just what he is hes genuenly such a loser in every way but hes also going crazy and is scarily abusive

we've reported my friends boyfriends brother twice to the social services one of those times it was to the police because hes very violent and abusive towards his girlfriend. now he sent a picture of the printed copy of the report to my friend.. the thing is we shouldnt know anything abt this abuse.. fuuuuck.. hes often almost lost whats real and whats not hes very paranoid and emotionally and physically abusive hes getting crazier and crazier.. and he wasnt checked on not once.. they just called him but this boy has broken 3 phones in the last like 2 months.. well we are kind of fucked now.. and his gf has saved videos and evidence of the abuse into a secret folder but refuses to show any of it to authorities and denies all abuse even when shes covered in bruises.. i feel a bit sick now

i am missing 25 euros off my rent fml.. and thats with all my money :P