Do you wanna dance?

wednesday. 11:05 am. i’m trying to be happy but i keep getting grasped by the clutches of sadness when i remember how you just don’t care and you probably won’t ever care about me or my happiness ever again… even if you do it just won’t be the same. thursday. 11:11 am. for the first time in months i didn’t wish for you but believe me i wanted to. friday. 3:00 am. i woke up to find our last conversation playing on a loop i can’t sleep without hearing your voice without wishing to relive that day just to change what happened without missing what we had without missing you as i finally start to drift off to sleep again i tell myself that even if we are nothing now it was an honor a privilege to have meant something anything to you at one point. saturday. 7:35 pm. you posted a selfie on twitter i had to stop myself from liking it but i couldn’t stop myself from going back onto your profile and looking at it once more i miss you. sunday. 4:05 pm i got a haircut today i want to text you or send you a selfie like i used to be able to do i want to ask you what you think of it i want to ask if you think of me i don’t i won’t. monday. 1:55 pm. i had the weirdest dream last night you were in it the only part that wasn’t weird was that even in my dream you couldn’t be bothered to text me back. tuesday. 4:57 am. i’ve dreamt about you every night since you left last night was no exception and i am so so tired but i hope you’re sleeping well. wednesday. 11:42 am. whenever something happens you’re still the first person i think to tell i still have to stop myself every time you’re the hardest habit i’ve ever had to break.

Tried to keep you close to me, but life got in between

Songs Taylor recommended to a fan to get her through her break up.

The biggest coward is a man who awakens a woman’s love with no intention of loving her.

I loved him, I loved him so much that I couldn’t see anything else. He filled the cracks inside me, blotted out the cold, empty places in the word. Love like that is what they make movies about. It’s the thing you’re supposed to want, the answer to every question, the song you’re supposed to sing. But love like that can be too big, too. It can be something you shouldn’t be trusted to hold when you’re the kind of person who drops the egg and breaks the remote control. Love doesn’t break easily, I found, but people do.

We shouldn’t fight to stay together just to fight again.