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A sissy faggot is indeed a complex animal. She is definitely not a man and not really a woman. A sissy faggot is usually a closeted crossdresser who wishes to be a whore for men. He has a “public” life and usually presents himself as straight to everyone even though he knows deep down inside that his true purpose and desire is to be or to be turned into a gay homo fag. A lot of sissy faggots have their first experience crossdressing at an early age. Maybe they tried on their mother’s panties or they played around with makeup. These early experiences are very important in the blossoming of a sissy later on in life. Many sissies are young, in college, and are looking for daddies who will make them feel feminine. If these young sissies are provided with the right encouragement and attention at an early stage, they will almost always start taking hormones and successfully transition. The other kind of sissy faggot is the one who hasn’t had this early life development. Over the course of years, they perfect their lie of being straight to the point that they convince even themselves. At some point, they get married and have kids. Then the realization sets in that they don’t actually want to be a man. but they don’t wanna let go of this fake life. This is a great dilemma that many sissies face. In this series of writings, we will explore the complex nature and psychology of sissies. Hopefully, in reading this, you will learn about who you truly are. 

1. The Big Cock Effect: from “straight” man to cock-addict

We can define two aspects that can make a “straight” male finally realize that they are a sissy: dick size and porn Dick size: Males are obsessed with the size of their cocks. Is it big enough? Am I too small? Is my erection strong enough? Males are worried that a woman might find them too small. Men are told that they have a small dick as a form of insult. It means that they aren’t fit to be a man. We live in a modern world with a lot of sexual pressure coming from TV, movies, and society but we can’t deny that it is also something that they are born with, sissies will realize that they have always been a bit feminine and smaller than other men. All this pressure builds up insecurities which most men can handle because they have the size to back it up but for a sissy who knows he is too small, it can destroy their confidence as a man. This is one of the reasons that more and more beta males are realizing that they were born to be sissies. This “confidence crusher” is actually a blessing in disguise for sissies. Many participants of the sissy lifestyle start out being unsatisfied with the size of their small “dicks”. Instead of trying to make their dicks larger (which is impossible) they accept their inferior dick size and rename it a “clit”. This helps them cope with the fact that their dick is too small and that they will never please a woman. It becomes a symbol of pride and they strive to make their “clit” smaller and more limp. By “ruining” their “dick”, they are  breaking themselves free of the heavy and soul-crushing chains of masculinity. They will never look back and want to return to a life of shame and depression. Porn: Sissies may try out the “straight” lifestyle at first. They try dating girls but can’t get hard during sex or they are made fun of for having a small dick. The girl usually breaks up with them and this makes them depressed. The depression makes their dick even limper. The beta male then starts watching many hours of porn hoping that watching sexual content will help them get hard but it has the opposite effect. They watch so many porn that they become desensitized and induces erectile dysfunction. This puts the beta male into a state of panic and they become more depressed, their dick becomes more dysfunctional and their porn preferences change from normal straight fucking to more extreme forms of entertainment like bukkake, creampie gangbangs, etc. They are only excited by the most extreme forms of straight porn that they can possibly find. Usually the porn they begin to prefer includes some worship and focus around cum.  They are now obsessed with porn. It is the only thing that gives them excitement. They are not even concerned about their small dick anymore. They can only get hard from watching porn. They love watching the porn actress obsess over cum. They constantly hear the words: “I love cum!” “I love big cocks” “I am a cum slut” “I’m a filthy disgusting cum dump whore"  These words and phrases begin to be associated with a state of sexual excitement in the subconscious. The beta male starts to fall in love with the idea of a whore but can’t imagine her sucking his cock since he is too small to please her but enjoys seeing other bigger men use the whore. This is the beginning of the development of a cuckolding fetish. He begins to admire the strength, vigor, cock length, and aggressiveness of a real man. He watches more porn of guys with big cocks (usually black men impaling white pussies) and literally fucks his mind. He’s frustrated because he can’t have a girlfriend but then realizes that he doesn’t need a girlfriend. He wants to fall in love with a whore who shares a mutual interest: a love and obsession with big cocks. The beta male also craves to be humiliated by a woman for having such a small dick. Congratulations! You are officially a O.C.C.L (Obsessive Compulsive Cock Lover)

2.1 Profiling a Sissy