Wonyoung loves it when you’re her pillow princess. Something about the way she can just treat you so well. And you’re always able to take it.
You’re tired, tears on your face from the overstimulation that your girlfriend was giving you, legs high up in the air, Wonyoung was having a full on makeout with your cunt, fully clothed. Letting out pleasurable sounds as if she was the one being eaten out.
She came back up, with a grin on her face, “Hm are you okay?” she asked softly looking at you. You nodded, always her good girl. Her grin was widened. “That’s my girl”
she pecked your thighs, moving on higher and higher up until she reached your nipples, then she suckled one into her mouth. Then, released it with a wet pop. “You’re so gorgeous like this.” She praised, going back to her makeout with your cunt.
She was suckling, you whined loudly, she added a finger pumping it torturously slow, you clenched around it, your mouth agape. When she picked up pace you grinded against her finger and face. You could feel her grin on your cunt adding to the stimulation.
“You wanna cum baby?” she murmured against your cunt, looking up at your face, you nodded, “Too bad” she withdrew her fingers and lips from your cunt. and you mewled. “No cumming yet pretty” “But i’ve been a good girl!” “I know you have, you’re gonna cum in just a bit”
She finally took off her bottoms, leaving her own cunt bare. “Wanna feel your pretty cunt against mine” she said taking one hand to grip your tit, playing with your nipple, she positioned her cunt against yours and started grinding, you whimpered softly at the feeling your cunt clenching and she grinned once again.
This kept on going when she finally pulled off, she went back to eating your pretty pussy. She licked a long stripe against it, then had a full on feast. As soon as you felt her lips on your pussy once again, you came, she pulled back with smirk. “Think you can handle more?”
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The other members had stopped questioning why Wonyoung had always clung to you months ago.
The first time they noticed it, it was just tiny things.
Wonyoung sitting next you during every schedule. No matter what.
Her hand reaching for yours whenever you two walked anywhere together. How her head almost always ended up resting on your shoulder during long van drives to said schedules.
How she had absentmindedly played with your fingers as she scrolled through her phone. It had become so normal between you two that nobody even commented or teased you on it anymore.
Well sometimes...
"...You two are attached by an invisible string." Yujin said one day as she watched Wonyoung follow you around the dorm like a sad puppy.
You had let out a little giggle at your older friend's words but Wonyoung just gave her a slight glare. She glared because she wished it was true.
To her being your best friend was the greatest and the worst thing that had ever happened to her.
It was great because she got to hug you tightly in her arms whenever she wanted. She got to hear your sweet, honey laugh every day. She got to be the cause of that laugh too.
She knew your coffee order by heart, knew which side of the bed you preferred to sleep on.
She knew your nose formed little wrinkles whenever you smiled too hard. She knew your favorite flowers, your favorite movie, favorite hoodie. She knew absolutely everything there was about you.
But... she wasn't your girlfriend and that meant that every time another person smiled at you... she noticed.
Every single compliment.
Every stare that lingered a bit too long to just be friendly.
Every interaction that was seemingly harmless.
She noticed all of it and she hated herself for caring so much.
"You look really pretty today." She heard one of the makeup artists whispering to you. They smiled warmly at you after finishing a small touch-up.
Your face lit up at the compliment, "Really? Thank youu!"
Wooyoungs smile dropped ever so slightly across the room.
Pretty? Obviously.
You were pretty. Beautiful. Gorgeous. Absolutely breathtaking.
According to Wonyoung there weren't enough adjectives to describe your beauty. But having heard someone else say it out loud made an unpleasant feeling twist inside her heart.
She quickly pulled her gaze away from the scene before anyone could notice.
"...Wonyoung?" Your voice cut through the silence in the room.
"Hm?" She hummed in response, her fingers toying with her shirt.
"You've been awfully quiet." You murmured being a bit concerned for your bubbly friend. Not used to her being so quiet with you.
"I'm just tired." She said quickly and started her vocal warm up so you won't continue questioning her.
She lied.
It seemingly only got worse during music show recordings.
You were an MC this time around and your fellow co-star complimented your outfit. Your stylist commenting on how cute you looked with the group's new concept as they fixed your hair.
Another idol stopping you in the hallway to tell you how big of a fan they were and liked your smile.
To Wonyoung each of those interactions felt like another paper cut. They were tiny and harmless but with them growing, her heart stung constantly.
"Wonyo." You whispered as you poked at her arm, "Earth to Wonyoung..."
She blinked as she regained her focus, "Huh?" You giggled at her confused state, "You've been staring at me."
She looked away from you, deciding the ground suddenly deserved her focus, "... Sorry"
You saw as she avoided your gaze, "You okay?" She almost immediately smiled as she nodded her head, "Of ccourse!"
A minor frown appeared on your lips, "You know I can tell when you're lying." A laugh almost left her lips as she took in your words.
Of course you could. She was your best friend, you knew her better than anyone ever will. If only you knew the reason why she lied.
Wonyoung had become even clingier without even realizing.
Sitting down next to almost immediately whenever you sat down. If you stood up and walked away somewhere, she would somehow end up right beside you once again.
Her fingers already intertwined with yours. Her head resting on your shoulder like always as her arm looped through yours.
The other members would send knowing glances to each other as Liz whispered, "... She's nesting." Leeseo would dramatically nod her head, agreeing with Liz, "Very much so..."
Wonyoung's voice made them stop with their conversation, "What are you whispering about?"
Gaeul awkwardly said as she avoided Wonyoung's gaze, "Nothing.", before Rei followed with, "Definitely nothing."
Wonyoung narrowed her eyes at her members as you simply laughed at the action.
One day the group was busy filming a behind-the-scene vlog for your M Countdown performance.
At some point you wandered into another group's waiting room to greet an old friend. Your friend pulled you immediately into a tight hug. Wonyoung had looked away from you for only five seconds.
Five seconds and when she looked back towards you, you were laughing. She saw as your friend still had an arm around you, "..."
Her jaw tightened at the sight. She knew she was being ridiculous, she was your friend.
That was all.
But still why did she have to hug you that tightly.
Leeseo noticed the small pained look on Wonyoung's face, "You alright?"
She only hummed in response, not really feeling like talking as she pressed her lips into a thin line.
"You don't look alright." Leeseo said as she tried to see at what or who Wonyoung was glaring at.
"I'm fine." She said annoyed her gaze not leaving you for a second. Leeseo finally noticed where gaze was focused on, "Oh."
The sight of you with your friend made her understand, "... You're jealous."
Wonyoung's eyes immediately snapped to her, "I am not!" Leeseo laughed at her denial, finding it very amusing, "You absolutely are!"
Wonyoung huffed as she murmured, "I'm just..."
A small silence followed after she spoke. Leeseo giving her a smug look, "..."
"..."
"I wanted to hug her first." Wonyoung pouted, her cheeks slightly puffing up with air.
A sympathetic smile appeared on Leeseo expression as she looked at her pouty friend, "That's...kind of adorable."
Wonyoung whined and buried her face in her hands, "It isn't." Leeseo reasoned with her, "It really is."
Later that day you practically skipped over to her, "Wonyoung!" A big smile spread across your face, "There you are."
You tightly wrapped your arms around her waist without any warning. Her brain nearly completely shut down at your touch on her skin, "..."
You rested your cheek on her shoulder, "...hii," you glanced up at her, "... I missed you." It was three simple words that made her nearly melt into the floor beneath her.
"You...you were gone for twenty minutes." Wonyoung scoffed a little at you suddenly being the clingy one. You hugged her even tighter, "I know!"
A small smirk formed on your lips, "I still missed you."
Wonyoung couldn't understand how you could say something like that so casually.
That same night you two were cuddled up on the living room couch. Your legs were tangled up together with your head resting against hers.
The TV was now mostly background noise as neither of you were really watching whatever was playing. "...Can I ask something?"
You tilted your head slightly to look at her, "Always"
Wonyoung nodded and continued, "... Do you..." You saw as she hesitated, "...Do you ever think people flirt with you?"
You blinked at her words, "... Huh?" She quickly brushed off her question, "Never mind."
You moped as she looked away from you, "No, tell me..."
A small, raspy sigh left her, " Today..." she looked back to you, "... Your friend."
You had a curious expression spread all over your face, " What about her?"
Wonyoung slightly sulked at the memory, "She hugged you."
You whispered a questioning,"...Yeah?"
"And..." she hesitated again before continuing, "She complimented your smile."
You laughed a little at her confession, "So?" She copied your word, dragging it out a little, " Soo..."
You stayed quiet, trying to think of something to say, "..."
Wonyoung slightly freaked out as you stayed silent, "... Nothing." She said it quickly as she started to overthink her words.
You just looked at her, really stared at her. Then you connected the dots and everything clicked in place, "... Wait..."
Wonyoung froze as she heard you, "...You're jealous." Wonyoung's eyes widened and her mouth opened as if to say something but nothing came out, "..."
You found her expression quite adorable. Wonyoung frowned and looked away, "...No."
You tried to stop the smile from spreading across your face as you said with a fake stern tone, "Wonyoung."
She whined out, "I'm not."
"You are."
"I just..." she paused before continuing, "...maybe a little."
A gentle smile formed on your lips, it made her heart ache. You found her eyes with yours, "You know she has a boyfriend, right?"
Wonyoung's eyes light up a little at your words, "...Oh."
You continued with, "And she's literally friends with both of us."
"...Oh, yeah."
Neither of you spoke for a good minute before she mumbled again, "...I'm still jealous."
Her words made you laugh so hard that your stomach started hurting. She frowned at your laugh, thinking you're not taking her seriously, "I'm serious!"
"I know!"
She sulked again, her lips forming a mini heart, "It's not funny!"
You gazed at her, "It kind of is." Wonyoung murmured, "I can't help it..."
You gave her a knowing smile, "I know." She continued with, "You get compliments all the time."
You looked slightly confused with her words but you let her continue, "You smile at everyone." You nodded, "I do."
"You hug everyone."
"I don't." You protested instantly with a shocked tone in your voice. Like you almost found the comment offensive for some odd reason.
Wonyoung looked at you, eyes blinking, "...You don't?"
You shook your head at her, "I hug you."
"..."
You thought about what to say, "And the other members, sometimes."
Wonyoung nodded at that and a small rosy blush appeared on her cheek at your next words, "But mostly you."
Her heart fluttered and her stomach tightened. "You know why?" You asked her softly as she carefully looked at you and asked why.
"Because you're my favourite person." The room felt all of the sudden very quiet. The TV noise completely ignored by you both.
Wonyoung quietly asked, "...Favourite?"
You hummed in response, you couldn't stop the smile from forming on your expression anymore, "I'd choose you every time."
You couldn't tear your eyes away from her, "If I had a bad day, I'd want you."
"If I had good news, I'd tell you first."
"If I wanted a hug..." dramatically you opened your arms as you said, "...I'd look for you."
You saw as Wonyoung's eyes started getting teary. "...Don't."
She whined and wiped her nose with the back of her hand. You curiously looked at her, slightly teasing her, "Don't what?"
She looked at you, "Say things like that." "Why?"
Wonyoung gasped out, "...Because you'll make me cry."
Your smile softened almost immediately, "Oh."
Wonyoung shyly looked at you as she finally spoke again. Her voice was so soft, barely above a whisper, "...I think I'm in love with you."
The words escaped her lips before she could stop them. The silence that followed felt like it would never come to an end.
"..."
"..."
"... I'm sorry." She immediately pulled away from you, "I shouldn't have-"
You gently took her wrist in your grasp, "Wony." She nodded her head, "I know..."
You shook your head, "Noo-" Her voice interrupted you, "I don't want to make things weird."
"Wonyoung!" She finally looked up to see you smiling brightly at her. It wasn't a awkward or nervous smile. It made her nervous to hold your gaze. So she avoided it as best as she could, but it was just so... soft, "I was wondering how long it'd take you."
Wonyoung's head snapped back to you, surprised by your words,"... What?"
You laughed a little at her shocked expression, "You make heart eyes at me every day."
She pouted as you called her out, "I do not..." You sighed, "You literally glare at people for complimenting me."
"..."
"You cuddle me every chance you get..."
"..."
"You pout when someone else steals my attention from you..."
Wonyoung groaned as she covered her face in embarrassment, "... Was I really that obvious?" You laughed at her little whine, "So obvious..."
She made a little squeaky sound, "I'm never recovering from this..." You admired her as you spoke up, "I don't think you need to."
"... Whyy?" Instead of answering her, you gently leaned forward carefully and pecked her lips. You felt as her entire body froze, "I like you too."
Wonyoung didn't say anything, "..." Complete silence overflowing the dorm room.
"... Wonyoung?" Nothing. "Did you die?" Still nothing.
"I think I broke her..." You whispered to yourself.
Your body shook a little as Wonyoung buried her entire face in the crook of your neck. She let out the cutest whine you've ever heard from her, "I've waited so long..."
On an instant you wrapped your arms around her, "I know." You listened as she continued, "I was so scared..."
Her hold on you was impossibly tight as if she let go you might disappear into thin air. " You have no idea how much I wanted this."
As you heard her words you smiled into her hair, "I think I do..."
What you both didn't see was Yujin peeking into the living room, "Finally.."
Liz, standing next to her nodded with the biggest smile, "Took them long enough."
──── ( 🍷 ) you tell yourself you’re imagining it — the way your boyfriend’s gaze seems to linger on jang wonyoung just a second too long, the way fans start making edits, the way insecurity creeps in under your skin — but while you’re busy convincing yourself you’re about to lose him to her, you don’t notice that wonyoung’s eyes have never been on him… they’ve always been on you.
𝓟aring. idol!jang wonyoung x le sserafim 6th member!fem reader.
𝓒ontent 𝓦arnings. angst, cheating, fluff at the end, insecurities, jealousy, suggestive at the end, toxic dynamic & relationship.
𝓦ord 𝓒ount. 10,3k.
💌 this was supposed to be more about rivalry, but i was at a very vulnerable point when the idea came to me and i worked on it... i wrote this during a depressing week so please excuse me if there’s a lot of dramatic stuff. also, this was supposed to have more stuff, but tumblr tells me i can’t exceed 1000 paragraphs, so the smutty smut will have to wait for another day.
𝓜asterlist.
you sigh as you look in the mirror. the reflection staring back is a masterpiece of someone else’s design. your stylist, mina, puts the final pin in the intricate updo, a cascade of dark hair woven with threads of delicate, shimmering crystals that catch the light like captured starlight. the dress—a column of liquid midnight silk—hugs your frame before pooling elegantly at your feet. it’s beautiful, severe, and makes you feel like a stranger. another stylist dabs a last bit of highlighter on your cheekbones, and you force a smile. the preparations for tonight’s mnet asian music awards have been relentless, a five–hour marathon of primping that has left your skin feeling tight and your patience thin.
yet, beneath the fatigue, a fierce, fluttering excitement thrums in your veins. you’ve been waiting for this all year. it’s more than an awards show; it’s a coronation, a validation of the sweat, tears, and silent prayers you and your members have poured into every practice room dawn. you can hear them now, the familiar, comforting chaos from the adjoining suite. chaewon’s clear, steady scales warm up against the hum of the air conditioner. yunjin is softly counting beats, her body moving through the sharp, precise lines of your latest choreography even in her casual clothes. kazuha is doing gentle stretches by the window, her face a mask of serene concentration, while eunchae and sakura debate the merits of various red carpet poses, their laughter a bright, nervous melody.
they’re all feeling it—the delicious, terrifying cocktail of nerves and anticipation. you catch chaewon’s eye in the mirror’s reflection from the doorway, and she gives you a small, firm nod. your leader’s quiet confidence is a balm. you’re in this together. you’ve conquered debut jitters, music show wins, and exhausting tours. tonight is just another stage, albeit the brightest one.
the journey to the venue is a blur of tinted windows and the distant roar of crowds. but as your van edges toward the red carpet, the reality of the night solidifies. the noise becomes a physical wall. flashes from hundreds of cameras explode like silent supernovas beyond the glass, painting the world in stark, staccato white. your manager gives you all a final, brisk pep talk. “smile, be gracious, stick to the script. you look impeccable. now go show them why you’re le sserafim.”
you step out into the sensory overload, the cacophony of screaming fans and shouting photographers hitting you like a wave. you link arms with sakura, the six of you moving as one luminous unit, a synchronized constellation in your coordinated gowns. you smile, you wave, you pause for photos, the routine familiar yet always dizzying. this is the game, and you are playing your part flawlessly.
then, you see him.
sunghoon stands ahead, a calm eddy in the chaotic river of the red carpet. dressed in a tailored black tuxedo that seems to absorb the light rather than reflect it, he is a study in elegant composure. he’s finishing an interview, his profile sharp against the glare of the camera lights. just the sight of him sends a traitorous, familiar jolt through your carefully constructed calm. the rumors—those whispered, baseless, yet persistent things—have woven an invisible thread between you for months. it started with a single, accidental backstage glance caught on a fan’s cellphone, fueled by a few overly polite interactions at year–end shows, and exploded into a wildfire of fan theories and shipper edits after you were seen leaving the same restaurant on the same night (different parties, different floors, but facts never matter in the face of a good story).
the internet adores it. #enhyfim trends monthly. the tension isn’t entirely fabricated, though. there’s a charge in the air when your paths cross, a silent acknowledgment of the narrative you’re both trapped in, a hint of something like shared amusement and shared burden. as his group moves and yours advances, your trajectories align at the main media wall.
his eyes find yours as you approach. a micro–expression flickers across his face—not a smile, but a subtle softening around his eyes, a barely–there tilt of his head. it’s a secret handshake in a room full of shouting strangers. the interviewer, a sharp–eyed woman who clearly reads gossip columns, pounces on the proximity.
“sunghoon–ssi! over here! and look, we have le sserafim! sakura, chaewon, everyone, come on over!”
you’re ushered together. the questions are standard at first: expectations for the night, feelings about your nominations. sunghoon answers with his usual quiet poise, his voice calm. when the microphone is passed to you, you speak about your sisterhood, your gratitude. then the interviewer’s grin turns conspiratorial.
“now, i have to ask. the fans love seeing you two in the same frame. any special greetings for each other tonight on this big stage?”
it’s a landmine, clumsily laid. you feel your members subtly shift closer around you, a protective phalanx. sunghoon merely offers a polite, professional smile. “all the artists here are colleagues i respect and admire. we’re all just happy to celebrate music tonight.”
it’s a perfect, diplomatic dodge. you’re about to echo the sentiment, to deflect with grace, when a new presence materializes at sunghoon’s elbow, as if summoned by the awkward question.
“oh, is this the interview spot? sorry, the crowd is just crazy!” jang wonyoung’s voice is sweet as honey, her smile blindingly perfect. she seems to glide into the frame, a vision in a cloud of blush–pink tulle that makes her look like a fairy princess who just descended from a gossamer moonbeam. the cameras immediately swivel, the shutter–fire intensifying. she touches sunghoon’s arm lightly, a casual, friendly gesture. “sunghoon–oppa, your interview ran long! they’re waiting for us for the group photo.”
her words are innocent, but their effect is surgical. the ‘us’. the gentle pull on his arm. it seamlessly shifts the focus, repositioning sunghoon within her narrative, not yours. you see it—the way his attention, which had been a quiet, shared space amidst the chaos, fractures and redirects. he gives a polite nod to you and your members. “excuse us. good luck tonight. i’ll cheer for you.”
and just like that, they’re swept away, wonyoung laughing at something he didn’t say, the pink tulle flag claiming its territory. the interviewer, now more interested in the retreating duo, quickly wraps up. you’re left standing there, your moment punctured, the carefully managed tension dissipated by a sunnier, more powerful force.
the rest of the red carpet is a haze. you smile, you pose, but inside, a cold, frustrated knot tightens. it’s not about competing for a man. you’re not some pawn in a petty drama. it’s the principle. it’s the way wonyoung, your personal friday the 13th wrapped in a bow, has a gravitational pull that seems to warp reality around her, making your genuine moments feel staged and her calculated ones feel effortless. every interaction, every potential connection, gets complicated, overshadowed, ruined. you know the rules. dating within the industry is a high–wire act over a pit of toxic fandom and career suicide. a part of you tries to cling to the logical high ground: you are here for your music, for your team. but another, quieter part, the part that remembers the shared, weary smile backstage at a music show months ago, feels a pang of loss. you’ve worked too hard to have your narrative, professional or otherwise, constantly rewritten by someone else’s spotlight.
the ceremony itself is a glittering, interminable dream. your group’ category is announced, and you guys lose. the sting is professional, sharp, but shared. your members squeeze your hands under the table. you watch other performances, you applaud politely. and you see them. sunghoon and wonyoung, seated in different sections but somehow always in the same camera shot during reactions, laughing at an award show skit, their faces illuminated on the giant screens. each shared screen moment feels like a tiny paper cut.
the real test comes during the intermission. you slip away from the table, heading towards the quieter hallways backstage to find a bathroom and steal a moment to breathe. the corridor is dim, a respite from the arena’s glare. and there, leaning against a wall, checking his phone under the low light, is sunghoon. alone.
he looks up as you round the corner. for a long second, you both just stare. the noise from the arena is a distant thrum here. it’s just the two of you in the semi–darkness, the weight of the unspoken rumors and the night’s frustrations hanging thick in the air.
he straightens slightly when he realizes it’s you. not startled—never startled—but subtly more aware. his phone lowers an inch. the blue light fades from his face as the screen times out, leaving him in the softer, dim hallway glow.
for a heartbeat, neither of you speak.
you can hear the faint hum of the overhead lights. the distant bass from the arena stage pulses through the walls like a second heartbeat. somewhere far down the corridor, a door shuts and muffled laughter follows.
“hey.” you say first. your voice sounds smaller than you meant it to. it echoes faintly in the empty space.
“hey.” his reply is even. polite. controlled. the same tone he uses in interviews. the same tone he used at the media wall. carefully leveled, like he’s setting it down between you instead of offering it.
for a second you wonder if you imagined the earlier moment—the softened eyes, the almost–smile. maybe it was just camera flashes and adrenaline and wishful thinking stitching meaning into neutral gestures.
you take another step forward anyway. “congratulations on your stage,” you add, because it’s safe. because it’s neutral territory. because if you don’t start somewhere simple, you might say something reckless.
he nods once. “thanks. yours was good too.”
good. not amazing. not powerful. not “i couldn’t stop watching.” just good.
your fingers curl into the silk at your sides. the fabric is cool and smooth, grounding you. the crystals in your hair feel suddenly heavier, like they’re anchoring you in place.
“you watched it?” you ask before you can stop yourself.
his gaze flickers back to you, brief but direct. “i always watch.”
it’s a small sentence. almost nothing. but it lands heavier than “good” did.
he glances down the corridor again. not at you. down the corridor. like he’s expecting someone to round the corner at any second. you follow his line of sight instinctively. the hallway stretches toward the elevators that lead back to the main floor. staff members move in bursts—stylists clutching garment bags, managers whispering into headsets. but no cloud of blush–pink tulle. no honey–sweet laugh.
“are you heading somewhere?” you ask, aiming for casual and landing somewhere closer to fragile.
“hm?” his eyes flick back to you. “oh. yeah. i was just… waiting.”
waiting. the word feels heavier than it should.
“for your group?” you press gently.
he shrugs. effortless. rehearsed nonchalance. “yeah. we have to regroup before the next segment.”
another glance down the hallway. it’s subtle, but it’s there. the way his shoulders angle toward the corner. the way his weight shifts like he’s ready to move the second he spots whoever he’s expecting.
you force a soft laugh. “the cameras really love you tonight.”
“they love everyone,” he replies automatically.
you tilt your head. “that’s not true.”
this time he actually looks at you fully. the crease between his brows deepens slightly, like he didn’t expect resistance.
“you and wonyoung,” you continue, the name leaving your mouth before you can censor it. “you’re in every reaction shot.”
there. it’s out. the air changes almost imperceptibly. he doesn’t flinch. doesn’t smile. just exhales softly through his nose.
“that’s just seating,” he says. neutral. measured. “it doesn’t mean anything.”
“i know.” you do. logically. but logic doesn’t explain the tiny ache in your chest every time the giant screens frame them together like a perfectly curated still.
a staff member rushes past, murmuring apologies. the noise from the arena swells briefly as a side door opens—cheers cresting like a wave—before it shuts again, plunging the hallway back into muted quiet.
“i wanted to say something,” you admit.
he straightens slightly at that. cautious now. “about?”
“about earlier. the interview.”
his jaw shifts. “what about it?”
“it just felt…” you search for the right word. not jealous. not petty. not dramatic. “unfinished.”
his gaze drifts down the hallway again. “it’s always like that,” he says lightly. “they ask, we dodge. that’s how it works.”
“that’s not what i mean.” you step closer before you can second-guess yourself. the scent of his cologne—clean, faintly woodsy—reaches you. subtle. not overpowering.
“it felt like we were in the middle of something,” you say carefully. “and then it just— shifted.” you snap your fingers softly.
he goes still. for the first time since you walked in, he doesn’t immediately look away. “it wasn’t anything,” he says. flat. controlled. smoothing the surface.
“it didn’t feel like nothing,” you whisper. the confession slips out before pride can stop it.
his expression changes—just slightly. something flickers there. conflict, maybe. or recognition. and then, his gaze shifts over your shoulder... your stomach drops. you don’t even have to turn to know who he’s checking for.
“they’re probably calling us soon,” he says. his posture has subtly shifted again—alert, prepared.
“sunghoon.” you say his name softly. it makes him pause. but just barely. “are you looking for her?” you ask.
there’s no accusation in your tone. no sharp edge. just tired honesty. silence stretches between you. he doesn’t answer immediately. but his eyes meet yours. really meet them. “we have to go on together later,” he says finally. “for the special stage.”
together. the word echoes louder than it should.
“right,” you murmur.
he leans back against the wall again, but it feels different now. less relaxed. more guarded. “you know how this works,” he says quietly. “anything that looks… off becomes a headline.”
“so you look for what’s expected,” you say.
his jaw tightens almost imperceptibly. “i look for what keeps things simple.”
“is it simple?” you ask. that makes him hesitate.
another door opens in the distance. footsteps approach, then fade the other direction. you step even closer. close enough that if someone turned the corner right now, it would look intentional. intimate. “do you ever get tired of it?” you ask softly. “of feeling like you’re always part of someone else’s storyline?”
his composure slips for a fraction of a second. “we all are,” he replies.
“but sometimes it feels like you’re choosing it.” the words hang heavier than you expected.
his eyes darken—not angry. not hurt. just protective. “it’s not about choosing,” he says. “it’s about not making things harder than they already are.”
and you understand. nonchalance isn’t indifference. it’s armor.
his phone buzzes faintly in his hand. he doesn’t look at it yet.
you exhale slowly. “i didn’t come here to fight.”
“i know.”
“i just… didn’t want tonight to end like that.” your voice wavers, just slightly.
he looks at you longer now. long enough that the silence stops feeling empty and starts feeling charged. “it doesn’t have to,” he says, but he doesn’t step closer, doesn’t bridge the final inch of space.
the phone buzzes again. and this time, he glances down. you see the screen light up. a name illuminated in bold. but when he feels your gaze, he turns it away instinctively.
“i have to go,” he says quietly.
of course he does.
you nod, because dignity is all you have left to hold onto. “good luck,” you manage.
he hesitates. his fingers tighten slightly around his phone. his gaze flickers down the hallway one last time—still empty.
then back to you. “you too,” he says, softer than before.
and for a fleeting, fragile second, it feels real again. unscripted. unfiltered. just two people in a dim corridor, balancing on the thin line between what they want and what they’re allowed to reach for.
he steps past you. his shoulder brushes yours—barely. the contact is light, but it lingers in your skin like static. you don’t turn around immediately. you hear his footsteps fade down the hallway. a few seconds later, you hear another set of footsteps approaching from the opposite direction.
a familiar, bright laugh.
you close your eyes briefly. and when you finally turn, the corridor is empty in front of you. but for the first time tonight, you can’t tell if he was ever really looking for her—or if he was just looking for the safest way out.
you don’t remember deciding to move. your feet just… do. one step. then another. the crystals woven into your updo catch the hallway lights as you walk, scattering small fragments of silver across the walls. each step feels heavier than the last, the silk of your dress whispering against the floor in soft, expensive sighs.
your reflection flashes past in a darkened glass panel along the corridor. perfect. untouched. untrembling. you look nothing like how you feel.
the bass from the arena pulses faintly through the walls, applause rising and falling like a distant tide. your heartbeat struggles to match it. you keep your chin lifted, shoulders squared, posture still idol–perfect even though there’s no camera here.
you tell yourself it doesn’t matter. it was just a conversation. just a hallway. just timing. but your chest aches in that quiet, humiliating way that only happens when you try not to want something.
you round the corner toward your dressing room—and collide with someone. it happens fast. a soft gasp. a cold splash.
your body jolts back slightly as something icy hits your collarbone, seeps through silk: iced coffee. dark. bitter. sticky.
“oh!” the voice is bright and startled. jang wonyoung stands in front of you, one manicured hand still wrapped around a half–crushed plastic cup, condensation dripping down her fingers. the pale blush–pink tulle of her dress blooms around her like spun sugar.
except now—there’s a streak of brown across it. from where the coffee splashed when you bumped into each other.
for a split second, everything freezes. the hallway lights hum overhead. ice cubes clatter to the floor. coffee trickles slowly down the front of your midnight silk gown, soaking into the fabric like ink spreading through water.
it’s cold. shockingly cold. but you barely react.
wonyoung’s eyes widen—not dramatically, not angrily. just surprised. her lips part slightly. “i’m so sorry—” she starts, but she doesn’t get to finish because staff descend immediately.
“careful!”
“napkins, quickly!”
“oh my god, what happened?”
hands are everywhere; someone gently grips your elbow. another presses soft cloth against your chest. a third fusses over the crystals in your hair to make sure none have loosened. “it’s okay, it’s okay,” a stylist murmurs, voice brisk but soothing. “it’s mostly surface. we can fix it.”
you look down slowly. the dark stain blooms across your dress like a bruise. it almost looks intentional. almost artistic.
wonyoung steps back half a pace as staff create a wall around you. someone from her team quickly dabs at the faint splash on her tulle, whispering reassurances. her stain is lighter. barely noticeable. gone within seconds. your dress absorbs everything.
“head up,” your stylist instructs gently, lifting your chin with careful fingers. “don’t let it crease.”
you obey automatically. you always do. someone presses a warm towel against your collarbone, trying to blot the chill. the contrast between cold fabric and heated cloth makes your skin prickle.
“she looks pale,” another staff member whispers. “but it’s just the shock.”
your reflection catches in a nearby mirror someone’s holding up to check the damage. your face… it’s composed. too composed. your eyes look distant. unfocused. like you’re staring at something miles beyond this hallway.
wonyoung is still there. you can feel her presence, even if you’re not looking at her directly. soft perfume. the faint sound of ice shifting in the crushed cup she still holds awkwardly. “i really am sorry,” she says again, softer this time.
you lift your gaze to her finally. she looks… genuine. not smug. not triumphant. just startled. and somehow that hurts more. because this wasn’t some dramatic rivalry moment. it was just clumsy timing. just collision. just another thing happening at the exact wrong second.
“it’s okay,” you say. your voice is quiet. too quiet.
one of your staff quickly answers for you, smiling tightly. “no harm done! these things happen.”
more blotting. more adjusting. someone carefully unpins one crystal from your hair that’s come loose and slides it back into place with surgical precision. another reapplies powder to your collarbone, trying to mattify the damp shine.
“we’ll need to steam the lower half,” a coordinator mutters. “can she change?”
“no time. next segment in ten.” ten minutes. ten minutes to erase the evidence. ten minutes to turn a stain into nothing.
your stylist crouches slightly, inspecting the hem. “walk for me.”
“it’ll dry darker,” someone says. “but under stage lights, no one will see.”
wonyoung stands to the side now, staff adjusting the last of her skirt. she watches you for a moment longer. her expression shifts. and something flickers there. concern? guilt? maybe she sees it—the way your eyes aren’t really here. the way your mouth curves politely but doesn’t quite move. “are you sure you’re okay?” she asks, quieter.
your staff answer again before you can. “of course she is. just startled.”
you give a small smile. practiced. automatic. “i’m fine.” the words feel hollow. like tapping on porcelain. inside, something feels fragile. cracked.
you don’t even realize you’re shaking until someone wraps a hand around yours. “cold?” your stylist asks gently, and you shake your head.
for a split second—just a split second—you remember the way sunghoon looked down the hallway. the way his phone lit up. the way he said “i have to go.” and suddenly the coffee soaking into your dress feels symbolic. like something warm turning cold against your skin. like something sweet staining something dark.
“okay,” your manager says briskly. “we’re good. let’s move.”
wonyoung gives you one last small nod. soft. almost apologetic. then she’s swept away in a cloud of pink and staff and movement. you’re left standing still for half a second longer than everyone else.
“come on,” your stylist urges gently. you walk. each step careful. measured. the fabric of your dress has begun to dry now, stiff where it was soaked. it brushes against your legs differently. heavier.
in the mirror outside your dressing room, you catch yourself again; hair immaculate. makeup flawless. collarbone shimmering under fresh highlighter. lips re–glossed to perfection. but your eyes—your eyes look like they’re still in that hallway. still waiting. still asking a question that never got answered.
“smile,” someone says softly as they open the dressing room door. you try. your lips lift. but it doesn’t quite reach. and for the first time tonight, the weight of everything—the rumors, the cameras, the hallway, the almost—settles fully in your chest.
you sit down as staff make final adjustments. hands smooth your skirt. fingers pat powder beneath your eyes. a brush sweeps gently across your cheekbones. “there,” your stylist says. “back to perfect.”
the ceremony ends in a blur of applause and controlled smiles. you bow. you clap. you hug your members when the cameras pan. you keep your expression composed when the final confetti cannons explode overhead like artificial snowfall.
the cold night air hits your skin the moment you step outside the venue. it smells faintly like smoke machines and winter pavement. staff hurry you into the van quickly—heads down, heels careful, security forming a loose wall around you.
the door slides shut. and suddenly it’s quiet. not silent—never silent with five other girls—but private. the van’s interior lights are warm and dim. the seats are soft, familiar. safe.
“ahhh i’m exhausted,” sakura groans dramatically, already slipping off her heels with a relieved sigh.
“we should go live!” eunchae chirps immediately, energy somehow still at 100%. “fearnot are definitely waiting.”
“you’re insane,” yunjin laughs, but she’s already pulling her phone out.
chaewon leans her head back against the seat, eyes closed for a second. “just five minutes,” she says softly. “then we rest.”
kazuha adjusts the hem of her dress carefully before sitting, posture still elegant even in exhaustion.
you sit by the window. the city lights smear across the glass as the van starts moving.
someone opens weverse and suddenly the van fills with cheerful chaos. “fearnot~” eunchae sings into the camera.
“did you watch the stage?” yunjin leans into frame, hair slightly messy now, smile bright.
sakura throws up a peace sign. kazuha tilts her head gracefully. chaewon gives a small tired wave. their laughter fills the space. you smile faintly. but you don’t lean in. you keep your gaze on the window, watching neon signs flicker past in streaks of pink and blue.
“where is she?” eunchae asks suddenly, angling the camera around.
before you can react, the phone swings toward you. you blink at the sudden brightness of the screen. “look at her,” yunjin coos softly. “our baby is just tired.”
“she’s been up since, like, four in the morning,” sakura adds quickly.
“biggest boba eyes,” eunchae says, zooming in playfully. “look at her!” the comments explode in hearts and crying emojis.
you give a small wave. “i’m okay,” you murmur softly.
kazuha reaches over and gently squeezes your knee. “she just needs sleep, guys.”
they don’t see it. they don’t see the way your smile doesn’t quite lift fully. the way your eyes look glossy under the van lights. the way your hands are folded too neatly in your lap.
the camera turns away again, back to the louder energy. you exhale slowly. your phone buzzes in your palm and you look down; instagram notification. your stomach drops before you even open it.
sunghoon has updated. your thumb hesitates. then taps: first photo. him in his black tuxedo under bright venue lights. sharp jawline. hands in pockets. caption simple, clean. second photo. closer shot. slight smile, fangs faintly visible. third photo—your breath stutters. him and jang wonyoung. standing side by side backstage. her pink tulle glowing even brighter under flash. his shoulder angled slightly toward hers. not touching. not intimate. but close. close enough that the internet will explode.
the caption: “mc night.” with a red heart emoji.
in the background, your members are laughing at something a fan commented. “fearnot said yunjin looks like she’s about to fall asleep,” kazuha reads softly.
“i am,” yunjin protests dramatically.
you stare at the photo again. zoom in his expression; it’s the same controlled calm. the same soft professionalism. but there’s something easy about it. something unguarded. your throat burns. you don’t want to be the girl who spirals over a photo. you don’t want to be fragile over pixels. but tonight everything feels raw.
you open your messages. his name is near the top. you stare at it for a long moment. then you type: “you looked really good tonight. ❤️” you stare at the message. too simple? too obvious? but you add: “mc suited you.”
no, delete it. and rewrite. “i liked your fit.”
too casual. you delete again. your heart pounds.
you type: “you did well today. i’m so proud of you.” too much? your thumb hovers. then, before you can overthink further—send.
the message flies off. your stomach flips immediately. you lock your phone, unlock it again, and no reply.
“say hi,” eunchae suddenly leans toward you again with the camera.
you blink slowly, trying to be calm and casual. “hi,” you whisper softly, waving again.
“she’s literally falling asleep,” sakura laughs.
“let her rest,” chaewon says gently.
your phone buzzes. your heart leaps into your throat. you look down. his reply, just a “thanks.” that’s it. no emoji. no punctuation. no warmth. just thanks.
your chest caves in slightly. you type again before you can stop yourself.
you: “you and wonyoung looked good together on stage.”
why did you say that? why?
three dots appear almost immediately and makes you hold your breath. they disappear. then reappear. disappear again. but finally:
sunghoon: “it’s just work.”
you: “i know. still. you guys did a good job.”
no reply. one minute. two. three. outside, streetlights flash across your face in intervals. your reflection in the window looks even more tired now.
your members are wrapping up the live. “we’re going to sleep now!” eunchae announces brightly. “thank you for watching!”
the van feels smaller suddenly. quieter.
you check your phone again. still nothing. the “read” indicator sits beneath your last message like a quiet confirmation. he saw it. but he chose not to answer—you lock your phone gently and press your forehead against the cool window glass. the city lights smear beneath your lashes.
chaewon notices first. she shifts closer slightly, her shoulder brushing yours. “really okay?” she asks softly, so only you can hear.
you nod. “just tired.” it’s not a lie. you are tired. tired of almosts. tired of timing. tired of feeling like you’re reaching toward something that keeps stepping half an inch away.
your phone buzzes one last time, and your heart jumps again. you look down; a notification. he added another story. but you don’t open it. instead, you slide your phone face down on your lap.
outside, the city keeps moving. inside, your members chatter softly about food they want to eat when they get back. you sit between them. surrounded. loved. safe. and somehow… still feeling a little alone.
the dorm is quiet when you get back. not silent — never silent — but softer. lived–in. warm; the familiar scent of laundry detergent and leftover ramyeon lingers faintly in the air. shoes are kicked off near the entrance in a messy row. someone’s hoodie is draped over the couch. the overhead lights are dim, yellow and comforting.
“i’m showering first!” eunchae announces, already half down the hallway.
“don’t use all the hot water,” yunjin calls after her.
sakura stretches her arms above her head with a groan. kazuha disappears into the kitchen for water. chaewon lingers a second longer, watching you.
you’re already slipping off your heels. “i’m just… really tired,” you say quickly, not meeting her eyes. “i’ll go to my room first.”
chaewon studies you for a fraction of a second. then she nods gently. “okay. rest.”
you smile. it’s small. controlled. you turn before it can fall. your bedroom door clicks shut behind you. and the silence hits differently in here. your room is dim except for the soft glow of your bedside lamp. your bed is neatly made, sheets cool and untouched. a hoodie is folded at the end. your vanity mirror reflects your perfectly styled hair, still pinned in place, makeup immaculate under artificial light.
you stand there for a moment. just breathing. your chest feels tight in a way that isn’t dramatic enough to cry over — just heavy. like something pressing quietly from the inside.
you sit at your vanity and stare at yourself; the crystals in your hair glimmer faintly. you look beautiful. but you don’t feel beautiful. you feel… off. not heartbroken. not angry. just misaligned. like you stepped slightly out of your own rhythm tonight and never quite found it again.
your phone buzzes softly beside you. group chat notifications. fan posts. more tags.
you flip it face down. you don’t want to scroll. you don’t want to see anything else. instead, you open weverse. your thumb hovers. you don’t even fully think it through before pressing “start live.”
the screen counts down. 3… 2… 1…suddenly, it’s just you and a tiny camera lens
“hi,” you say softly, and your voice sounds smaller in your quiet room.
comments flood instantly:
“are you tired? 🥺”
“how was tonight??”
“she’s live!!!”
“you look so pretty.”
you smile faintly. “i’m going to take off my makeup,” you explain gently, reaching for a cotton pad. “i feel kind of… heavy.” but you don’t clarify what you mean.
you soak the pad with remover and press it against your cheek. the first swipe leaves a faint streak of foundation on white cotton. you watch it for a second longer than necessary.
“did you eat?” someone comments.
“yeah,” you nod softly. “i did. don’t worry.”
you work slowly. methodically. cotton pad. wipe. another pad. wipe. your lipstick fades first. the deep red dissolves into a faint pink stain before disappearing completely. your lips look smaller without it.
more comments scroll.
“you did amazing tonight.”
“your eyes look tired baby ;(”
“we’re so proud of you.”
you laugh softly. “i always look like this after schedules.” you don’t. but you say it anyway.
you remove your false lashes carefully, placing them neatly on the vanity. without them, your eyes look rounder. bigger. softer. vulnerable.
“how was your night?” your hand pauses mid–wipe. just for a second. your eyes flick down to the words again. how was your night?
you inhale quietly. “it was good,” you say automatically. your smile comes quickly — almost too quickly. “really good. i’m just tired.” you lower your gaze to the cotton pad so they won’t notice the way your expression faltered for half a heartbeat.
wipe. wipe. wipe. the shimmer on your collarbone disappears. the contour fades. the sharp angles soften. you look younger now. more like yourself.
another comment scrolls by: “you seem a little sad 🥺”
you let out a soft chuckle. “i’m not sad,” you reply gently. “i promise.” you tilt your head slightly closer to the camera, eyes widening a little in reassurance. “just sleepy.”
your phone buzzes on the desk beside you. but you don’t look at it. you focus on removing the last of the eyeliner instead. but your mind drifts anyway. to a dim hallway. to a phone lighting up in someone else’s hand. to a photo posted twenty minutes ago.
you press the cotton pad a little too firmly against your eyelid. “ow,” you murmur softly to yourself. you finish cleansing your face and rinse with a soft towel. when you look up again, your bare skin reflects back at you. no shimmer. no sharpness. no stage light illusion. just you.
“thank you for watching tonight,” you say softly. your voice is calmer now. quieter. “even if we didn’t win… it still means a lot.” your eyes flick down again as comments continue to stream.
for a second, you almost say more. almost admit that tonight felt strange. that you felt small in a hallway. that something simple hurt more than it should have. but you don’t. instead, you offer one last small smile. “goodnight, fearnot. thanks for being here with me.”
you end the live. the screen goes dark. your room returns to quiet. you sit there for a long moment, staring at your reflection in the black screen; without makeup. without stage lights. without anyone watching.
your phone buzzes again on the desk. slowly, you turn it over. you hesitate before unlocking it. and for a brief, fragile second—you wish you didn’t care enough to check. but you couldn’t lie to yourself because you were really waiting for an answer. and well, it’s humiliating to admit that you got excited beforehand for nothing because it was just a simple notification and not something about him.
morning schedules come too quickly after award nights. the dorm lights flick on before the sun is fully up, stylists arriving with garment racks and garment steamers and quiet efficiency. the air smells like hairspray and coffee. someone yawns in the kitchen. someone else is already warming up vocals under their breath.
you slept. technically. but it wasn’t deep. it was the kind of sleep where your mind keeps replaying moments like short clips on loop — a hallway, a glance, a notification, a single dry “thanks.”
“music bank today,” chaewon reminds everyone softly as she scrolls through the schedule. her voice is steady as always. grounding.
you nod. of course. music bank. weekly stage. promotions. smiles. interviews. and the mcs this season are— no, you don’t need to finish the thought.
the drive to the broadcasting station is quieter than usual. eunchae hums softly to herself. yunjin scrolls through memes. sakura reads comments under last night’s performance clips with calm curiosity. kazuha stretches her neck carefully.
you stare at your reflection in the van window. you practiced this face in the mirror this morning; neutral. professional. not cold. not warm. just composed.
the broadcasting station buzzes with familiar chaos when you arrive. staff clip microphones to your outfits. makeup artists do quick touch–ups. cue cards are handed around. the hallway smells like fresh paint and electrical heat. “we’ll do the interview first before your stage,” a coordinator explains briskly.
you nod again, but your palms feel slightly damp. so you wipe them subtly against the side of your skirt.
when you step onto the bright stage lights of the interview area, the air changes instantly. cameras roll. staff signals. audience murmurs hush.
and there they are: sunghoon stands tall in a light blue suit today, softer than the tux from last night. his hair is styled neatly, fringe resting perfectly above his brows—beside him, jang wonyoung looks ethereal in a pale cream dress, hair falling in glossy waves over her shoulders.
“welcome to music bank!” wonyoung beams toward the camera, voice smooth as silk. sunghoon just nods slightly, offering his steady greeting.
you step into formation with your members. your group lines up naturally, choreography even in stillness. “it’s le sserafim!” wonyoung announces cheerfully. an applause. and then you bow together.
when you rise, your eyes meet his for half a second. just half. he gives you the same polite micro–nod he gives all guests. nothing more. nothing less.
the interview begins. questions about your comeback concept. about rehearsals. about last night’s award show. “you worked so hard recently,” sunghoon says evenly, glancing down at his cue card. “how are you feeling today?”
“we’re grateful to perform again,” you say. your voice is clear. steady. you practiced that too. you don’t smile widely. you don’t frown. you simply exist. to anyone watching casually, it’s normal. to anyone looking too closely, it’s different.
wonyoung laughs lightly at something eunchae says. sunghoon nods along. the energy between them flows smoothly — the practiced rhythm of co–hosts who’ve stood side by side for months now.
you stand just to sunghoon’s left. close enough that the cameras frame you together often. far enough that your shoulders never brush.
you keep your gaze forward when he speaks. you nod politely when he directs a question toward you. you don’t lean in. you don’t tease. you don’t soften. and it’s not intentional, it’s just that your chest still feels slightly guarded, like if you relax even a little, something vulnerable might slip out.
“please look forward to their stage!” wonyoung concludes brightly.
you bow again. when you straighten, your face is composed. almost too composed.
backstage, your members chatter lightly about the interview. “that went smoothly,” kazuha says softly.
“yeah,” yunjin nods.
chaewon glances at you once, but you just give her a small nod.
the stage performance goes well. sharp, powerful, synchronized. when the broadcast ends and you finally get a moment alone in the waiting room, you collapse onto the couch with a small sigh.
eunchae is already scrolling through her phone. “…uh,” she murmurs.
yunjin leans over. “what?”
eunchae turns her screen slightly. “people are… talking.”
you don’t need to ask what about. hashtags are already trending. clips from the interview are circulating online. slow–motion edits of your expression when sunghoon spoke. screenshots zoomed into your face.
“just because your group didn’t win last night doesn’t mean you can be rude.”
“she looks jealous.”
“she’s mad about sunghoon and wonyoung.”
“so unprofessional.”
“why is she acting cold toward the mcs?”
“why is she glaring?”
you stare at the screen: your face in the paused video looks serious. too serious. your lips pressed in a straight line. your eyes focused forward. you don’t look jealous, you look guarded, but the internet doesn’t do nuance.
“people are ridiculous,” yunjin mutters.
chaewon gently takes the phone from eunchae. “don’t read too much,” she says quietly, but the damage is already done.
another clip circulates — you standing beside sunghoon while he reads from the cue card. the caption: “the tension?? or is she just salty?”
you feel heat crawl up your neck. it’s absurd. you weren’t glaring. you weren’t trying to send a message. you were just… protecting yourself.
“hey,” sakura says softly, noticing your silence.
you shrug lightly. “it’s fine.” your voice is even. almost detached. but inside, though, something twists. not because strangers are being cruel, you’ve dealt with that before. but because the narrative is being written again. without your permission.
you pick up your own phone slowly, against your better judgment. you open instagram, his latest post is still up. thousands of comments under the photo with wonyoung;
“best mc duo.”
“visual couple.”
“they match so well.”
your chest tightens again. and now—your name is being dragged into it too;
“focus on your group.”
“she was glaring at him lol.”
“she’s jealous.”
“don’t let it get to you,” chaewon says gently, sitting beside you.
you nod. you wish it didn’t. but it’s not just the comments. it’s the fact that you know he’ll see them too—and he won’t say anything, he’ll stay neutral. professional. untouched. and you’ll be the one painted dramatic for having a serious face on a 7–minute broadcast segment.
you lean back against the couch. you think about how careful you were. how controlled. how composed. and somehow—that became evidence against you.
outside, staff call for your next schedule. you stand. smooth your outfit. lift your chin. you’ve learned this part well; if they want serious, you’ll be poised. if they want soft, you’ll be gentle. if they want unbothered—you’ll try.
but as you step back into the hallway lights, you can’t help wondering how long you can keep pretending that none of it touches you—when clearly, it already does.
night settles over the dorm slowly, the kind of quiet that feels heavier after a long public day. the living room lights are dimmed, the hallway lamp left on low, the distant hum of the city leaking faintly through cracked windows. eunchae is laughing at something on her phone in her room, yunjin’s music plays softly through a closed door, sakura’s voice murmurs from the kitchen while she makes tea, kazuha’s footsteps pass once down the hallway and then fade. it’s normal. safe. lived–in. and yet your chest feels like it’s suspended in a different atmosphere entirely.
you’re lying on your bed, still in an oversized hoodie, hair loose around your shoulders, face bare from earlier. your room is dark except for the glow of your phone screen resting against your pillow. and there it is. that tiny, cruel word beneath your last message: read. hours ago — it shouldn’t matter this much. it’s just a feature. just confirmation. just technology doing what it was built to do. but it feels personal. like a door you knocked on that someone opened, looked at you through, and then quietly shut again without answering. you replay your last text in your mind for the hundredth time. “i know. still.” it wasn’t dramatic. it wasn’t accusatory. it was soft. almost shy. and yet it’s been sitting there all day like an exposed nerve.
you flip your phone face down. pick it up again thirty seconds later. still nothing. you open instagram against your better judgment. more edits from music bank. slow–motion zooms of your serious face. captions speculating about jealousy. your stomach tightens. you exit quickly and return to your messages. the read receipt glows back at you like it’s mocking your patience.
why doesn’t he just say something? anything. even “busy.” even “later.”
the silence feels louder because you know he’s online. you saw his story update earlier. he posted rehearsal clips. a mirror selfie. nothing dramatic. nothing controversial. just normal. calm. composed. untouched by the narrative swirling around both of you.
you hug your pillow closer to your chest and stare at the ceiling. maybe this is your sign. maybe this is where you step back. maybe this is where you learn how to want less. your thumb hovers over the chat again. you type “ignore what people are saying today.” you delete it. you type “are you okay?” delete. you type nothing.
the screen suddenly lights up in your hand. and your heart leaps so violently it almost hurts. his name. you freeze for half a second before opening it.
sunghoon: “long day today.”
sunghoon: “music bank was hectic.”
your chest tightens in confusion. he’s… talking. voluntarily. more than one sentence. your fingers tremble slightly as you type back.
you: “yeah. it was.”
sunghoon: “i saw the comments. don’t pay attention to them.”
it’s not warm. it’s not comforting. it reads more like instruction than concern. but it’s something. it’s engagement.
you: “i’m used to it,”
sunghoon: “still. it’s unnecessary.”
you stare at the screen. today he’s more talkative, yes. but every sentence feels measured. clipped. like he’s carefully stepping around something invisible.
sunghoon: “you looked serious,”
you: “was i?”
you type before you can stop yourself. a longer pause this time. you can almost picture him somewhere else — maybe in his own dorm, sitting on the edge of his bed, phone in one hand, expression unreadable.
sunghoon: “yeah, a little.”
just that. not accusatory. not teasing. just observational.
you swallow. your fingers hover over the keyboard. you want to explain. you want to say “i was trying not to look at you too much. i was trying not to care too much. i was trying to keep it together.”
you: “i was just tired.”
sunghoon: “you should rest more.”
you stare at the message. something about it feels distant. practical. like advice you’d give a coworker.
you: “you seemed fine,”
sunghoon: “it’s part of the job.”
your chest tightens at that. part of the job. you can’t tell if he’s talking about hosting. about smiling. about standing beside wonyoung. about all of it.
a minute passes. then another message appears.
sunghoon: “don’t let it affect your performance.”
it lands heavier than he probably intends. like he thinks your expression today was a crack in your professionalism. like he thinks your emotions are something that might spill over and damage things.
you: “i won’t,”
sunghoon: “good.”
good. it shouldn’t hurt. it’s neutral. it’s fine. but it feels like a period at the end of something you weren’t ready to finish.
sunghoon: “are you okay?”
there’s a longer silence this time. you watch the screen. no typing indicator. you almost think he’s left again. then—
you: “i’m fine.”
you: “just tired.”
the same words you used earlier on live. the same shield. you stare at the chat. you want him to say more. you want him to acknowledge the hallway. the photo. the tension. you want something unguarded. instead, another message comes.
sunghoon: “get some sleep.”
it’s softer than the others. but still distant. still slightly removed.
you: “goodnight baby,”
sunghoon: “night.”
no emoji. no heart. no softness. but at least the read receipt is gone now, replaced by something tangible. words, even if they aren’t the ones you wanted—you lock your phone slowly and set it on your bedside table. the room feels quieter than before, but not as suffocating. he answered. he spoke. he wasn’t silent.
you roll onto your side, pulling the blanket up to your chin. your chest still feels slightly hollow. because he talked, yes. more than usual. but every message felt like it was wrapped in careful distance. like he was present, but standing just out of reach. at least tonight you’re not staring at “read.” but somehow, the space between his words feels just as loud.
paris greets you with gray skies and a kind of quiet luxury that feels almost cinematic. the moment the plane lands, everything becomes choreography — security, stylists, managers, cars waiting outside. even the air smells expensive, like rain hitting stone and perfume trailing behind strangers in tailored coats.
you and wonyoung step out of the airport side by side, sunglasses on despite the clouds. cameras are already there. flashes start immediately. your name blends with hers in the crowd, shouted together like a single headline.
you smile automatically. you always do.
but the car ride to the hotel is quieter. your reflection in the tinted window looks composed — soft hair, minimal makeup, oversized sweater that looks effortless but was picked with intention. across from you, wonyoung scrolls through her phone, posture straight even when relaxed. she looks ethereal without trying.
you hate that a tiny part of you notices that. you hate even more that a tiny part of you compares.
it’s not her fault. you repeat that in your head like a mantra. she didn’t create the edits pairing her with sunghoon. she didn’t write the comments. she didn’t ask people to analyze every glance on music bank like it was a scripted drama. she just stands there and does her job — the same way you do. still, when her name trends next to his, something in your chest tightens before you can stop it.
the hotel suite is flooded with natural light. racks of clothing line one wall, garment bags unzipped to reveal structured silhouettes, delicate fabrics, shimmering details. stylists move around you both in synchronized chaos. curling irons hiss. foundation brushes glide.
you sit in the makeup chair while someone adjusts your hair, fingers gentle at your scalp. in the mirror, you catch a glimpse of wonyoung across the room. her stylist fastens a necklace around her neck, brushing her collarbone lightly. she looks calm. practiced. perfect.
you look away quickly. the jealousy isn’t loud. it doesn’t scream. it whispers. it asks quiet questions like: does he text her differently? does he sound warmer? does he hesitate less? you push the thoughts down. this weekend is work. this brand chose both of you. this is about image, elegance, unity.
by the time the car pulls up to the venue that evening, the sky has darkened into deep blue. golden lights spill from the building’s entrance. photographers crowd behind barriers, shouting directions in french and english.
“look here!”
“together! together!”
“one more!”
you step out first, then turn slightly so wonyoung can join you. your hands brush briefly as you align yourselves for photos. the contact is light. neutral. professional.
click click click.
you tilt your chin. she angles her shoulder. you both know exactly which side photographs best under flash. you lean slightly toward each other when instructed. you laugh softly when someone makes a comment about your height difference. it’s seamless.
front row is brighter than you expect. the runway glows in warm gold tones, reflecting off polished floors. you and wonyoung are guided to your seats — center, perfectly placed for cameras. knees angled in the same direction. backs straight. ankles crossed elegantly. your shoulders nearly touch.
the show begins with a deep bass that vibrates faintly through your heels. models glide past like living art. the fabrics catch the light in slow motion. you clap at the right moments. you lean toward her once to murmur something safe about the tailoring. she nods, lips curved in a subtle smile.
from the outside, you look harmonious. effortless. inside, you’re hyperaware of every inch of space between you — you wonder if she ever feels the same quiet comparison you do. you wonder if she’s ever scrolled through edits and felt reduced to half of a narrative. you wonder if she notices how fans pit you against each other without even meaning to.
between looks, the lighting softens slightly. cameras pivot toward the runway as a transition begins. for once, no one is shouting your names.
wonyoung shifts closer. not dramatically. just enough that you feel her presence more clearly. “you look really beautiful tonight.” her voice is gentle. not the sparkling, broadcast version she uses on stage. this is lower. steadier.
you smile automatically. “you too. obviously.” reflex. defense. safe.
she shakes her head faintly. a strand of her hair slips over her shoulder. “no,” she says quietly. “i mean it. you are beautiful.”
you turn to look at her fully this time. her expression isn’t posed. her eyes aren’t scanning for lenses. they’re focused only on you.
“the dress suits you,” she continues. “and your makeup. it’s softer than usual.” she pauses, studying your face for a second. “you look… comfortable.”
the word catches you off guard. comfortable. you almost laugh because you don’t feel comfortable at all. you feel stretched thin between expectations and unspoken feelings. “do i?” you ask lightly.
“yeah,” she says. “you usually look strong. like you’re holding everything perfectly in place.” her lips curve into a small, private smile. “tonight you look softer. it’s nice.”
for a second you assume this is strategy. image building. supportive–ambassador narrative. but no cameras are pointed at your faces right now. the runway commands attention. no one is recording this angle.
her voice lowers further. “don’t let people make you shrink.” she doesn’t say sunghoon’s name. she doesn’t mention edits or comments or music bank. but the meaning threads quietly between you.
you search her expression for competitiveness. for superiority. for anything sharp. but there’s none. instead there’s something almost protective.
“i’m fine,” you reply softly, but it comes out thinner than you intend.
wonyoung’s gaze doesn’t waver. “i know you are,” she says. “i just know how loud people can be.”
your heart pounds once, heavy. does she read them too? does she see the comparisons? does she see your name next to his the same way you see hers? “it’s not your fault,” you blurt before thinking.
she tilts her head slightly. “what isn’t?”
you hesitate. “any of it.”
her expression softens even more. “i know,” she says gently. “and it’s not yours either.”
the music swells again as the next model steps onto the runway. applause rises. instinctively, both of you straighten. ambassador mode slides back into place like muscle memory. cameras swing toward the front row. you pose. she mirrors you. your smiles return, dazzling and composed.
but something inside you has shifted. the jealousy that had been sitting quietly in your chest all weekend doesn’t flare under her kindness. it doesn’t sharpen. it loosens. because she isn’t your competition. she’s just standing beside you in the same storm.
when the show ends and everyone stands for final photos, the crowd surges forward again. flashes erupt. someone yells for you both to pose together one last time.
this time, when your hands link, it isn’t because someone instructed it. it isn’t calculated. it’s steady. natural. your fingers curl around hers briefly, and she squeezes back — small, grounding.
for the first time since sunghoon’s name became something that hovered awkwardly between headlines, standing next to wonyoung doesn’t feel like standing next to a rival. it feels like standing next to someone who chose softness instead of distance. and under the bright paris lights, that kindness feels brighter than any flash.
the hotel room is quiet in a way only luxury suites can be — thick curtains drawn halfway over the tall windows, the faint golden glow of paris filtering through the gaps. somewhere far below, traffic hums softly. inside, everything feels plush. muted carpet under your bare feet. the faint scent of fresh linens and expensive shampoo lingering in the air.
you and wonyoung ended up sharing the suite because of scheduling — two ambassadors, one floor, easier security. it made sense logistically. but emotionally? you didn’t think that far.
the bathroom door opens first. steam rolls out slowly, warm against your skin. wonyoung steps into the room in a white hotel robe, hair damp and falling over her shoulders, skin glowing from the shower. she looks unreal in the most unfair way — fresh–faced, comfortable, completely at ease in her own space. “i’m going to take a few pictures before i sleep,” she says casually, already reaching for her phone.
you nod quickly. “okay.” you’re sitting on the edge of your bed in an oversized t–shirt and soft shorts, knees tucked slightly inward without meaning to. suddenly you’re hyperaware of everything — your bare legs, your damp hair frizzing slightly at the ends, the way your collarbone looks under the room lighting. you weren’t thinking about it two seconds ago. now it feels like a spotlight is on you.
wonyoung stands near the window where the light hits best. she tilts her phone, checks the angle, adjusts the robe slightly so it sits perfectly on her shoulders. it’s not forced. she’s done this a hundred times. she knows exactly which side catches the glow, exactly how to lift her chin so it looks effortless.
click. she checks the photo. click again.
you pretend to scroll on your phone but you’re not reading anything. your heart feels strangely loud in your chest. not jealous this time — just… small. it’s ridiculous. you’ve posed in front of thousands of cameras. you’ve stood on stages with blinding lights. you’ve worn outfits far more revealing than a simple oversized shirt. and yet here, in this quiet room, watching her move confidently in nothing but a robe, you feel shy, timid, like you don’t quite know where to put your eyes.
“the lighting here is really pretty,” she says, almost to herself.
you glance up. she catches you looking and smiles softly. not teasing. just warm. “do you want some too?” she asks.
you blink. “what?”
“pictures. the light looks good on you right now.”
your brain short–circuits. “i— no, it’s okay,” you say too quickly. “i look messy.”
she lowers her phone slightly. studies you. “you don’t,” she replies simply.
you shrug, hugging your arms around yourself unconsciously. “i just got out of the shower.”
“so did i.” that makes you laugh under your breath. she walks a little closer, still holding her phone but no longer in photo–mode energy. her tone shifts — softer, like earlier at the show. “you always get shy off–stage,” she says gently.
you look down at your hands. “i don’t.”
“you do,” she insists, but there’s no edge to it. “on stage you’re confident. here you hide.” and that hits more accurately than you’d like.
“it’s different,” you mumble.
she tilts her head. “how?”
you hesitate. it feels stupid to say it out loud. “because there’s no concept here. no styling. no… performance.” your voice gets quieter. “it’s just me.”
there’s a small pause. wonyoung steps closer to the bed, sitting lightly at the edge across from you. the mattress dips slightly. “that’s not a bad thing,” she says.
you let out a tiny breath. “it doesn’t feel as polished.”
she looks at you — really looks at you — damp hair, oversized shirt, bare face, slightly nervous hands. “it feels real,” she lifts her phone again but doesn’t immediately take a picture. instead she adjusts the angle gently, careful, almost hesitant. “can i?” she asks quietly. and the fact that she asks makes something in your chest loosen. she doesn’t make you stand. doesn’t reposition you dramatically. she just captures you as you are — sitting cross–legged on the bed, hair still damp, light brushing your cheek.
click.
she checks the screen. a small smile spreads across her face. not the dazzling public one. the private one. “see?” she says, turning the phone toward you; the photo doesn’t look messy. it doesn’t look awkward. you look soft. warm. your eyes slightly reflective under the low light. like someone caught in a quiet moment.
“that’s… not bad,” you admit softly.
“it’s more than not bad.” she hesitates just a fraction before speaking again. “you don’t have to compete with anyone in a room like this.”
your breath stills. she doesn’t say his name. she doesn’t have to. the room feels warmer suddenly, quieter. you swallow. “i’m not competing.”
“i know,” she says gently. “but sometimes you act like you are.” there’s no accusation in it. just observation.
you look down at your lap. “i don’t mean to.”
“i don’t think you do.”
a silence settles between you — not awkward, just thoughtful. outside, paris lights flicker through the curtains. after a moment, she nudges your knee lightly with hers. “come here. i know our relationship isn’t the best, i’m aware of that. but we can’t let our personal problems interfere with work because that would only bring more problems. we need to strengthen our sisterhood, don’t we?”
synopsis: Y/N becomes the ultimate prize in a dangerous game where losing is not an option.
The library smelled like old paper and rainy days, which was exactly why I liked it. It was the only place in East High where I could actually breathe. No drama, no screaming crowds, just me and my Math notes.
Until the chair next to me slid open.
"Hi, Y/N-ah." My heart did a violent flip.
Jang Wonyoung was leaning over my table, her long, curled hair falling perfectly over her shoulder. She smelled like expensive strawberry lip gloss and vanilla.
She was the girl.
The school princess.
Everyone wanted to be her, or be with her.
And for some reason, she was staring at me like I was the only person in the room.
"O-Oh, hi Wonyoung," I stammered, pulling my oversized sweater down over my hands. "Do you need help with the homework?"
"No," she giggled, but the sound didn't reach her eyes. Her perfectly manicured fingers reached out, gently tucking a strand of hair behind my ear.
Her touch lingered a little too long, her thumb brushing against my cheekbone. "I just wanted to see you. You've been ignoring my texts, sweetie. That's not very nice."
"I was just... studying—"
"I don't like it when you look at books more than you look at me," she whispered, her voice dropping into a low, sweet tone that made goosebumps break out on my arms. Her grip on my shoulder tightened, just enough to hurt. "I cleared my whole schedule today just to be with you. You should be happy."
Before I could even process the weird creepiness of her words, a heavy textbook slammed onto the table right next to us.
"Get your hands off them, Wonyoung."
I looked up, my breath catching.
Winter.
If Wonyoung was the sweet princess, Winter was the cool, dangerous girl everyone was secretly afraid of. She was the dance captain, always wearing oversized leather jackets, with a sharp, cat-like stare that could freeze anyone in their tracks. And right now, that stare was fixed entirely on Wonyoung.
"I don't see your name on them," Wonyoung said, her sweet voice instantly turning icy. She didn't let go of my shoulder. In fact, she pulled me a little closer to her side.
Winter let out a dry, dark laugh. She stepped closer, leaning over the table until her face was just inches from mine. "Y/N and I have a deal. She will tutor me on Tuesdays. So back off before I make you."
"Tutor you?" Wonyoung scoffed. "Please. Everyone knows you just use that as an excuse to follow them around. Like a lost puppy."
"At least I don't take pictures of them when they aren't looking," Winter snapped back, her eyes flashing dangerously.
My blood ran cold. "What?"
Winter reached out, her hand sliding under my chin, forcing me to look up at her. Her fingers were warm, but her grip was tight, completely locking me in place. "Don't act so innocent, Wonyoung. I saw your camera roll. You have a whole folder of Y/N. Even photos of them walking home."
"Like you're any better!" Wonyoung stood up, slamming her hands on the table. The polite, angel-like facade she always wore completely vanished, replaced by something dark and unhinged.
"Who do you think scared off Sunwoo last week? He tried to ask Y/N out, and the next day he transferred schools. You did that, didn't you, Winter?"
Winter didn't even look guilty.
She just smirked, her thumb gently tracing my lower lip. "He was annoying. He was in Y/N's space. I just... fixed the problem. I protect what's mine."
"They aren't yours!" Wonyoung shouted, She grabbed my arm, trying to pull me out of the chair toward her.
"Y/N-ah, tell her. Tell her you want to come to my house today. I made your favorite snacks. I know everything you like."
"B-Both of you, stop..." I whispered, my voice trembling. I looked between them, completely terrified.
They weren't just fighting over a crush. They looked insane. Their eyes were wide, dark, and completely hyper-focused on me, like I was a prize they were ready to tear apart.
Seeing the panic in my eyes, Winter's expression softened into something deeply unsettling. She dropped to her knees right next to my chair, grabbing my other hand and holding it against her cheek. "Hey, don't look at her. Look at me, Y/N. I do everything for you. Those bullies who messed with your locker? I took care of them. You don't need anyone else but me."
"No, look at me!" Wonyoung begged, her voice sounding frantic as she squeezed my arm tighter.
"She's dangerous, Y/N. Stay with me. I'll buy you whatever you want. I'll keep you safe in my room where nobody else can ever look at you again."
I tried to pull back, but they both held on. I was completely trapped between the two most popular, beautiful, and absolutely terrifying girls in school.
"So, who is it, Y/N?" Winter whispered, her sharp eyes boring into my soul, a dark, possessive smile growing on her lips.
"Choose right now. Because honestly... we're not letting you leave this library until you do." My chest heaved as I looked from Winter’s sharp, cat-like smirk up to Wonyoung’s beautiful, tight-lipped smile.
The library felt like it was shrinking, the air turning completely suffocating.
"I... I can't," I choked out, trying to pull my hands back. "The bell is about to ring. I have to go to class."
"Class?" Wonyoung let out a soft, breathy laugh that made the hairs on my neck stand up. She leaned down closer, her strawberry scent sickeningly sweet. "Y/N-ah, look around. Do you really think anyone is going to interrupt us?"
I glanced past them toward the front desk. The librarian wasn’t there. In fact, the entire library was dead silent. The heavy wooden doors at the entrance were shut tight.
"I locked it ," Winter said casually, noticing my frantic eyes. She leaned her weight against the table, her leather jacket creaking. "On my way in. No one’s coming in here, Y/N. And you’re not going out. Not until we settle this."
"Are you insane?!" I gasped, my voice cracking.
"Let me go!"
"We’re not insane, sweetie. We’re just devoted," Wonyoung corrected smoothly. She reached up, her fingers sliding into my hair, her grip tightening just enough to anchor my head in place. "You’re so naive. You think you can just walk around this school, being this cute and helpless, and not expect people to want to consume you?"
"I'm not—I'm just a normal person!"
"Not to us," Winter muttered. She grabbed my chin again, her thumb pressing firmly against my jawline. "Wonyoung wants to put you in a glass cage like a pretty little doll. But me? I want to keep you in the dark where only I can touch you. Tell her, Y/N. Tell her how much you liked the little gifts I left in your locker."
"Those... those were from you?" My eyes widened.
For weeks, I had been finding my favorite drinks, expensive highlighters, and handwritten notes detailing exactly what I wore each day.
I thought it was a prank.
"Of course they were," Winter purred, looking incredibly proud. "Also I know everything about you. I know you like to stay up until 2 AM studying. I know you get nervous when people look at you for too long. That’s why I take care of the people who stare."
"Like Minho?" I whispered, horror pooling in my stomach.
"Minho was a mistake that needed to be erased," Wonyoung interrupted, her voice turning completely venomous as she glared at Winter. "But Winter is sloppy, Y/N. She leaves a mess. If you come with me, you won't have to worry about anything. I’ve already talked to my parents. I can get you a scholarship to any university you want, as long as it's the same one I'm going to. We’ll have an apartment together. Just the two of us. I'll take care of your whole life."
"You're planning their whole life without even asking them?" Winter sneered, stepping closer to Wonyoung, their shoulders brushing aggressively.
"They don't want to be your little pet, Wonyoung."
"And they don't want to be your hostage, Winter!"
Wonyoung snapped back, her eyes flashing with a dangerous, psychotic light. She turned her gaze back to me, her expression instantly melting into a creepy, fragile sadness.
"You want to be with me, right, Y/N-ah? Look at how much I love you. I think about you every second of the day. If you choose her... I don't know what I'll do to myself. Or to her. Or to you."
The threat hung heavily in the air. It wasn't a joke.
"Please," I sobbed, tears finally spilling over my cheeks. "Just let me go home. Why are you doing this to me?"
Winter’s expression darkened at the sight of my tears. For a second, I thought she was going to feel guilty, but instead, she just looked deeply unsatisfied. She leaned in until her lips brushed against my ear.
"Don't cry for anyone else, Y/N. It breaks my heart," Winter whispered, her voice low and completely devoid of sanity. "We're doing this because we have to. You're too soft for this world. If it's not us, someone else will take you. So just choose. Pick me, and I'll make sure Wonyoung never bothers you again."
"Don't listen to her!" Wonyoung pulled my arm hard, forcing me to face her. Her face was inches from mine, her beautiful features twisted into something terrifyingly desperate.
"Choose me, Y/N. If you don't... I'll tell the principal that Winter was the one who destroyed the school gym last month. She'll get expelled. She'll be gone anyway. So just save us the trouble and say my name."
"You wouldn't dare," Winter growled, her hand dropping to her side, her fists clenching so hard her knuckles turned white.
"Try me," Wonyoung smiled, a chillingly empty expression on her face. "I get what I want, Winter. Always. And I want Y/N."
They both stared at each other, the tension thick enough to cut with a knife, before their eyes snapped back down to me simultaneously.
They were waiting.
Two gorgeous, popular monsters, completely obsessed, locking me into a corner I could never escape from.
"Well, Y/N?" Winter asked, her voice dropping into a deadly, quiet purr. "Who's it going to be?"
"I... I can't choose," I whispered, my voice breaking completely as a fresh wave of tears blurred my vision. "Please. Just let me go."
Winter’s cat-like eyes narrowed, the dark, possessive look in them deepening. She looked up at Wonyoung, completely ignoring my plea. "She's not going to choose, princess. She's too scared."
Wonyoung sighed, a deeply disappointed but chillingly calm sound. The frantic, desperate expression she wore seconds ago totally vanished, replaced by a strange, placid smile. "I know. It breaks my heart to see them like this. Look at how much they're trembling, Winter. It's not good for their health."
"Yeah," Winter murmured, her grip shifting from my chin to the back of my neck, her fingers surprisingly warm but terrifyingly strong. "We're stressing them out too much. Maybe we should just skip to the final plan."
"Wait—what do you mean final plan?" I gasped, panic surging through my veins. I tried to violently thrash away, to kick the desk, to make any kind of noise, but Wonyoung instantly threw her weight against me, pinning my arms down.
"Shh, it's okay, Y/N-ah," Wonyoung cooed in my ear, her voice a sickeningly sweet lullaby. "We're just going to take you to a place where nobody can ever stress you out again."
Before I could even scream, Winter reached into her oversized leather jacket and pulled out a small, white cloth.
A sharp, chemical smell immediately hit my nose.
Realization hit me like a truck, but it was too late. Winter pressed the cloth firmly over my nose and mouth.
"Just breathe, baby," Winter whispered right against my ear, her deep voice the last thing I heard. "We've got you."
I fought, kicking my legs and trying to shake my head, but Wonyoung held my body down with terrifying strength, whispering sweet, unhinged promises into my hair. “We love you so much... just sleep, Y/N... just sleep.”
My vision began to blur. The edges of the library faded into complete darkness, and my heavy limbs finally went totally numb.
When my eyes finally fluttered open, the first thing I noticed was that my headache was splitting. The second thing I noticed was how incredibly soft the bed beneath me was.
I groaned, trying to sit up, but my body felt heavy and sluggish. The room I was in was massive, decorated in expensive neutral tones, with massive floor-to-ceiling windows showing nothing but a dense, dark forest outside. It definitely wasn't my bedroom.
"Oh, you're awake!"
The door clicked open, and Wonyoung walked in. She wasn't wearing her school uniform anymore; instead, she wore a cozy, oversized cashmere sweater. She carried a tray with a steaming bowl of soup and a glass of water.
"W-Wonyoung?" I croaked, my throat completely dry. Memory came rushing back in a horrific flash—the library, the cloth, the smell. I scrambled backward on the bed until my back hit the headboard. "Where am I? Where is my mom? My phone—"
"Drink some water first, sweetie," Wonyoung said, sitting on the edge of the bed. She ignored my panic completely, holding the glass to my lips. When I refused, her eyes went dark for a split second before she smiled again. "Don't be stubborn. You've been asleep for a whole day."
The door opened again, and Winter walked in, holding a soft blanket. She looked completely relaxed, a faint, satisfied smirk on her face as she walked over and sat on the other side of the bed, effectively trapping me between them again.
"Where are we?!" I demanded, my voice trembling as I looked between them. "And what about your rivalry? Wonyoung, you said she was dangerous! Winter, you said she was a stalker! Why are you guys together?!"
Winter let out a low chuckle, reaching out to lazily wrap a strand of my hair around her finger. "We realized something after you started crying in the library, Y/N. Fighting over you was a waste of time. It was getting messy."
"Exactly," Wonyoung chimed in, leaning closer to rest her chin on my shoulder, her arms wrapping possessively around my waist. "We realized that neither of us was ever going to let the other have you. And since we both love you to the point of insanity... we made a pact."
"A... a pact?" I whispered, my blood turning to ice.
"A compromise," Winter corrected, her eyes boring into mine with absolute, unwavering devotion. "We pooled our money together and bought this house. It's under a private estate, miles away from the city. No one knows we're here. No one is ever going to find you."
"We're going to share you, Y/N-ah," Wonyoung purred against my neck, kissing the skin there softly, making me flinch. "One day you belong to me, the next day you belong to Winter. We share your love, we share your attention, and we both get to keep you safe from the rest of the world. Isn't that perfect?"
"You guys are crazy!" I sobbed, trying to push Wonyoung off me, but Winter immediately grabbed both of my wrists, locking them down onto the mattress with one hand.
"Hey, watch the attitude," Winter warned, though her voice was terrifyingly gentle as she leaned down, her face inches from mine. "We did this for us. For you. Your old life is gone, Y/N. Your school thinks you transferred overseas. Your family... well, Wonyoung's parents have enough money to make missing persons reports disappear."
Wonyoung smiled, tightening her hug around my waist. "You don't need to worry about anything anymore, sweetie. No more studying, no more bullies, no more lonely lunches. You have both of us now. Forever."
I looked at their beautiful, smiling faces, completely paralyzed by the realization of my new reality. There was no escape. I was officially locked in, shared between two monsters who loved me entirely too much.
synopsis: In their secret college relationship, popular girl Wonyoung and her downbad girlfriend Y/N never interact in public—until a flirty classmate makes a move on Y/N in the library.
Wonyoung’s jealousy explodes, pulling Y/N into a possessive, steamy encounter that risks exposing everything they’ve been hiding.
But today, the rules were testing both of you.
The library on the third floor was always your safe haven—quiet, dim, and far from the chaos of campus life. Especially from her.
Jang Wonyoung.
The girl everyone whispered about, the one who walked through the quad like the whole university was her runway. Popular, untouchable, with that sharp jawline, long legs, and a smile that could make half the student body weak.
No one knew she was yours.
And you made damn sure it stayed that way.
You two had rules: no glances in the hallway, no texts during class, no lingering near each other on campus. At school, you were strangers. Behind closed doors? You were completely, pathetically downbad for her.
You were tucked in the far corner, headphones on, pretending to study for your literature exam when a soft voice interrupted.
“Hey… Y/N, right?” A girl with shoulder-length hair and a confident grin slid into the seat across from you. She was from your psych class—Michaela, you thought. She’d been throwing flirty comments your way for weeks. “Mind if I join? I could use some company… and maybe your notes. I can't understand some lessons earlier.”
You gave her a polite smile, shifting uncomfortably. “Uh, sure. Notes are right here.” You slid your notebook over, keeping it casual. But Michaela leaned in closer than necessary, her fingers brushing yours as she pointed at something on the page.
“You smell really good, by the way,” she murmured, eyes sparkling. “And you’ve got this quiet-hot nerd thing going on. We should grab coffee sometime. My treat.”
Your cheeks heated. Before you could respond, a familiar presence filled the air. You didn’t even need to look up. The temperature in the room seemed to drop.
Wonyoung stood at the end of the aisle, books in her arms, her usual elegant composure cracking just enough for you to notice the fire in her eyes. She was in her signature oversized cardigan and pleated skirt, hair cascading perfectly over one shoulder. Heads turned. Of course they did. She was Wonyoung.
Michaela blinked, clearly surprised. “Oh… Wonyoung-sunbae? Didn’t expect to see you here.”
“Y/N,” she said softly, voice sweet but edged with steel. “We need to talk. Now.”
Wonyoung’s gaze didn’t even flicker to Michaela.
It was locked on you.
That possessive glint—the one she only let out when you were alone—burned bright.
She stepped closer, ignoring the way Michaela’s mouth fell open as Wonyoung reached out and gently but firmly closed your notebook.
Michaela's eyes widened like she’d seen a ghost. “Wait… you two know each other? Like… know each other?”
You didn’t give Wonyoung the chance to answer. Your heart was hammering, a mix of panic and that dizzying thrill she always gave you. You shot up from your chair, grabbed her wrist, and pulled her toward the emergency exit stairs at the back of the library. “Come on.”
“You let her touch you,” she hissed, eyes dark. One hand pinned your waist, the other tilting your chin up. “Flirting back like I wasn’t two shelves away watching every second.”
The door clicked shut behind you, cutting off the whispers. The stairwell was empty, dimly lit, and smelled faintly of old books and dust.
The second you were alone, Wonyoung spun you around, pressing you against the wall with a strength that made your knees weak.
When she pulled back, her lipstick was slightly smudged, and her breathing was ragged. “You’re mine, Y/N. Mine. I don’t care if the whole campus thinks I’m single. They don’t get to touch what’s mine.”
“I wasn’t—” Your protest died the moment her lips crashed into yours. It wasn’t gentle. It was hungry, claiming. Her body molded against yours, thigh slipping between your legs as she kissed you like she wanted to erase Michaela’s existence from your skin.
You melted instantly—god, you were so downbad for her it was embarrassing. A tiny whimper escaped your throat, and she swallowed it, deepening the kiss until you were breathless.
Your hands fisted in her cardigan, pulling her closer. “I know… I only want you, Wonnie. Always.” Your voice came out embarrassingly needy, but you didn’t care. You never did with her.
Wonyoung’s smirk was dangerous. “Good girl.”
She didn’t waste time. Her fingers slipped under your skirt, pushing your panties aside as she found you already soaked. “So wet for me already? Just from me getting a little jealous?” She circled your clit with expert pressure, making your hips jerk. You buried your face in her neck, biting down to muffle your moans as two long fingers slid inside you.
“F-fuck, Wonyoung…” You rocked against her hand, desperate, shameless. She pumped faster, curling just right, her thumb never leaving your swollen clit. The stairwell echoed with the wet sounds and your broken whimpers.
“Look at me,” she commanded. You obeyed, eyes glassy with lust. She was watching you fall apart like it was her favorite view in the world. “Tell me who you belong to.”
“You,” you gasped, thighs trembling. “Only you—ah—please…”
She kissed you again, possessive and filthy, as she pushed you over the edge. Your orgasm hit hard, waves crashing through you while she held you up, murmuring praises against your lips. “That’s it, baby. So perfect for me.”
You were still panting when she withdrew her fingers and brought them to her own mouth, licking them clean with a satisfied hum. Your face burned, but you couldn’t stop staring. Downbad didn’t even cover it.
Before you could drop to your knees and return the favor, the distant sound of footsteps echoed from below. Wonyoung fixed your skirt with careful hands, then cupped your face.
“Tonight. My dorm.” she whispered, pressing one last soft kiss to your forehead. “And if anyone flirts with you again… I won’t be so quiet about it.”
You nodded, heart full and body buzzing. As you both slipped back into the library through different doors, you caught Michaela’s stunned face from across the room. She looked like she’d just watched the impossible.
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content advisory cheating themes, jealousy (lots), possessiveness (lots), obsessive behaviours, polyamory themes, love triangle, insecure reader, lowkey internalised misogyny, wlw, wonyoung is a girl liker, reader is unlabelled, sunghoon is... straight, wonyoung and sunghoon hates each other, profanity, misunderstanding, forced confession, fluff, rivalry
smut advisory threesome (ffm), making out, dom! wonyoung, dom! sunghoon, oral (f & m rec), blowjob, fellatio, throat–fucking, face–fucking, cumshot, tongue–fucking, pussy licking, pussy eating, wlw sex, praising but with mild degradation, crying, saliva play, lowkey breath play, rough/jealous sex, squirting, p in v, creampie, face–sitting, fingering, deep penetration, cervix–fucking, reader passed out after sex
to put simply—you don’t know why someone like jang wonyoung would have eyes on, out of all people, your boyfriend, park sunghoon.
ever since the beginning of the first semester (and it’s the fourth now), wonyoung holds the streak of being that girl. the it girl. the kind who turns heads without even trying, the perfect definition of soft–spoken elegance and charm. taller than most, intimidating upon first glance, sharp–eyed… wonyoung’s presence alone feels like it bends a room toward her orbit.
people, with no exception of you (and god you hope sunghoon isn’t included), admire her, envy her, even fear her beauty a little. the kind of fear that you know you shouldn’t get close to because it’s not on your level at all? yeah, wonyoung radiates that.
she’s the kind of girl you expect to be untouchable and untouched—so why… is she lingering so close, sitting between you and sunghoon in the lab, right now…?
“uh,” you stammered, stiffening when her knees brushed yours under the shared table. this was the only class she’d shared with sunghoon (and you, if that matters) and the professor asked everyone to form a group of four.
naturally, you and sunghoon paired up immediately, expecting any random two others to fill the remaining spots. neither of you really cared of whoever joins, but when wonyoung suddenly slid into the seat between the two of you, that became your major concern.
“mind if i join?” she’d asked, but it didn’t sound like a question at all from how she already settled in her seat before the words even came out. your eyes widened, instinctively flicking to sunghoon for some… kind of protest. some hint that he found this as strange as you did. for him to say that the group is full. it’s reserved for someone else, or something. just anything.
instead, he just blinked back at you, shoulders stiff. was he also waiting for you to have the answer? for you to deny the wonyoung’s presence…? is he crazy?
you both looked at each other with the exact same expression—lips parted slightly, brows pinched—all as wonyoung smoothed her skirt and opened her notebook. wonyoung must’ve noticed, because she turned her head towards sunghoon and you couldn’t even tell what kind of expression she had on her face, not when the back of her head faced you—and asked again, softer this time. “you don’t mind, right?”
was she even asking for permission in the first place?
sunghoon froze, you could see that much. he glanced at you just briefly through the strands of wonyoung’s hair. his mouth opened, closed, then opened again—like a fish gasping for air—before he managed a shaky, unsure laugh. “uh… yes? i mean, no. it’s fine.”
you frowned. you wanted to smack his head for not being sure enough of his own answer. if it’s a no, be firm about it! if it’s a yes—if it’s a yes, just say it! sunghoon scratched the back of his neck, eyes darting to you—but you already looked away.
not without rolling your eyes first.
wonyoung, afterall, could bend a room towards her orbit.
——
for starter, you grew up with sisters in a household where sharing lip–glosses aren’t unhygienic, and using each other’s hairbrushes isn't gross. you went to countless girls' sleepovers and braided many girls’ hair until your arms went sore and stayed up talking about nothing at all.
it was a world so familiar that it never occurred to you to look at another girl with anything beyond she’s–a–girl–like–me and friendship. hell, you couldn’t even imagine yourself disliking girls no matter how bad that girl is. your ten year old self would despise you and beat you up had she known you were borderline feeling this way—because of a man.
so why… why does your chest tighten and your blood boil whenever you see wonyoung within the same radius as your boyfriend?
the feeling isn’t clean and comfortable. it’s not the jealousy you’d expect to flare like how you see in movies when a second girl comes in. it's stranger—like your body can’t decide if it wants to shove her away from him or drag her closer to you where you can keep your eyes on her at all times.
the contradiction knots in your stomach, burns in your throat, and it leaves you restless even when she’s not around sunghoon. or anywhere around you.
“why are you all dressed up? are you excited to see wonyoung?” you said bitterly, words slipping out sharper than you intended.
it’s a saturday and everyone’s just started to work on the lab group assignment that’s due in a few weeks. sunghoon froze in his steps, head tilting slightly with that dumbfounded look. “...what?” he asked, genuinely confused. “what are you talking about?”
you scoffed, arms crossing as you turned to face him. “don’t play dumb. she literally joined our group because she likes you.”
his jaw went slack, brows shooting up so fast you almost thought he was mocking you, as if proud that the jang wonyoung liked him. “wonyoung? liking me?” he repeated, each word sounding weird on his tongue. sunghoon even pointed at himself. “you serious?” he added, not in that oh my god, are you serious? way, but bruh, be for real kind.
“why else would she join our group?” you pressed, heat rising in your throat.
your boyfriend ran a hand through his hair, baffled laughter spilling out. “yn, i don’t even think she knows my name. she’s not into me,” he shook his head, muttering almost to himself. sunghoon looked almost offended, but you were more miffed than he was.
wonyoung was your rival and he wasn’t taking this as seriously as you were.
“i know she is. i’m a girl, i can tell.” you replied simply, already turning on your heel. the click of your flats against the pavement left sunghoon hanging, mouth still parted with a deny caught in his throat. “babe—” he started, but you were already walking away.
all he could do was let out a heavy exhale, eye twitching. sunghoon ran a hand down his face before following after you, muttering under his breath. “... what the hell…”
as expected from the wise and perfect girl, wonyoung was already there when you arrived at the cafe. she had chosen a table of four by the window with sunlight catching on her dark brown hair just right. it almost irked you how effortlessly pretty she looked.
upon seeing you (and sunghoon just behind, or maybe it was the other way around) making your way, she immediately stood up. her skirt swayed as she pushed her chair back, smiling brightly. “you’re here,” she greeted, voice pitched warmly. it was probably meant for sunghoon too—and why was she also dressed so nicely?
now you’re just… pissed.
her eyes flicked briefly to sunghoon before settling on you. your eyes met hers briefly before you saw a half–finished iced latte sat on the table. only then—did you see jungwon, your friend and the other boy in the group already sitting across wonyoung.
oh? so they left you and sunghoon no choice but to sit separately?
no way this was random and accidental. everyone knows you and sunghoon were dating—and the only seat options left were the ones that split you and sunghoon apart. “take a seat,” she said, gesturing lightly with her hand as if the host. her eyes flickered between the two of you, but her lips curved when they landed back on you.
hah, as if, you thought. with a smile mirroring hers, you slid right into the empty seat beside wonyoung, satisfied with your own little strategy. there was no way you’d let sunghoon sit next to her—he’s safe across the table, tucked next to jungwon.
all was well. good!
“so, wonyoung can do the presentation, right? i think you’d be good at it.” jungwon smiled. the girl next to you nodded her head. “yeah, sure. i prefer speaking more than thinking, anyway.” she giggled. then, without missing a beat, she turned her head to you.
“what about you? you should present too.”
your breath caught on for a second. your palms prickled. presenting… was never a thing you were good at. you hated the “speak up, we can’t hear you!”, the pressure, the anxiousness when your team was coming up… just too many eyes pinning.
you glanced at her at the corner of your eyes, “n—no,” you said quickly, shaking your head. “i’m not good at that stuff.” you hated rejecting, especially when it felt like a challenge and silent comparison of who’s a better speaker against wonyoung.
but you just couldn’t. you’d be embarrassing yourself more if you fucked up in front.
“hm.” wonyoung pursed her lips before looking away, placing her chin atop of her palm. “that’s a shame.” she murmured, her gaze flicking up to sunghoon who sat in front of you. “then, what about you?”
sunghoon, caught mid–scribbling on his worksheet, blinked up at her. “me?” wonyoung tilted her head slightly, smiling teasingly. “you should present, then. since yn can’t do it.”
the air shifted just a little—you felt it in your bones. jungwon was oblivious, nodding along, jotting down bullet points. you loved him, but read the room! sunghoon straightened in his chair, brows twitching faintly. “...sure. i don’t mind.” his tone was calm.
“alright, then! sunghoon and wonyoung can do the presenting, and yn and i will do the slides and data. is that fine?” jungwon said brightly, tapping his pen against the paper. wonyoung was quick to nod, her smile curving. you, however, weren’t smiling as much.
sunghoon… and wonyoung… presenting together?
you forced a little nod, though your lips pressed into a thin line. it wasn’t that you wanted to present—not at all. but the thought of them side by side, heights matching, visuals together, everyone’s eyes on them… it prickled at your skin in a way you hated admitting.
sunghoon’s gaze flicked to you, catching that micro–expression you thought you’d hidden well. he shifted in his seat before tapping the toe of his sneakers lightly against yours under the table. the gesture was small, but it was almost reassuring.
your head snapped up to him, and he gave you a soft smile before trapping your leg between his.
——
the days leading up to the submission were… terrible, to say. if you were honest with yourself.
the assignment itself was nothing much with wonyoung helping you more than you think you did for your part. after the first discussion at the cafe ended, wonyoung had offered you that she could help anytime—initially, you declined. there was no way you’ll ever need the help of the girl who liked your boyfriend but… eventually… you fall into submission…
other assignments were piling up, so you ended up turning to wonyoung to accept the offer anyway. you told yourself it was just work, nothing more, but the sight of wonyoung and your boyfriend sitting shoulder–to–shoulder at the library, leaning close to check the same laptop screen… it gnawed at the back of your mind.
“yn?”
wonyoung’s voice snapped you back to reality. your pen hovered uselessly above the page. she was watching you, head tilted slightly, a smile on her lips. “did you get it? i can explain again if it's confusing.”
you blinked, throat tightening. “um, yeah. yeah, i got it.”
you hadn’t caught a single word she’d said. too busy watching how the manicured nails rested against your laptop’s trackpad. “you decorated your laptop so nicely, huh?” wonyoung said, running her fingernails against the stickers on the body.
it was infuriating.
wonyoung wasn’t supposed to be like this if she liked sunghoon. she was supposed to be mean! supposed to belittle and bring you down and flirt with sunghoon openly. and you were supposed to dislike her for the way she orbited closer and closer and closer to sunghoon while knowing he was taken. you were supposed to resent her for each time she laughed at sunghoon’s comments, and how she never lifted her hand when it crossed sunghoon’s personal line. you almost wished she’d given you a reason to dislike her, just the tiniest little bits.
you’d like to think you disliked her when that happened, but not right now—not when she’s kind, patient, quick to share her notes, quicker to help you understand.
but what if it was just an act… so sunghoon could see how much of an angel she was, then fall in love?
your eyes twitched at the thought.
“how long have you been with sunghoon?”
you turned, caught off guard. you noticed she had quit the tab—now your laptop was showing your homescreen; a photobooth landscape picture of you and sunghoon. her chin rested on her palm, blinking with curiosity.
“... a while,” you managed.
“a while?” wonyoung hummed, twirling her pen between her fingers. “how long? you guys must’ve been really strong, then.”
your lips pressed together. what was she digging for? the words caught in your throat—should you say too much so she’s aware of how in love the two of you are? or should you say just enough so she wouldn’t have too much information on your relationship?
“yeah. three years,” you finally said, wanting to sound casual about it, but ended up sounding flat.
her brows lifted ever so slightly, the corner of her mouth twitched. “three years.” she repeated it like she was tasting the number, rolling it over her tongue. “that’s impressive. i know a guy who was in a relationship for eight years, though.” wonyoung added, chuckling.
your ears perked—eight years? and so what? was in a relationship? was there anything to do with her? a million thoughts came across your mind. you tried to laugh it off. “that’s… a long time.”
wonyoung nodded, moving her finger across your keypad to open another tab. “it is, isn’t it? imagine being that close to someone for nearly a decade, only for things to not work out at the end. what a shame,” she said casually.
you forced your eyes on the screen, but all you could see was her reflection on the glass. you wanted to ask her what went wrong with the couple, why didn’t they work out? your lips parted, but nothing came out.
next to wonyoung’s easy but suffocating presence, you couldn’t stop yourself from wondering: what does hoonie even see in me, when there’s someone like her, right here?—and you wondered if you and sunghoon would end up being that couple too.
——
as confusing bermuda triangle is, sunghoon was even more confused on how you could ever think wonyoung was a threat.
sure, she was pretty—everyone knew that. you knew that too. even before sharing classes with her, you’d mentioned it to sunghoon (a few semesters ago) on how you just saw the prettiest girl you’ve ever laid eyes on. it was undeniable, but sunghoon wasn’t attracted one bit.
he always caught you staring too long when he and wonyoung had to go over the presentation slides. how your eyes always twitched like a dysfunctional robot when she was around, especially around him.
sure… wonyoung could be friendly sometimes. he saw it in the way she’d get him coffee (but she got you the larger one?), how she’d adjusted his part in the slides, always initiating group meet–ups and discussions… but sunghoon really didn’t look at her in that light. and he’s certain she too, didn’t see him that way.
if anything, he thought she was just being respectful.
“stop making that face…” he whispered, voice low enough despite it was just the two of you in the evening library. “what face?” you asked too quickly and it sounded defensive.
sunghoon leaned closer across the table, arm brushing yours as he held your hand. “you think i don’t notice you staring this whole time?” the end of his lips curled into a smirk. you blushed, quickly pulling your hand away.
you tore your gaze, suddenly hyperaware of the heat crawling up your neck. “i wasn’t—”
sunghoon hummed, raising his eyebrows in suspicion. “i know what you’re thinking, tell me.”
“hm...” you hummed, sighing. “i think she likes you.” you added after a beat. confessing this obvious truth was far more embarrassing than anything you’ve ever experienced.
sunghoon watched in silent, his expression was unreadable for a second. then slowly, a small smile tugged at the corner of his lips. “she does?” he asked softly, feigning innocence as he tilts his head toward you. his hand found its way back to yours, slipping gently underneath.
you nodded your head, bottom lip still puckering out into a pout. “i mean, i think so… it’s quite obvious.” you murmured, the end softening slightly to not offend him. anyone would be a dumbass not to notice. “it’s just—she’s always around and i know it’s because we have a group assignment together but…” you added, swallowing the lump in your throat. sunghoon rubbed the back of your hand with his thumb. your shoulders dropped.
“oh i don’t know hoonie…”
he hummed in acknowledgement, studying your face with that calm intensity that always contrasted yours. “let’s make a promise,” sunghoon suddenly said, squeezing your hand gently. you looked up, eyebrows raised in confusion.
sunghoon lifted your hand just slightly to loop your pinky with his. “firstly, i promise you that i don’t like her. not one tiny bit, at all,” he said, eyes locking with yours. “secondly, i promise you that she doesn’t like me. i know you might feel like it, but really, she doesn’t.”
your heart stuttered at his sincerity, a flutter you couldn’t quite suppress that it showed on your face. it’s not enough to fully convince you, but what else could you do? if your boyfriend said he doesn’t like her, then isn’t that enough for now? “promise?” you whispered, voice softer than intended. sunghoon nodded firmly, brushing his thumbpad against yours like that “double–promise” gesture.
you grinned and shook his hand like a contract deal. “okay,”
clearly pleased, you studied his face a little longer. your boyfriend was really handsome, wasn’t he? “so can we make out, like right now?” the words came out without thinking twice, but you didn’t take it back.
sunghoon’s eyes widened, caught somewhere between shock and amusement. his lips twitched like he was trying to hold back a laugh—then he looked around. “...right now?” he teased. “you serious?” the library was mostly empty except for a few students studying, but still!
“yes, absolutely. i can’t hold it in right now.” you said, leaning slightly closer in hopes sunghoon could see the full weight of your determination. your boyfriend rolled his eyes, feigning “fine, whatever,” before quickly standing up and tugging you along somewhere empty between the shelves.
he pinned you against the wall, one hand against the side of your head, and the other cupped your cheek, thumb brushing the apple of your cheeks. “you know if we get caught, we’ll be library banned, right?” he chuckled, albeit not having the intention to stop now, at all.
you shrugged playfully, puffing your cheeks. “i don’t think that’s true,” you hummed, trailing your hands up along his chest and resting on his shoulders. “want to see and confirm it?”
“eh,” sunghoon shrugged, leaning in. “let’s put it to the test.” his lips connected yours, deep and hungry without it being soft and feather–light first. your hands threaded into his soft locks, tugging him closer as sunghoon tilted his head.
it made your knees weak, how warm his body was against yours, how his big and tall frame totally concealed you from anyone who walked by. he brushed his lips against yours, and you let out soft sighs between kisses.
with a soft flick of his tongue, you parted your lips partly and he wasted no time slipping his tongue in, overlapping and dancing your own. sunghoon’s hands rested on your hips, leaning down to match your height—as you stood on your tiptoes to match his.
“mhh,” you breathed out, tugging onto his bottom lip. his canines brushed against your tongue every now and then. sunghoon smirked and pinched gently at your flesh—a subtle warning that you should keep it down, unless you truly wanted to be banned from the library. you only responded by pressing closer, letting your hands roam along his nape. the kiss only deepened.
finally, he pulled back just enough to catch a breather and to press his forehead against yours, eyes half–lidded, lips swollen and parted. “happy girlfriend now?” he teased, a grin tugging at the corner of his mouth.
you laughed softly, heart still racing. “not quite…”
“then, should i make you happier in my room?”
——
the presentation went perfect—as expected from your boyfriend! and wonyoung, obviously.
sunghoon was confident and simple in his own way and he made complicated concepts sound effortless. wonyoung, on the other hand, with her charm and beauty, might as well just entranced everyone with that combo alone alongside her sharp presentation precision.
they made such a perfect pair and duo, as much as you hated admitting it.
“good job!” jungwon said after class ended. the two of you waited outside for sunghoon and wonyoung for their commentary. you blinked before nodding, clapping your hands and giving them two thumbs–up. “you guys did so well!” you added, genuinely.
“th—” sunghoon was cut off. wonyoung smiled and clapped on her own. “thanks yn, won!” she said warmly, her gaze flicking to you for a brief second before returning to sunghoon. “and you too. thanks for backing me up.” she hummed, moving her hair on one shoulder.
sunghoon was taken aback, scratching the back of his neck. “yeah… thanks. you too.” he muttered, glancing at you. you felt your cheeks heat up in exchange, eyebrows raised. next to you, jungwon chuckled, sighing in relief. “god, i’m so glad that’s done and over with.” he said, stretching his arms above.
you nodded, feeling relieved inside too. “should we celebrate this?” wonyoung initiated, tilting her head slightly, a soft smile playing on her lips. “celebrate?” you asked.
“mmhm,” she hummed, leaning against the wall. “there’s going to be a house party this weekend—you all should come.”
your stomach twisted slightly, again. a party… wasn’t really your scene. you could deny it again, although this would be the second time you rejected wonyoung’s offer with the first one being her presentation partner. god, you’re so embarrassing.
first, you couldn’t be brave like she is, then second, you’re not as social as she is?
oh, whatever… why must you do something to please her?
“um, act—” before you could speak up, wonyoung turned to sunghoon. “you’ll be there, right? it’s heeseung and jake’s house party.” she said, smiling. sunghoon blinked at her, surprised. his eyes widened slightly.
your chest tightened. there was no way sunghoon would turn down a party his own two bestfriends hosted… and you didn’t want to be that kind of girlfriend, either. wonyoung’s eyes flicked to you for a split second before returning back to sunghoon.
“uh, yeah… it’s jake and heeseung’s, right?”
you crossed your arms, trying to hide the way your mind was spiralling and breaking down and crashing out. your eyes twitched again.
jang wonyoung, what do you want for me?
——
as all could imagine, the party was wild. not the american kind where toilet papers rains from the roof and blue, red, purple lights blasted from the windows. this was more subtly chaotic. music thumped loud enough to keep people moving and having to speak an octave higher just to get their words out, laughter spilling from all corners of the apartment, and faint clinking of glasses could be heard here and there.
sunghoon promised to stick close to you from the start, and he did, not surprising. even when jake came to welcome the two of you, and asked if sunghoon wanted to see the rest—your boyfriend told him later (he did it on his own accord, despite you telling him to just go, you’ll be fine).
wonyoung was already mingling with everyone and she looked really, really pretty that night. she looked hotter than how she looked daily. with that black dress of hers, and her curled hair… it was impossible not to swoon or stare.
somewhen throughout the party, you were separated from sunghoon when you went to get yourself a glass of punch—stumbled upon jungwon and jay in the kitchen, struck up a conversation or two with them, then got distracted.
you hadn’t realised how long you were gone for when you went back to the living room to find no signs of sunghoon—your eyes scanned the room, and then… wonyoung. she was nowhere to be seen, either.
your chest dropped before you could allow yourself to, stomach twisting into knots. where are they? together? the thought hit you like titanic and the iceberg, sharp and crumbling slowly. a rush of panic surged through you.
no way, right? it can’t be. sunghoon promised. sunghoon promised—you tried to convince yourself, but your mind refused to be swayed. as you weaved through the crowd, your mind couldn’t help but pick up every interaction they had before as early possible signs of betrayal.
“oh my god, please,” you murmured, heart hammering fast against your ribcage, eyes darting everywhere. suddenly every guy looked like your boyfriend, and every girl looked like the perfect wonyoung. you tried not to let yourself think the worst, but it’s so hard to not to when you’ve had thought about it since the beginning.
please let this be a coincidence.
you turned a corner and froze.
there they were—sunghoon and wonyoung, tucked away in a bedroom off the main party.
from where you could see them, it seemed like they were talking—but that stupid part of your brain that somehow managed to exaggerate everything else saw them leaning towards each other, getting handsy and touchy, and even felt the sexual tension between—!
“what are you doing?”
you found yourself standing in the doorway before you even realised you were there, voice sharper than intended, heart beating like it might burst anytime. sunghoon and wonyoung froze instantly, heads snapping toward you. the sight of your wide eyes, clenched fists, and flushed face clicked in his sunghoon’s mind of what you were thinking almost instantly.
“yn, i—” before sunghoon could answer, you marched ahead and wrapped your hand around wonyoung’s wrist, tugging her toward the balcony outside, still in the same room. she almost stumbled, eyes widening in surprise. “wait, yn—” she started, but just like sunghoon, you cut her off by slamming the balcony sliding door behind you.
the click echoing like a final declaration.
the sudden quiet of the outside space hit you both. from how it was so loud inside, the outside felt like it purposely muted itself for now. only the sound of the muffled thump of the part inside faded into the background.
wonyoung blinked and you saw her swallowing the lump in her throat.
“what do you want from me, wonyoung?” you asked, voice low and tense, with a slight shakiness that contracted the brave act you were trying to put up. there was a mix of fear and anger in your chest.
the girl before you hesitated, lips parting to answer, then closing again. huh—she’s so much like sunghoon, isn’t she? you thought almost bitterly. is that also why i can’t bring myself to hate her? came afterwards.
her eyes held yours. even right now, she didn’t look scared like she was just caught red–handed trying to flirt with someone else’s man. “yn…” she started carefully, her fingers playing with the fabric of her dress. “i… i don’t want anything from you. not really.”
you narrowed your eyes, eyebrows frowned. you rested your hands on your hips. “then why—why do you act like that around us? why do you… do this?” wonyoung didn’t answer. she looked down on her heels, eyebrows pinched in guilt.
and that almost got you to forgive her—you clenched your fists, lips formed into a tight line. “you’re… you’re wonyoung, for gods sake. you could have anyone you wanted to in this world. anyone! look at you! you’re so pretty and smart and, and—” you huffed, all that pent up anger was going to burst now. “you’re so sexy and nice! yet… you, you…” words tumblings and articulating in order that didn’t exist in the grammar rules.
“you’re perfect! why can’t you like someone else that’s not my boyfriend?!”
you took a shuddering breath, voice rising with exasperation, insecurity, and fear.
wonyoung froze, her eyes widened. for a long, terrible second, she looked like she might speak—hell, she looked like she was caught in the act!—then she blinked rapidly, gasping. “...wait—, i—” she stuttered, shaking her head quickly.
has she always looked this pretty?
“i don’t like him!”
now it was your turn to freeze. your mouth opened, heart stuttering. “...what?”
wonyoung swallowed the nervousness in her throat, fists clenched around her fabric as she shut her eyes tightly—taking a deep breath, before exhaling. “i mean, i don’t like sunghoon,” her eyes darted away, eyebrows furrowing in embarrassment. “yn. i… i like you.”
the words hit you like a bucket of ice–cold–water. and just like that—the water washed away all your anger, jealousy, and frustration—leaving you speechless and confused on the balcony. you couldn’t even bring yourself to say something in reply.
did jang wonyoung just confess.. to you?
her cheeks were flushed a deep pink like her lipgloss, eyes wide and darting nervously between you, the floor, and the night sky. her lips parted slightly, trembling as if she wished to take back the words but knew it was impossible.
caught in the momentum of a forced, ill–timed confession.
for someone whose exterior and presence were so composed and… flawless all the time, this was the first time you’ve ever seen her this way. she looked shy, almost like she’s not wonyoung, but someone else… entirely.
you blinked, still hadn’t formed a reply.
wonyoung took another deep breath. “i’ve liked you ever since orientation week… when i—i saw you saving a cat in the drainage,” her voice wavered, she tucked a strand of her curled hair nervously behind her ear. from there, you could see how red her ears were.
“you didn’t even hesitate to climb down there. you didn’t care that it’d ruin your jeans and get your hands dirty… everyone else just stood there, but you…” her gaze slowly landed back on you. “... you didn’t even think twice. i fell in love with your kindness first, then came everything else.”
you felt your cheeks burning up, fidgeting with the hem of your top. you didn’t know that that mindless action would affect anyone at that time. not like this, at least. it was just a decision you’d made on the spot since you would never leave a cat alone like that. that was like leaving jungwon in a dark room…
“then why… why were you always around sunghoon…?” you asked nervously. your voice barely louder than a whisper. right now, only wonyoung needed to hear what you have to say.
wonyoung’s lips parted as if she was almost offended by the question, but then she pressed them together. “at first it was because he’s always around you,” she admitted softly. “i thought if i get close to him, somehow, i could break the two of you.” she shamefully added, her face was like a tomato. “but then i realised how selfish it was to break a relationship. so i just figured that if i could tell sunghoon that i like you, maybe he’s willing to shar—”
your eyes widened so hard you swore they might pop out of your skull. “what—?! share?!” you blurted before she could even finish, lips parted as you pointed to yourself, voice cracking between disbelief and outrage. “me?” you continued. so just now, was it a misunderstanding? was wonyoung about to confess her feelings to you at your boyfriend, first?!
and sharing—? what is going on?
wonyoung’s eyes flew open too, mortified at her own truth. she waved her hands, crossing them in an “x” motion. “no, no—! that’s not it! i didn’t mean it like—well, i did mean it but not like that—ugh!” she buried her face in her hands, groaning, wishing the balcony floor on her side would suddenly crumble and swallow her down.
you were still stunned and frozen, anything she said didn’t register in your head. “i just,,,” she said, muffled against her palms. “i know that you and sunghoon love each other so much and there’s no way i can be with you alone,” she murmured.
“so… i—i thought if sunghoon was… willing to share you…” her voice cracked.
your jaw dropped. share me?! with sunghoon?
your brain short–circutied. for a split second, you swore the bass party inside mocked you, adding the chaos to this insane conversation.
wonyoung peeked between her fingers, face burning and turning impossibly red. desperation written all over her from her perfect rounded head, to her manicured toe. “that’s how much i… like you. i’d take anything. even if it means being second. i just want to be with you.”
her words hung in the cool air, heavy and reckless.
you realised she wasn’t joking.
she meant it.
——
“ah, fuck, you’re crazy babe…” sunghoon groaned, tipping his head back as your lips wrapped warmly and wetly around his throbbing, aching cock. his big hand caressed the top of your head before gently tangling your strands around his fingers. “my pretty girl,” he grunts, lips parting.
your hands move up to his hips and pressed down on it, digging your fingertips into his flesh. you slid more of sunghoon’s huge length in your mouth, trying to fit all of him inside. you felt him twitching and he had to restrain himself from bucking his hips and straight into fucking your mouth,
“mhh, hoonie,—” you muffled, feeling the head of his cock hitting playfully the back of your throat. you shut your eyes tightly as you breathed in through your nose, slowly taking him down in your throat. “oh, shit… d—don’t force yourself, love,” he stammered, fingers tightening around your hair.
slowly, you bobbed your head back and forth, coating his huge cock with your saliva. your hands moved to stroke along his length, spreading and making a mess out of your saliva down to his hanging balls. your boyfriend closed his eyes as he felt the double pleasure combo of your warm mouth and soft hands.
you sucked the bulbous head of sunghoon’s dick, twirling and rolling your tongue around the mushroom tip when—a moan slipped past your flushed lips. “oh—! wony, your tongue!” your body jerked forward slightly as you felt wonyoung’s tongue slipped inside your pussy, her lips molding against your cunt.
behind you, on her fours, wonyoung had her hands splayed across your ass, spreading them apart. she had her face stuffed between your cheeks, tongue darting flat between your folds from your clit all the way up to your entrance, teasingly poking her tongue inside every now and then. “you taste so sweet, yn,” she muffled, slipping a finger in your pussy. you let out a sweet moan, vibrating against sunghoon’s cock which elicited a groan out of him. “fuck yn—is she really making you feel this good?” he commented, visibly annoyed.
wonyoung gave your asscheek a firm squeeze, sucking your slick as her tongue languidly swiped across your folds. wonyoung pulled back slightly to make a comment towards sunghoon. “bet you can’t,” she smirked, and you felt it against your skin. you were about to say something—tell them to stop…—but before you could do so, sunghoon scoffed before bucking his hips up, thrusting his cock into your mouth.
you let out a choked moan, eyes rolling back when the tip hits the back of your throat. you squeezed his thighs, nails digging and scratching against his skin, so deep it left marks. “fuck you know about my g—girl, shit, yn,” sunghoon groaned, caressing your hairline in an attempt of comforting you after what he just did.
you pulled back with a sharp gasp, saliva slipping and drooling from your lips and down your chin, connecting from his length. you let out a soft whimper and cry, getting stimulated from the back and the front. wonyoung knew there was no point in arguing with sunghoon—she’s gotten what she wanted, anyway. digging her nails into the meat of your ass, wonyoung’s teeth dragged against your thigh, biting and sucking and leaving marks on your skin.
unbashed, you grinded your hips against her pretty face. “wony,” you breathed out, flattening your tongue against sunghoon’s wet cock to lick a stride up his length from his rounded balls up to the head. you flicked your tongue on the slit, the smell and manly scent of his sweat mixed pre–cum struck up your nose, licking just that sensitive part like a kitten.
“mmhm, are you feeling good, lovely?” wonyoung giggled, placing a kiss before sucking and tugging on your bud. you nodded and hummed, mouth enveloped and molded around sunghoon’s erection. his cock throbbed in your mouth, the pulse throbbing against your tongue.
above, you heard sunghoon muttered a swear under his mouth. it was obvious he was jealous from how his grip around your hair tightened, and the twitch of his hips. “yn baby, fuck, ‘m cumming,” he rasped. with each stroke of your hand from his base to the head—he felt his high increasing.
“uh huh, i want your cum,” you whimpered, from both the neediness of his semen down your throat—and also wonyoung’s languid licking between your pussy lips. your muscles contracted around her warm tongue. “please,” you slurred, not sure you were pleading for and if you were even thinking right.
“fuck—! babe!” his moan fell loudly from his lips, head tipping back, hand keeping your head still where it was—cock deep inside your warm mouth. his hips bucked up as hot ropes of cum shot into your mouth, straight down your throat and warming the domain of your mouth.
his cock throbbed as it pumped out cum and you tried to swallow it all, albeit some spilled from your mouth and rolled down his cock. you rolled your eyes back, nails digging into his flesh. your boyfriend’s loud moans only seemed to irritate wonyoung—and she lets out the annoyance by roughly flicking her tongue against your clit—where it’s sensitive and flushed and puffy. she didn’t like how your attention was on sunghoon just because he’s cumming right now.
it worked—you felt your brain melted when wonyoung slipped two fingers into you, stretching your tight cunt open and fingered you while sucking on your bud. “wony, wonywony—” you cried, hands not stopping from jerking sunghoon off. your boyfriend too, wasn’t in his right mind. he just came, but his own girlfriend’s attention wasn’t solely on him.
it was on your… girlfriend, or whatever the fuck wonyoung claimed herself to be to you. sunghoon couldn’t give a single fuck about that girl. he would’ve never expected something like this would occur in his happy relationship.
looking down at you from his half–drunked eyes, you looked so… innocent, and cute. trying your best to jerk all the remnant of his semen from his balls while getting fingered yourself, your cheeks were flushed, soft sobs, cries, and whimpers escaped your lips like a newborn kitten. so loud.
“c’mon lovely, you’re close, aren’t you?” wonyoung muffled, making out and french kissing your pussy lips. she rubbed her thumb over your clit, as the other thrusted inside your pretty cunt. you nodded, kissing the sides of sunghoon’s shaft. “squirt on my face, yn,” she coaxed, pushing you to the edge.
falling into the submission, your thighs trembled, knees threatened to give out—you released on her face. with a whimpery moan of your girlfriend’s name, you squeezed sunghoon’s cock without warning which elicited aloud moan from his as well. now all three of you were letting out pornographic sounds for different reasons—you released your high, sunghoon’s flushed, sensitive cock threatened to burst another ropes of cum, and wonyoung just made her crush came warmly on her face.
“oh god,” your pussy twitched around nothing, and if it weren’t for wonyoung’s firm grip around your hips, you'd have passed out on the bed. sunghoon’s chest heaved heavily as he brought his hand down on your cheek to wipe the tears that fell from your eyes. he knew it wasn’t from pain—but the overstimulated pleasure your body received.
wonyoung licked around her lip, humming at your sweet taste. “you taste so good. i love it s’much.” she stated, pussy drunk. it might as well be from the lack of oxygen she was getting. your body felt wrung out, every nerve of your body still buzzing from the pleasure. you couldn’t even articulate a reply as much as you wished to.
heat clung to your skin, damp with sweat, mouth salty from the taste of sunghoon’s cock, pussy twitching from the emptiness of wonyoung’s tongue. “oh god, you guys…” you panted, voice raw and shaky and whimpery, every syllable breaking nonsense as they’re not caught up with your brain.
smirking at your condition, sunghoon cupped your cheeks, thumbs caressing the apple of your cheeks. “we’re not done yet, baby,” he hummed. sunghoon tugged you forward by your forearm. your palms almost slipped against the bedspread, and before you could protest, sunghoon pushed you down onto the mattress—laying flat on your back.
“hoonie—?” he cuts you off by tugging you forward by your calf until your hips slammed flush against his. the abruptness slipped a gasp out of you. your boyfriend got into his position, looming over you with an obvious exasperated look on his face. “my turn to please my girl,” he said bitterly, meant it for wonyoung without even sparing a glance at her.
scoffing, wonyoung shook her head and smirked, crawling on the bed to position herself above your head. her knees spread and framed you, casting her shadow over your flushed face. “right,” she drawled, tilting her head slightly at sunghoon before cupping your cheeks from behind, leaning down. “then i’ll just take care of this pretty mouth.” she added, voice dripping with challenge. she wasn’t about to just let sunghoon have his fun alone. this was her moment too.
leaning and bending down, wonyoung attached her soft lips against yours—slow and savouring—letting you taste yourself on her lips. you hummed before closing your eyes as well, kissing her back.
sunghoon’s eyes twitched, fuck—kissing my girlfriend in front of me? he thought bitterly. he wrapped his hand around the base of his cock to position the head on the entrance of your nicely prepped pussy. “fuck off, seriously,” he muttered under his breath before pushing his length in, watching as your pussy wrapped around him and swallowed him whole.
moaning against wonyoung’s lips, your hips buckled slightly to adjust yourself. sunghoon started thrusting almost immediately, shaft rubbing the velvety walls as he rolled his hips. “so tight for me,” he groaned, resting and pinning down your hips on the bed so you wouldn’t move around. “you’re squeezing my cock so nicely, baby,” he added.
you let out a started gasp that wonyoung swallowed, whimpering and crying softly. smiling against your lips, her hands travelled down where it found your tits, rubbing her fingerpads around your perky tits. “now, now,” she chuckled, lips still on you. “does it feel good?” she teased, tugging and pressing your buds.
you nodded weakly. “hngnh, hoonie, oh god, wony—” back arched in pleasure as your hands wrapped around sunghoon’s wrists on your hips, grounding yourself. tears pooled in your eyes once more as you felt his cockhead bullying your cervix, each slam of his hips jerked your body against the bedspread.
maybe it was because of wonyoung’s position above you—but you kept on swallowing her saliva, each drop sliding past your tongue with nowhere else to go but down your throat. the angle forced her kiss deeper since the movement was limited for you. not just from sunghoon’s hands on your hips keeping you in place, but also wonyoung’s knees on the sides of your face.
every breath you tried to take was stolen by her mouth and it left your chest fluttering and heaving, the taste of her strawberry gloss smeared between your lips. “you’re so cute,” she whispered hotly against your flushed lips, grazing her fingernails along your tits until they were slightly red.
sunghoon shifted bitterly above you. he’s not able to see your face because of wonyoung’s head, and he also couldn’t watch your tits bounce with every thrust he gave you—the feeling was disgusting, he was being robbed slowly in front of his eyes.
his jaw clenched, muscles ticking as a sharp hiss escaped him. he wanted to rip wonyoung off you, tilt your chin up, slam his lips, and kiss you until one of you starts bleeding. make you look only at him. instead, he used all that anger to rail his cock deeper inside, hitting the spot he knew better than anyone else—that wonyoung could never reach—that had you begging for more.
your walls clamped tightly down his cock, sucking him in further. “oh my god, s’deep, too deep, hoonie!” you mewled, words caught up in your throat and choked on the mixed saliva. his thrusts were harsh and relentless and unforgiving, almost like he was punishing you for making him jealous.
wonyoung was no different, her fingers squeezed hard that flesh spilled out between her fingers. she used her other hand to grip your chin firmly, forcing your lips apart before spitting right on your tongue. “that’s it,” she breathed. “focus on me, c’mon.”
your body didn’t feel like yours anymore— with wonyoung’s unyielding grip and sunghoon’s ruthless pace below that left you writhing and needy for more. your body trembled under the weight of their possessive claim. competing for what they’ve already won.
“you take me so well, baby,” he groaned, lifting your hips up slightly against his pelvis, angling his cock deeper with a force that shook the bed beneath. the sensation overwhelming you instantly. sunghoon’s thumbs rubbed soothing circles on your hips despite his brutal movement. “goodness gracious, my pussy feels s’good.” he added, tipping his head back.
you nodded, whimpering. using all your strength, you slowly fluttered your eyes open, locking wonyoung’s instantly. “w—wony,” you moaned, gasping. “i wanna taste you, please,” heat rises up your cheeks. this was the first time ever, in your life—that you were going to have someone sit on your face. a girl at that too. licking and eating another girl out was something you’d never see yourself doing.
but there’s a first for everything, right?
wonyoung’s eyes widened, her lips parted slightly but she was quick to nod, smile and face gleaming and brightening. “you’re so cute…” she murmured, voice soft but filled with thrill. you heard her giggle before she moved, her pretty hands slid along your cheeks before her knees pressed into the mattress on either side of your face, hovering just above you.
you swallowed nervously at the sight above you—wow, wonyoung’s pussy is really pretty, too, huh? you thought, blushing hard. slowly, she lowered herself until your lips met with her lips—except it’s not the one on her face, but her private part.
wonyoung let out a soft moan, already closing her eyes into the sensation just by the feeling of your warm mouth against her warmer, wetter cunt. in front of her, sunghoon’s eyes twitched. great—now he couldn’t see even an an inch of your face.
“my god, yn,” she breathed out as you brought your hands around her hips. your fingers dig into her soft flesh. her breath stuttered as you brought your tongue out and gave an… experimental lap between her folds. “mhh,” wonyoung shivered, squeezing your tits to anchor herself.
you were obviously inexperienced at this—she could tell that as much by the way you moved your tongue all over her pussy, in different patterns, different strokes, just to see which one felt good for you—and her. when wonyoung moaned a little louder, you started licking and sucking a little rougher too.
down there—sunghoon was hitting all the right spots. he moved one hand to rub his thumb over your bud which made you whine against wonyoung’s cunt—your moans vibrating and up till she felt it in her tummy. sunghoon lifted your hips back into place when he felt you slipping.
just as sunghoon lifted his head up from the sight of your pussy swallowing his cock each time he thrusted inside—that he met wonyoung’s eyes who, by chance, had looked up at the same exact moment.
the air tightened instantly but you couldn’t tell. almost instantly, both of them looked away but wonyoung’s lips didn’t fail to curl, while sunghoon’s jaw tensed—you didn’t see it, but you felt his grip hardened.
“don’t look at me, weirdo,” she commented sharply, opting to focus on the way her fingers molded and played with your tits. sunghoon scoffed offendedly, looking back at your wet cunt soaking his cock with your slick. “as if.” venom dripped down his reply. “bet you wish you had a cock right now inside of my girl’s pussy, yeah?” he added mockingly, his sharp canine digging down his bottom lip to suppress his moans.
wonyoung glared at him momentarily, bucking and rolling her hips on your face. she felt the tip of your nose grazing between her folds. “ew, please,” she taunted. wonyoung? a dick—? she’d rather kill herself. “having yn eat my pussy out feels s’much better, fuck,” she mocked, exaggerating her moans—”you can’t relate… her tongue feels so good inside me.”
you felt like you were underwater, not being able to hear what sunghoon and wonyoung were saying to one another—if they even acknowledged each other’s presence at all.
that… riled sunghoon up, badly. his thrusts started picking up its pace and force, hips snapping harshly into yours that there wasn’t an inch of his cock that was visible. dragging it out fully, sunghoon slammed it back in your cunt. he repeated until your toes curled, and your hips started bucking on its own—fucking yourself on him.
you held your tongue out, all your moans were being muffled by wonyoung’s cunt anyway. your girlfriend started moving her body at her own pace as she chased her high. “fuck, j’st like that, lovely,” she nodded, arching her back slightly. “you’re doing so good, oh god,” her thighs trembled around your head.
wonyoung’s heart stuttered. she adored you, a lot. and although she had to share—technically sunghoon was the one who had to share but it didn’t matter since he’s a guy—she was just grateful that she could be doing all these things with you.
maybe one day it could be just you and her? she wanted to do the scissor position she saw in porns with you.
the thought swirled in the heat in wonyoung’s stomach. “‘m gonna cum, yn,” she gasped. sunghoon couldn’t hold it in that long either. each time wonyoung pressed herself firmer on your face, you only tightened up around his cock—muscles clamping down. he was honestly just holding it in so he could end this fucking session last.
you nodded pathetically and weakly beneath wonyoung, gripping her hips tighter and mirroring what she did to your pussy earlier—tongue–fucking her cunt. your boyfriend could tell you were reaching your orgasm as well. “let go for me, baby,” sunghoon groaned, voice strained with his own need. “cum on my cock.” his thumb circled your clit again.
the encouragement only riled up through your body—and you did as he said. with a moan into wonyoung’s entrance and a buck of your hips, your orgasm washed over you again. upon the vibration from you that travelled up against wonyoung’s tummy, her hips trembled as she came on your face, squeezing your reddened tits hard. with the warmth of your cunt washing over sunghoon's cock, he pushed his hips flushed against yours—pumping ropes of hot, thick semen inside of you, cock twitching as your contracted walls milked and drained him.
all three of you moaned differently, you were practically crying and whimpering, muffled; wonyoung was just drowning in ecstasy; and sunghoon was groaning at how much he came for the second time.
thankfully, wonyoung slowly lifted herself up—allowing you to catch your breath, chest heaving as air rushed back into your lungs. your brain was foggy from the lack of oxygen. a trail of slick clung to your lips and chin, glistening under the dim bedroom light. your eyes fluttered open, dazed and glassy, only to see her staring down at you.
after ensuring he’s milked and painted your insides white, sunghoon slowly slipped out, a string of cum connecting your pussy to his tip and he watched as it spilled out of your fucked hole. he panted, swallowing the lump in his throat as he slowly caressed the red, flushed marks he’d left when he gripped your hips.
“... baby?” softly, sunghoon called out to you, noticing the sudden stillness. your lashes fluttered shut, head rolling slightly to the side—oh, the exhaustion had taken you in an instant.
he cupped your cheek, thumb grazing over your damp, sweaty skin. “aw,” he chuckled softly, wiping the tears off your cheeks. your lips parted, breath shallow but steady. you’d simply burned yourself out. never again—never again. two of them at the same time.
“...is she okay?” wonyoung brushed strands of hair from your face. guilt tugged at her features even if you’d never blame her. her chest still heaved from her own high. sunghoon sighed and hummed, tension slowly bleeding out of him. he pulled the blanket and over your bare body—his too, and kind enough, tossed a part to wonyoung.
“she’s just exhausted,” he muttered, more to himself. sunghoon ran his thumb over your flushed bottom lip. “she gets tired easily after sex, so,” he added, running his fingers through his hair. he glanced at wonyoung just briefly—and saw it—the look of love in her eyes. the kind he knew too well, because it was the same one he had on whenever he thought of you.
fuck… why do you have to be so… magnetic? why do you have to pull crazy people like wonyoung—and him—and make them love and crave you? if anything, it was sunghoon who was supposed to be insecure and afraid, not the other way around.
his jaw clenched, and he messed up his hair. “was that a reminder for my next time?” wonyoung hummed, still twirling your hair around her finger. sunghoon glared at her sharply and bitterly, giving her his middle finger. “you wish, fuck off.”
the girl only chuckled, brushing your hair back from your hairline. “too late now, i think. our girlfriend wants me too.”
——
it’s weird how you couldn’t catch up on it fast enough.
since the beginning, sunghoon always thought how weird it was for wonyoung to treat you differently than how she would do to others. it’s strange how she was always softer, gentler around you. you claimed wonyoung laughed at his jokes, but it was everything you said that she laughed at.
she would linger around you a little closer, looking at you a little too… lovey dovey between friends—? strangers? sunghoon didn’t even know who she was towards you, or what you were to her.
the reason why sunghoon never understood why you had to be scared of wonyoung liking him was because it was never him who she had a crush on—it was you.
he realised and confirmed it when he caught her stroking your hair when you fell asleep in the library. she looked at you the same way he did when sunghoon first got closer to you.
that’s when he realised—fuck, she’s in love with you too.
at one point sunghoon did contemplate on telling you, but that’d keep you on the edge of your toes and he didn’t want you to think of her. would you even believe him in the first place? that wonyoung likes women? he doubted you will. sunghoon was also not expecting for wonyoung to come clean and confess—but with that personality of hers, he probably should’ve seen it coming, or at least expected it.
but it made you happy now, right? yeah it’s awkward and strange to share… his girlfriend with another girl he couldn’t really give a shit for… sunghoon tried to see it from a different light—at least it’s a girl. at least it’s wonyoung who’s smarter and wiser, and not some dumb useless asshole who could rip you away from him entirely, right?
if it had to be anyone, then fine. let it be her.
as long as sunghoon kept gaslighting himself that wonyoung was like your bestfriend… that had sex with each other sometimes—he’ll be fine. he hoped.
and at the end of the day, it’s sunghoon who first got to be with you, and eventually it would be him you’d carry children for.
it’s fine. as long as it’s wonyoung—it’s fine.
——
nobody would’ve ever thought wonyoung liked girls. not even wonyoung herself.
the it girl—jang wonyoung… liked girls. she was supposed to like boys, wasn't she? supposed to be chased by handsome, tall, broad–shouldered, good grades, good future dudes and have a perfect family and husband.
but she liked girls instead! wonyoung thinks it rooted way back when she wished there was another girl like her. someone tall, poised, charming, beautiful—someone to match her from head to toe. men are annoying, the best kind of guy would probably be like… less than half of what she is. call it narcissism but, a girl just wanted the best for herself.
then you appeared—not like her at all—but exactly what she had been wishing for. you weren’t tall, shorter than most people wonyoung knew, not polished, or idolised by people. yet so warm in ways she could never be—they called her the ice princess, after all. you were clumsy unlike wonyoung’s perfect demeanour, and a little awkward.
yeah, sure—wonyoung could bend a room toward her orbit, but you… could bend her.
everything she said to sunghoon was her silent way of challenging him to prove to you that she was better than your boyfriend without knowing you’d taken that as her flirting with him. as if—! wonyoung knew that pigs would need to fly before the thought of breaking up with sunghoon (or the other way around) even occurred to either one of you, which was why she was okay with sharing.
eh—she’d take what she could get. if she had to carve out her space in your relationship, then so be it. wonyoung was never a girl that was quick to give up, anyway. she’d make peace with sunghoon who was your world, by being your moon, so long as she got to orbit near you, the sun.
at the end of the day, what was there to complain about? you love sunghoon the same while loving her too. differently, of course. sunghoon’s a boyfriend, and wonyoung’s a girlfriend—two halves that couldn’t be measured against each other, two roles that only made sense and could be tolerated because it was them.
warnings: pussydrunk wonyoung, begging, and short. EDITION TO MY IVE EATING PUSSY OUT WORK.
— pretty girl with a high reputation requires some sort of reliever and fortunately that was you for her! after a long day of schedules squished together to the point it was inhumane, wonyoung retired back to the dorms and instantly on lighthearted steps, she stumbled into your bedroom instantly.
breathing hard, wonyoung massaged her sweaty temples and instead of being a normal person and going ahead to shower, she dragged you up and stared you down with those pleading, glassy eyes that nobody could ever resist!
“baby, i need you. i need to eat you out. please.” wonyoung pleaded, choking on her words that left you speechless and thighs squeeze together.
and by the pathetic look she feigned, you wanted to give in.
“fine, fine.. get on your knees.”
without a second thought, wonyoung dropped to her knees and spread your legs apart, tugging down on your loose shorts she didn’t give you a warning and dived in between like a woman starving for days.
— you let out a high-pitched gasp, back arching and hands grasping on the sheets for some sort of composure, twisting to get your pleasure-hazed mind off the way her mouth was working on your pussy that coated her lips and chin in such a dirty and satisfying way because it ripped off her public aesthetic completely.
it merely reminds you of how greedy wonyoung is behind closed doors.
“f-fuck! w-wony!” you whined, trying to move her head away but her hand dashed out to grab yours, forcing it down on the bed as her eyes fluttered closed—too lost in eating you out.
synopsis: seonghyeon is completely down bad for you, showing it in every soft glance, gentle touch, and quiet act of care. Through a simple day together, his love becomes impossible to miss—steady, warm, and all-consuming. When you finally ask why he loves you, his answer is simple: he just adores you, completely and without hesitation.
content warning: kissing
word count: 2,036
The first thing Seonghyeon notices when he wakes up isn’t the light slipping through the curtains, or the faint hum of the city outside your apartment window.
It’s you.
It’s always you.
You’re still asleep beside him, half-buried under the duvet, hair a soft mess against the pillow, lips parted just slightly as your breathing evens out in quiet little rhythms. One of your hands is curled near his chest, fingers barely brushing his shirt like you’d reached for him even in your sleep.
Seonghyeon swears his heart stutters.
God, you’re so—
He presses his lips together, because the word perfect feels too small. Too simple. It doesn’t even come close to how he feels when he looks at you.
Carefully, so carefully, he shifts closer. Like you might disappear if he moves too fast. Like you’re something fragile and rare, something he still can’t quite believe is his.
His.
The thought alone makes his chest warm.
“Mm…”
You stir, nose scrunching slightly, and Seonghyeon freezes like he’s been caught doing something illegal—like admiring his own girlfriend is some kind of crime.
But you don’t wake up. You just shift closer, your hand finding his properly this time, fingers curling into the fabric of his shirt.
And that’s it. That’s all it takes.
He’s gone.
Completely, hopelessly gone.
A quiet, helpless smile tugs at his lips as he lifts a hand, hesitating for only a second before brushing a strand of hair away from your face. His fingertips linger a little too long, tracing the curve of your cheek like he’s memorising it.
He always does that.
Memorises you.
The way your eyelashes rest against your skin. The tiny crease that forms between your brows when you’re dreaming. The warmth of you, the softness, the way you fit against him like you were made to be there.
He leans down, pressing the gentlest kiss to your forehead.
“…I adore you,” he murmurs, so quietly it barely exists.
He means it every time.
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You wake up to the smell of something sweet.
For a moment, you’re disoriented—blinking slowly, stretching under the covers as the morning light floods the room. But then it hits you again. Warm. Comforting.
Pancakes.
Your stomach betrays you immediately, letting out a soft growl, and you laugh under your breath as you push yourself up.
“Seonghyeon?” you call, voice still thick with sleep.
“In the kitchen!”
Of course he is.
You pad your way out, still wrapped in one of his hoodies, sleeves swallowing your hands. When you reach the doorway, you stop.
He’s standing at the stove, back turned to you, hair slightly messy like he ran his hands through it too many times. He’s wearing a plain t-shirt and sweatpants, but somehow—somehow—he still looks like he stepped out of a photoshoot.
And he’s cooking.
For you.
Your chest tightens.
He turns at the sound of your footsteps, and the moment his eyes land on you, his entire face lights up.
Like you’re the best thing he’s seen all day.
“Morning,” he says, softer now, like he doesn’t want to startle you.
“Morning…” you mumble, leaning against the doorframe. “You didn’t have to cook.”
“I wanted to.”
Of course he did.
You watch as he plates the pancakes, adding fruit, a drizzle of syrup—taking way more care than necessary. Like it matters. Like you matter.
“You’re staring,” he teases, glancing at you over his shoulder.
You huff. “Can you blame me? My boyfriend’s in the kitchen making breakfast like some kind of… domestic dream.”
He laughs, low and warm, and something in your chest flips.
“You say that like it’s a bad thing.”
“It’s dangerous,” you correct, walking over. “You’re setting the standard too high.”
“Good,” he says simply.
You blink. “Good?”
He turns fully now, handing you the plate, fingers brushing yours for just a second too long.
“Yeah,” he shrugs, but there’s something in his eyes—something earnest, something steady. “You deserve high standards.”
Oh.
Oh.
Your throat goes a little dry.
“Seonghyeon…”
But he just smiles, soft and a little shy, like he didn’t just say something that made your heart do a complete backflip.
“Eat before it gets cold.”
It’s not just the pancakes.
It’s never just one thing with him.
It’s the way he watches you eat, resting his chin in his hand like you’re the most interesting person in the world. The way he quietly refills your drink before you even realise it’s empty. The way his foot nudges yours under the table, absent-minded but constant.
It’s the way he looks at you.
Like he’s still in disbelief.
“Why are you smiling like that?” you ask eventually, narrowing your eyes.
“Like what?”
“Like you know something I don’t.”
“I do,” he says, completely serious.
“Oh yeah? And what’s that?”
“That I’m the luckiest guy alive.”
You choke on your drink.
“Seonghyeon!”
“What?” he laughs, reaching over to pat your back. “Too much?”
“Yes! You can’t just say things like that so casually!”
“Why not? It’s true.”
You stare at him, completely thrown off, and he just shrugs again, like it’s the most obvious thing in the world.
“You’re amazing,” he adds, softer this time. “I get to be with you. That’s… kind of everything.”
You don’t know what to do with that.
Your face feels warm, your heart even warmer, and for a second, you can’t even find the words.
So instead, you reach across the table and lace your fingers with his.
His grip tightens instantly.
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Later, you’re curled up on the couch together, some random show playing in the background that neither of you are really paying attention to.
You’re tucked into his side, legs thrown over his lap, his arm wrapped securely around you. His fingers trace slow, lazy patterns against your arm, absent-minded but grounding.
“You’re doing it again,” you mumble.
“Doing what?”
“Tracing shapes.”
He hums. “Sorry. Does it bother you?”
“No,” you say quickly, snuggling closer. “It’s just… you do it a lot.”
He pauses for a second, like he’s thinking.
“I think it’s because I like touching you,” he admits.
You laugh softly. “That sounds weird when you say it like that.”
“Not like that,” he protests, cheeks tinting pink. “I just mean—like… you feel real, you know?”
You tilt your head to look at him. “Real?”
“Yeah.” His gaze drops to you, softer now. “Sometimes I still can’t believe you’re actually here. With me.”
Your chest aches a little at that.
“Seonghyeon…”
“So I touch you,” he continues, voice quieter. “Just to remind myself.”
You don’t even realise you’ve gone quiet until he notices.
“Was that too much?” he asks, a little uncertain now.
“…No,” you whisper. “It’s not too much.”
If anything, it’s the opposite.
It’s everything.
You shift, pushing yourself up just enough to cup his face, your thumb brushing against his cheek.
“I’m real,” you say softly. “And I’m not going anywhere.”
The way his eyes soften at that—
God.
It almost hurts to look at him.
“Promise?” he murmurs.
“Promise.”
He leans into your touch like it’s instinct, like he doesn’t even think about it.
And then, because he’s him, because he’s Seonghyeon, he presses a kiss to your palm.
You swear your heart melts on the spot.
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You don’t realise how down bad he is until later that evening.
You’re getting ready to go out—nothing fancy, just dinner—but you’re standing in front of the mirror, adjusting your outfit for what feels like the hundredth time.
“Is this too much?” you ask, turning slightly. “Or not enough? I can’t tell.”
There’s no response.
You glance over your shoulder.
Seonghyeon is sitting on the bed.
Staring at you.
Not subtly. Not even trying to hide it.
Just… staring.
“…Seonghyeon?”
“Hm?”
“Did you hear anything I just said?”
“Yeah,” he nods, completely serious.
“…Then?”
“You look beautiful.”
You blink.
“That’s not what I asked.”
“I know.”
You let out a breath, half amused, half exasperated. “I’m being serious.”
“So am I,” he says, standing up now.
He walks over slowly, like he’s drawn to you, stopping just behind you. Your eyes meet his in the mirror, and for a second, everything else fades.
“You always look beautiful,” he says, softer now.
Your heart does that thing again.
“You’re biased.”
“Obviously,” he smiles. “You’re my girlfriend.”
You roll your eyes, but you can’t help the small smile tugging at your lips.
“Turn around,” he says.
You do.
His hands come up, gentle as ever, adjusting a small detail of your outfit—smoothing fabric, fixing something you hadn’t even noticed.
“There,” he murmurs. “Perfect.”
The word lingers.
Perfect.
“Stop looking at me like that,” you say suddenly.
“Like what?”
“Like I hung the stars or something.”
He pauses.
Then, without hesitation—
“You did.”
You stare at him.
“You’re impossible.”
“And you’re incredible,” he counters, completely unbothered.
You laugh, shaking your head, but your chest feels so full it’s almost overwhelming.
“Come on,” you mumble, grabbing his hand. “Let’s go before you say something even worse.”
“Worse?” he echoes, letting you pull him along.
“Better,” you correct under your breath.
He hears you anyway.
Of course he does.
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By the time you get back home, you’re tired in the best way.
Your shoes are kicked off somewhere near the door, your bag dropped carelessly on the floor. You collapse onto the couch with a soft groan, stretching out.
“Remind me why we walked back?” you mumble.
“Because you said the night air felt nice,” Seonghyeon replies, setting his keys down.
“Past me made bad decisions.”
He laughs, moving over to you.
“Come here,” he says softly.
You don’t argue.
You shift, letting him pull you into his lap, arms wrapping around you securely. You rest your head against his shoulder, eyes fluttering shut.
“You’re warm,” you mumble.
“So are you.”
There’s a quiet moment.
Comfortable. Easy.
“Seonghyeon?” you say after a while.
“Yeah?”
“Why do you love me?”
The question slips out before you can stop it.
You feel him go still.
For a second, you think maybe you shouldn’t have asked—but then his arms tighten around you, just slightly.
“Why wouldn’t I?” he says.
“That’s not an answer.”
He exhales softly, like he’s trying to find the right words.
“There’s… a lot of reasons,” he starts. “The way you laugh. The way you care about people. The way you get excited over small things. The way you look at me like I matter.”
“You do matter,” you murmur.
“I know,” he says. “Because you make me feel that way.”
Your chest tightens.
“And I love how you’re just… you,” he continues. “I don’t think I could stop loving you even if I tried.”
You swallow.
“That’s a lot of pressure.”
“It’s not pressure,” he says gently. “It’s just how I feel.”
You tilt your head slightly, looking up at him.
“And how do you feel?”
He meets your gaze, completely open, completely honest.
“Like I adore you.”
The words settle between you.
Soft. Certain.
Real.
Your breath catches.
“…Say that again.”
“I adore you,” he repeats, quieter now.
You don’t even think before leaning in, kissing him.
It’s not rushed. Not desperate.
Just soft.
Warm.
Full of everything you can’t quite put into words.
His hand comes up to cup your cheek, holding you there like he never wants to let go.
And maybe he doesn.
When you pull back, your foreheads rest together, breaths mingling.
“You’re so down bad for me,” you whisper, a small smile tugging at your lips.
He huffs a quiet laugh.
“Completely.”
“No shame?”
“None.”
You grin.
“Good.”
His thumb brushes against your cheek, slow and careful.
“You deserve to be adored,” he says.
Your heart skips.
“And you deserve someone just as obsessed,” you reply.
He smiles at that—soft, fond, a little bit in love.
“Then I guess we’re both lucky.”
You nod, closing the distance again, this time just to rest against him.
And for once, neither of you feels the need to say anything else.
spider!kiyoomi who you met in your freshman year of college. that broody tall and very quiet figure at the back of your shared classes. the one who you could swore only talked to his cousin komori when it was strictly necessary
spider!kiyoomiwho you're not aware is so whipped for you that his eyes follow you as a reflex. seeing how popular you are, because of the pure kindness you had and maybe the fact that you're the smartest person alive. ever.
spider!kiyoomi who recoils when he sees stupid brainless guys approach you as if they'd be a better fit for you. they don't fight crime like he does! they aren't called the friendly neighborhood hero! not that you have to know of course.
spider!kiyoomi who sometimes, when he isn't chasing down robbers or fighting against idiots, makes sure to swing discreetly between buildings nearby as you walk home. he tells himself it's nothing really, but what kind of hero would he be if something happened to an innocent college student like you!
spider!kiyoomi who doesn't see the slight smirk you wear because his presence is so obvious to you it starts to make your chest fluttering with amusement.
spider!kiyoomi who jumps like a cat out of shock when you appear out of nowhere with your eyes crinkling in mischief. "spiders are sneaky, you know, sometimes you can't see them but when you do..." you say, and he swears his face feels hot behind his mask.
spider!kiyoomi who utterly denies he's keeping an eye on you and who tries to use a softer voice tone so you can not possibly figure who he is.
spider!kiyoomi who after that encounter isn't so afraid of making eye contact with you in your lectures. he even gathers the courage to ask for your pretty notes! and when he sees you're confused on why he's doing it, he feels so relieved knowing that you're still oblivious on the fact that he's the guy on a red and blue suit swinging thorugh the city.
spider!kiyoomi who sees you wave to him like a princess after talking more and more over the weeks. as if you aren't afraid of being seen with an apathetic nerd like him, he might think you could be... trusted with his secret. maybe.
spider!kiyoomi who, thank god, was actually there when some drunk assholes were pushing you to the wall demanding you go and spend a "nice time with them".
spider!kiyoomi who after you spat on one of their faces telling them to fuck off, widened his eyes and felt his stupid crush on you grow even more. mostly because he knows how much you hate smelling alcohol! just because of that!
spider!kiyoomi who intervened quickly, trapping them in his webs on the wall, genuinely concerned despite his love-sick aching chest. he, who saw your relieved smile and gorgeus sparkling eyes and nearly confessed he was sakusa kiyoomi just because he wanted you to look at him like that 24/7, not only when he was hiding behind his mask and saving you.
spider!kiyoomi who accidentally slipped out his real voice when asking if he could walk you home.
spider!kiyoomi who did not notice how you stilled for just a nano-second when you recognized his voice.
spider!kiyoomi who sits next to you for hours in your next couple of classes completely unaware that, at some point, you'll be so sure he's spiderman you'll have no choice but to tell him.
gwen stacy!reader who, sooner than later, will innevitably seal her fate to the the moment she'll turn into a falling star and where his web will arrive just a second too late.
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♯ __┆⭑ DIRTY MONEY 💵 James thinks you look even prettier with his pre-cum on your lips. That’s it .ᐟ.ᐟ.ᐟ
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⋆ | [💵] | ໒꒰՞ ܸ. .ܸ ꒱ᩙა. Alpha! Zhao Yufan x Fem!R𝖾𝖺𝖽𝖾𝗋 ── mature, mdni, omega x alpha, omega verse, privileged fem reader, lwky bimbo reader, hyperfem reader, dubcon! (under biological influence), degradation, dirty talk, swearing, praise kink, overstimulation, knotting, mirror sex, explicit sexual content, angst-ish at the start, pre-cum as lipgloss. That’s it. Read at your own discretion. it's really tame so you'll be fine.
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WAZI🦨: wrote this for Riki on another blog, felt like making it for James too. Especially because I haven’t posted anything on here in a while.
James heard about you before he ever set eyes on you. A snickering drunk alpha, tugging at his patience, thin darkened lips slurring mentions of a "delicate lil' thang caught up at GAKE with the gang. Word is she dropping stacks at yo charity." Enraged was an understatement; there's not a single word capable of describing just how much your nosy behavior truly irks him.
This little stunt you pulled an example of just that. Inadvertently making yourself a target for the nastiest of scum, while simultaneously letting people in town know that James has a weak spot with deep pockets.
There's something seriously wrong with you that he's yet to figure out.
How can someone be so naive? What's your problem? What are you looking for? Always sticking your nose in his business, without so much as a clue of what that business even is.
The young alpha finds you two blocks away, still in these shady parts of town, eyes trained to the GPS on your phone, smaller figure adorned in a pricey pink wool set. You looked like the type of prize people here don't have mercy on. A gambler's luck if you'd only be robbed and left for dead.
"James? Oh wow! Thank goodness you're here," you gasp as he emerges from the distance. "I tried talking to those men but I think I might've made them uncomfortable. I don't know what happened, I was just trying to—"
"Stop talking."
The command wasn't loud, but the sheer, cold weight behind it cut you off instantly. James didn't look like an angry street fighter; he just looked exhausted by your existence. His brows furrowed at your guilty expression, the same one you always wore when he finds you like this, tail tucked between your legs.
"No baby, I promise, this time I was just trying to help, I didn't mean to—" The blond didn't let you finish, didn't need to. He's heard you make this promise a thousand times before.
"You never mean to," James interrupted, his voice dropping into a quiet, dangerous register. "You just throw money around in a place you know nothing about, thinking you're doing something good."
"Am not, I just wanted to—" you cried out, voice cracking as your teeth sunk raw into your lip, copper scent breaching his heightened senses.
"You are," he bit back, taking a step into your space until the small of your back hit a rusty, dented lamp post. "Spending money down here is going to get you in trouble. And when you get into trouble, I'm the one who has to come get you out of it. I'm not up for cleaning your messes. So stay in your own parts, doll. You're too much of a hassle in mine."
Your eyes swelled with tears at every word, fingers tightening at the straps of your new Coach purse, scent spiking in distress—slightly bitter, decaying, devastated, and utterly submissive. His alpha should've stood down, should've reeled his anger back in at the sight, but your scent hit him like a drug, nothing in comparison to his highest hit of nicotine.
James wanted more of it. He wanted to be mean, wanted to tear you apart right there on the pavement just to see you break for him.
"Go home," he commanded, his voice dropping a register so low it had your knees ready to give out as if to plead for forgiveness. "Go do the mindless shit you do all day, and stay out of here. I don't wanna tell your ass twice."
You listen; you always do. You can be good when he asks you to be. Something he appreciates far too much about you. Your silhouette faded in the distance, leaving James to his clenched fists and a sick mind already playing with the image of your flushed, tear-stained face and glossy, swollen lips.
Twenty-four hours later, frustrations wore off, the "cruel" alpha agenda washed out with it. In its place stood a man lost to his biology and consumed in the feverish heat of want. James' rut hit him like a bullet train, every thought a jagged, lustful depiction of you, your tears, your mouth, that scent.
He doesn't knock—never done that before, why start now? He sneaks through the balcony door of your pristine apartment, reeking of sweat, desperation, and a driving need for your touch. You're sitting at a vanity, silk pajama shirt hanging loosely by your shoulder as you brush your smooth hair, a stark contrast to his own greasier mop top. The alpha ran a quick hand through his dark hair, blond streaks reflecting light with every movement.
When your eyes land on his lean figure, you start to apologize profusely, mouth an overflowing river of "sorry's" and "I didn't mean to's". He paid them no mind, just inching closer and closer until the gap between you was filled entirely with him and only him. You remained seated, voice dying down the closer his crotch got to your eye level.
"I told you to stay away, doll," he growls, fingers tangled in the loose strands of your freshly tamed hair, pulling your head back so you'd have no choice but to look up at him. His eyes hooded, pupils blown wide with need.
"Anyone ever tell you how pretty your mouth is?" he questions, free hand already working his belt open, unzipping his denim jeans before pressing your lips against the bulge beneath his briefs. You slowly pull them apart to suck at the fabric, nose engulfed in his musky basil scent, tongue lapping at a damp spot by his length.
"Shame you can't shut it," he breathes out.
James' thumb lingers on your bottom lip as he pulls you away, dragging the drop of salt-heavy moisture across the soft peak of your pout. He watches with a sick, possessive sort of satisfaction as the light from your vanity mirror catches the wetness.
His pre-cum.
Giving your mouth a gloss that looks more expensive—and far more enticing—than anything else you've ever bought.
"Look at you," he rasps, his hand tightening in your hair just enough to tilt your chin up further. "Crying over me yesterday, and now you're sitting pretty with my mess. Better than Dior, isn't it? Tell me it's better, doll."
you can’t find your voice.
You're eye-to-eye with the heavy, dark cotton of his briefs, the heat radiating off him hitting your face in waves. The bulge there is terrifying—furious and twitching—as you stare, a fresh load of dampness seeping through the cotton, mere inches from your nose.
He lets out a jagged breath, his scent thickening and cloying, like smoke to your pink room. "I spent all day thinking about how much I wanted to ruin that pretty face of yours. To make you pay for being so fucking stubborn."
He doesn't wait for your apology. He reaches down—fingers already slick from playing in his own arousal—and shoves two of them into your mouth.
"Taste them" he commands, his voice vibrating through your skin. "Suck them."
The taste is sharp—musk, salt, and the raw essence of his full-blown rut.
You wrap your tongue around his fingers, your eyes welling with fresh, overwhelmed tears as you look up at him through your lashes. James' head falls back, a low, guttural growl ripping from his chest at the sensation.
He's losing it; the nonchalant "bad boy" is drowning in the feeling of your warm, wet mouth working for him. Working to please him.
"Yeah, just like that," he moans, his hips involuntarily thrusting at your face. "So good when you're quiet. So fucking cute when you're listening."
He withdraws his fingers with a wet pop, the string of saliva connecting his fingers to your lips. Before you can even catch your breath, his hands are at his waistband.
He doesn't go slow. Shoves the briefs down, and for a second, the sheer size of him—flushed, veined, and leaking—makes you want to crawl away, hide from it.
But you don't. You're "good." His good omega.
James grabs your shoulders, his thumbs digging at your collarbones as he forces you to stay. He leans down, his dark eyes glaring into yours.
"You wanted to be in my world so bad?" he mutters, voice a dark promise. "Here it is. This is the only part of me you get to handle. Now, kiss it. Put that mouth to work, show me you're worth the trouble you cause me."
You lean in, your breath hitching as your lips graze the furious, drooling tip. The moment you swirl your tongue around the crown, James' knees nearly buckle. He lets out a low curse—something filthy and nasty—his grip on your hair turning desperate. He's addicted. He hates it, but he loves it like he can't live without it, and he'll make sure that by the time he's done, you don't remember a single thing about his world except for the way it feels inside you.
The alpha's head snaps back, a strangled sound ripping from his throat as you take him in. He expected tentative; he expected a "good girl" who would shy away from the sheer weight of never being exposed to something so explicit. Instead, you wrap your tongue around the head of his cock with practiced, devastatingly skilled suction that has his fingers spasming violently in the roots of your hair.
"F-fuck," he wheezes, his hips giving in to the involuntary, desperate thrusts in your mouth. "Where did you... How did you... who taught you to use your mouth like that?"
He's shaking, the nonchalant "bad boy" persona completely forsaken by the way you're working him. You don't stop, swirling your tongue around each vein, drawing him in deep until his eyes roll to the back of his head.
James is at his limit—the sticky heat of his pre-cum lubricating your tongue, his wolf screaming how that isn't enough. He doesn't want to spill on your face; he needs to be inside you. Needs to claim his good omega, show her he's proud of her working so hard to please him.
He hooks his arms under yours, hoisting you up with a low grunt. You're as soft as cotton candy in his calloused hands, a complete contrast to him.
He carries you two steps to the bed, but he doesn't lay you down on the fluffy white blanket, no. He sits back against the headboard, his legs splayed out, pulling you onto his lap—making you face the vanity mirror, forcing you to see the absolute wreckage you've become.
"Look at yourself," he rasps against your ear, his voice a sharp edge between praise and condescension. "Look at how fucking slutty you look."
He shoves your silk pajama top up until it's bunched up above your breasts, leaving your chest heaving and bare, your nipples peaked in the cool air. Below, your cunt is a tight mess of heat and slick—your body screaming for a friction only he can provide.
"Baby..." you sob, the pet name catching in your throat as he positions you. You look ruined—hair matted to your forehead, lips puffy and swollen—but the way James looks at you, eyes bloodshot and entranced, makes your soul shatter.
In this moment you couldn't be more beautiful.
"Tell me..." he mutters, voice faint and needy, his hands bruising your hips as he guides you down. "Tell me how it feels to have me back..."
"It's t-too much," you choke out, teeth grinding in pure, agonizing pleasure as you slowly lower yourself onto his length.
You can feel him everywhere—deep inside you, his cock pressing relentlessly into your g-spot, each inch sending a wave of pain and pleasure through you. The bulge of his cock digs into your stomach, and every time you sink down, the tip kisses your cervix, slamming into it with a sharp, grounding force.
"Fuck," he swears, pulling away from the nape of your neck to catch sight of your expression in the mirror—eyes puffy, lips parted, trembling beneath the weight of him.
"You're lucky you're so damn..." he groans, breath hitching as he feels your walls clench tight around him. "Agh—fuck." He shudders, hips stuttering for a moment as his orgasm looms closer.
He doesn't want to waste a drop on your face; his wolf is crying to be buried in you, to fill you up until you're leaking him out, just to pump it all in again.
"That's it... you're close already?" he laughs, even as he keeps driving up into you without missing a beat. The tell-tale swell at the base of his shaft begins to pulse, his knot growing with a brutal finality, settling you onto him for as long as his wolf desires.
"J-James! Please!" you sob into his shoulder, voice cracking as your stomach coils impossibly tight, tension burning through your entire body. You pant into his mouth, your cries muffled as he finally crashes his lips against yours, his knot stretching you out until you can't think, can't breathe, can't talk—just a good, sweet omega taking everything her alpha has to give her.
sypnosis oddly specific things you find insanely attractive ( tin ver )
notes skinship, kiss, established relationship, fluff, not proofread (juhoon ver ) (james ver) ( seonghyeon ver ) (keonho ver)
── divider by @/cursed-carmine
including you in his song lyrics
You accidentally stumbled upon a few unfinished lyrics on the desk. "Oh, you wrote these?" you asked, tracing the lyrics with your finger. He looked away, suddenly interested in anything but you. "Who is it about? Your members?" you said. He shyly smiled at you then, "It's actually about you"
pulling your hoodie up and giving you kisses on the forehead
The strong wind blew your hoodie hood of your head. Just when your about to put it back yourself, Martin reached over and pulled your hood up, hiding you inside it. Then, without a word, he leaned down, pressing a soft kiss to your forehead, and smiled. "there." You only stand there stunned, cheeks going tomartin red.
held stuff out of your reach just so you could lean on him
He lifted your keys just high enough that you couldn't reach it. "seriously?" you groaned and stretched, instinctively grabbing onto his arm for balance. A grin slowly rised from his face then, "finally" he said, only then did he hand it back. Such a tease
matching your height during selfies so you look closer in size
You tried to stand on the curb to stand taller next to him─you didn't wanted his head to be out of frame afterall. Martin noticed, and immediately stood closer beside you, legs opened to look shorter. "Just ask next time, baby" he said softly beside you.
when he teaches you how to play the guitar (bare with me i have never touch a guitar in my lifee)
"Like this" he murmured, gently adjusting your fingers on the strings. With deep breath, you tried the chord again, but it only buzzed upon your touch. Martin only laughed softly, hands still over yours. "your tense" he calmly said. Well how were you supposed to concentrate...when he's the one teaching you?
juhoon is leaned against the couch, legs stretched over the chaise as a lazy grin tugs on his lips. his gaze follows your every move, letting you know he's paying attention. though, every so often his eyes would flicker to your lips.
he hums as you finish your rant, staring at you with complete heart eyes as you sigh. you notice it, of course. not at first—it takes a few passing moments for you to comprehend that your boyfriend is in fact still there as you rant—but you notice. besides, your boyfriend's love for you has always been very...loud, even if it wasn't said through words.
you rest your elbows against the bone of the couch, legs tucking beneath you as you turn to face him. you sigh defeatedly, "well, that's my day for ya."
juhoon lets out a light chuckle, clearly amused by your ridiculous storytelling. "how was yours?" you say with a hum. he stares blankly at you for a moment.
"better," he hums. "now that you're here."
you hit his shoulder lightly. "so corny," you tease, though there's a fair amount of rosiness climbing up your cheeks.
he grins, head turning away. "it's true though."
you giggle lightly, shaking your head at his remark. suddenly, he turns his head back to you. a small beat silence goes by as he stares at your side profile.
"you really miss me that much?" you say softly, almost coming out as a whisper. you turn your head towards him again, eyes connecting. "everyday, princess."
you feel butterflies in your stomach suddenly—as if you were back in your sophomore year, confessing that you had been crushing on him. goddamn you kim juhoon. he chuckles at your silence, taking it as a sign that he had your heart racing once more.
"c'mere," he says just above a whisper. you follow his direction, climbing into his lap with your legs on either side of him. "missed you tons too." you hum, wrapping your arms around his neck as you lean in to close the distance.
your lips lock onto his, and you feel his hands immediately take hold of your waist, gently gripping them. you tilt your head just enough to deepen the kiss, eliciting a soft groan from him. you hands find its way to the back of his head, running your fingers through his hair.
his lips chase yours immediately after you pull away for air, desperate for more. "god how i've missed you." he says breathlessly, forehead resting against yours. you feel his hand at the back of your head, gently pushing you in to close the distance once more. "missed kissing you so much," he says between kisses.
you hum against him in agreement as he kisses your jaw, slowly making his way down your neck. "so pretty." you hear him say, vibrating against your skin. you feel him place light, quick kisses all over before coming back up to your lips, giving you one long and sweet kiss.
“I’m insensitive, I’m irresponsible, and I’m hungry..”
warnings: making out, some fluff some not (sort of), spidey senses are WAY off, peter wants to eat you?! #ficfetti
ship: tasm!peter parker x reader
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summary: your boyfriend, peter parker (who happens to be the one and only spider-man) gets home late to your apartment you both had just moved into together. it seems as though when he lets himself in from the bedroom window on the 29th floor his spidey senses are.. more unusal than they normally would be.
a/n: hey hey!! a few weeks ago I saw someone's headcanons for peter on tumblr and one of which said something/ explained how spiders can have a really high metabolism (to where they can eat a looooot) SO hypothetically.. peter could do the same because spidey senses are REAL and he would like get a cute food bump and get really shy about it and I just- I THINK THAT'S CUTE. so enjoi. love u guys!!!
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it's a cold autumnal night in new york city. it was quiet in your apartment. you had just barely gotten into bed after anticipating your boyfriend, spider-man himself, to arrive back home to you.
like any superhero would, he was out protecting the city and citizens from earthly chaos. he claims that because he was able to develop his super-strength and other worldly powers it is his responsibility to use them for good. you had admiration for his willingness to risk his life to help the people of new york every night.
you stare blankly at the ceiling of your bedroom. it was always a worry when peter wouldn't get home from patrolling for more than a few hours. a wave of paranoia crept in the back of your mind at the thought of him being in danger- but of course what he was doing was dangerous.
the glowing twilight coming from your window reflected on your silk pillow case.
you lie there momentarily- thoughts concerning peter's safety running endlessly.
until suddenly: you hear a small knock coming from the fire escape. the window draws open from the bottom up. it’s peter.
peter manages to pull the window open all of the way. he swings his legs over the ledge and lets a breathy sigh of exhaustion escape his cracked, bitten lips.
blood threatens to leave his bottom lip as he's almost punctured it. other than that, though, he seems to be okay. droplets of sweat gleam where his forehead meets his fluffed chocolaty hair. he rests his clad body on the sill as he catches his breath.
“hiya bub..” he says.
“hi, you okay? It’s kind of late.” you approach him at the window and reach for his hands, just gently grasping them. you graze your thumbs down the veins running over his knuckles.
peter shakes his head and stands up with caution.
you can’t help but feel a mix of concern and awestruck when he learns against your body to brace himself.
“no, yeah. I know. I’m sorry I don’t like keeping you up like this I just-“
"peter. I'm just glad you're here."
you cut his short explanation off by kissing him on the mouth. it's soft and sweet at the start- but peter corresponds to your movement much rougher and with just an ounce of desperation.
peter bites your bottom lip softly; he savors the sweet taste of your cherry chap stick with a hint of iron.
the piquant flavors he tastes on you must only urge him further.
he takes your hips into his grip, pulling you forward towards him. "god- you smell so.. good."
"taste good too, hm?"
you reach for the nape of his neck and play with some of the hair he has there. you can feel goosebumps arise on your arms at the feeling of his touch.
peter abruptly breaks the kiss with a quiet groan. he reluctantly releases his hands off your body. he reaches for the seam of his spidey-suit. he peels it off, leaving it on the floor as he heads for the door in now only his boxers.
“I’m sorry bub. I’m so hungry.”
peter? abandoning you in the midst of making out? this, now this, confused you. it was unlike him to withdrawal from an intimate moment; especially because he's always very infatuated with physical touch from you.
when you first found out about peter's spider-like abilities gained from the radioactive spider, you had done tons of research on how spiders behave.
it turns out that they are heavily reactive in the presence of females and their pheromones.
not only that, but when peter had received physical touch from you or been around you in general, he would purr. not like a cat, but as spiders do through sending vibrations from their lower appendages to communicate.
he was just reactive in general when it came to being around you. but still, it a rare occurrence for him to be this hormonal.
you follow peter as he enters the dimly lit kitchen. a blue light illuminates the area as he opens the fridge searching for food; like somewhat of predator.
“Is it hot in here to you? ‘m really warm.” he mumbles, not averting his focus from the fridge.
peter shuffled through the various groceries you had picked up earlier that day.
“are you sure you’re okay?” typically, when peter would finish patrolling the streets of new york for the night he would be hungry, of course, but everything else..? you weren’t so sure.
this odd behavior he had was strange. you had never seen peter so needy. it was endearing nonetheless.
he doesn't break to respond to your inquiry. after another moment of watching his centralization on the fridge and it's contents, he comes up from crouching on the kitchen floor with his firm, muscular arms wrapped around a variation of prepackaged food.
he holds a pint of phish food ben and jerry's, approximately three slices of banana bread, a half eaten sub sandwich, a pickle, a pepper jack cheese stick, a tupperware containing something unknown and yellow, and an apple (for balance).
you raise an eyebrow in utter curiosity of what his next move will be.
will he actually eat all of that in one sitting??
if you had the metabolism of a spider, you probably would too.
peter locks eyes with you and notices your questioning gaze. not breaking eye contact with you he lifts his arms still carrying all of his SHIT and coyly places it on the kitchen counter. slowly, you enter the kitchen and sit on the kitchen island adjacent to peter. he doesn't even bother to move to the dining table!
peter slings a web to the cabinets where the dishware is stored, just below the ceiling. he curls up on the web and shoots another few webs to bring his grub back to his cradle on top of the cabinets.
the glow of the floor lamp outside the bedroom highlighted the drool pooling at his lip daring to escape his mouth. another thing you had learned from your extensive spider research was that peter wasn't able to produce venom, so he instead would excrete a lot of drool- and not only at the slight of food.
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in a matter of ten minutes or so, peter finishes his meal. peter wipes his mouth with the back of his hand and leans back against the wall, just resting as the food settles in his stomach. after a moment, he steadies himself back down to the ground, taking an armful of trash down with him.
you slide off of the counter and stifle a laugh. "better? I didn't think you could finish."
you exchange a glance and he blushes in embarrassment. "hey.. I was really, really hungry bub."
peter puts the trash in the garbage next to the kitchen island. suddenly he decides to finish his act from earlier.
"I believe it." he rests his arm on your side and pulls you closer. peter seems to be much calmer now that he's had a cure all for his hunger.
a sleepy haze looms over his eyes that are struggling to stay open to look at your pretty face. he places a kiss to your cheek and it's much softer than the way he had kissed you fifteen minutes ago.
you take his hand in yours once again. "do you want to sleep now?" you ask.
with a nod, peter drags you behind him back to bed.
you both crawl into the covers. neither of you release hands. cold air drafts into the room from the window that has remained open. the city noise slowly lulls peter into a deep slumber.
he sighs. "y/n, I have to admit," you move your free hand to brush some hair out of his eyes. you speak in just a whisper. "yeah, pete? what is it?"
he quietly lets out a self conscious laugh. "I'm actually really full. like really." a soft, uncomfortable whine lingers behind his words.
"oh, I'm sure." you say. you move your hand down to rub his side in hopes that he'll somehow feel better. playfully, he glares at you. the loving look in his deep brown eyes contradict the expression he attempts to give.
you both break into a smile.
"I missed you today. I swung by your window, probably, ten times. I wanted to come home sooner."
you trace the lines across his toned abdomen- his satiation was obvious by his temporary distention and the warmth coming from his stomach.
his gaze meets your fatigued, but still joyous smile. you look up, "I missed you a lot. I was waiting for so long I didn't know when you would get back."
his legs tangle with yours under the bed sheets. it's comforting how peter settles his body touching yours.
paring: phainon, mydei, aventurine, dr. ratio, jingyuan x fem!reader
tws : nsfw / smut, creampie (vaginal & anal), breeding kink, reverse cowgirl, mate pressing, spanking, multiple of rounds, darcyphilia, virginity loss, blow-job, face sitting (?), fingering, tummy bulge, making it fit, sloppy sêx, aftercare (?), rough sêx, dubcon elements (?), dumbifiction, headlocks and petnames.
sum : You told him he was small. He showed you otherwise. Suddenly, you didn’t mind taking every inch. MDNI 18+ ONLY.
note : not proof-read as usual.
★ PHAINON :
You thought teasing him would be fun. A quiet little smirk and that sweet whisper —
“Bet you’re not even that big.”
God, the way he looked at you. Not angry. Not offended. Just… amused. Like a priest staring down a blasphemer before the altar.
Now?
Now your legs are trembling, pushed wide open, and you’re struggling to even blink. Phainon’s fingers are deep inside you — slow, deliberate, two of them hooked just right, pressing into the spot that’s got your mouth open and your brain melting.
“Small?” he murmurs, voice like velvet-wrapped gold. “And yet… you’re drooling all over my fingers. Can’t even hold yourself up.”
You want to talk. You can’t.
Every curl of his fingers pulls a moan from you like a prayer. He’s whispering again, lips brushing your ear.
“Nothing to say now? Hm? So quiet. So wet. Should I keep going until you forget your name?”
You’re nodding before you even realize it.
Your hips are grinding up against his palm now, chasing that edge he keeps pulling away from. Every time it builds, he slows down. Holds you there. Makes you feel it. The ache, the pressure, the bliss that never quite breaks. It’s maddening.
“You’re just being prepared,” he says gently, almost reverent, like this is sacred.
“Can’t ruin you in the first round, sweet thing. But by the time I do put it in, you’ll be so far gone you won’t even remember calling me small.”
“Can’t ruin you in the first round, sweet thing,” he purrs again, brushing his fingers from your soaked hole to the base of his cock. It’s heavy, flushed, leaking against your thigh now. Thick. Long. You didn’t even look at it properly—too far gone to notice while he was playing you open like a divine instrument.
“But now?” His hand wraps around the base, stroking once, slow. You see it now. And oh—he’s huge. It’s veiny, flushed deep pink at the tip, curved just enough to hit everything he was already teasing with his fingers. “Now you’re ready.”
You try to answer, but all that comes out is a soft gasp and a nod that feels more like begging.
He moves between your legs, pushing them wider—wider—until you feel stretched out and helpless under him, like an offering. And he leans forward, pressing his cockhead against your entrance. It doesn’t even go in at first. He just grinds there. Spreads you open with slow circles, letting you feel the weight of it, the heat, the stretch that’s coming.
You choke on a sound. “Pha—Phainon—”
“Shhh,” he whispers, and he smiles. Soft. Like he’s about to baptize you in holy fire. “It’ll fit.”
He pushes in slow. Painfully slow. Not because he’s teasing, but because you physically can’t take it all at once. Your cunt clenches around the thick head, already trembling as he sinks in inch by inch, pulling a broken moan out of you each time your walls stretch around him.
You try to breathe. You can’t. His hand comes to your stomach—
—and when he’s halfway in, you see it.
“Look,” he breathes, pressing gently to the bulge forming just below your bellybutton. “That’s me.”
Your eyes roll back. “T-too big—”
“It fits,” he says again, firm this time. “You’re mine. I will fit.”
And with a slow, final push, he bottoms out.
You scream.
The stretch, the pressure, the feeling of him filling you completely—it’s too much. Too perfect. Your body tightens around him like it’s never going to let go. Like you were meant to take this cock. To take his.
He doesn’t move right away. Just stays there, buried inside you, cock twitching, eyes fixed on your face and the outline in your stomach.
“Good,” he murmurs. “You’re doing so good for me. You’re going to take all of it. Again. And again. Until I’m sure it takes.”
And then he moves.
Slow at first—long, deep strokes that drag against every sweet, ruined part of you. You’re already sensitive, overfucked from his fingers, but now? Now it’s bliss. Sacred. Your hips jerk every time he bottoms out. The bulge grows and disappears, over and over, with every thrust.
“Feel that?” he whispers, dragging his lips over your jaw. “That’s what happens when you insult something divine. Now you’re going to feel it in your stomach every time you breathe.”
Your legs are shaking. You’re moaning without meaning to, drooling, tears slipping down your cheeks—not from pain. From how good it is. How full.
He starts moving faster, his rhythm breaking, and his hand goes to your thigh, holding you down as your body tries to pull away from the overwhelming pleasure.
“Where are you going?” he growls, low and possessive now. “You asked for this.”
And then it hits. He slams in deep, grinds, and your vision whites out—back arching as you cum hard, squeezing around him, sobbing from the force of it. But he doesn’t stop. If anything, he gets rougher. Harsher. His breath ragged, his grip bruising.
He’s close.
And you know it.
“I’m going to fill you,” he grits out. “So full you’ll feel it dripping for days. You’ll smell like me.”
You whimper something incoherent, but your hips rock up to meet his thrusts. You want it. You need it. The sacred burn of him claiming every inch.
“I’ll breed you until your body forgets every cock before me. Until it only remembers mine.”
The moment it happens, he growls your name, slams in deep one last time—and stays there.
You feel the heat first. Then the stretch. Then the rush of cum flooding you.
He doesn’t pull out.
Not even a little.
He just groans, low and broken, pressing his forehead to yours as he pumps every last drop inside.
And your stomach swells just slightly more with the warmth.
You don’t know how long it’s been.
The room feels warm. Your body? Weak, trembling, leaking. You’re still stretched open around him, thighs twitching, mouth parted with soft gasps. His cum is still inside you—hot, heavy, pooling deep in your cunt, trickling down your inner thighs with every shift of your hips.
You should be done.
Any normal man would’ve pulled out, cleaned you up, let you come down from the high.
But Phainon? He never even left your body.
He’s still there.
Still inside.
Still hard.
And he’s watching you—blue eyes narrowing, one palm gently resting on the bulge in your stomach.
“You’re full,” he murmurs, brushing your sticky hair off your forehead. “But you’re not bred yet.”
You try to speak. You can’t. Your jaw slackens as he pulls back just slightly, just enough for your raw, fluttering walls to feel the drag of him.
And then—
He thrusts back in.
Hard.
You scream.
It’s not pain. It’s not even pleasure. It’s too much. Your body jerks, overwhelmed, the thick mess of cum inside you squelching as he slams back into your already-spoiled cunt. You cry out again, eyes wide and watery.
“Pha—Phainon, I—can’t—”
“Yes, you can.” His voice is calm, but low. Tight with restraint. “You’re made for this. I just have to remind you.”
His hips roll again, slow at first, but deeper. Hungrier. Every stroke pushes against that oversensitive spot inside, and with the way you’re already so full—so stretched—it feels like he’s everywhere at once. Your body tries to squirm away, but he pins your hips down with one hand and holds your thigh up with the other.
“You can take it,” he breathes. “You will take it. You said I was small, remember?”
His cock slams deep, knocking the air from your lungs. He starts rutting now—thrusts rhythmic, brutal, divine—every inch pounding up into your heat like a promise. The bulge in your stomach pulses with every push, getting more visible. He presses it as he fucks into you, and you sob.
“Look at this,” he whispers. “Look what I’m doing to you. That’s my cock inside your womb, my girl. Claiming every inch. You feel it?”
You nod. You don’t even mean to, but you’re nodding like a broken thing, tears down your cheeks, gasping his name over and over like a prayer.
Phainon groans—finally slipping. His breath hitches, rhythm growing faster, more desperate.
“I’ll fuck you stupid,” he growls. “Fill you until it’s leaking down your thighs for days. Until your stomach stays round even when I pull out.”
He doesn’t stop. Doesn’t slow. He ravages you now. Your pussy is fluttering, clenching, spasming around him, soaking his cock with slick and leftover cum—and he fucks you through it. Like he’s not just fucking you, but teaching your body a lesson.
You cum again. You don’t even realize it until your vision goes white, and your body locks up, and your voice breaks into moans that don’t even sound human anymore. You’re shaking, body arching, drool on your lip—and he still doesn’t stop.
“You love it,” he says into your skin, his lips hot against your temple. “You love being ruined like this. You’ll remember this every time you try to walk.”
You’re crying. Whimpering. Nodding.
And then—his thrusts get sloppier.
You feel him swell.
You know it’s coming.
And he grips your hips and slams in—deep, to the hilt—and holds you there as he spills inside again.
This time? It’s worse.
There’s so much. You can feel it—thick, hot, and endless, rushing in and filling you again like your body was empty. Your belly feels heavier. Rounder. The bulge pulses with warmth as he unloads for the second time.
You can’t even make a sound. Just wide eyes and soft, shattered moans.
He stays there, cock buried inside, twitching, body trembling.
You’re limp. Your thighs are soaked. Your belly’s full. His seed’s dripping down your ass in thick, creamy strings—but he’s still there. Still holding you like something sacred and fragile.
And he leans down, kisses your lips gently, and whispers:
“Still think I’m small?”
You’re too ruined to answer.
But the mess between your legs answers for you.
★ MYDEIMOS :
“You’re small.”
You say it soft. Real soft. Barely a whisper in his ear while you lie under him, half-smirking. You think you’re being cute. Teasing. Stirring that man into a scoff.
But what you get isn’t a scoff or a groan
It’s silence.
Mydei just looks at you—no expression, just heat—and the next second?
He’s on you.
You’re grabbed, flipped, thrown down, and spread open in seconds—legs pinned back to your chest, his thick arms caging you in. You barely get a breath before he’s lining his cock up to your dripping pussy and slams it in.
No warning. No build-up. Just the wet, brutal sound of your cunt getting split open around cock that doesn’t fit but forces its way in anyway.
You scream.
It’s not pain—it’s your pussy trying to figure out how to swallow something that fucking thick. Your lips stretch wide, your walls clench down like they’re confused, stuffed past their limit, already leaking and sucking him in like they know who’s boss now.
He leans in close—chest pressed flat to yours, his full body on you. You can’t move. Can’t breathe. You’re folded up under him like you’re nothing but a fleshlight with a heartbeat, pinned so tight your legs tremble and twitch beside his ribs.
His cock’s balls deep inside.
His stomach presses down on yours.
You look down and see the shape of it—see the thick bulge of his cock pushing up against your belly like he’s trying to break through it.
“Small?” he finally grunts, voice rough in your ear. “You feel that, baby? That’s my dick rearranging your insides.”
And then he starts thrusting into your already wet cunt.
The sound of skin smacking skin gets wetter every second, your pussy making those filthy, squelching noises with every bounce of his hips, juices spilling out everywhere, dripping off your ass and soaking the sheets.
You’re gasping. Whining. Eyes rolling back. You try to say something, maybe beg, maybe moan—but he just grabs your throat and slams in deeper.
You can’t move. You’re folded. Flattened under him. His thick body covers you, keeps you down, presses his weight into you like he’s trying to leave a permanent mark inside your guts.
He spits in your mouth.
“You wanna say that again?” he growls, snapping his hips. “Call me small now.”
You can’t. You’re just moaning, mouth open, drooling on yourself while your pussy flutters and twitches around his cock, slick and swollen from the constant stretch.
“God, you sound stupid,” he groans. “You are stupid now, huh? Just a dumb little hole to fuck. Nothin’ goin’ on in that brain except how deep this cock is.”
And it’s true.
You’re quiet. Brain blank. All you know is the drag and shove of that thick cock inside you, bruising your cunt, flattening your womb. You’re leaking all over his balls, slick sticking to his thighs, his dick punching your guts over and over.
He sits back—brings you with him—doesn’t pull out.
Now you’re in his lap, straddling him, but still bent back, your pussy still spread open, still stuffed with cock. He’s bouncing you now—your ass smacking down on his thighs, tits bouncing, cunt slapping messy around him with every brutal thrust.
You’re just moaning.
“My fuckin’ girl,” he pants. “You were made for this. Made to take all this cock. Gonna breed you right. Knock the last of your thoughts out with my load.”
Your tummy bulges again as he lifts you and slams you down harder.
He wraps one thick arm around your neck—tight headlock—and fucks you through it.
“Say it again,” he hisses in your ear. “Say I’m small while your pussy’s creaming on me like a bitch in heat.”
But you can’t speak. You’re gone.
You’re drooling, eyes crossed, pussy fluttering tight around his dick, holding him in like you’re scared he’ll pull out. You’re gushing—cum and slick squirting out around his cock, dripping mess all over the floor.
He moans. And he breaks.
He grabs your hips, slams you down to the base, and stays there—deep, buried, locked in place.
You feel his cock twitch.
Thick. Heavy. Flooding your cunt, stretching you with cum. You feel it pump into you in hot, heavy spurts, overflowing inside, leaking down your thighs. Your belly gets heavier with it. You swear your pussy’s too full to take more but he doesn’t stop—he keeps grinding.
You’re folded in his lap now, cock still buried so deep it feels like it’s in your throat, cum dripping down between your cheeks in fat, warm globs—and Mydei leans down and brushes your hair from your face like he didn’t just fuck you stupid.
He smirks, nuzzles your flushed cheek.
“Well?” he murmurs, hips slowly rolling again, so slow, just enough to make you feel every inch of him dragging against your raw, sensitive walls. “Still think I’m small?”
You whimper.
That’s all you can manage. Your voice is gone, fucked out of your throat. Your legs won’t stop shaking. Your pussy’s twitching around him like it’s begging for more even though it’s so overstretched, puffy and red from being used.
He hums.
“Didn’t think so.”
And then he kisses you.
Soft. Deep. One hand cupping the back of your head while his tongue lazily rolls against yours. His cock stays buried inside—warm, pulsing—but he’s not fucking you now. Not yet. He’s just holding you there, like he’s soaking in the mess he made.
You blink at him slowly, dazed, drooling, skin slick with sweat.
“Mydei…” you whine.
That’s it. Just his name. Barely even that.
He smiles.
Kisses you again. Starts rocking his hips in that gentle, sweet rhythm—like he’s in love with the way your pussy squeezes him, like he could spend all night just watching you fall apart again under him, all flushed and sore and needy.
“You want more, don’t you?” he murmurs against your lips. “Can feel this little hole begging for it. She’s so greedy, baby.”
You nod. Eyes glassy.
“Good girl,” he breathes. “Let me take care of you, yeah?”
He shifts—pulls out halfway, then slides back in slow, cock thick and veiny and still leaking cum. You moan. Loud. Body arching, hips rolling up to meet him like your pussy’s chasing him.
He watches your face. Watches your expression twist and tremble while he fucks you slow—tender, now, but deep. Deep enough to make your stomach bulge again. Deep enough to make your toes curl.
You look down and whine.
“Look at her,” he growls softly. “Still stretched open. Still dripping for me. You’re so fucking full, baby…”
He slides his hand down between your bodies—presses gently on your lower belly.
You squeal.
Because you feel it—his cock pressing from the inside, bulging your stomach, thick and firm. His thumb rubs circles there while his hips start rolling deeper again, gentle but intentional, grinding into the soft spot inside you like he knows exactly where to touch.
And of course he does.
He’s Mydei.
Your big, mean man. Who just turned into your soft, obsessed husband the second he dumped a load in you.
“Still got room in there,” he murmurs. “Don’t lie, I can feel it. Gonna fill you up again, sweetheart. Gonna make you mine again and again ‘til it’s dripping out of your belly button.”
You’re babbling now.
Begging. Sobbing.
Tears well up as the overstimulation kicks in—but it’s good. It’s so good. He’s so sweet with it, kissing your face, stroking your sides, murmuring filth right into your ear like it’s a love confession.
“You’re everything,” he says. “You hear me? . My pretty girl. I’d fuck you every hour of every day if I could. You were made to take this cock.”
You clench.
He groans.
He cums again.
Slower this time, but hotter somehow—he moans into your mouth, deep and low, hips locked against you as his cock throbs and spills another load inside you, thick and lazy and so much. You feel it pushing everything else out, dripping down your thighs again.
He doesn’t move. Just holds you there, cock deep, cum inside, lips on yours.
“Still small?” he whispers again.
You shake your head, dazed and full.
“No…”
His smirk is feral.
“Didn’t think so.”
★ AVENTURINE :
You’re smirking. Shouldn’t be, but you are.
He’s got you cornered, back against the sleek marble wall of your suite, his tie undone and sleeves rolled, chest warm against yours. One hand rests on the small of your back, the other gripping your chin, keeping your gaze locked with his like you’ve just handed him a challenge on a silver platter.
“Repeat it,” he says softly. Too softly. That smile on his face isn’t a smile , it’s a loaded weapon.
You raise your brows like you’re innocent. You’re not. You know exactly what you said.
“I said,” you purr, playing with the buttons on his shirt like you don’t feel your heartbeat slamming in your chest, “you’re a bit… small.”
There it is. That twitch in his jaw. That flash in his violet eyes like you just poked a sleeping god awake.
He laughs, low and rich, like you just handed him a glass of vintage wine and dared him to break it over your head.
“Small,” he echoes, tilting your face up further. “Interesting.”
You try to act bored. You’re so full of shit.
“Not small small,” you add with a shrug. “Just… not as big as you pretend to be.”
Silence.
Then his lips press against yours — hard. His tongue slides past your lips like he owns them, teeth catching your bottom lip in a cruel, teasing bite before he pulls back just enough to speak again.
“You’re gonna eat those words,” he murmurs, hot against your mouth. “Every single one.”
He takes his time getting you on the bed. Doesn’t throw you down—no, that’d be too easy. He leads you there, fingers on your chin, your throat, your wrist. Every step is deliberate. He pulls you into his lap, clothes still half-on, thighs spread, cock already hard under the slacks he hasn’t even taken off.
“Come on then,” he says, loosening his belt. “Climb on. Since you’re so confident.”
You crawl into his lap like the brat you are — like you’re still in control — grinding slow against the thick outline of his cock as you straddle him, smug smirk still on your face.
“Gonna prove me wrong, little man?” you whisper, voice sugar-sweet.
That earns you a slap.
Not on your face—no, Aventurine’s too elegant for that—but on your ass. Hard. Your body jerks forward, chest colliding with his, a sharp gasp punched from your throat.
“Wrong?” he murmurs, voice thick with amusement. “Oh darling. I’m gonna ruin you so thoroughly, you’ll beg me to be smaller.”
He grabs your waist and flips you around, pulling you back into his lap so you’re facing away from him now, knees spread, his cock sliding free from his slacks and standing proud between your thighs.
You glance down and blink. …Oh. Okay. Maybe he’s not small. Maybe he’s the opposite of small. Maybe you’re very stupid.
Before you can recover, he spits into his palm and strokes himself once—twice— then presses the head against your entrance, one hand gripping your waist and the other trailing slowly, so slowly, down your front.
“Go on,” he whispers against your neck. “Show me how small it feels.”
You sink down.
Your mouth falls open. No words. Just a gasp—long, high, desperate, as his cock stretches you open, thick and hot, filling every inch with a pressure that borders on unbearable.
“Mm?” he purrs, hands gripping your hips as you struggle to take him. “Not speaking now? I thought you were feeling brave tonight.”
You whimper. He laughs.
“Oh, sweetheart,” he groans, sliding in deeper until your thighs are shaking. “This is barely halfway.”
You try to lift yourself off—you try—but he yanks you right back down with a smack to your ass, his cock punching so deep inside you your belly bulges just slightly, perfect and obscene.
“Look at that,” he murmurs, brushing a hand over the spot. “That little bump? That’s me. That’s how ‘small’ I am, hm?”
You’re shaking now. Gasping, drooling, grinding down on him with needy little movements you can’t even pretend are confident anymore.
He drags his lips along your shoulder, bites lightly at your neck, and then thrusts upward. Just once. Deep. Hard.
You sob.
“What was that?” he says sweetly. “Sounded like you were gonna apologize.”
You try—you try so hard—but all that comes out is a pathetic, broken moan.
“Oh, honey,” he breathes, voice full of velvet cruelty. “You don’t get to apologize yet.”
He grabs a fistful of your hair, tugging your head back so you’re arching beautifully in his lap, cock still snug and deep inside you. His other hand? Slipping down your front, fingers rubbing right over where you’re throbbing, making you jolt.
“You don’t apologize,” he hisses, “until your knees give out. Until you’re sobbing on my cock.”
You whimper again.
He slaps your thigh—once, twice—then grips your hips and starts fucking up into you, slow and deliberate at first, then faster. Harder. The wet slap of skin against skin fills the room, mixed with your messy, choked cries and his deep, smug groans.
“You said I was small,” he pants, cock ramming into that spot that makes your eyes roll back. “Say it again.”
“N-no—”
“Say it.”
You try, you do—but all you can say is his name, over and over, like a prayer, like a surrender.
He laughs. Moans. Slaps your ass again and watches the ripple with admiration.
“Not so mouthy now, huh?” he says against your neck. “But don’t worry. You’ll get your words back.”
He pulls out, flips you around, and shoves you down to your knees.
His cock is flushed, slick and throbbing, still twitching from the tight heat of your cunt, and he grips it at the base with one hand while guiding your face forward with the other.
“Put that smart little mouth to work,” he growls. “Since you seem to like talking shit.”
You suck him in with shaking hands, lips stretched wide, eyes glassy. He watches you —loves watching you—as you gag and drool around him, your body still trembling from the wreckage he left in his wake.
“Mm, that’s it,” he groans, thrusting slow into your mouth. “Choke on it, baby. Just like you choked on your pride.”
You blink up at him—ruined, teary-eyed, mascara smudged, thighs shaking from being fucked half senseless—and he smiles down at you like the devil himself.
“Still think I’m small?” he whispers.
You shake your head.
“Mmm. Thought so.”
★ DR. RATIO :
You really thought you were funny.
Laid back against the library table, your skirt barely hiding the subtle shift of your thighs, you looked at him with that smug, syrupy smile. With a little shrug, you said it clearly,
“You don’t seem like much, Doctor. Bet you’d barely reach.”
The air went suddenly colder.
He didn’t even blink. Instead, he stared at you like you’d just insulted his entire intellect or knocked over his carefully brewed tea. His fingers twitched near his belt, then the sharp clack of his book closing echoed like a gunshot. He stood up.
“Is that so?” His voice was low, dry, and uninterested. That dangerous, mean little smile tugged at the corner of his mouth — not amused, not flirtatious, just a condescending twist that made your stomach knot.
“Well. Let’s test your hypothesis, shall we?”
You should have run. But no. You bit your lip and smirked like the brat you were.
That was your first mistake.
He didn’t say a word as he reached out and flipped you over the desk like you weighed nothing, settling you down flat.
“Still think I’m small?” he gritted, voice low and sharp as his hips ground down hard against you. Your mouth fell open, no witty comeback ready — just the sharp, helpless squeal that escaped when you felt every inch of him.
He was not small. Far from it. He was massive, pressing into you relentlessly, while piles of research scattered beneath you like forgotten papers.
Your cheek stuck to parchment. One hand pressed between your shoulder blades, holding you still, while the other landed on your ass with a resounding smack that made the desk creak beneath you.
“Use your words, test subject.” His voice was laced with sarcasm, irritated and turned on. “You wanted a measurement, didn’t you? Want me to push deeper?”
You whimpered, your legs trembling. That wasn’t enough for him. His hand smacked your ass again, harder this time, then grabbed and spread you wider without shame. He watched you — how your body folded and shivered under his weight — your belly visibly bulging each time he thrust deep, as if your insides were made just for him.
“You’ll take it. That’s what happens when you provoke a man smarter than you.”
It was filthy. Your legs shook uncontrollably, thighs wobbling under the pressure, but he didn’t relent. His body was big, lean but solid — every breath sharp, every growl low and frustrated in your ear. He was not romantic. He was not gentle. He was merciless.
“You’re so full it’s pathetic,” he hissed, grinding his hips harder. “Still think I’m small? Look down. Look at what I’m doing to that belly.”
You did.
You shouldn’t have.
A big, round lump pushed out against your stomach, his cock deep enough to mark you completely.
“You’re drooling,” he sneered. “Still think I’m small?”
You couldn’t answer. You were gasping, nails scraping at the wood as he locked his arms tight around your waist — not letting you escape, not letting you think — mate pressing you until your toes curled and your moans came ragged and raw.
“Say you’re sorry.”
You didn’t.
So he spanked you again, harder this time, then slammed into you deeper until the wet squelching of your cunt echoed through the silent study.
You choked out something broken and breathless. He didn’t care.
“I’ll breed the arrogance out of you,” Ratio muttered under his breath, like your whining was just another tedious experiment. “Let’s see if a few loads fix your attitude.”
He gripped your waist tighter, his breath hot against your ear as his hips pressed deep and unrelenting. Every thrust carved into you, making that heavy bulge in your belly push out more, like you were stretched perfectly around him—no chance to hide it, no mercy given.
His hand found your ass again, slapping it hard, fingers kneading and holding you in place. “You think you’re so clever, talking shit. But look at you now—mine. All wrapped around me, dripping and desperate.”
Your breath hitched, body trembling as he kept pounding into you, the sound of your slick wetness mixing with the harsh smacks filling the quiet room.
“Say it,” he growled, voice low and rough. “Say you’re mine.”
Your voice broke, trembling out, “I’m yours.”
His grin was cruel and satisfied as he pulled you flush against him, mate pressing with all his weight, making sure you couldn’t move, couldn’t escape. The fullness inside you stretched tighter, and he whispered, “You’re so full. Can’t get enough of me, can you?”
You whimpered, head thrown back, utterly undone.
With a sharp slap to your ass, he pulled out just enough so you could feel the thick length twitching, then slammed back inside, his pace rougher, more demanding.
“I’m gonna breed that stubbornness right out of you,” he breathed, voice dark and possessed. “You’ll remember this every damn time you think you can test me.”
Your walls clenched hard around him, moans slipping free as he kept driving you into the desk, holding you down like you were his prize.
“Beg for it,” he said, dragging his hand up to grip your hair, tilting your face so you had no choice but to look at him.
You whimpered, “Please… don’t stop.”
His laugh was low and satisfied. “That’s my good girl.”
He pressed forward, hips snapping, every movement pounding deeper, stretching you full and making your belly roll with the pressure.
Your breath caught as he tensed, voice rough, “Say it. Say I’m the only one.”
“I’m yours,” you gasped, trembling and undone.
With a final, heavy thrust, he claimed you fully, breath hitching as he spilled inside, filling you with everything he had.
He held you pressed tight as you trembled beneath him, hips still rolling lazily, possessive and relentless.
“I told you,” he whispered against your skin, “I’m never small.”
★ JING YUAN :
You really shouldn’t have said it.
You really shouldn’t have looked the General of the Cloud Knights in the eye—shirt tugged up, thighs bare and your panties already wet—and had the audacity to say:
“Tch. With all that confidence, your cock’s probably small anyway.”
The room went quiet for a second.
The kind of quiet where even the crickets were like oh no she didn’t.
Jing Yuan blinked.
Smiled.
Then laughed—that slow, deep, maddening chuckle that slithered straight down your spine like warm honey.
“Small, huh?” he repeated, stretching his arms behind his head like he wasn’t already rock hard in his robes. “Ah… You poor little thing.”
You weren’t prepared for how fast he moved.
One second you’re smug.
Next second your back hits the mattress with a soft thud, legs spread open like he owned them, your panties tugged to the side and his thumb lazily brushing over your soaked folds.
“Say that again.” His voice was low, a little breathy. He hadn’t even taken his robes off. “Let’s see how long you keep that mouth running.”
You gasped when he pulled it out.
Holy—
He knew. Oh, he knew exactly what kind of look crossed your face. The shock. The panic. The twitch of your thighs like they were second-guessing their own bravery.
“I think someone owes me an apology,” he murmured, rubbing the head of his cock against your clit like he was just casually testing the weather. “Or should I make you eat those words?”
Smug bastard. That slow, lazy smile. That thick, achingly hard cock.
You didn’t even have time to beg.
He grabbed you by the back of your head, tilted your jaw open, and fed it to you.
Slow. Deep. Sloppy.
“Mm— look at you now.” His hips rolled like he was half-asleep, voice curling with pure sin. “Choking on the small one, are we?”
You clawed at his thighs when he held you down, cock pressing heavy on your tongue, mocking your every breath. He groaned every time you gagged around him, every time you tried to glare up at him through teary eyes.
“Can’t talk back with your mouth full, hm?” Jing Yuan chuckled, cupping your cheek. “Maybe I’ll keep you like this for a while. Let that attitude melt off your tongue.”
When he finally let you breathe, you were wrecked.
Mascara smeared. Drool dripping down your chin. Knees trembling.
“Aw,” he cooed, petting your hair. “What happened to all that big talk?”
And then—he flipped you over.
One smooth motion, you were face-down, ass up, and his cock already nudging at your entrance.
“This might stretch a little,” he murmured, completely fake sweetness in his tone.
Liar.
You screamed when he pushed in. Inch by thick, punishing inch. Your pussy clenched like it was trying to reject him, but it only made him groan, hands gripping your hips like he was claiming them.
“Fuck, you feel that?” he growled into your ear, voice deeper now, panting against your neck. “Say it again. Say it’s small while it’s splitting you open.”
You tried.
You couldn’t.
Not when he started moving.
Lazy, powerful thrusts that made the bed shake and your legs wobble. He stayed buried deep, hips grinding in slow circles like he had all the time in the world. His hand slipped between your thighs, rubbing your clit like he was spoiling you—just to drive you even crazier.
“Tell me how small I am while you’re dripping like this,” he teased, pinching your clit until you squealed. “Come on, sweetheart. Be brave again.”
All you could do was cry his name.
Over and over.
When you finally came, it was messy. Shaky. So tight around him he groaned into your skin, fucking you through it until your body gave up.
You collapsed, twitching.
And he?
He stayed inside you. Still hard. Still smug.
Leaning down, lips brushing your ear, he whispered:
“…Want to try that again?”
You don’t remember how you got here.
Well, actually—you do. It started with a smug smirk, your bratty mouth, and one too many giggles tossed at the general’s expense.
“With how lazy you are, your cock’s probably soft and small too.”
And now?
Now you’re stuffed full.
Flat on your back, legs trembling, and that massive cock buried so deep your belly’s showing a bulge.
You don’t even have the words anymore. Just little hiccuping moans, drool sliding from the corner of your mouth, and your fingers pressed against your lower belly in pure awe.
“Look at that.” Jing Yuan leans over you, lazy eyes glinting as he lays his palm right on the bulge in your tummy. He presses.
You squeal. Your legs twitch.
“You were running your mouth earlier,” he murmurs, thumb rubbing soft, slow circles over the swollen outline of his cock in your gut. “And now you’re just whining and taking it.”
He rolls his hips, and your back arches. Your soaked pussy clenches again like it can’t help it.
“Can feel me here, can’t you?” he purrs. “Might be small… but it’s so deep, baby.”
You try to speak—really—but all that comes out is a whimper, a little breathless sob of “Yuan—too much, I-I can’t—”
He smirks.
“Yes, you can.”
Then he pulls out—slow, dripping wet, your folds clinging to him—and slams right back in, thick and deep enough you swear you see stars.
You scream.
Your body jerks. Your brain just shorts out.
And he leans down, whispering filth into your ear:
“You don’t need to think. Just keep your legs open and take your stuffing like a good little pillow princess.”
You moan, dumb and needy. All that snark from earlier? Gone. Replaced with sniffles, tears, and broken hiccups as he pounds into you—slow, lazy, and endlessly smug.
“Fuck, gonna breed you,” Jing Yuan growls, fucking you deeper, slapping your thigh. “Gonna fill you so good you’ll be dripping my cum for days. Want that, huh? Want to get knocked up on a small cock?”
You nod.
You sob.
He groans when you clench down again, cock pulsing, hips slamming into your thighs as he spills inside you. Thick, messy ropes that flood your womb and drip out around his base—but he doesn’t stop.
“Stay still,” he pants, pinning you down. “You’re gonna take another one.”
And you do.
And another.
You don’t even realize he’s lying down beneath you until you’re shoved onto his face.
Your thighs shake. His tongue slides right up your slit and licks his own cum from your pussy.
Your moans are broken, hands digging into his messy blond hair as you grind down, riding his face like it’s the only way you remember how to breathe.
“That’s it,” he hums against your folds, voice muffled by your soaked pussy. “Sit on me. Get dumb on this tongue too.”
You do.
You lose your mind.
You cum. Again. And again. So messy, so overstimmed, your voice cracking into little sobs.
When you collapse off his face, ruined and twitching, he kisses your thigh.
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It’s been a long day, perhaps even more than that. But there’s nothing like falling into the arms of the one who can get your mind off of things — or in other words, your lover fucks you until you cry.
❤︎ cast: jing yuan, blade, ratio, mydei x fem reader
warnings: smut, hurt/comfort vibes, established relationships, creampies, manhandling, fingering, bath sex, desktop sex, crying - HONESTLY THESE ARE V SOFT 🥺 around 5k words. 18+ ONLY MINORS AND BLANK/AGELESS BLOGS DNI
Jing Yuan
It was rather thoughtless to ever believe that Jing Yuan was not the type to be able to see very clearly through whatever wall you were trying to put up. The smiles you flashed him, avoiding the glimmering gold of his fond gaze when he ran a hand across your tight and taught shoulders, tensing when his fingers brushed along them. You were not one to brush him off, but today you were neatly folded in on yourself against the corner of the couch, watching the finches flutter from the window but not with any indication of wanting to see their happy winged flaps — but just to ruminate on whatever was clearly bothering you.
At the third sigh, the third “I’m alright, Jing Yuan, it’s nothing.” the man who is a picture of patience itself had resorted to a gentle grasp at your delicate ankle, a squeeze to it that finally snapped you from your thoughts and had you staring at your husband. His thumb gently stroked your ankle bone while the smile on his face was knowing, but not any less sharp as you blinked rapidly at his closeness.
“Little rabbit, I implore you not to lie to me. I quite enjoy our honesty with each other.”
You swallowed, inhaling deeply and slowly, then a smile like a grimace,
“I really am okay.”
You did not expect for the General to grasp your ankle a little harder, as a means to tug you quickly and harshly across the couch. You yelped loudly, the finches happily fluttering outside now scattered from the noise, your body laying on the comfort of the plush couch with your ankle still in hand of Jing Yuan but now held in the air as he effortlessly climbed between your body. Your other leg parted for him, as such a broad presence only could do for him to settle with his crotch close to yours. Your little dress naturally was pushed up at the sudden manhandling, showing him your panties. It didn’t matter that you were with this man for awhile now that still the exposure had your face hot.
He tutted at you, which always irritated you in a way, as it meant you had already lost. Jing Yuan, your clever strategist, your ever watchful General and how he so often was able to pull out whatever ruse you were trying to hide. Such frustration came with softened edges, because really it was all from how he loved you so.
“I would like for you to tell me the truth, unless you would like for me to pull it from you myself? Your body does tend to react quite..sensitively to my methods, wouldn’t you agree?” Jing Yuan mused, your eyes flitted down to see his large shaft, half hard in his trousers. You gulped shamefully, knowing that this entire situation had your pussy aching and wet despite the uproar of emotions going on in your head, the gusset of your underwear uncomfortably sticking to your lips.
He’s about to devour you, rightfully so, when you sniffle. Jing Yuan, whose eyes have not left your sweet face, watches you beg for him. So softly, meek and weak.
“I need you, Jing Yuan.”
Ah, he smiled, chuckling softly through his nostrils and not minding at all when you groaned and swatted his shoulder for it. He was all too happy to remind you how important you have always been in his life — such an old man as himself was not going to take advantage of your sweet soul.
He helped peel your sodden panties off first, a wide palm gliding down your inner thigh to press you open just a little more. You felt your pussy flutter at his touch that didn’t quite reach the place you wanted, but in your distraction your lover nosed at your cheek, prompting you to meet his gaze. He always looked at you so fondly it nearly made your body seize with shyness, only a whimper of his name said before he was kissing you.
He allowed his lips to tentatively work yours open, swallowing down every one of your whimpers and little sighs. Your fingers reached down to toy with the zipper of his pants, gliding along the hardness throbbing against his thigh until he smiled against your mouth and helped you pull his hefty cock from its confines. His tip was at your entrance, tacky and weeping with pre as he started to press into you. It was always a stretch, but always worth it.
“Please…” you murmured into his mouth, lashes fluttering at another tiny push of his fat cock splitting you. Jing Yuan’s broad figure was hunched over you, his starlight hair a curtain around your face when you cried out at his heavy, full sheath into your cunt in one mighty stroke. You nearly passed out at the knock of him against your cervix, but your lover did not allow it. He kissed you ardently, his hands sliding down to beneath your ass cheeks where with each handful he hoisted your bottom half up to meet the thudding smacks of his hips meeting yours.
“You were withholding things from me, but know that I won’t let you run from me. I love you too much for that, do you understand?” he grunted with his jaw clenched at his punctured thrusts. You were so wet and pliant, nodding with your nails digging into his scarred skin.
You being squished on the couch under him, you had nowhere to go and no choice but to moan into his shoulder, your ass in his hold and shoving you onto his cock over and over — you were always so in awe of his well placed stamina, leaving you shaking and screaming. Much like you hoped today would end the same.
But instead, because of the overwhelming feeling of it all, being in his arms after fighting with yourself so much, you began to cry. Jing Yuan cooed, settling your ass back down against the couch and his thumb finding your swollen clit in one swift movement.
“Let it all out, little one. I’ll catch you.” he promised, the press of his thumb harder on your slippery clit and cock still wrecking your insides.
You wailed, back arching as far as it could muster while still being pressed against Jing Yuans chest, tears so rapidly falling down your cheeks and voice growing raspy as you tightened around him with your face in his neck. He groaned deeply, the sound of a powerful man so enthralled with you dizzying, kissing and mouthing at your hot wet face while you shook at his cock still fucking you until he met his climax with a full body shiver. You were so warm, being filled with his creamy seed and his bulky body settling over yours with a gentleness only Jing Yuan could muster. You shuddered in his arms, still sniffling and sobbing quietly, unwilling to let him move away from you.
Jing Yuan kissed to side of your head, whispering I love you as you cried and allowed your previously withheld vulnerability fall away with him.
“Anything you are going through, we will do so together. Such is my vow, that I take very seriously you know.” Jing Yuan murmured, nuzzling against the side of your face as your breathing settled. You nodded again,
“I’ll try to be better about it Jing Yuan.”
He kissed your lips and when he gave you again his sweetly knowing smile, you felt more tears begin to well up.
“And if you have trouble, I have no qualms doing this again to aid you.” and at that, you laughed, a smile vivid and real and beautiful.
That was really all he wanted, and while you needed the reminder that it was all possible again to feel this way.
Blade
If ever there were a man who was more than willing and able to notice the little things about you, Blade would find him and insist with a blank but steady stare at how he was in fact, more so than that. He was oddly kind, someone from a nightmare when you first encountered him. All shadows and scowls and a stormy past that caught you admittedly off guard with his tender hand and need to keep you close with a kiss to your temple or a plate of cut up fruit set wordlessly beside you. He was aware that even now you still kept a lot of your heart from him, and in fairness he too sometimes expressed difficulty in showing all of his heart. But he was resolved to continue to love you thoroughly, and it made a wounded man such as him exceedingly glad to be loved in return by you. It was no surprise then that in Blades perception he knew you were struggling and in an awkward but endearing way he approached you with a pinch to your chin to lift your gaze up to him.
You frowned, eyes darting away from his sharp red gaze and he sighed deeply as he sat down beside you, pulling you suddenly into his lap and uncaring of your protesting whine.
“Something is bothering you.” he stated simply into the side of your neck. His knees spread and in turn spread your knees too where you were seated in his lap, bandaged hands settled on your thighs, but you just huffed softly with your head still turned away.
“I just…I had a long day.” you said quietly, and a little annoyed too if Blade heard correctly. He didn’t like the sound of it, your apprehension and frustration had your heart thudding but your body tired. His palms stroked your legs, down to your knee and back up your thighs again in a comforting manner.
“Blade…” you said softly, adjusting yourself on his lap with your ass pressed against his crotch. His hands on your thighs creeped up, and you’d felt the way he inhaled your scent with his face in your neck,
“Will you make me feel better?” you asked, the words coming out warbled and wet, shyly turning towards your lover. Blade looked at you with low and shadowed eyes, nodding solemnly before he leaned in for a kiss.
From the angle, kissing him was difficult, and different — however knowing Blade you dared not move from his lap and kissed him anyway, letting him grunt into your mouth and then nuzzle his nose against your cheek to bring his kisses down to your neck. All this time you writhed slowly in his lap, just enough to feel his cock hardening against your back but Blades steeled hands didn’t let you tease much longer.
Instead he spread your legs wider with his knees and his fingers went to the gusset of your underwear. You’d only been wearing a comfortable little nightgown, something easy and cool on a warm night. So with your sleepwear disheveled and your panties growing more and more sopping with your essence, your chest arched and nipples strained against the fabric as Blade stroked a finger up and down your clothed slit. Your head fell back to settle in his shoulder, eyes fluttered shut.
“You will have to tell me what’s on your mind eventually girl.” Blade said calmly, letting his finger press down a little harder to hear you gasp.
You nodded, “I…I will Blade, just please…” you sighed, his fingertips rubbing at your clit through the fabric, the sensation making you hazy.
“Please what?” he responded quietly, fingers still against your core.
“Please make me feel better. Please keep touching me…”
Blade grunted in that deeply, taking two fingers to pull your panties to the side while his other hand went to cup your cunt. You hissed at the lack of touch, but he then brought up his middle finger to part your soaked pussy, stopping his fingertip right at your clit to pet at it. Your thighs trembled when he began to stroke your slit, pausing to press at your clit here and slipping his finger inside you there. He changed his middle finger to his middle and ring finger then, sliding them all the way in while you keened and gushed into his palm. The way he stroked your insides with his fingers, thrusting them absurdly fast and precise — only a testament of the way he was always so attentive to you, left your hands grasping at his wrist though entirely unsuccessful to get his ministrations to slow down.
With the pleasurable pressure building between your legs, your back bowed as Blade finally brought his other hand in to play, swiping and pinching your clit until you began to squeal. You gasped pitifully until your head swam and your face grew hotter at the sensation and tears then surprisingly began to quickly steam down your cheeks. You came with a sharp cry, Blades fingers still working inside you. Dripping down his wrist and tacky from your release, pussy fluttering around his digits while your sobbing gasps left your throat dry.
You went limp after your orgasm, shaking and crying in his arms. Blade withdrew his fingers from you, watching the shimmering gossamer threads of your bliss sticking to him until breaking lewdly before he turned you in his lap, your cheek against his chest while you trembled. Your tears soaked his bandages and you sniffled that you would help him change them soon, and to your surprise you heard a lighthearted snort come from Blade. You blinked up at him, and he wiped at your wet eyes with his knuckle,
“This is not about me. It’s about making you feel better. Do not try to change the subject.”
“I wasn’t…”
“You were, and I will not allow you to forget that I am here for you in whatever way you should desire.” he retorts, keeping you pressed into his sturdy hold. You nodded weakly, leaning in to kiss his cheek.
“Okay Blade, thank you for the reminder.” you said quietly, curling into his lap even more. Blade sat still until your breathing evened out and you were asleep, tears dried on your cheeks and your lips parted in happy slumber, not seeing his slight smile down at you.
Ratio
To be loved by Veritas Ratio, meant to be seen. Even on the days you admittedly, did not want to be. You could hide your every bad or ugly thought the best you could, opting to smile and giggle until the doctor was cupping your cheeks and nearly glaring at you for not being honest with him, and even with yourself in his desire as your lover to at the very least make you aware of his want to be there for you. So maybe on occasion, because of that, you don’t fight it.
Even if it means you’re embarrassed and your hands are clammy, cheeks warm and heart thudding. You’d had a terrible week, feeling drained in every sense of the word and if you didn’t do something soon, you were positive you were going to collapse from heartache. Ratio was seated at his desk, reading to no one’s surprise, ever beautiful and concentrated and he had told you many times that he had no issue with you interrupting his work or reading if you needed his time. But still, it was difficult to muster the courage to go to him, for numerous reasons.
“Are you going to come here or shall you stare at me a little longer?” he remarked, not looking up from the page he was on. But when you didn’t come forward he closed the book and looked to you, holding out his hand to beckon you nearer.
You came to him not fully out of obedience you told yourself, but because you really did need him. Ratio cupped your cheek and his thumb found your bottom lip, tilting his head with a pinched brow to gaze at you most inquisitively. He waited with patience, much more than he offered most. Your eyes wavered, but you rocked forward on your toes until your lips collided with his, gently enough to show your shyness but bold enough to captivate him as his arm wound around your waist and he deepened the kiss in return. Your breaths became heavy, lips locking and your hands threading into his hair.
“To what do I owe this affection?” he mused against your mouth. You were backed against his desk now, nearly sitting atop of it.
“I just…I really need you, Veritas.” your breathing is rasped, low as you shakily admit the words to him. You resolve not to tear up, but he catches the twitch of your brow and the way your lips fight to go down into a sad frown. He hums, kissing you assuredly and petting at your sides while you hug him closer.
“And just what are you particularly needing my dear? Something tells me you would like more…physical attention from me?”
You nod, slowly and quietly as you bury your face in his chest almost shamefully. Your core was hot, needy, and his familiar body against yours only had your ears feeling stuffed with cotton. Ratio tilted your chin up and narrowed his gaze at you, not wanting to push but to see your little details, the ones that make you, you. With a sigh, he turned you around, a palm flat against your spine with his fingers splayed out to press you down against the cool wood of his desk.
He was glad he didn’t have much there, plenty of room for you to comfortably lay and for him to come up behind you with his crotch pressed against your ass. You waited and rocked on the balls of your feet, breathing growing heavier when he hands pushed up your skirt, flipping it over your ass fully and his palm stroked along a cheek, then down the other, petting at the globes of your ass until you whined his name, a plea for more. He simply hooked his fingers into the waistband of your panties, pulling them slowly down your legs — watching raptly at your glaringly evident need that manifested in silky strings that stuck to the gusset until they broke, the fabric laid in a small heap where it fell around your ankles. Your bared pussy was swollen to his trained eye, so needy and wanting and dripping. His clever and deft fingers slipped against your slit, rubbing until they parted for him to roll your clit against the pad of his middle finger.
Though he knew that was not what you desired. You were holding a breath, letting it out when his hand left you and you heard the sound of him undoing his pants, a telltale clink of the belt and you’d hoped he didn’t notice the way your pussy dripped a little more just from the sound of him taking his cock out. He pressed his tip to your entrance, bulbous and fat and leaky where it smeared along your pussy, gripping one of your ass cheeks tightly as if to help spread you for his thick cock. Your chest stuttered when he pressed forward a little at a time, he watched the petals of your pussy open and suck him in with every inch until you whimpered pitifully, ass backing up in urgency for him to move. It wasn’t until he was sheathed all the way in, balls tightly snug against your clit and a warning hand pressed down on your lower spine. You heard him groan, low and steady, and then he was snapping his hips. Your nails scrambled against the desk, trying somehow to ground yourself from his overwhelming thrusts, whining loudly at the sensation of his cock pushing and pulling at your insides, the cling of your cunt nearly wrecking Ratio himself.
He wasn’t letting up however, even as you in your position raised onto your tippy toes and your eyes rolled back into your head, he fucked you thoroughly, not minding the wetness smacking between your bodies that splattered onto his lower belly. His fat balls swung and hit your clit, but he in his knowledge hunched over you with a nip to your shoulder blade at the same time that his hand worked underneath your body to find your clit and to roughly rub at it until you were nearly kicking your feet and wildly moaning his name. It’s then he heard the break, the way you were shattering and sobbing as tears pooled under your face where you cried onto the desk. You were a mess, arching your ass up while he fucked you to tears, and he opted to wrap his arm around your chest and pulled you up — to where you could only look up at Ratio through your teary eyes,
“That’s right darling, I’m here. You can take it.”
You came with a warbled gasp as your eyes glazed over, unfocused but still trying to look up at your lover who was enthralled by your beautiful vulnerability. His thrusts became stuttered, your ass rippling and bouncing off his sharp hips until he was in you to the hilt, cock lurching to flood you with his spend. He wasn’t about to allow you to collapse, his bicep flexing as he kept you held against his chest and you sniffled and hiccupped while he pressed a few reassuring kisses to the side of your face. He held you from behind until your crying settled to little sobs, and after Ratio pulled out much to your chagrin — the wet plopping of your releases falling to the floor.
He didn’t even wince, just hands on your waist to set you atop the desk and in your mutual nakedness he held you to his sweaty skin, kissing along your dewy brow.
“Do you feel better? Or shall we take a bath and perhaps, talk a little?” he suggested with a soft smile. You nodded, hands wandering up and down his back.
“I would like that very much…and to…talk. Thank you Veritas.” you said in a gentle, lovesick reply, and was met with a fond kiss to your lips.
“As you wish, anything to make you feel a little less alone.”
He carried you to the tub, and suddenly you hardly remembered why your week had left you so hurt, not when you were reminded so gently of the love he was always ready to provide you.
Mydei
The baths were always a good way to relax and unwind, met there by your beloved Mydei who was hard to miss. His broad, rippling body lounged against the side of the bath, arms spread out on either side of him and his long lashes resting against his cheekbones as he exhaled in relaxation. All he needed was one thing, or rather one person, you.
He knew you were going to meet him for a bath, but even for a prince and a warrior, Mydei found himself growing impatient for your presence. He did not want to go out looking for you just yet, lest you were already on the way. But just when he was about to get out of the water, you had finally appeared.
However he was taken aback almost immediately with your disposition. Your usually bright eyes were clouded over, clutching your towel around your body as you shuffled to the side of the bath. You did not even greet Mydei which was a strange occurrence, the man used to you kissing him and snuggling up to his side whenever you took a bath with him. So when you dropped your towel and sat across from him in the baths instead of beside him, he was now more than sure you were upset about something.
You heard the water slosh gently, looking up to see your vision obscured by sheer muscles and tattoos of red as Mydei made his way to you, his hand coming up from out of the water to cup your cheek. It was then he caught the stray tear that left your lashline, wiping at it with his thumb. You squeezed your eyes shut and drew your knees up, even as your much bigger lover curled himself around your figure and quietly kissed your shoulder.
“You can depend on me.” he said quietly, after another kiss had followed the first. You sniffled, looking over at him with red rimmed eyes, and Mydei's heart ached at such a sight, at the one he loves so deeply sad in this moment.
“I know Mydei, I just….it wasn't the best day.” you sniffle, finally leaning closer to him and allowing his large hands to pull at your body. He kissed at your cheeks as he pulled you onto his lap to straddle his narrow hips, while your arms wound around his neck and you pressed your face into the pinky blonde of his locks that smelled of luxurious and comforting oils. Your body started to react from just his nearness, you always do pliant in his sturdy hold, naked figure rubbed up against his as he gently worked at your hips in the warm water. You didn’t want to admit that you were growing needy, but your lover was already a step ahead of you,
“Allow me to take care of you, if anything, to get your mind off of things.” he said like a promise, wide palms splayed on your hips moving to your waist and hoisting you closer in his lap. Your tits wobbled, nipples pert and achy, and he kissed them while your head fell back with a sigh. For such a fierce fighter, Mydei’s kisses and his love for you was so gentle and thorough, focused on kissing and sucking at your chest instead of paying attention to his hard cock standing talk between your bodies. It was pressed against your bellybutton as you writhed and wiggled in his lap, sending more waves of heavy need coursing through you down to your toes.
“I just want to feel you, Mydei.” you said with a rasp, sucking your bottom lip between your teeth as he helped you raise yourself up higher, the grasp of his cock in your delicate fingers to settle against your pussy pulling a low groan from the Kremnoan prince, waiting patiently for you to work yourself down onto his thick shaft. You shivered as your hips swirled to take more of him, a high pitched whimper in your throat as he kneads the globes of your ass you finally set fully down on his cock. The stretch, and the warm water had you weak and jelly- limbed, taking a breath with your breasts tightly pressed against his chest.
He looked at you, a long glance while his hands encircled your waist and he began to bounce you in his dick, crying out loudly enough to ensure anyone too close that the heir was taking thorough care of his lover. You felt weightless despite the heavy and intense pressure in your lower belly, coiling within you as he fucked you on his cock and you could only hold onto his shoulders as water splashed outside of the bath. You shakily reached between your bodies to touch your clit, but Mydei opted to go from moving you up and down to grind you against him — his sharp pelvis rocking against your swollen, needy clit while his fat shaft felt like it was knocking the wind out of your lungs. It was overwhelming, to the point of the tears you had been crying turning to tears of complete pleasure, your thighs trembled when your pussy tightened up around him and as your tears fell down your face salty and uninhibited, he kissed at each one he effortlessly continued to slam you down onto him again and again. You could only wail and sob his name as he fucked you, clawing down his back until the hefty throb of him filling you up with a low gravelly breath of your name alerted you of his orgasm that hit at the same time as yours. You fluttered around him wildly while he throbbed and twitched, your belly warm and your heart lighter.
Even as you let your cries turn to soft sniffles, Mydei held you carefully with comforting strokes down your spine until you peeked up at him for a wet kiss and a familiar smile that thrilled him.
“Do you feel better?” he asked, pushing your damp hair from your face. You nodded but didn’t leave his lap, tracing his red marks with a finger.
“You’re good at making me feel better, Mydei. Thank you.” you murmured, an I love you following suit as he kissed you in return. Though the affectionate words made the prince blush despite the fact he had just finished pleasuring you — he was always grateful that he was the one to share these things with you, good and bad.