caterpillars and eggshells

big day for transformative literature. the amazing digital circus, ep. 8 will GENUINELY be studied for years to come.

you think I'm joking? just wait for the craziest 4 hour long video essays you've ever seen dude

i'd devote my 20s to making a feature length series, prompted by a series of another series for this... get the joke?

The venn diagram of people who subconsciously wish denture guy from the SMG4 content farm company had AM's characterization but still display utter contempt for IHNM and refuse to read and/or play it might not be a circle, but it's pretty close to being one.

The more on-the-nose references The Amazing Digital Circus makes in relation to it, the more evident it becomes Gooseworx has no true understanding of I Have No Mouth and I Must Scream.

god i'm so crazy about caine actually. he's the uncanny valley between person and not-person. he clearly has thoughts and feelings of his own, he clearly desires connection, but at the same time, he's undeniably an ai. he can't understand the humans, he can't hold conversations with them like they can with each other. what if you want to be loved, to be a part of something, but there is something fundamentally different about you that makes you repulsive to everyone else. what if you give and you give and you give but it's never enough because it's not what they want, but you don't know that. you can't know that. you're not one of them. you feel like them, but you can't think like them. in the end, you can't transcend what you are. you are the lover without a heart.