I am 20 years old.

I am Black.

I go by any pronouns.

I am Agender, Gender Apathetic, and Aromantic Asexual.

I have been diagnosed with: a mood disorder (suspected to be Bipolar 2), generalized anxiety disorder (GAD), persistent depressive disorder (PDD/Dysthymia), PTSD, and ADHD.

I struggle with hypersexuality / nymphomania, psychotic behaviors such as hallucinations and delusions, self-harm, self-destructive behaviors and suicidal ideation.

I suspect having Complex-Post Traumatic Stress Disorder (C-PTSD), Dissociative Amnesia & Dissociative Identity Disorder (DID). My therapist knows about my suspicion, but she does not have the licensure to diagnose me, so instead, she uses the term “DDNOS”—now known as “OSDD”—to describe my situation. My psychiatrist doesn’t know that I suspect DID, and only knows that I dissociate.

BYF/Please Take Notice

I struggle from self-harm. I am currently seeing a therapist for it, but I still struggle from it. I tend to relapse and record my relapses onto here because I consider tumblr to be my private safe space. I do tag the posts of my relapses and put a warning on the top of the post in order not to trigger anybody, but sometimes I forget, so this is just a general notice to anyone. If you are recovering, block me. I do not want to trigger you.

There is not specific theme to this blog; there will be lots of vent posts since this is a vent blog, but there will also be some polticial posts and content as I like to spread information across all of my blogs. I’ll sometimes reblog posts from others if I feel like I can relate to them and their struggles.

DO NOT INTERACT (DNI):

Basic DNI (ex. Racists, Homophobes/Transphobes/LGBTQ+-phobes, MAGA or their supporters, MAPs/Pedos, etc.)

Proshippers, Darkshippers, Comshippers—> Anyone under the Profiction umbrella or associated with such.

Pro-Contact Paraphilias & their supporters.

Endogenics/Willowgenics/Any Non-Traumagenic Systems.

I am 20 years old now, so I’ll probs post 18+ content here or there. Therefore, this blog is 18+, so minors, or people under 18 years of age, please do not interact with me.

Despite this blog being 18+, I still do not feel comfortable with NSFW blogs interacting with me. DO NOT INTERACT WITH ME. I will block you. No matter what you try and do, my response will be the same. Do not interact with me. (I’m fine with 18+ SFW blogs interacting with my content.)

If this is a triggering blog for you: LEAVE. You can block me, or filter the tags that I have, but if anything on my blog could potentially trigger you into a panic attack, flashback, or anything of the above — please leave for your own safety.

Tags

# Vent: My Vent Posts.

#vent? I guess??: Posts that I am not sure can be considered a vent, but at the same time I cannot consider them to be regular posts.

Some posts contain mentions of my family members and very rarely my friends, tho I do not explicitly state their names nor ages since I do not want to expose them on the internet without their consent:

#Mother Knows Best: Posts about my mom.

#Father Dearest: Posts about my dad.

I have no tag for my other family members nor friends because most of my posts involve my parents — on rare occasions I talk about my other family members or my friends

#Ivory / Dove Speaks: Posts that are not considered to be vents, and are just regular posts.