May 21
imso sad i wishsomeone could seehow hard things arefor me without me havingto say anything
idontwqnt to go to anhospitalnindont want to get hospitalized ijust wwnt to get taken care of and be seen. everynight nownilay awake and starein the dark and cry its all i do. imsureounded by people but all i feel is alone and idont know how to fix this my fanily cant wfford therapy for me but i want to get better butits just so hard ikeep falling vacj into the same loopnive been in since i was littke andi hate it idont want to feel like this anymore
