Carpe Noctem

can we bring back the term "fair-weather friend" bc I feel like if fair-weather friends got called that more this whole argument about whether or not you should be there for your friends when it's inconvenient/at what point of personal inconvenience it's ok to bail on your friends would kinda fall apart bc like. we literally have a word for "friend who's only there when you don't need something from them" because the baseline expectation is that a friend should be there even when it sucks. like we used to make fun of people for bailing on their friends.

just recalled i have access to criterion collection and was browsing the titles when i came across werckmeister harmonies and was transported instantly back to when my brother made me watch it when i was 14….why did he think i would even remotely comprehend this level of filmmaking at a time when i was obsessed with like, coyote ugly

also love how i could say i was bullied by my older brother growing up and people would assume the typical dynamic like he’d beat me up or something, but in reality ‘bullying’ from my brother just meant u were aggressively subjected to watch hours of inscrutable boring art films + u had to be a willing (and flawless actor) in all of his home movies too and if you refused he was really mean to you in a miranda priestly kind of way

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