cw: p*ssy eating, (not so) dry humping, thighf*cking
character(s): caleb x f!reader (smut)
aaaaand before we begin! thank you so much for all the love on my last Sylus post โ your comments, reblogs, and general interactions absolutely made my week. You guys are insane in the best way, and I adore you for it!! <3 It makes me genuinely so happy seeing people enjoying my work because I try to put my everything in it
THIS FIC is brought to you by my sleep deprivation and the ghost of my dignity. Warning! This is 90% my Caleb obsession and 10% me desperately trying to keep up. I take no refunds. Proceed with caution and enjoy! :>
๐t was summer โ Last year of highschool
The school year was practically over. Graduation was just a few weeks away, and for the first time in ages, the idea of โwhat comes nextโ didnโt make your stomach twist with anxiety โ it actually excited you. You were done with the routine, the crowded hallways, same questions, same answers. There was something thrilling about the thought of stepping into the world on your own terms.
Youโd always dreamed of that moment. Of being your own person, following your own rhythm. It shouldโve been exciting. You were ready for it โ or at least you told yourself that.
But the truth was, independence didnโt always feel like freedom. It felt like silence, sometimes. Like boredom. Like being left behind.
It also meant change. Real change.
Especially when it came to Caleb
You used to see him every day. He was your partner in crime. A best friend, someone with you didnโt have to pretend anything. You knew each other too well for that. You shared the same roof, same stories, the same stupid inside jokes that could only build after years of proximity.
Heโd tease you, youโd mock him, youโd steal food off each otherโs plates, pinch eachother, even argue at some times. The unstoppable bickering between you two was a no stranger.
But now? Now everything feltโฆgrown-up. Fragile. Like if you said the wrong thing, youโd ruin the balance.
Heโd started college โ aviation. He was chasing clouds while you were stuck finishing essays and pretending high school still mattered. And Caleb changed โ not drastically, but in little ways that stung. He spoke differently now, carried himself with a quiet kind of confidence. He was sharper. More thoughtful. His voice deeper, his face leaner. There was still the same warmth when he smiled at you, still the same teasing edge โ but something else, too. Something you couldnโt name without feeling stupid for noticing.
He was visiting you and grandma as much as he could, when he wasn't heavy with his responsibilities, like now โ early June when holidays were almost there. When the sense of nostalgia filled the air and made everything rush back to you.
However โ Today the house was still. Caleb had been out all day, catching up with old friends he hadn't seen since winter. Dinner was long over. Grandma had gone to bed early with one of her crime novels. You were laying on your bed, freshly showered and still warm from the steam, your hair damp against the back of your neck. The heat had lingered even after sunset, turning your small room into a suffocating bubble of humid air and sticky skin. An old fan clattered weakly at the foot of your bed, doing more noise than good.
It was too hot to think. Too hot to sleep. You lay on your stomach, chin propped on the pillow, staring at your phone screen and scrolling through the same posts, fingers moving out of habit more than interest. Pictures. Videos. Nothing new. You were bored out of your mind.
That restless kind of bored that made your skin feel too tight. That kind of bored that made you itch for something, anything to feel.
You sighed heavily and locked your phone, you let it rest on your chest, staring up at the ceiling in the darkness. It was so hot. It was so fucking hot.
It felt ridiculous. But your body wouldnโt settle, no matter how many positions you tried, no matter how many apps you opened and closed again.
There was no one to talk to
And you couldnโt stop thinking about Caleb
Not in that way. Notโฆlike that.
At least, thatโs what you told yourself.
But heโd been so different lately. Distant, quieter. Still kind, still Caleb โ you caught him looking at you sometimes. Not in a way that you could call out. Justโฆa second too long. A flick of the eyes when you werenโt wearing a bra under your tank top, or you were wearing something shorter. You never wanted to admit it to yourself, you never let such thoughts even cross your mind โ You felt bad about it.
You noticed the way his eyes flicked away the instant you met his gaze, like he was caught but unwilling to admit it. That brief pause, that half-smile that never quite reached his eyes. It made your heart both race and ache, all at once.
Your legs shifted, thighs pressing together. You exhaled slowly through your nose. Your hand moved to rest on your abdomen, fingers mindlessly fumbling with a string of your sleep shorts.
But you can still feel it โ the way he looked at you, those barely-there glances that never failed to set that weird sensation in your stomach. It made your skin tingle in the worst way possible. Your heartbeat quickens just at the thought of it, a slow, taunting ache blossoming inside you.
Without really thinking, your fingers twitch at your waistband. Your hand drifts, almost hypnotically, sliding underneath the soft fabric of your shorts.
Not because of him. Of course not. He was just a passing thought.
A shiver runs up your spine as your fingers press gently against your underwear. The touch is light at first, a delicate tease as your fingertips trace the smoothness of your panties. You feel the faint heat beneath, a warmth you hadnโt fully acknowledged until this very moment. It makes every nerve in you ignite.
With an heavy exhale you begin to circle your fingers. Your touch slow at first, barely there. Just enough to make your body tense, to make your hips lift slightly into your own hand. Your other hand gripped the sheets. Your breath stuttering. The world outside faded, leaving only the uneven rhythm of your breath and the gentle rise and fall of your chest.
Your mind drifts again, tangled in fantasies of what those looks might mean โ what might possibly happen if you dared to meet his gaze and hold it.
And you imagine his voice.
Saying your name the way he doesnโt.
Just a passing thought. Yeah
You press harder, your fingers finding that perfect spot over your underwear, that little bump covered by the fabric, rubbing in gentle, measured circles. The friction โ the pressure โ itโs not enough, but itโs a good start.
You know this wonโt take long
Not when your body already knows what itโs chasing. Not when youโve been carrying this heat all day, pretending it wasnโt there.
You bite your lip, trying to keep quiet, a soft sigh escapes. Your legs part a little wider, giving your fingers more room to move, pressing harder, faster.
Your whole body is flushed, caught in that delicious, desperate chase. You catch the inside of your cheek with your teeth. And just as your thighs started to trembleโ
"Hey pipsqueak, I'veโ" you can swear that his face just went through at least 15 emotions, all at once.
You lay wide eyed. Heart hammering. Hand still buried under your shorts, caught in motion.
He wasnโt supposed to be here. He didn't knock โ because he never had to knock โ and now there he is โ Caleb. Standing in the doorway, just like heโs always done, comfortable, casual โ except this time, he had seen everything.
In one frantic motion, you yanked the sheets over your hips, sitting upright so fast your head spun.
โJesusโCaleb, knockโ!โ you blurted out, voice breaking somewhere between anger and panic.
โIโfuck,โ he stammered, eyes darting to the floor, but he didnโt step back, didnโt shut the door.
โI didnโt know โ I thought youโ"
โY-you were supposed to be outโ" you muttered, your voice strangled.
โI was. But I left my charger in your room,โ he whispered, voice low and ragged. โDidnโt thinkโฆโ
Your skin prickled. Your heart wouldnโt slow down, no matter how hard you tried.
โโฆdidnโt think Iโd walk in on you doing that.โ
You swallowed hard, chest heaving.
โW-Wellโcongrats. You did. Soโ"
He still stood there, caught like heโd stepped into a dream he wasnโt sure was real. His gaze raked over youโslowly, like it hurt to look and hurt more to stop.
You both stared at each other, locked in the kind of silence that stretches forever. He didnโt move. Didnโt leave. And for the first time, you saw something in his expression that wasnโt brotherly at all.
Something else flickered there โ a shift you didnโt know what to do with.
His gaze was too steady. It made your stomach clench. You saw the way he shifted his weight, the way his hands curled and uncurled at his sides. You were both hovering on the edge of something irreversible.
โWere you...gonna finish?โ His voice was quieter now, lower. Not teasing. Not mocking. Justโฆ raw.
"Wha-...C-Caleb, what are youโ"
โYou were gonna finish, right?โ he asked again. โWhen I walked in?โ
The way he said it โ not teasing, not cocky. Justโฆcareful. Wanting. So painfully full of restraint it almost hurt.
Your eyes were like two red coals, Caleb never saw such desperation on your face, he really did done something to you. As if this insane desire was matching up to his own - long suppressed one.
You looked at him and you didnโt even knew what to say anymore.
He ran a hand through his hair. He was flushed โ from frustration. Confusion. Something messier.
You swallowed, your face turned crimson by now.
โPlease...Tell me what you were thinking about.โ
You shook your head, your eyes dropping to the floor.
โTell me,โ he said again, quieter.
"Please. I need to know." he groaned as if he was going through some kind of pain
You couldn't find your voice at this moment.
Caleb took a nervous second of look back, then clicked the door shut gently, the sound barely audible. He paused, motionless, as if weighing his next move. Then, with slow, deliberate steps, he approached the bed and crouched beside it.
โDid I ever cross a line with you pipsqueak?โ he asked. โEver made you uncomfortable?โ
โI...No.โ you shook your head.
โThen tell me the truth.โ
You bit your lip, eyes cast down.
โWere you thinking about me?โ
You were silent, but the corner of your eye twitched. That was everything he had to know.
And he breathed out like if you had just knocked the air from his chest.
Caleb's heart raced, pounding against his ribs like a drum. Fuck. Fuck, fuck, fuck. He couldn't believe what he was witnessing. You, touching yourself, thinking about him? It was everything he had ever fantasized about and more. But it was also so, so wrong.
He swallowed hard, trying to push down the dark, depraved thoughts that flooded his mind. He couldn't think about you like that.
โโฆShit. Please don't do this to me." he exhaled heavily.
His voice was low, like it barely made it out of his throat. Like he regretted the question even as he asked it.
You didnโt know where to look. You couldnโt meet his eyes. Your thighs squeezed together and it only made it worse.
He knew he should put a stop to this conversation right now, should push you away and pretend he had never heard your confession. But he couldn't bring himself to do it. He couldn't bring himself to deny you, to deny himself the chance to be close to you in a way he had always secretly dreamed of.
He was too fucking selfish, too consumed by his own dark desires to do what was right.
โI was trying so hard not to be a sick fuck. So hard.โ his face was washed with something you've never seen before. His hand moved out, intertwining his fingers with yours. He swallowed. Hard. His eyes flicked up to your face.
"I'm trying to be good , pipsqueak...I really am. But I donโt know what the fuck we are anymore.โ he muttered. โAnd do you?โ
Your fingers curled tighter around his as you were watching how your hands connected.
โIโฆโ your voice came out small. โI donโt know.โ
Caleb exhaled through his nose, eyes shutting like he was trying to keep something inside from spilling out. But it was already too late for that.
โI keep thinking itโs just a phase,โ he said. โThat Iโll get over it. That itโll pass.โ
His eyes met yours, and they were haunted. Desperate.
โBut then you look at me like that. All wide-eyed. Like youโre scared of me. Like...you don't know me? Or worse โ like youโre curious.โ
Your eyelashes fluttered, your eyes taking in every inch of expressions that were washing over his face at this very moment.
โI hate myself for it. For all of it.โ he continued
โIโm not...โproud of what I thought,โ he admitted. โOf what I felt. Of the things I imagined when I was alone.โ you could swear that his eyes were freaking glossed as he rambled.
โI'm so sorry pips. But...I justโ I donโt think I can play pretend to be your good proper brother anymore. It's driving me batshit crazy. Iโve been swallowing it down for so long. Every glance. Every goddamn brush of your skin against mine. And itโsโitโs eating me alive.โ
He stared at you like he needed you to hate him. Or need him back.
โI donโt want to be this guy,โ he said. โI really fucking donโtโฆโ
He moved closer, forehead pressing against the edge of the mattress like it physically hurt to hold back.
โIf you tell me to leave, I swear to God I will. Iโll walk out that door and never bring this up again.โ his voice came out a muffled desperation.
โBut if thereโs even a part of youโฆ that feels this tooโฆThen please. Let me stop pretending.โ
You felt your throat tighten, the words caught somewhere between fear and fire.
โIโฆI thought I was crazy.โ
He stilled. Moving his face up to look at you.
โI thought...it was just me,โ you whispered. โThe looks. The way my stomach would flip when youโd come into my roomโโ you felt your eyes starting to sting, you bit your lip to prevent your emotions from showing. Caleb was watching your face silently.
โI...I hated it. Hated...how wrong it felt. How wrong I felt. But you were always so calm. So normal. Like it didnโt even cross your mind. And I figured it was just me beingโฆsick.โ
โNo,โ he said instantly. โGod, no, babyโโ
โI know,โ you whispered. โNow I know.โ
Your fingers curled around his.
He was silent, his eyes bright as all the stars brought together. His lips were parted slightly, as If he couldn't believe his own ears. He swallowed and exhaled through his nose, rising slightly on his knees.
"Can I...Can I kiss you?โ"
โYes.โ your response came faster than you could think. You thought about it. Fuck you thought about it so many times, even if you wouldn't admit it to yourself.
His breath shuddered. He leaned in slowly, as if he was giving you every second to back out. But he never found any hesitation.
He closed the distance. His lips brushed yours like he was testing the idea of a kiss, not taking it. Feather-light, his breath trembling over your plushy lips.
You made a small, aching sound in the back of your throat โ not even a word. Just need.
He pressed his lips against yours. He kissed you, this time real. His hand curled into the sheets near your hip, still not daring to touch your skin, but his mouth moved over yours like he was starving for it. Like kissing you was a sin and a salvation all at once. You whimpered against him, your lips parting, and he groaned into your mouth like the sound had been ripped straight from his chest.
Your hand reached up blindly, curling into the front of his shirt, pulling him closer with a breathless little noise you couldnโt hold back. That was all it took for him to lose the last of his control.
He deepened the kiss โ not harsh, but needy, hungry in a way that felt like it had been building for years. And you kissed him back โ shy, nervous, a pure instinct.
As if driven by some quiet courage you didnโt know you had, your free hand found his wrist. You squeezed it gently.
He pulled away to catch his breath, his eyes flicked open, searching yours โ surprised but not pulling away.
Slowly, hesitantly, you guided his hand downward, until his palm rested against your inner thigh. You held his hand there for a heartbeat, your heart hammering in your chest like a drum. And then, with a trembling breath, you guided it further.
Caleb froze for a second โ his breath caught in his throat. But he didnโt pull away. Instead, he looked at you with something fierce and tender all at once.
โAre you sure?โ he whispered, voice rough and barely controlled.
You nodded, cheeks flushing hotter than before.
He shuddered and leaned back towards you. He started to plant soft kisses over your jaw, sliding down to your neck. He nuzzled his nose into your collarbone, letting out a shaky breath as he let his fingers fumble underneath your sleep shorts.
His breath caught โ sharp and audible โ and for a second, his whole body visibly shuddered.
โHolyโโฆโ he whispered, voice cracking in his throat.
His fingers pressed gently against the dampness soaking through the thin cotton, like he couldnโt believe what he was feeling. You squirmed, your face twisting slightly as you felt his fingertips grazing your panties.
โYouโreโโ He stopped, swallowing hard. โFuck, you're soaked..โ
He pulled back just enough to look at you, his face flushed, lips parted, chest rising like he couldnโt catch his breath.
โYou got like thisโฆ just from touching yourself?โ he asked, eyes searching yours, stunned and wrecked.
You nodded, shy but unable to lie.
His fingers kept moving slowly over the soaked fabric, each drag making you twitch beneath him. It was maddening โ warm, steady pressure just shy of what you needed, and you couldnโt stop the quiet, aching sounds spilling from your throat.
Caleb was staring at your face like he was watching something sacred. His jaw was tight, eyes wild, and his lips hovered just inches from yours โ close enough that you could feel every shaky breath.
You whimpered, hand fisting the sheets beside you.โ like the sound was dragged out of your chest without permission. Your eyebrows pulled together.
His breath caught again โ like every sound you made hit him straight in the chest.
โYouโre already shaking,โ he murmured, voice rough. โAnd I havenโt even touched you properly yet.โ
Your breath shook โ a sharp, broken sound that made his whole body jolt.
โI can feel you through them,โ he rasped, fingers teasing along the edges of your panties. โYouโre so wet I could probably taste it through the fucking fabric.โ
You squirmed. His mouth found your ear, he kissed it slowly, reverently, as his thumb dragged down the soaked center of your underwear once more โ slower this time.
โIโm...trying to go slow,โ he murmured against your earlobe, words hot and wet against your skin. โTrying not to scare you. But, fuck, pipsqueakโฆโ
He groaned, soft and strangled, his hand pausing again.
โYou feel like this and expect me to be normal?โ
You shifted, thighs twitching around his wrist, and his fingers twitched in response โ a helpless reflex.
โGod, pipsโฆ Iโm so hard right now.โ
He swallowed hard, eyes dark and desperate.
โI swear, itโs like my cockโs about to burst.โ
He leaned downwards. His lips found the corner of your mouth, moving down to jaw, then your neck โ slow, open-mouthed kisses dragging down every inch of your skin. You whimpered uncontrollably.
โYou have to be quiet,โ he murmured, barely above a whisper, โBecause if Gran' hears, weโre both fucked.โ
Calebโs hand massaged you for a moment longer, trembling with every touch โ before he slowly pulled back, his eyes dark and searching. His fingers hooked under the hem of your shorts, sliding them slowly down you.
You swallowed hard, cheeks flushing even more, caught between embarrassment and want
โI hate that you couldnโt finishโฆ because I walked in. Iโm gonna make it up to you,โ he vowed, voice desperate but soft. โI promise.โ
โI want to do this right,โ he whispered, voice low, rough with need. โI want to make sure you feel everything โ all of it.โ
Caleb stripped your shorts off with practiced ease, the fabric pooling at your ankles. He dropped to his knees beside the bed again, hands firm as they slid beneath you, pulling your hips to the edge with a quiet hunger. His breath hitched, eyes locked on the darkened center of your underwear, his pupils wide with want. He wetted his lips slowly, gaze flicking up to meet yours โ a silent question, or maybe...just maybe โ a promise. He leaned in.
His mouth found you through the damp fabric, a low hum escaping him immediately as he kissed you there. His nose grazed against you as he breathed in, savoring the scent of your arousal. You gasped softly, hips jerking upward in response, and his eyes didnโt leave yours for a second โ dark, burning, and full of intention.
โH-Hah...Calebโ" you whined out
He lingered there, lips pressing to the soaked fabric as if testing your patience โ or his own. He exhaled a shaky breath, then slowly, deliberately, let the tip of his tongue drag along the dampness, tasting you through the thin barrier. His hands gripped your hips tighter as he let out a low sound of approval, the vibrations humming against you.
His mouth moved with purpose now โ no longer tentative, but hungry, sure of the effect he had on you. His tongue traced slow, deliberate circles, then flicked with precision, alternating rhythm and pressure in a way that made your thighs tense around him.
Your face twisted with that kind of pleasure โ that you didn't even knew could exist - until now of course.
โYou donโt know what you do to me,โ he murmured into you, his voice breaking on the edge of awe. โYou taste so sweetโฆ I needโโ his breath caught, โโI need to make you cumโฆ"
And with agonizing slowness, he hooked his fingers under the edge of your underwear, his fingers tracing the lacy frill that was already soaked by your arousal. He lifted his eyes to yours once again โ a silent pause, waiting for your permission, your surrender. When he saw it, he pushed the fabric aside, baring you to his heated gaze.
"GodsโYou're so...pretty, pipsqueak."
He took his time, as if memorizing every detail, before leaning in again. This time, there was no hesitation. His tongue met you fully โ wet and hot โ It made your hips jerk up harshly, your hand flew to cover your mouth. Fuck and the whine he made...was pure need. Each drag of his tongue was hurried, worshipful, drawing a gasp from your nose as your body arched into his mouth. You couldn't blame him, he waited for so long after all. He held you there, pinned by the weight of his hunger, devouring every reaction with his mouth, his breath, his eyes.
You shivered like you've never did before. A bead of sweat rolled down your back. Your fingers found his hair, threading through the soft strands, pulling instinctively as your hips arched toward his mouth. He responded with a low growl, gripping your thighs tighter, holding you open, guiding you exactly how he wanted you โ nowhere to run, nothing to do but feel.
His lips sealed around your clit. Tongue closed around the delicate bud, flicking and teasing with maddening precision, the tip of his tongue blessing it with kitten licks, sending shockwaves of fire straight to your core.
"C-Caleb, I-I can'tโ" you whimpered over your hand.
โI wanted to get my hands on you...for so long...โ he stammered, then sucked โ hard. His lips locked tight around your clit like he was trying to drink the years of longing straight from your body.
โI...I just wanted to do this to you...โ his fingers stroked your thighs, tender but desperate, like he couldnโt decide whether to hold you or worship you.
โYou donโt get it,โ he gasped against your heat. โYou donโt fucking get it. Iโll ruin myself for this. For you. Iโll tear myself apart. Iโll fall on my knees, Iโll beg, Iโll fucking crawl. I'll do anything you ask me forโ"
He whined like a damn puppy. It was cute โ in it's own way, but so fucking sick and twisted at the same time.
โCanโt believe youโve been walkinโ around with this between your legsโฆand I couldnโt touch it,โ he whispered raggedly, kissing your inner thighs, his voice cracking like he was close to crying. โAll those nights thinking about it. Thinking about youโhow youโd taste. How youโd sound.โ
He groaned like it hurt to say it, to feel it, to taste it. His fingers trembled slightly as he spread your folds open, almost like he was afraid youโd disappear if he wasnโt careful. He pressed his tongue flat against you and dragged it up with aching precision, then locked eyes with you again, pupils blown wide.
You try to hold back, to stay quiet, but the tight, uncontrollable squeeze inside you betrays your will. Your hole contracts reflexively โ even though thereโs nothing inside, it clenches around empty air, like itโs already craving him, already hungry for the fullness you know only he can give. Your hips buck upwards sharply, and he pulls you by your hips even harder.
โShit...please. Please just...use my...โUse my face.โ
You swear you could feel your eyes almost rolling back your skull. A single tear rolled down your cheek โ From the immaculate pleasure you couldn't comprehend. Your body shuddered, hips jerking instinctively as he devoured you, tongue pressing harder, driving you closer to the edge. You grind into his mouth, desperate, needy, gone โ and he doesnโt stop. He wonโt stop. Heโs slurping you up through the edge, into it, past it โ until your vision whites out and your body forgets how to do anything but come, violently, endlessly, wrecked on his tongue.
As soon as you whine out into your clasped over your mouth hand โ you feel him stiffen. A strangled cry โ half a whine, half a gasp โ ripped from Calebโs throat. His whole body tensed like heโd been shocked, a sharp ache crossing his face.
โFuckโโ he gasped, pulling back slightly, breathing heavy, a flush spreading across his cheeks.
You froze, heart pounding, eyes wide.
โC-Caleb? What's...What's wrong?" you breathed out harshly, still struggling to compose yourself.
Before you could ask more, he shook his head, swallowing hard, voice hoarse and embarrassed. โIโฆ I justโฆ came,โ he gasps out, breath ragged.
Came from freaking watching you come. Fucked.
A flush rises to your cheeks, a mix of surprise and something tender swelling inside you. You didnโt expect this vulnerability, this raw honesty from him. It makes your heart skip, even as your body aches, still pulsing from the way he touched you.
โCalebโฆโ you whisper, voice soft but steady.
โI-I'm okay,โ he whispered, voice trembling. He reached up to brush your sweat drenched bangs from your forehead.
โFuck, it never happened to me beforeโ Caleb huffed as if he couldn't believe himself. He swallowed hard, biting his lip as if to hold back something fierce. He pushed himself up and leaned over to press a kiss to your temple.
โIโm sorry, baby,โ he whispered, voice rough but tender. โI didnโt mean for that to happen now. I justโฆ I need you. Need you so much.โ His hands trembled slightly as he reached for your panties. He gently pulled them back into place, like he was protecting you โ even though inside he was burning up with need. You furrowed your eyebrows in question.
โI donโt deserve to touch you bareโnot yet.โ he explained. Then, without breaking eye contact, he slid his hand down to the front of his pants and freed himself.
You saw him โ like really saw him for the first time. Your breath hitched. That was this moment, a flicker of time when everything else fades away. His cock was still hard and pulsing, it was something youโd imagined a thousand times, but nothing could prepare you for the reality of it.
Your eyes traced every line, every vein, the way it throbbed with need. The heavines of his arousal was suffocating. You felt a flush creeping up your neck, your heart pounding as a mixture of excitement, nervousness, and something almost like awe washed over you. It was bigger than you expected, powerful and alive, and seeing it like thatโso close, so exposedโmade your skin tingle all over.
For a heartbeat, his confident, desperate facade cracked, and a flicker of fear passed through his gaze. Were you scared? Did he push too hard, too fast? There was a flicker of worry in his eyes, like the intensity of your stare unsettled him more than you realized. โIf youโreโฆ if youโre scared, I get it. I justโโ
โNo,โ you breathed, voice shaky but sure. โIโm not scared.โ
He still didnโt move. His hands hovered, frozen in the space between reaching and retreating. You saw how tightly his jaw was clenched, the way his brows pulled together like he was bracing for rejection.
โIโve justโฆ never seen one in real life before,โ you said quietly, eyes flicking down, then back up to meet his. Your cheeks burned. โAnd itโsโฆ bigger than I thought.โ
Calebโs entire body tensed like youโd hit him with something physical. His jaw dropped a little. His eyes went wide โ stunned โ and then something deep, guttural escaped his chest, like the sound was ripped from him. โJesus Christ,โ he whispered, voice breaking as his hand flew up to cover his mouth, like he was physically trying to hold back whatever that did to him.
You could see it โ the way his stomach tightened, the way his cock twitched, visibly, painfully. His knees almost buckled.
"I'm gonna lose it..." he groaned.
He moved slowly, but with purpose โ stepping back into your space, his hands curling tight around your thighs. He didnโt rush. Instead, he pressed himself against youโthrough the thin fabric of your pantiesโhis desperate need to feel you flooding every inch of his body. The thick, hot head of his cock found the damp center of your panties, and you both sucked in a breath at the same time.
"A-Ahhโ...Calebโ" you hitched sharply.
He let out a deep, broken groan as he rocked his hips forward โ slowly, like he was trying to savor every millimeter of friction. The tip of his cock dragged along your soaked fabric, sliding right through the heat of your folds. He hissed, forehead falling against your shoulder, like the sensation alone had him unraveling again. His hand moved down to his own cock, fingers wrapping around the thick shaft, stroking hard and steady while he pressed himself into you.
โYour clitโฆ fuck, itโs right here,โ he whispered breathlessly, dragging the tip of his cock over the wettest spot he could find through the fabric.
You whimpered. He whimpered too, his control fraying with every slow stroke. Your body reacted instinctively, thrusting forward as if desperate to chase that burning touch, though you didnโt even understand how just panty-rubbing could fuck with your head this hard.
You couldnโt handle it. The urge to reach out, to pull him closer, to feel him pressed against you in a way that wasnโt just teasing, was unbearable. You let out a soft moan, your hands twitching, craving contact.
Caleb caught it immediately. Of course he did. He was watching your face more than anything in this world. It was always like that. Even when you two were still kids. He always wanted to catch every emotion, to know if you were scared, shy, uncomfortable โ It became a habit of his own. Without hesitation, he shifted, moving over you until he was hovering, chest pressing down on yours gently, his heavy breaths mingling with yours.
He kissed you fiercely, lips claiming yours in a hunger that matched the ache between your thighs. His hands slid down to your legs, wrapping around your thighs with a gentle grip.
โSqueeze your thighs for me,โ he murmured against your lips, voice thick with desperate need.
You looked at him strangely for a moment but without thinking about it for too long โ you pressed your thighs together. And Caleb not wasting his time, guided himself between your legs โ Slowly, carefully.
You saw his cock sliding out from between your thighs, looking straight at you, making your breath hitch. Your eyes flicked up at him as your teeth tortured your lower lip. He held your eyes as he began to thrustโnot inside you, but between your thighs, grinding firm and steady. The fabric of your panties stretched and slickened under the pressure.
Caleb groaned deep in his throat. His hands roamed your body, holding at your hips as he continued to thrust between your thighs, hips rolling in needy circles, desperate for every inch of your warmth. His mouth claimed yours again, kissing fiercely, tongue exploring with a desperate hunger that matched the relentless grinding below.
โGodsโ...you're so soft here pipsqueak..." he muttered over your lips as he pulled away to rest his sweaty forehead over yours.
You whined a little bit, trying to keep your noises mindful. Your eyes were locked down on your closed thighs. The sight of his hardness vanishing and reappearing between your plushy flesh was making your head spin.
"S-Squeeze them tighter..." he choked out, your eyes flicked up to his face, watching it closely.
You clenched your thighs harder, grinding up a bit to help his cock catch onto your clothed folds better. And when you did that โ the look on his face was absolutely everything. His face scrunched in pleasure, eyebrows drew up together, he looked as if he was about to cry โ at least.
It was that easy for you to make him lose his mind.
โShiiiit...Just like thatโGood girl.โ the nickname made something ugly churn in your stomach. He used to call you that earlier. Many times. Like when you got a good grade on your test, or when you achieved something he knew you could do. But now? It was an entirely different thing โ and it made you mewl.
โYou're making so much noise pips, you're some kind of pervert?...โ he chuckled softly, even though his breath was ragged and he was clutching his self control tightly.
"S-Shut up..." you squirmed, your hand pushing at his shoulder.
โDon't get your panties in a twist pipsqueak...I always knew you liked when I called you that โ You used to be fishing for my praise, y'know?...โ
"You were. No need to hide it pips...I think it was cute โ it still is, if you ask me..." he snorted softly, laughing through his nose.
Then he groaned, his hips speeding up in it's moves. Your sweaty thighs slapping together.
"Ah...Fuck...โ he hissed, taking a shaky inhale.
โYou know, pipsqueak...I think, that you've always liked my attention on you.โ
His hand sank down, to press himself better over your underwear as he fucked your thighs. You whined, and he smiled. Fucker.
โWhen you were younger you always found your way to have my eyes on you. You were pinching me, biting, kicking, stealing my stuff, showing off...โ he huffed, his eyes closing as he tried to keep himself at the bay.
โBut now when you got older, you understood some things...You know what I mean, yeah?"
You squirmed as the head of his cock firmly rubbed over your center with each thrust.
He leaned down to your ear, placing a hot kiss over it.
โWhen you started to understand how to rile me up in a much better way โ Like...You stopped wearing a bra whenever I was around. Those teasing touches when we would watch a movie together. When youโAh...ShitโWhen you would tickle me because you knew I wouldn't put my hands on you anymore....You can tell yourself that you didn't know what you were doing, but deep down you know you wanted me to notice. You're not stupid, and i'm not stupid either.โ
โCalebโโ a shiver rippled down your spine as he murmured into your ear. Not only from how close he was, but because of how right he was. You were losing it fairly.
โYou're not going to shy away now, are you?โ he scoffed, his hips slapped foward, making noise. He let out a shaky moan.
"Fuck i'm so close already..." he muttered over your earlobe, your fingers tightened on his shoulder, your eyebrows drawing together, overwhelmed from the friction. He moved his thumb to press his tip strictly over you.
"Y-You feel, too good...I canโ Feel...How wet you are...It's doing things to me that you won't understand.โ
You let our a shaky breath and moved to wrap your arms around him. You needed him close in this moment, heart to heart. Your thighs started to tremble as he rubbed against you, that similar ache blooming deep inside you once more, it was all purely for him, only for him.
"Gonna cum baby?..." he caught onto it immediately, his efforts doubled.
You choked down a moan and nodded, your back arching subtly as you bucked up to meet his delicious movements.
"H-Hah...You gonna cum with me, okay?..." he breathed over your skin. Everything was becoming dizzy so fast. Your eyes closing, all of your senses heightened.
Starting from the way his ragged breath shook over your ear, how your slick with sweat bodies slid against eachother as if they were meant to be together, the squelching noises you two were creating, the subtle slaps that eachoed through the walls of your suffocating room when he pressed close. It was so much. It was beautiful, because it was you and him, just like it should always be.
You begin to feel a knot after knot, tying down in your abdomen. Your thighs clamp instinctively, you grip tighter around Caleb as if holding onto the very source of your rising pleasure. The friction builds relentlessly, a delicious torment that tightens your belly and curls your toes. You can feel the muscles deep inside your pussy, contracting and relaxing in an involuntary rhythm โ trembling with the power of whatโs coming.
Your breath hitches and stutters, uneven and quick, like youโre struggling to catch the air that keeps slipping away. Caleb's hands clutch at your hips, fingers digging into your skin as if trying to hold you close forever. His jaw clenches tight, muscles taut as he fights to keep himself together, but the heat is overwhelmingโtoo intense to control. He breathes deeply against your lips, his eyes squeezed shut.
โCum for me...P-Please cum for me..." he whines, his face contorting. He's almost there. And so are you.
Just as the wild surge of pleasure begins to shatter your control, your breath catching in ragged gasps, Caleb moves with urgent purpose โ he closes the distance, his lips crashing over yours in a fierce, searing kiss that shuts down any cry before it can escape.
You squeeze your eyes shut, Caleb swallowing every single of your moan, and so you are his. Your whole vision went blank as your thighs shook off the stimulation. Pure bliss washing over your body.
You feel the wave of his own orgasm wash over himโhot, intense, overwhelming. His body shakes and his hips stutter โ his essence spurting out over the place where you meet, a testament to the fire youโve ignited together. He elongates the kiss before pulling back from your lips to catch his breath.
The silence afterward feels sacred. Caleb is still above you, but thereโs no urgency now. His body is trembling, his chest still heaving, but his handsโฆ his hands are soft. Careful. Like heโs afraid you might disappear if he doesnโt keep holding on.
And he kisses you. Once on your temple. Then your cheek. The corner of your lips. Reverent, unhurried. His touch glides from your hips to your stomach, slowing with each stroke, like heโs trying to calm your body and his at the same time.
โA-Are you okay?โ he whispers finally, voice still hoarse with what just happened, but gentler
You donโt answer right away. Just a small nod, soft, but thereโs that tiny smile โ faint, tender, a little dazed โ And it makes his heart melt.
Without a word, he reached over and pulled the hem of his shirt up, tugging it off of him, careful not to disturb you. The fabric was soft against your skin as he pressed it lightly against your lower stomach, where a few stray marks of his release still glistened. His touch was delicate, almost hesitant, as if afraid to break the fragile quiet between you.
โI'm sorry i've made a mess...โ he muttered
You shook your head to reassure him. โWe are even.โ
He raised his eyes to you and a bashful smile blossomed on his face. He gently swiped the fabric across your skin, wiping away every trace with a tenderness that made your heart squeeze. It wasnโt just about cleaningโthere was a sacredness in the way he cared for you, in how he always cared for you.
โI got you,โ he whispered, voice thick with emotion.
You felt the weight of those three words, how much they meant for you, coming from him โ gentle and devoted.
He discarded his dirty shirt somewhere on the floor without a care in the world. He reached beneath you, sliding his hands to the edges of your underwear. His fingers trembled just slightly as he carefully pulled them down your legs, his gaze never leaving your face. You feel no shame here, only a profound tenderness as he helps you shed the last remnants of the nightโs intensity. He folded them neatly and set them aside โ mentally noting to wash them tommorow. Then leaned down to kiss the soft curve of your hip, his lips warm and soothing against your skin.
He moved up, letting himself slump beside you. Intertwining your hands together โ As if he has to know you're here, that you're not just a speck of his imagination. His thumb moved slowly over the back of your soft hand, he pulled it up to press a gentle kiss over your knuckles.
Your breathing slows in unison. The chaos of earlier melts into a soft hum beneath your skin. You donโt speak for a long moment, because thereโs no pressure to fill the silence. Itโs the kind of quiet that only comes when youโre held by someone who sees youโtruly sees youโand stays anyway.
Eventually, Caleb lets out a quiet laugh.
โWhat?โ you murmur, turning your head to look at his side profile.
โI donโt know,โ he says, exhaling slowly. โI justโฆ I feel like I waited forever for this. And now that it happened, I keep thinking Iโll wake up. Like maybe I fell asleep on the couch while you were ignoring me and now Iโm dreaming the whole damn thing.โ
You shift, lifting your chin slightly to meet his eyes. โYouโre not dreaming, Caleb.โ
He smiles, and itโs soft. His thumb traced the line of your knuckles. โIf I was, though, I think Iโd want to stay asleep.โ
You nudge him playfully with your forehead. โThatโs so corny.โ
You roll your eyes, but you canโt stop smiling either.
He leans in and kisses you againโnot hungrily this time, but with a tenderness that makes your chest ache. His lips move slow, reverent, and he pulls away just to whisper, โYou look like a mess right now.โ
You wrinkle your nose. โCaleb, you meanie.โ
He chuckles, pressing a kiss to your cheek. You smile and nuzzle yourself into his lips. With a small, content sigh, he slid his arm around you, tugging you gently closer until thereโs no space left between you. You feel his heartbeat thrumming against your back, steady and strong, and it grounds you deeper than any words ever could.
โCan you stay in my room for tonight?โ you hummed softly.
โI wasn't exactly planning on leaving, y'knowโ he murmured quietly, amusement tugging at his voice
โGood.โ you smiled to yourself
You both sink deeper into the bed, the softness of the sheets a gentle cradle beneath you. His cheek rests against the top of your head, his breath tickling your hair, his heartbeat a lullaby only you can hear. Your eyelids grow heavy, and a calmness unlike anything youโve felt before settles over you.
You've never felt more at peace than you did now.
Just before sleep can pull you two under, Calebโs arms tighten just a little, holding you closer as if to reassure you that he's here.
That little whisper was everything you ever ached to hear. You didn't realize it until this very moment.
And in that shared silence, wrapped together in warmth, you both drifted gently into dreams. In his arms, you feel safe. Loved. Whole.
Now the change you were so scared of โ turned out to not be bad at all.
Now It felt โ Like home.