Mixed Rambling and Twisted Words

I guess I am going to choose to love you as long and as hard as I can until I can't anymore.

I didn’t know it was possible To feel so happy on the outside Yet so sad deep within I guess that’s a good reminder That people are more Than surface deep

Perhaps... Humans are destined to find unhappiness. In a world that always leave them wanting more. Because the grass is always greener... Right?

Find yourself someone Who understands Nothing is forever Hard times will end Good times cannot stay forever People evolve Who you are today May not be Who you are next week Next year Or four years from now And that is okay Find yourself someone Who understands  Nothing is forever Who wants to grow with you And challenge you Find yourself someone Who understands Nothing is forever

I don't understand how the heart works. All these years later and there's still a tiny piece of my heart reserved for you. Even though I know I would never be happy with you. You're too self consumed, all about you. I was never a priority just occasionally a choice. And through all of it I'll never understand why this little piece of my heart is still reserved for you. I know there's nobody out there that even compares to the man I have now. He's amazing and wonderful and supportive and communicative. We make such a solid team, I have his back and he’s got mine. So why do I still occasionally think about you?