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I hate that when you’re stressed enough your body just starts falling apart. I think it should realize you’re already stressed and don’t need that and start functioning better actually

i’m tired. but not just “didn’t sleep” tired. soul tired. bone tired. like my body keeps going but nothing inside knows why.

kinda wanna cry. kinda wanna just stop breathing.

i hate this stupid fucking bitch (me)

i feel like i've been bothering people since my birth.

I am being reminded every single day. I am sorry

it all hurts. there’s so much pain.i don’t know what to say anymore. i’m hurting and i can’t stop it. i just want this to go away. please just go away.

i dont think i was meant to be alive this long. nothing is going right

feeling unwanted changes u a lot, tbh