Vikki's Place

In all his glory 😍😍😍 #Totoro is my favorite #crochet creation to date! #yarnaddict #amigurumi #forrest #woods #anime #ghibli #happiness #soproud #ilovehim

🎵Finished a blanket and it feels so GOOD🎶 #crochet #blanket #grannysquare #owls #comission #mymasterpiece

I am grateful for all the positivity, money, happiness and friendships in my life. It seems within a few short weeks everything is starting to change all around me. I'm so excited. You know how good it feels? To be happy and excited? So so long I worried I'd never feel such simple pleasures, not deeply enough to make a difference to my aching soul. Today marks the beginning of my 12th day off all antidepressants. This was NOT my original intentions, but after the first few days I realized (in between fits of withdraw rage/sobbing/shaking/sweating to death) that I'm starting to FEEL positive feelings poping back into my life here and there. Strange and familiar and bittersweet beautiful positive feelings. When it hits I feel just like a child just soaking it all in. I don't know what the future holds, but I think I've found a better healing path for me, it's far more work - but nothing has been harder than the things I've survived already. The withdraw symptoms are starting to slowly subside, thank you friends and family for being so patient and understanding, especially you, @garthdavis30 I've been a mess and you've stuck by me through every single meltdown, every fit, you dealt with me at my ugliest and most vulnerable points. You are my hero. I'm so glad I am starting to feel something good again. I'm so so so glad. It makes me want to weep with joy - but I'm sick of crying so I'll try to laugh instead ♡ #depression #venlafaxine #coldturkey #withdraw #happiness #feelings #gratitude #peace #wow #didntexpectthis #thankyou #thepower