mālie🧘🏻‍♀️🧁🪽

♡ some days will feel heavy and hard to carry. that doesn’t mean you are failing, it simply means you’re human. it’s okay to feel those things and move through them. sending love, always ♡

𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻 𝘀𝗲𝗰𝗼𝗻𝗱𝘀, 𝘆𝗲𝘀.🪷ᝰ.ᯓᡣ𐭩要有光

i am not a buddhist nor a Hindu myself. I am a practicing Orthodox Christian. But when it comes to searching for shifting /loa /manifesting /spiritualism? i'll take whatever i can find. Now look, these ancient teachings don't have a magic wand that says "lets just jump in there" ,but they do have a pretty powerful "shortcuts" that will instantly plunge the mind into that void. Specifically, Vijnana Bhairava Tantra, the esoteric branch of Hinduism, offers 112 different methods for instantly stopping the mind and pushing it into that void.

First of all, ''the space between two breathes'' (Kumbhaka) In buddhism and hinduism, the greatest secret is that microscopic moment when one breath ends but another doesn't begin. That moment is when you disconnect from this world. And yeah it has an easy way.. breathe in, breathe out. Stop at the exact second u exhale. Focus on the silence that occurs when your lungs are empty. That void is actually your shifting gateway. The longer you prolong those seconds, the more your physical body begins to fade away. And oh, also, be careful and start SLOW. Cause If u do it incorrectly or forcefully, you may experience dizziness, stress, or even fainting...

Second thing ive found is.. "Neither this nor that" (Advaita Vedanta) That is the fastest way to eliminate the mind (the logical left lobe of ur brain). In shifting, every time you say, "i am this, i am here," you are anchored to that reality. Lie down in bed and say to everything that crosses your mind that; Is your body tingling? "nope that's not me." or did you hear a sound? "that's not me." did a thought come to ur mind? "that's not me." Basically reject everything until nothing remains. That remaining pure "awareness" is the void itself... What remains? According to Vedanta, the unchanging, observing pure awareness. That is, the inner, "observing thing." They call it Atman, and surprisingly, it is said to be the same as Brahman. So, individual self = universal reality. Non duality? it's easy to understand, but quite difficult to live with. cause the mind is constantly addicted to labeling itself, saying "this is who i am, this is what i am." it's like stripping the mind bare, leaving it completely exposed. You shed layers upon layers. And the human ego doesn't exactly love that, mind you...

Now ''Dharana'', think of the discipline of The Hierophant card. Instead of dividin the mind into a thousand pieces, confining it to a single point allows reality to break...Close your eyes and focus only on that point between your eyebrows,aka the 3rd eye, or just a single white spot in your mind. Think of nothing else. After a while, the mind will give a "system error" and throw you back into that single point, into the void. Dharana, in yoga, means concentration. But not at the level of "alrigh i put my phone down and focused for 5 minutes." It means literally fixing your mind on a single object. Thr rule is lowkey simple.. If the mind wanders, u bring it back. If it wanders again, you bring it back again. ''Dharana'' focus, ''Dhyana'' uninterrupted flow, meditation; ''Samadhi'' complete union, dissolution of the sense of "self"....

The easiest way to do this is actually to "stop searching." Theres a saying in buddhism that "as long as you keep searching, you won't find, because the seeker is what she seeks." You think shifting is about going somewhere "out there," but these teachings say, "Youre already everywhere, you just choose to focus on this body." Stop "trying to go." Try relinquishing this reality as if you were already there. By releasing the energy of the 4 Pentacles aka the holding on energy, and 9 Wands, in your cards, and simply "being" like The Sun, that door will open by itself.

What helped me get out of the victim mindset for good.

Like many of you, I was stuck in the godforsaken “loop of doom” for years, eventually ruining my mental health and burning myself out on the entire self realization and manifestation thing. Seriously, it was the hardest point in my life. I couldn’t understand how if I was being god like I just “knew” I was being, why the fuck was nothing changing? Why did I wake up every day still feeling such heaviness and lack? I couldn’t understand why I didn’t feel any better knowing who my true self was and no longer being the illusory self (character) Everyone said “once you truly realize who you are, the feeling of lack dissipates and you no longer have such intense desire”—but I felt the opposite.

Well if it’s not obvious, I clearly wasn’t being who I thought I was being. It was the character cosplaying as something it wasn’t aka God. I didn’t even realize it for a long time. It wasn’t until I began probing and asking myself questions that I realized what was going on.

Heres some things I want you to sit down with and ask yourself and I want you to be brutally honest with yourself:

“Would God be reacting like this to this thing?”

“Would God be doubting their decision?”

“Would God be HOPING they’ll receive what they want?”

“Would God make a decision and then start doubting their authority?”

The answer is no, absolutely fucking not. God is not a victim and never could be. God doesn’t suffer. If God is all there is—if God is the one and only authority—if God is the creator of all things, why the fuck would they give their authority away to something they created? Something that couldn’t even exist without them? Something that isn’t even a real thing— An illusion

Do you see what I’m talking about now?

What I want you to do, if only for a day—I want you to approach every single situation, negative feeling/emotion/thought and I want you to ask yourself how God would handle that thing. Just act like you’re God for a day. And I want you to hear me when I say this next part because its very important okay?

You’re not actually pretending to be God because you actually ARE God and you need to get accustomed to actually living and thinking from that perspective. If you don’t like calling yourself God, call yourself whatever you want that implies you’re up there on Gods level.

Any sort of frustration, despair, hopelessness, fear, doubt, worry, lack, sadness, etc. is your #1 indicator that you are thinking from the wrong identity and as long as you’re thinking from the wrong identity you’re going to continue to suffer.

Your human meatsuit along with all of your thoughts, feelings and emotions are no more real than this bed I’m sitting on.

Let that marinate. All are objects WITHIN Awareness, YOU, my love, as the fleshy meatsack you think you are is just another object within Awareness. It just doesn’t feel that way because it probably feels like you’re located in the skull. But God/Awareness/YOU are everywhere.

Here are some things to think repeatedly:

"I got it exactly at the time I needed it the most."

"I was so worried and stressed out about the time/deadline but I still got it exactly at the time I needed to have it."

"I was so desperate for results but I still got them at the exact time I needed it."

and i don’t mean procrastinating tasks.

i mean procrastinating being the person who already has the thing.

because look at how some of you move in these spaces.

day one:

“i decided. it’s mine.”

day two:

“maybe i should read about the best manifestation method.”

day three:

“maybe my affirmations aren’t correct.”

day four:

“maybe i need a better script.”

day five:

“maybe the universe is testing me.”

do you see what’s happening?

that’s not manifesting.

that’s spiritual procrastination.

you’re delaying the one thing that actually matters occupying the state of the person who already has it.

instead you stay forever between intention and action.

new method.

new subliminal.

new technique.

new explanation.

because preparing feels safer than deciding.

deciding is terrifying.

because the moment you truly decide something is yours, you lose the comfort of “trying.”

and a lot of you are addicted to trying.

trying gives you a role.

trying gives you community.

trying gives you endless content to consume.

but having?

having requires you to stop searching.

and that silence freaks people out.

so instead of embodying the state, people procrastinate it.

they keep researching.

keep analyzing.

keep tweaking the process.

because as long as you’re “working on it,” you don’t have to confront the uncomfortable question what if the only thing left to do is trust my decision?

and trusting yourself is way harder than repeating affirmations.

that’s the part you don’t want to hear.

you can script for three hours.

you can robotic affirm all night.

you can listen to subliminals while you sleep.

but if your internal identity is still “i’m someone who is trying to get this,” then that’s the state you’re reinforcing.

not the state of having.

the state of trying.

and trying is just socially acceptable procrastination.

because think about it.

if you truly accepted that your desire is done, what would you even do all day?

you wouldn’t be obsessively checking the 3D.

you wouldn’t be refreshing shifting tags.

you wouldn’t be hunting for angel numbers like a detective.

you’d just live.

peacefully

simply

with certainty

and that certainty scares people.

because the ego wants movement.

it wants constant activity.

constant proof that something is happening.

but manifestation doesn’t require constant activity.

it requires state stability.

which often looks boring from the outside.

and boring is intolerable for an ego that’s used to chaos.

so people procrastinate the shift into certainty.

they keep themselves busy with techniques instead.

not because techniques are bad.

but because techniques become an excuse to avoid the real leap.

the leap into identity.

the leap where you stop saying

“i’m manifesting this.”

and start internally operating like

“i have everything in my life.”

and that shift is subtle.

there’s no cinematic boom.

no cosmic announcement.

just a subtle moment where the chasing stops.

and for a lot of people that moment feels almost hard to sit with.

because if you’re not chasing anymore

who are you?

you’re no longer the seeker.

no longer the struggler.

no longer the person trying to “figure it out.”

you’re just someone who decided.

and now reality is rearranging itself around that decision.

but some of you never allow yourselves to reach that point.

You'll forever stay on the self-improvement treadmill.

always preparing.

always learning.

always calibrating.

always saying

“once i perfect my method, then it will happen.”

but methods aren’t the delay.

indecision is.

you’re not waiting for the manifestation.

you’re waiting to feel safe enough to believe it’s already yours.

and until that happens, the mind will keep inventing new things to “work on.”

new affirmations.

new techniques.

new explanations.

anything except the simple, inconvenient act of settling into certainty

because certainty doesn’t feel like fireworks.

it feels like stillness.