Monaaz

I hated you for how much you made me feel. There was an ending I couldn’t stand to have with you.

Your smile reflects that of a warm sunset

A year doesn’t seem like a lot. But it is. That’s 365 days. Some argue a new habit just takes 30 days. It only takes seconds to look at a text and get hit by a car. Only a glance to feel you have met the love of your life. A few minutes of pleasure leads to 9 months of growth of a whole new life. The endless new possibilities that come with each day are tiny miracles. Yet some how daunting after the ending to world once imagined lossed

There wasn’t ever anything that I would deny doing for you my love. My love had no bounds to what I’d do, so much that I hated you too.

I always wondered what it would feel like to be one of the girls in the movies. Ya know? The ones that meet boy or a girl and they feel like they’re floating and every day is a fantasy. Little did I know, how those memories can be poison to the years to come when you wake up to reality. I finally felt that and now I wish I can didn’t yet…I’m happy to say that I did.