Pieces Of Me

Still constantly eating, lol. I had a pretty intense headache today, but I took ibuprofen and it went away... so that was nice. So far so good!

Today I woke up feeling okay and a couple hours into working I started feeling kind of weird and light headed, I started feeling really tired and achey. I can’t really pin point this on the mavyret to be honest. I work outside all day and for whatever the reason the pollen is horrendous this year so far. So I felt more and more crappy by noon, had a little nausea but I felt a little better once I ate, still didn’t feel great but a lot better towards the end of the day. I’m really not even sure why I felt the need to share this day by day, maybe it’s because I was really scared to take it and I am still nervous. But I hope it can help someone. I eat dinner and take the 3 pills about 10 or 15 minutes later. I drink a bottle of water with it. I also drink water consistently all day long, not only because I work outside in the heat but also because I have learned over time (with being someone who refused to drink water in the past) that I feel better both mentally and physically when I drink plenty of water. Anyway, not too much going on today for certain. I just took my third dose and about to catch some sleep! Goodnight blogger friends 🙏🏼

I took my first dose last night, decided to take this route considering a common side effect is fatigue. I was nervous to take it, and I read tons of reviews with many different perspectives. Decided to take it, because I figure it can’t be much worse than the ultimate outcome if I don’t take it. I ate a full meal, took the medicine and drank a bottle of water. Also took my nightly dose of magnesium. Two in the morning and two at night. This morning when I woke up, I didn’t feel awful or anything. Think I had a little bit more energy than usual. The day went by fine. Didn’t have any headaches or anything. Drank lots of water through the day as always during the summer at work. Tonight o feel good, just tired. Waiting on Roscoe to get home probably about to take the next dose!

Don’t be discouraged! Sharing My experience!

This is a video I made a few months back sharing a little bit about my experience with addiction and the experience of losing alot of friends to drugs, this one is particularly about the loss of my sons father while I was in prison, due to a drug overdose. I hope this can shed some light for those struggling in addiction, and maybe give some insight to those who havent experienced, or dont understand it.

I loved this so much, I had to share.

so you can be who God intended you to be,

I feel like alot is going on right now, not just in the physical...but in the spiritual realm as well. I havent really been finding balance or sticking with constant communication with God in these recent weeks like I like too. I can sit and make excuses all day, but Im not going too because there will never be one good enough for that. Regardless, Ive been having some attacks and some confusion in the midst of all of the shit and I am just pushing forward. Ive started reaching out to God again, doing some warfare prayers and just talking to him little by little. Even if I dont exactly know the words, I still reach out and just ask for help and he does. I want to get back into writing more but I just havent really found the time too. Im trying to get into the groove of things again and focus on some self care and Love and direction from spirit... But i suppose spirit is what led me here again, So i will be here more. I need to get back on track with my healthy outlets. Ive been slipping lately and just pretty much working and sleeping. Anyway, I guess thats it for this moment. Just a little vent sesh cuz I am ready for sleeeep.