i'm gone

i hate everything about this blog, it is dripping with self-loathing and desires to humiliate and lie about myself in order to please others.

all of the personal posts on here are significant in showing just how far i went to try and be accepted, but they do not accurately portray me for who i am.

deleting all my old posts is taking too long

Ahhh I worked there last christmas and I absolutely loved it

see, two of my cousin's friends worked at toys 'r' us and loved their jobs. plus it's a 10 minute direct ride from the bus, so that's a definite plus.

diacrit replied to your post: as a side note

toys r us is a really good place to work!!! there’s lot of staff so you’re bound to find someone to be friends with and hehe if you get into the electronics department like i did you can just lean back and watch movies on the tv most of the time

DANG that sounds nice. i'd be fine with working the cash register or doing some stocking, too. 

i'm going to be applying for a job at toys 'r' us