Thespian Bisexual

Little confused why so many viewers seem determined to make either Shane or Ilya the villain of the story. It's a love story. They love each other. The villain is homophobia and toxic masculinity.

quick reminder that you're actually not obliged to feel any empathy for someone who would have described your death as 'necessary' if the exact same thing had happened to you

joe griffiths brown is absolutely amazing as enjolras i'm so grateful that i got to see him, also his wig haunts me in my dreams

saw les mis in sondheim tonight and the way grantaire flinched when enjolras tried to touch him in drink with me killed me actually

Saw it this afternoon and am in pieces!! The way grantaire climbs the barricade after enjolras falls killed me

I know I'm a #RobertStan but I will burn this entire fucking village to the ground if (when) I see my boy cry over losing this job with Caleb because he's so excited about it. It's literally the one--the one good thing going for him right now and John wants to smash it to pieces. I cannot be held accountable for my actions when that happens.

"gambling addiction" is kind of like if people regularly opened pits with spikes at the bottom in public areas and made lots of money from people falling into the pit and so they started greasing the edges and putting these pits in every public space and lobbying to be allowed to install them in people's homes and when someone fell into the greased spike pit in their house they said "oh thats so tragic, they had an addiction to deadly spikes, we obviously support everyone having a safe and healthy responsible relationship with the greased spike pits we're building"

Robert returning has had me rewatching the robron storyline, and some old aaron and robert storylines, bc they go hand in hand for me. Im so desperate for a reaaaaaaally long analysis of early 2000s robert with the knowledge that hes bi. Like i mean in depth, someone needs to rewatch those years of the show and report back. Id do it but im not very good at analysing characters i fear

I mean if you'd really like that I'll start tidying up my drafts 👀

god aaron's prison experience is so brutal. watching it again has me both nervous and intrigued with what prison material might get revealed for robert. flashbacks or even just himself implying...what's going to have happened to my boy during a six year stretch 😭😭

and also like. i know we're all saying robert is right bc we missed him and he could do nothing wrong and john is both boring and a serial killer etc etc. but even if that wasn't true, if i went to prison "for life" for killing my sister's rapist and i selflessly told my husband to move on with his life bc i love him very much and then i miraculously got released and with 8 billion people to choose from in this world my now ex husband had chosen to marry my half brother, with my sister's blessing no less, i'd start building a bomb

robert always leading with his money bc he thinks it’s the only thing of worth he’s ever gonna have..… robert deciding to cheat on chrissie after she says “i know you better than anyone else” bc he’s paralyzed at the idea of being truly known……. robert asking chrissie “what if i’m not good enough?” right before their wedding bc he’s disappointed everyone he’s ever cared about……robert saying “never be yourself” when asked how to have someone notice you bc he’s scared of being rejected for who he is so he’s always leading with the persona he’s crafted after all these years…… the way robert talks about chrissie as his “reality” and, by contrast, aaron being his dream, a place where he can live as himself, without the anxiety of rejection and the fear of not measuring up to his own imaginary standards……….. affair era robert you will always be love by me.