Call me Rust

its never going to happen the way i want but GODDD i hope lo'aks narrative ends with him free . i hope hes the one who gets away. i hope he doesnt get sucked down into being a lame ass military guy copying all the things he resents about his dad. i hope he gets what he wants and he needs and i hope he lets himself be free from the expectations he struggles under.

it's very fun to girlboss-ify morgana's actions but sometimes i just get really sad when i think abt what happened to her. she was so idealistic and righteous. she genuinely cared for the people of camelot and believed in their value just as people. when camelot was starving, she made sure the most vulnerable were able to eat. she would have died for gwen, her closest friend in the world. she just wanted to be herself and to be safe. and she turns into someone who kills civilians to try to force loyalty. she looks down on servants. she cares only for how people can serve her own needs and wants. she hates uther and the more time passes, the more she acts like him.