Adentro

My feet hurt,my dawgs are barking I tell ya

I wanna go to an open mic venue like for poets that would be so fun

I absolutely got my steps in today 14k but I feel so disappointed cause I didn’t to my nightly workout. It just feels like overkill atp I’m lowkey burnt out lol even tho the treadmill is literally like I’m looking right at it. Oh well. I’ll make up for it in the am

Just did a mile on the treadmill it’s almost 2am. Was waiting for this chicken to cool down. Gunna go lay down now probably

Sometimes my og likes to talk a lot at night and I know she’s lonely I’ll talk to her and I know she’ll hear stuff about my dad and he has like a family and a younger wife and two kids who are like not even teens yet and she’s like 60 and she has her kids still but everyone is older now and I know she feels the distance and how most only ever come around her for like special occasions and shit for sure and it makes me sad. I know she’s lonely craves a connection with someone especially at the age of feeling like you’re fading away with time you wanna grab a hold onto something or someone. It makes me sad knowing she might not be around some day. And I wish I could put her up somewhere with no worries she really deserves it. I hope she gets blessed with someone before it feels like it’s too late I know she’s tried in the past and her most recent man had passed away. But I hope she finds love again. I feel like she’s giving up and it breaks my heart.

Can’t be mad at what you don’t get when you not even using what you got,if that makes sense.