Misophonia :/

y'all need to relearn the word erratic and stop using schizophrenic/bipolar/psychotic as a replacement

y'all need to relearn the word particular and stop using ocd as a replacement

People need to relearn the word "egocentric" and stop using narcissist/narc as a replacement.

People need to relearn the word "impulse" and stop using "intrusive thought" as a replacement

something's fuckin wrong with me dude

sometimes "but you don't look disabled" is not even about the visibility of your disability. sometimes it's about "you look like an actual person and i picture disabled people as some weird creatures that i can never ever meet and now my reality is crashed by the fact that i see an actual disabled person and they look like a person."

feeling pretty dissociative and alienated from personhood rn if any bad bitches want to exploit me as a living weapon

i mean *it

it must feel good as hell to not constantly be scared

some things are your fault and some are not and actually it doesn’t matter either way because you have to deal with all of it anyways

they call me the endurer the way i endure and endure and endure and endure and well u get it

sorry I can’t hang out tonight. yeah I’m busy freaking out over things that might not even happen. yeah it’s gonna take a while

whatever happens happens but sometimes it would be nice if it didn’t happen

"it's just stress" oh thank god, it's just the silent killer that slowly kills you, perfectly harmless, no need to worry

it's disorienting when you beat me with a shovel

why is it so hard for people to grasp that disabilities disable and chronic illnesses are chronic. yes even when it inconveniences you. yes even when your patience runs out

misophonia is like one of those curses from greek myths. there's no way to accommodate for this. i'm in physical pain and on the verge of screaming because people around me are *checks smudged notes on hand* chewing their food & breathing

can someone remove my curse

hello is anyone there