warnings | swearing, minor character death, mentions of murder, divorce, guns, attempted robbery. read with caution.
author’s note | this is the fourth part of the seven deadly sins series, where each member has their own individual story (& sin) which takes place in the same ‘universe’, per say. read more about the other members’ sins in the link above !
zhong chenle’s greed is uncharacteristic of the boy you met at the age of two. when the choice is between his childhood friend’s life and the deal of a lifetime, how far is he really willing to go for money?
previous part | huang renjun’s envy
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"I don't know who the fuck that is but I've never seen so many zeros for a single head." The oldest shakes his head in disbelief, relaxing into the back of the chair, and there's a hushed smile quirking up in his face, not quite reflecting Chenle's own wide yet stunned one. The number written in a much too obnoxious font right on the first page can almost be seen from afar reflecting off his golden irises.
"Fuck... This is-"
"Unbelievable, isn't it? I thought so too. It gets even better though, this mission is probably one of the easiest ones you'll ever do." Renjun has to chuckle at his own words, not for the sake of humour or anything, he's just never seen anything of this sort in his entire mafia career. "As always, I did my research my research and it seems that the target is a girl around your age..."
Chenle scoffs out of pure disbelief, though he never likes to judge a target by the details on the cover. The papers still dangle in his hand and the figure is still imprinted in his mind; he stares at it one more time, waiting for Renjun to keep going.
"Pretty harmless physique, pretty harmless personality too - I almost feel bad for her honesty, don't know who'd want her dead. But there's a catch, if you could even call it that." Of course there is, it was starting to sound too easy. "Her mother is the chair of Samsung."
The room falls silent - a deafening kind of silent.
"W-What?"
"Right? Why would anyone wanna kill the chairwoman's innocent daughter, her mother must have some really fucked up enemies-"
"What's her name?" God, Chenle knew the answer already, there was no room for doubt, yet his hands still trembled as he pulled the stack of sheets fully out of the envelope, letting it fall on the ground soundlessly, and crumpled the first page off.
And there it is. Beside the target's full legal name and just above the address he got to call his own for most of his life is a picture of you, smiling softly at the camera when you probably weren't supposed to.
Chenle feels the contents of his empty stomach crawl up his oesophagus.
"Her name is Sung Y/n."
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warnings | swearing, minor character death, mentions of murder, divorce, guns, attempted robbery. read with caution.
author’s note | this is the fourth part of the seven deadly sins series, where each member has their own individual story (& sin) which takes place in the same ‘universe’, per say. read more about the other members’ sins in the link above !
zhong chenle’s greed is uncharacteristic of the boy you met at the age of two. when the choice is between his childhood friend’s life and the deal of a lifetime, how far is he really willing to go for money?
previous part | huang renjun’s envy
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"I don't know who the fuck that is but I've never seen so many zeros for a single head." The oldest shakes his head in disbelief, relaxing into the back of the chair, and there's a hushed smile quirking up in his face, not quite reflecting Chenle's own wide yet stunned one. The number written in a much too obnoxious font right on the first page can almost be seen from afar reflecting off his golden irises.
"Fuck... This is-"
"Unbelievable, isn't it? I thought so too. It gets even better though, this mission is probably one of the easiest ones you'll ever do." Renjun has to chuckle at his own words, not for the sake of humour or anything, he's just never seen anything of this sort in his entire mafia career. "As always, I did my research my research and it seems that the target is a girl around your age..."
Chenle scoffs out of pure disbelief, though he never likes to judge a target by the details on the cover. The papers still dangle in his hand and the figure is still imprinted in his mind; he stares at it one more time, waiting for Renjun to keep going.
"Pretty harmless physique, pretty harmless personality too - I almost feel bad for her honesty, don't know who'd want her dead. But there's a catch, if you could even call it that." Of course there is, it was starting to sound too easy. "Her mother is the chair of Samsung."
The room falls silent - a deafening kind of silent.
"W-What?"
"Right? Why would anyone wanna kill the chairwoman's innocent daughter, her mother must have some really fucked up enemies-"
"What's her name?" God, Chenle knew the answer already, there was no room for doubt, yet his hands still trembled as he pulled the stack of sheets fully out of the envelope, letting it fall on the ground soundlessly, and crumpled the first page off.
And there it is. Beside the target's full legal name and just above the address he got to call his own for most of his life is a picture of you, smiling softly at the camera when you probably weren't supposed to.
Chenle feels the contents of his empty stomach crawl up his oesophagus.
"Her name is Sung Y/n."
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hi just wanted to say that i bulldozed through your work and sped read (almost) your entire masterlist and let me just say, you are so incredibly talented??? hello??? your writing is immaculate??? 😳🤚 i’m speechless pls never stop writing, you have a wonderful gift!! 💗
you whAt 😭🥺 thank you so much pls, you hype me up too much, i’m so happy that you like my mediocre skills hehe thank youuuu again 😁💓😭
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hi just wanted to say that mark lee’s gluttony is probably the best fic i have ever read i’m not kidding it left me in pure and utter shock and i will never forget it i cant believe it’s free so thank u for that
hello and wow, that’s very wild to me thank you so much for reading and taking the time to send this, will forever treasure this ask <3333
Hey! First of all i hope you are having an amazing day!! Second of all omg??? I just read your 7 deadly sins series and it’s sooo good!!??! Everything is so well built up, the relationships, the backgrounds of the characters and how the stories are connected!! And i usually don’t read fics where the end is not a happy end, but i have no regrets reading marks story (thank you for breaking my heart, i really needed it😂), and i look forward to your future works!!
firstly, i hope you’re having an amazing day ! secondly, aahhhhhhh thank you so so much for this, you gave me much needed motivation to keep it up, i hope you’ll love the parts yet to come !!! 💓💓💓
Sorry, im the previous anon😅, but i forgot to add that i wasn’t expecting at all the end of renjuns story, like i wasn’t thinking about y/n being an option, but looking back it does makes sense, and it was sweet of her for trying to protect renjun🥺 so this just proves that you are an amazing writer!! (Sorry if it doesn’t makes sense, but i can’t really express myself well😅)
ahh i just saw this but yes, sometimes i feel like i didn’t write that part very well, i could’ve alluded to it a bit more but your feedback is very reassuring so thank youuu once again !!! 😭💓💘
(I tried sending an ask earlier but idk if it got sent bc I got an error so I apologize if u get two messages) I just read charmolypi for the first time today and I had to let you know that you’re a great writer. The story was beautiful and so so well written I genuinely still cry if I think about it. I don’t even interact with anything on tumblr anymore but I had to jump on here to let you know that I loved it. Have a good day/night!!!!!
this is the only ask i got, thank you so much for taking the time to resend either way 🥺😭
charmolypi is,,,,, very sad, but i’m glad you found beauty within the work... i always hoped that readers would catch on that it’s much more than a writing about death but also friendship and love and adventures and resilience so your ask really made me feel accomplished heheh 😭😁🥺 i hope you have a great day too, thank you again 🥺💓💘
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not gonna lie, i was slightly caught off guard at the start because renjun's fic has a different vibe than mark's and haechan's(???dunno how to explain it???) like, the first impressions and renjun's childhood rumors and the school bullying sets a different background, and if i didn't know about the mafia beforehand, it would be a great surprise when it was revealed that renjun was part of a gang??? like, its not that common to have a mafia!au introduced after you set up a school!au, so its very interesting!
the entire plot had me 👁️👄👁️ i was really sus of reader at first because i thought her money had some dark origins(plot twist: reader's parents are the enemy gang's leaders or smth) and the interrogation scene had me squealing at the same time i was like goddamit answer the question??? but then it was revealed that they were the traitor and i was like 👁️👄👁️ haha called it! but the reasons were entirelly wrong lol
the confrontation between renjun mark and y/n was really a masterpiece 🥺🥺 renjun saying that mark knew how it was to lose their loved ones sent pain straight to my heart 🤢🤧 and the tensions were like??? the little details, like how jaemin had his hand on his holster but didn't do anthing until he had confirmation from mark, mark's psychological reasoning(its not easy to make characters stay in character and still be able to forgive betrayal without sounding fake), mentions of hyuck's mission that triggered all the shitshow and how the dreamies reacted...
so, long story short, i loved this part! 🥺😔❤️
the vibes of each fic are different yeah, haechan’s is very lighthearted, mark’s is very dark and renjun’s is somewhere in the middle i guess hehe i’m glad you liked the mix of themes tho !!
ahhhh this whole review just had me squealing in general, i feel very validated for some reason so thank you so so much for that, you really make me fee like my writing isn’t half bad 🥺🥰😭
— 2020 has been a wild year for all of us and let me start this off by saying well done to us all for simply making it through this crazy ride - if surviving this year was your biggest achievement, that’s completely okay, and i am so proud of you for being here today !! despite the many, let’s say, mishaps, that have occurred this year, both nct and nctzens have been key in my 2020 and i couldn’t be more grateful for them, so i decided to make a little appreciation post of my own before the year ends 🥰
— to my followers ;
my petals !! i can’t believe i started off this year with around 300 followers and i’m now nearing 600 🙈 this account has grown so much this year and it’s all thanks to you. if you’ve ever come across my blog, liked or reblogged a piece of mine, sent me an ask, or pressed that follow button, i want you to know that i am so grateful for you and thank you for enjoying my works 🥺 hopefully 2021 will carry the same positive energy here on your-world-with-nct as it has this year and i’m hoping that you’ll be seeing a lot more fics in the near future 👀 once again, i love you petals <3
— to my dearest mutuals ;
@emistoomultifandom
em bubs !!! i know i could easily do this on any other app or even irl but i just wanted to thank you for making my year 🥺 my lockdown wouldn’t have been the same without us constantly texting and fangirling and our ty track/bfc reunion on my birthday was elite. and obviously this new school year has been an adventure and a half so far, with all the lunch time shenanigans, revision sessions, and exam stress, but i can’t wait for the rest of it 🙈 i am so grateful that i had you by my side during 2020 and i am eternally thankful that i’ll be able to go into the new year with you by my side once again 🧡💚💜
@misfitneo
bella - my first mutual, my tumblr mum - it feels like just yesterday that you wrote a beomgyu blurb for me after seeing my pink theme; now you’ve finished college and i’m applying to colleges 🙈i know we haven’t been able to talk as much recently but that doesn’t mean i appreciate your presence any less - i’m so proud of you for getting into med school and pursuing your dream 🥺🥺 i hope that this year treated you well, and that 2021 treats you even better 💞
@nsheeteeish
loml, almost birthday-twin, fellow leo and xiaojaem stan, fave writer - what do these things have in common? they all apply to v, or, yeet anon, if you remember the days where i ranted to you about my crush and you were a baby stay 😪 not only have you delivered such amazing content on ur writing and gif blogs, but you have provided so much comfort and joy to me whenever we message with dilay 🤧 i look forward to checking your blog every day for new posts and my twt and insta notifs in case you’ve sent me something or you’ve seen what i sent you 🙈 the fact that you think of me when you see certain things just warms my heart and you’re just such a caring person in general, thank you for being a part of my 2020 v, all the best wishes for your 2021 🖤
@cloudyangers
dilay !!! my resident yangqi and the person i think of straight away whenever i see yangyang 😚 i remember when you first requested that e2l chenle blurb back in 2019 and now the only chenle stan between us is v 😁 finding you on this app again after i forgot what ur skz blog’s url was, was just amazing and i don’t know what my tumblr experience would be like without me being able to reconnect with you 🥺 thank you for being able to make me laugh effortlessly with our lack of geography knowledge and our random antics, i will always look forward to seeing the username @cloudy_____ on my dash and screaming over renhyuckyang (+ sungchan 👀) with you for years to come 🤍
@nctsoftarchives
andi bb, my fellow dad!johnny stan 🥺 seeing you post a jaemin birthday blurb for me after your return to tumblr was so sweet and i can’t believe your first post after coming back was dedicated to me 🤧 i remember the day i first messaged you and you were gushing over how you were a big fan of mine and i said the same about you - we were just going back and forth about how much we love each other’s work 😌 you are such a talented writer and you are so full of love - wishing all the best for you in the coming new year babie 🥰
@jensungf
coming across leyna’s blog after reading that jsmr fic was the best decision, because not only have i befriended a brilliant writer, but also a jensung enthusiast who is just the kindest 🥺🥺 i think now would be a good time to tell you that despite jeno’s bias wrecking antics back in august, i actually bias jisung now 😃 i know we haven’t talked in a while, because of our busy schedules, but i hope you’re resting well and i hope that 2021 won’t be as hectic for you 💟
@doyoungcore
joyce, i know we only started talking recently but the serotonin boost both you and your works have given me this year is just incredible and i am so thankful for your warm personality on your blog and for your amazing fics 🤧 i started off as a silent reader who gushed about your writing in the tags but now i’m friends with such a talented writer and we just casually ramble about doie and jaems biases and writing struggles,,, wow 🤯 (btw took some of ur tips on editing headers 🙈) i hope that next year we can expand our friendship and that i can continue to give you the feedback you deserve 🥺💕
— favourite reads of the year ;
i have reblogged all of these to my main @/lovelycharm05 before, but i just wanted these masterpieces on here with everyone since these fics are so memorable and enjoyable to me <3 (beware there is lots of me gushing over how f&%#ing good all these writing techniques and plot devices are - can you tell i’m an eng lit nerd)
@nsheetee - moonlight café
obviously v released so many iconic pieces this year but this series was just *chef’s kiss* coffee shop au’s are the cutest to me because you can do so many different things with them, and you truly showcased that through each members’ part. although i am nahyuck biased (out of all the 00 liners), i have a soft spot for jeno’s part 🥺🤧 but that doesn’t mean i’m not obsessed with jealous jaems and cocky hyuck 🙈
@notnctu - to all the j’s i loved before
the very first work i ever read of yours, joyce 🥺🥺 i remember seeing an nct network reblog this and after reading through the summary of the series, i was enticed by the plot and i read most of your masterlist whilst waiting for the next parts 🤧 the main character’s relationship with each ‘j’ was unique to them and their interactions were just so sweet to read (except jaemin’s >:( why did my ult’s part have to be the angsty one 😤 jk jk i loved it anyways) special mention to ‘cupid’s arrow’, because that fic was an emotional rollercoaster and i loved that almost as much as i love bestfriend!jungwoo in the last part 😌
@misfitneo - lee haechan’s pride
it would be a sin if i didn’t include this in my top reads this year, pun intended 😌, especially since i have a weakness for mafia aus. i haven’t had the time to read mark or renjun’s parts yet, but from what i read in this fic, i’m sure theirs are just as good, if not better. the storybuilding and the development of the plot are so detailed and intricate and that is what i love in a fic. i already reviewed this on my main with a lengthy description of my favourite parts so i’m gonna keep this short and sweet - if you love haechan, mafia au’s, and enemies to lovers, you need to read this !!
@jensungf - passing clouds + only forever
these fics hit different now that i bias jisung 😭 ‘passing clouds’ was pure angst and as much as it hurt, it was written so beautifully and i loved it so much. ‘only forever’ healed the jisung shaped hole in my heart and made me fall in love with him all over again. the first love vibes he gives off is unbelievable and that innocence was presented perfectly in this 🤧 side note: never let jisung bake for you even if it’s as a peace offering 😖
@hyucksie - in the long run + second first kiss
although ‘sweet talk’ and ‘silent treatment’ are also contenders for some of my favourite fics of the year, these two have taken the cake 😌 the concept itself of time travel and mark and y/n seeing their future child was so creative and the mixed emotions that the characters experienced seeing their future were executed so well and the ending when their actual future selves remembered the day they time travelled 🥺🥺 not to mention the sequel doesn’t feel forced at all, the story flows well, and jealous mark is a cutie 🥰
@luvdsc - not clickbait
i’ve been following cat after i first read ‘i turned my best friend into an e-boy!! (and kissed him)’ and ever since then every piece of hers that i’ve read is simply breathtaking and so engaging. her style of writing is so unique and whenever i read anything of hers i feel so immersed in the fic. the dreamies as youtubers and tiktokers was such a cute concept to me and the little comment section at the end of each fic is probably my favourite part 😳 the way each member’s fic connects to the plot of another is perfect and their cameos in one another’s fic >>> (jisung telling y/n about the tiktok challenge in mark’s fic + cameraman jisung in chenle’s) i could keep talking abt this series for a lot longer but i’ll end it here, also i can’t wait for norensung’s parts 💞💞
@pwarkhans - the neo academy
i’ve probably mentioned my love for ‘the umbrella academy’ before but THIS !!! this series just made me love it even more 🙈 despite yangyang’s part being the only one that’s out, that and the prologue are interesting enough and seeing the 00 liners in this alternate universe is honestly amazing jxjwjxkw jaemin as three and hyuck as two is everything. the brothers’ relationship, especially in yangyang’s part, is so complicated yet so cute and i can’t wait for the rest of the members’ parts 💘
@yongtxt - vintage
when i first stumbled across this series, i was immediately intrigued by the plot, and not just because it was about rapper!mark and singer!y/n🧑🦯🧑🦯 the side characters (dreamies + doie and jisoo) were so funny and well-written and the plot >>>> i was so invested in the twists and turns of the story, the relief i felt when the conflict was finally resolved and we got our fav musician couple !!
@byunbaekby - apartment b23
i only found this series recently but wow am i invested in the plot already 😭😭 the conflict in the story is realistic and feels like something you could actually relate to. norenmin’s friendship/bond is so strong and evident through the story and the side characters are my babies (heejin, shuhua, lia - ily 🤧) i can’t wait for the rest of this series since i am a sucker for the perfect balance of angst, fluff, and crack in this 🥰
— favourite works of the year ;
unfortunately i haven’t had enough time to release any fics this year, and i’m hoping that that won’t be the case next year, but here are my top 5 favourite blurbs that i enjoyed writing and reading <3
1:48pm -> dad!johnny
one of the most popular blurbs on my blog to this day 🥺 honestly i get why, who doesn’t love dad!johnny? hyejoo is literally so adorable here and the family dynamics make me soft all over again whenever i reread this piece. also everyone’s reactions and replies to this are so heartwarming because everyone’s just whipped for the suh family 🙈
1:05pm -> soulmate!taeyong
i love soulmate au’s but something always irked me with the permanence of your soulmate like ,,, what if you end up falling out of love with them? then what? that inspired me to write my own take on soulmates, where they aren’t found, but made. taeyong’s character here is just so full of love and you know how much i love lovable boys 🤧 (ever wondered why i ult na jaemin...?)
12:13pm -> boyfriend!mark
7dream!!!! i don’t usually write domestic fluff even though it’s one of the genres i indulge in the most 😔 but when i do, i go all out because everyone needs to know how soft i am for my boys >:( mark’s love for the dreamies is so unique and i love their friendship so much, i had to write about it when i first heard about the 7dream announcement which i definitely did not cry at
11:40pm -> boyfriend!jeno
this was one of the first requests i ever got and i was just so touched than someone personally requested something from me AND it was jeno 🥺🥺 everytime i read the tags under this, everyone is just gushing over jeno and like,,, same 🙈 this type of fluff >>>
waking up with wayv -> wayv reaction
when em first requested this, i didn’t exactly know how to write something for each member without being too repetitive, but in the end, i loved the mini plots i wrote for them and it’s just one of my underappreciated faves 🥰
— favourite releases of the year ;
just a few of my favourite albums that got me through online school and revision sessions for offline school 🥲 ft. lots of nct + october albums bc that month was PACKED
nct 2020 - resonance pt1 + pt2
nct 127 - neozone: the final round
nct dream - ridin’
wayv - awaken the world
superm - super one
enhypen - border: day one
twice - eyes wide open
txt - minisode1: blue hour
seventeen - semicolon
stray kids - go live + in life
itzy - not shy
conan gray - kid krow
if you’ve managed to read all the way to the end, congrats for putting up with my lengthy and very sappy sentiment and sorry that you had to go through all of that 😭😭 thank you for being a part of my 2020, i hope that the new year allows us all to have a fresh start and brings us the opportunities we didn’t have this year. happiest new year to you all 🥳 (even tho it’s not 2021 yet when i’m posting this :))
first of all — thank you for the + 400 followers i got during the four months ive been having this blog here.
the first moot i would like to thank is @hangsxng — yuki, thank you for all the fun that we have together, not just on tumblr but also on whatsapp. thank you for being there for me whenever i need you and thank you for trusting me 💚 danke dass du mein deutscher buddy bist 😎
then, i would like to thank @riskyrenjun for being one of the funniest persons i know. thank you for bearing my endless rants about taeyong, about nct in general and I PROMISE I WILL LISTEN TO SCAR AS SOON AS I POST THIS. thank you for listening to me whenever i need someone to rant to ! 💚
@n8dlesoupguk BAR THE LOML see, ur so amazing. like i cant explain it. ur one of the sweetest persons i know and i love every single second of when we talk and im so happy that the secret santa event made us connect so well. im so happy to know u 💚
@viopera hi vio !! i know we havent talked much during the event but im glad i got paired w u !! ur just so nice and ur answers to my questions were so wholesome and cute !! thank you for being the one i got paired with !!
@hongism caly — thank you for everything !! ive discovered ur blog during the kinktober time and im so in love with all your writings. ur such a talented and amazing person. we talked sometimes but not much and i'll try to fix that by texting u from time to time!
@etherealskzss EMMAAAAA MY BABE thank you so much for the past 8 months of being one of my closest friends !! thank you for listening to me whenever i need you. thank you for being one of my children, thank you for everything 🤍
@skzleaf mandy babe 🥺 thank you for these neverending fun vcs we had until now !! thank you for being the little sister i never had until i met u 🥺 thank you for so much stuff i cant even mention because there is just so much 🥺💛
@enigmaticsal sal, i love u so much, thank you for being my best friend 🥺💚 thank you for everything, i love everything about you, your cute accent while talking, for being one of the kindest persons i know ; thank you 💚
in general, thanks to the dumbass cult and my ateez groupchat 🥺💚 u all mean so much to me !!
then, some blogs i love but never talk to; i would like to say thank you for blessing us with all these fics and works you publish!
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in-my-neofeelings 2020 review and acknowledgements;
Hello everyone!
I wanted to start off by reflecting on what has been an amazing year for me, and actually, my first year with all of you! I only started writing in June 2020, after being on tumblr for a few months and consuming content from these wonderful writers. I made some new friends and whilst joking around, I decided that maybe I should give it a go too; and it definitely was one of the best decisions I have made. Storytelling was never something I was good at, but this year I have undoubtedly learnt so much and grown as a writer and person.
I wanted to thank you all for supporting my journey; whether that be simply talking to me, reviewing and sharing your reactions to my posts, liking, reblogging or sending asks… Every little message that I have received has made an impact in a positive way.
okay.. i know its not 2020 anymore and im doing this super late BUT i was tagged by @neonun-au / @tyonfs/ @sehunniepotwrites (three people i love sm! ty for tagging me as ur fav content creator i cry) that i couldnt help but wish to do this hehehe its only 4 days in 2021 ok a y
first creation and most recent creation of 2020: my first creation was pink - jaehyun for my 127 color series after not writing for almost 2 years! and i thought my moodboards were so darn cute HAHAHA my most recent creation of 2020 is when the snow falls - jaehyun for the taste of winter collab and my most recent creation in general is push & pull - doyoung
one of your favorite creations from 2020: i actually dont look back on my works very often but one of my favs is nct by the hour i will never stop bitching abt it lol
a creation you’re really proud of: yall never hear the end of this one too and i will not stop promoting it until i write something better than this: just a star - jaemin . this 14.8k is the longest fic ive ever written in the span of 5 days and its a true testament of my storytelling and narration. its a big angsty fic, but i reread this one recently and i was mindblown by my own choice of words haha
a new style you tried this year and a gifset/fic that uses it : it pains me to write pwp…. no lie, i love reading pwp but writing it forces me to forfeit any narration of emotions but… also.. my favs are hotties and they deserved a hot series: housemating series
a creation that took you forever: ahhh haha backseat chronicles - jaemin took me TWO months to write bc i wrote the first scene and just never wanted to continue it until i sat myself down and was like… i must finish this
your creation from 2020 that received the most notes: my first nct smut … ever and smut after 2 year writing hiatus … through the lens - jeno ! thank you for 2.2k notes!! i still cant believe how it managed to blow up :’)
a creation you think deserved more notes: *ahem* nct by the hour *ahem* and *ahem* 127 as cliche quotes *ahem* THESE R FLUFF HEADCANONS LIKE WHASLDJKFG
a new fandom you joined and a creation you made for it: this whole blog lol
a creation you made that breaks your heart: ofc … just a star - jaemin which i actually sobbed while writing for and when the snow falls - jaehyun i write nothing but sfw angst fics sigh
a ‘simple’ creation that you really love: i have 2 timestamps that have my heart hehe this one was my first ever timestamp 2:37 AM - doyoung ft. bestie johnjae and 6:04 AM - taeyong
a creation that was inspired by another one: nct by the hour was inspired by nct as types of boys by @okmica ! a super sweet and quick read, everything about it makes my heart so warm
a favorite creation created by someone else: ive already done a 2020 hall of fame in my wrap up post but two amazing fics that i will never shut up or stop promoting … like ever:
lights, camera, f*ck you - haechan by @neocitybynight
pride - haechan by @misfitneo
both are long sfw fics (sunny’s is optional smut) so enjoy babies!!
some of your favorite content creators from the year: i love you all sm and hope you never stop fueling the talent you have !! im tagging ppl who just pop into my head, writers & gif makers that i constantly reblog from (im so sorry), but regardless, i love everyone who contributes to the nctblr community!!!
im tagging everyone above (if u want to do it hehe & if youve done it, u can just ignore it) and just anyone who wants to do it…. even if 2020 is over … its never too late to appreciate your own works and dedication :)
