Calm seas don't make skilled Sailors

I haven’t been on here in ages bc I’ve been pregnant and my baby boy showed up on March 29, 2018 and he got to meet his big sister who was very interested in the tiny human

Alright guys it's been awhile so let me tell you what's up bc I'm going to try using this as a training journal now. I moved Chloe back home so now she's 15 min away instead of 2 hrs and I moved her to a friends property where I'm keeping her for free in return for training the two goobers in the right photo (Baby(4) & Red(8)) and I gotta tell you guys these two are amazing. I started working with both 2 weeks ago Baby can now be lead around on a halter and lead with no qualms where as before she would bolt if she saw anything resembling a rope bc she didn't have much handling up until this point. Red will allow blankets to be put on his back and is okay with fly spray now where before he was just able to be lead around. And Chloe's doin Chloe and she's doing awesome listening on the lunge and everything and I can't wait to hop back on her after I get her feet done👏🏻

Chopped all my hair off bc why not (and if it seems choppy that's because it was a scissors to ponytail situation) And now I gotta just rant and scream and yell for a sec So I got in a car accident a month ago, my foot is broken because of it, I have to take off work sometimes because of my foot and that is causing me to lose money so yes I understand I don't have a lot of money right now do you think I like missing work because of my foot no I fucking don't. To make matters worse my anxiety has gone through the roof to a point I have ringing in my ears and I don't want to contact a doctor because someone will say I'm just skipping work and school to skip. Well I'm fucking not. Class doesn't help because for starters, if you plan to go to community college make sure your college has competent teachers who know what they are talking about and actually explain assignments to you and actually try to help you learn. I'm unable to get anything done in class because they don't even know what they want. And then yesterday I had a day off work and I decided ya know what I need a break and what do I get from everyone when I don't that "Well I can't just 'take a break'" -mom,dad,boyfriend. Well idgaf what you can and can't do I can and I need it so quit yelling at me so I can have a peaceful day and try to calm down a bit goddamn leaches sucking the fucking life out of me. LET ME BE IN PEACE FOR 24 MEASLY HOURS THATS ALL I WANT. But I can barely get that either and I just want to get chloe back home so I can have somewhere I can go when I don't want to be around anyone else