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part 58 AGAIN LMAO. there are TEARS in my EYES, the last five minutes of john HALLMARK MOVIE doe stopping arthur before they can be separated again forever to say FUCK it / I got to see what I was looking for / you were right / i don't care about any kind of power or true actualization I could have if it's not with you kills me DEAD
King in Yellow was like 'I have let go of my human companion, and made peace with myself. This experience has transformed me but i am once again whole.' and was ready to go to bed but then some fuck ass tree gave birth to his ex and the embodiment of those unresolved feelings started screaming while the embodiment of his anger started screaming and he has to act like he's completely normal when he sends out his dancers to politely as what the FUCK arthurs doing back after All That(tm) like man didnt even get 20 minutes to grieve.
that feel when you tell a guy you love him and he DOESNT say it back and then he kills himself and you don't even go through the first stage of grief before you get a notification on your phone that he got shat outta a tree and has another entity in his head (whore) and then shows up to your house bickering with her like he used to do with you (WHORE.) and basically acting like you're all the same to him so then youre like 'fuck you then im not even gonna help you with the apocalypse' and he has the AUDACITY to be pissy about it and then AND THEN. he says 'you have no idea what its like to love someone so much you cant exist without them' like BITCH. and then he fucks off to sulk and the other entity in his head (the whore) gets to have an emotional talk about his daugther and they write??? a new??? song together???? and then he comes back and is like 'im fine now' like oh GOOD oh lilith helped you with that? she said the thing that finally helped you heal? thats just great good. good for you.
and like by now you're all 'get the FUCK outta my house' but at the last minute he turns around and is like 'you know for what its worth i was in love with you the whole time and i was too scared to say it also ill support you with anything and i just want to be happy' and then just. dips.
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part 58 again. i'm sorry it's all lilith LMAO i cannot get enough of her. i love how there's so much beneath the surface. i love the heartache of her having FORGOTTEN herself, of how even she follows the central theme of self-invention. i love that she's so furious, and prideful, and compassionate. i love how smart she is, because she's DAMN smart and how she doesn't like to show it. all of that and she was excited about being southern after bodysnatching larson. why, hello there, darlin'! ouyggghh i need her to live through the end of this I'm SO serious
john trans allegory doe rearing his beautiful head again, i LOVE so much that arthur's heartache over john's decision to stay and adopt the title of king is played so akin to someone coming out, right down to arthur Not Understanding and john / the king flat out telling him who he chooses to be is NOT about him. and then it clicking for arthur after the fact. and when the truth comes out that john's decision WAS partly out of grief and self-loathing, arthur STILL tells him that whatever choice he makes, happy or no, he'll support, because that's his right.
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god, what a beautiful, heartfelt ending. jax's death and conclusion of his self-destructive spiral was GORGEOUS, and the heartache of her destroying her closest relationships out of fear of vulnerability was breathtaking. the scene with him and ribbit alone. i have so so so many thoughts about it that i need to organize and do a proper rewatch once it comes out, but god. she was lovely. she was wonderful.
part 57. i love this freaking podcast so much. I love that it trusts its audience, i love being able to examine it's parallels and themes (lilith / faroe and arthur / kayne) and this being the EXPECTATION. of course kayne trapped his daughter. of course the manager loved his. and this love being so foreign and fundamentally alien to lilith breaks my heart. OUGHH
Something something Proto becoming more n more worried and nervous with how catatonic she is he uses "Ollie" voice just to see if she in any way teacts imagine how he would feel if that didnt work would the gravity of it all finally hit him in the face?
You can fix her body Oliver But not everything else
Just
✨ Consequences✨
oh it ABSOLUTELY would, like a shot in the back.
they arrive at proto's home, at their home, and poppy, who's run out of tears, says nothing. he whisks her away past his tools, his collection of Playtime-brand Poppy Doll parts, his blood-soaked personal experiment table, and she says nothing. even when Preston pads his way to her and nudges her softly, she says nothing.
and proto, for the most part, expects this. poppy has always been stubborn, and those he killed were a thorn in his side precisely because she loved them, but she was ALWAYS going to lose them: she'll rage, she'll grieve, she'll move on. he's a constant in her life that could never leave her, wouldn't ever leave her, and he's patient enough to wait for her to understand this.
but she doesn't.
he's peering down at her cracks and examining what he needs to fix when she asks, just once, small, tremulous, final: "I'm never leaving this place, am I?"
and proto is SO surprised at hearing her voice, so unprepared for the rush of longing he feels, because he missed her, that he slips into the voice of who she'd grown to love without a second thought.
tenderly, wiry fingers stroke her hair. tenderly, oliver says, "No. Never."
and poppy, leader-of-the rebellion poppy, guardian-of-safe-haven poppy, closes her eyes and nods and accepts and does not fight him. she doesn't agree with him, she doesn't want any of his changes—i like to think this will ALWAYS hold, even in the midst of her grief—but she does not protest this, and THAT is what kickstarts the alarm bells, that is what tells him that something is horribly, awfully wrong.
great thing about malevolent is how Arthur is a man SO afraid of intimacy and connection. He married Bella out of obligation without truly loving her, neglected Faroe, pushed away Daniel, kept Parker at arm's length. He only maintained a partnership with Parker at all because Parker never pushed and only skirted around addressing any of Arthurs obvious Issues™. King of avoidant attachment!
and then John gets stuck in his head. 24/7 non-stop inescapable companionship with an entity with zero emotional maturity initially. and John PUSHES. He challenges Arthur's decisions, asks about things Arthur doesn't talk about, explicitly states how he feels and what he wants, tells Arthur exactly what he thinks. There's no room for Arthur's usual bullshit, no possibility of running away or isolating himself and when Arthur falls back on being an absolute asshole to keep everyone away, John gives as good as he gets until Arthur has to give it up and be vulnerable with him. They literally have no alternative but to work out their conflicts. Forced intimacy forced intimacy forced intimacy!
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