“you’re never here mingi, and I get it - you’re an idol, and I agreed to date you despite the sacrifice that would come with dating an idol - yes, but you have to see where I’m coming from, right?” you don’t know how it had gotten this far. maybe if you weren’t so blinded by hurt and rage of his absence you could see that this was inevitable. that months of tension, small fights and repressed emotions could have built up to this explosion, but you refused to be rational right now. you had tried that. and it had gotten you nowhere but more and more frustrated and feeling neglected. “at this point, I might as well just say I don’t have a boyfriend!” you stomped your right foot down on the floor, and even to you that felt overly childish, but you didn’t care.
mingi looked to you from the closet he was currently standing in front of, changing into his sleepwear which consisted of briefs and no shirt. “really, y/n?” that simple response pissing you off further. “I try to spend as many nights as I can here at your place, text you every day when I’m not here, FaceTime you in-between schedules - what more do you want? like you said; you agreed to date me despite the difficulties we knew would come with us dating.” you could see his temper quickly flaring. finally a reaction.
“if you can’t figure it out then I don’t know what to tell you.” you mumble just to edge him on further, crossing your arms, “do you even want to be in this relationship?” despite how stupid it is, despite you knowing you shouldn’t say that, you let the words fly out of your mouth before your brain can catch up.
mingi has always been a peaceful and gentle person. in fact, until now, you don’t think he’s ever actually gotten genuinely angry at you. annoyed and frustrated, sure. but angry? no. and you’ve given him plenty of reasons to with your pettiness, stubbornness and just plain annoying antics - that even you admit would anger you. how he puts up with you? you don’t know. he’s truly an angel sent from heaven. but now, you can see the anger flood his usually shining, bright, happy eyes. he takes a breath, running his fingers through his hair, and you know he’s trying to repress himself. he walks over to you, who’s currently standing by the end of your bed. “do you want to talk - like actual adults so I can know exactly what pissing you off? instead of just letting this escalate?” he asks, clearly trying to subside his anger and frustration. though you can still hear the underlying anger behind his clipped words.
you roll your eyes and keep your arms crossed like a child. “no mingi, I don’t feel like spelling it out for you.” then you huff and look back up at him. “why don’t you go back to the dorm since you seem to be better at keeping distance between us rather than showing you love and care about me. and frankly, I’m tired and just want to sleep right now.” then you turn to begin making your way to the side of your bed to get in. “you can find your way out.” you mumble as you pull the blankets back.
however, before you can say or do anything else, you feel mingi’s large hands grasp your upper arms and turn you around, his pillowy lips meeting yours in an instantly passionate kiss. you barely have time to react before he’s pushing you back and into your bed, crawling on top of you in the process. “you want me to show you I care and love you?” he mumbles against your lips. and you can’t help but moan into his mouth, your lower stomach warming up by his sudden change in demeanor. “then I’ll show you, you spoiled girl.” he continues as his hand moves up to rest on your neck, not even adding pressure, but just resting there, and somehow it’s such a mingi thing to do and you can’t help but melt at the gesture.
you whimper and thread your fingers into his hair as you hear him mess with his boxers, then suddenly feel his long hot cock press into your bare thigh. almost as if on their own accord, your legs fall further open to fit him in-between them. “mingi…” you don’t even know what you’re pleading for as you drag your nails up his bare back. a mouth watering groan escapes his throat as he bucks his hips into yours, his already stiff cock pressing into you through your pajama shorts and panties. and although there are two pieces of clothing between you two, you can still feel just enough of him that it has you wet in seconds as he continues pressing into you, and it’s almost enough, you could almost get off on just this, but you want to feel him - need to feel him closer to you. “mingi I nee-”
“stop talking. you’ve done enough of that tonight.” he snaps as he sits up and tugs your panties and shorts off simultaneously, tugging you down the bed slightly with how harsh he pulled them down. “you wet enough?” he asks, quickly spitting on his hand and reaching down between your legs to make sure you’re slick enough for him while stretching you out with three fingers slowly pumping into you. you let out a lewd moan, you can’t remember when the last time you felt his fingers in you, and it feels euphoric to have him touching you. your hips buck up, trying to get him to hit that one spot in you that’s begging for friction. but he teases you, just barely pushing his fingers into you, only enough to have you feeling them, but not enough to give you the full pleasure you’re now desperate for.
you groan, partially in pleasure but mostly in frustration. “mingi, I swear to god, please,” but instead of sounding threatening you sound pathetic, even to your own ears. “I need to feel yo-” but again, he cuts you off as he pulls his fingers out and quickly fills you up with his thick cock, making you gasp. “oh fuck mingi!” you grip onto his shoulders as he settles himself over you, pressing his hips into yours.
he doesn’t leave time between entering you and his second thrust as he begins a fast and steady pace. “you know why I’m giving in? why I’m not making you beg, or why I’m not holding out like I should after the way you were talking?” he asks pulling down the neck of your shirt without breaking his pace, as his teeth nibble on your collarbones.
you can barely process what he’s saying as you feel every part of his cock drag against your walls with each delicious stroke. but you still manage a shake of your head as you wrap your legs around his waist and thread your fingers into his now damp hair, pulling him further into you, making him reach the deepest part of you and you both let out long moans.
this seems to push him on, and instead of long hard strokes, he switches it up and his hips speed up, the pace now becoming quick bruising snaps into yours. the tip of his cock almost in constant touch with your soft spot and suddenly It feels like you’re plunging quickly towards your release. mingi peppers kisses across your chest as he continues, “you drive me insane, you see what you do to me?” he mumbles as he drags his lips up your neck to your jaw. “you haven’t even done anything but frustrate me, yet I can’t stop loving you. how could you doubt that i love you when you literally have me wrapped around your pinky. don’t ever doubt it,” he accentuates his point with a rough thrust into you and lets out another groan into the crook of your neck. “fuck-” he breathes, and his eyebrows furrow as he concentrates on keeping the strokes of his thrusts, almost determined to bruise your hips with the strength behind them and his grip on your hips.
“mingi, I’m close, so close, please, baby -” you choke out, so painfully close to your release.
mingi leans back to look at you and simply shake his head. “not yet, you need to show me you hear what I’m saying baby,”
you can barely focus and shake your head again, “I can’t, I don’t -”
mingi chuckles at you mockingly. and it’s probably the most attractive thing you’ve seen. he’s gleaming in a light sheen of sweat from the strength and stamina he’s using, his damp hair clinging to his forehead, his eyes almost mean in a teasing manner and you have to focus hard to not cum right then and there despite the delicious drag of his hot thick cock against your pulsing walls. “c’mon, you were able to mouth off earlier, I’m sure you can do it baby,” his grip on your hips tightens almost painfully in a warning manner as his hips snap roughly into yours, pushing you up the bed slightly.
“I won’t say things like that again. I promise.” you whimper out, just wanting to get it over with to reach your release that’s just there out of reach but you can’t have it yet. however mingi makes it that much harder to resist when he lands a quick slap to your swollen bud and you yelp, your hips jerking. “you love me,” you add quickly.
he raises an eyebrow up at you. “and?”
“and i shouldn’t doubt it.” you rush out, lifting your hips to get him to pick up his pace that he had slowed down.
he smirks and picks up on your hint and begins his brutal pace again. you let out a moan as your hands tangle in the sheets underneath you, trying to find anything to keep you grounded, though it barely helps as you continue to slowly move up the bed from the force of his cock thrusting into you. however before your head meets the headboard, mingi leans down and places both his large hands on either side of your head, framing it to keep you in place as he keeps his eyes fixated on the spot where he disappears into you as he hammers his hips into yours, chasing his and your release.
your hands fly up to grip his biceps as you plunge into your high suddenly, your mouth opening in a silent scream. your own release triggering mingi’s as his hips begin stuttering then pressing into you as he fills you up with a deep groan into your neck. his arms encircling your waist as your hips stay pressed together and you feel mingi’s heart hammering against your chest. you groan, this time in discomfort and mingi, back to his soft self looks up in concern. “you left my shirt on and now I’m all sticky and sweaty.” you pout at him.
he giggles, his eyes shining like they have stars in them. “my bad,”
you smile as your roll your eyes. then look back at him as you wrap your arms around his neck. “I’m sorry.” you whisper as his eyes watch yours. “ I didn’t mean anything I said. I get childish and stubborn, and how you handle me like that without pulling out your hair is beyond me.” you then press a soft kiss into his before continuing. “but I thank you for continuing to love me despite my childish ways of dealing with things. and I also never regret deciding to date you and love you. you’re worth it all.”
mingi gives a cute laugh again and kisses your cheek. “first of all, I deal with your cute childish and stubborn butt because you’re worth it too. and second of all, I don’t pull my hair out cause I don’t think me and bald would be a good combination.”
you laugh, this time a full on head thrown back kind of laugh. “you’re such a dork mingi!”
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