#oh man

so ajikan didn't have to ask, but on gavai's yamiochi, nazupi was also consoling jamie, and jamie asked nazupi if she experienced an event similar to him(the equivalent of gavai's yamiochi to their generation)

HE HAD TO ASK, HE DIDN'T KNOW, SHE DIDN'T BRING IT UP UNTIL HE ASKED

nazupi: "there's this guy named "mikoda you" in ALLIN, right? when i joined the police, he was my senior. then, we got along really well. both of us woke up from 5pm, and worked until 5am, 5-to-5. we teamed up as buddy and did group operations. instead of being on the heli all the time, i used to go on the ground(with him) constantly. that's why, everything about ground operations, i learned from him."

(imagine jamie going "uh uh" the whole time)

tldr: more context for that clip after jamie, too, fell to the darkside and talked to mikoda about how nazupi felt about him

What I mean is Beth using the One Wish Willow to make Rick love her more than Morty but she doesn't know what that exactly entails. She knows Rick favors Morty more than anyone else in the family but she doesn't know to what extent until she wakes up with him standing over her bed before grabbing her. She's too big to exactly drag like little Morty but he has an iron grip around her wrist as he leads her to the garage.

And again there are flashes and he yells at her what the fuck she did before going back to what he was doing. I think Rick's mind is also stronger so there are more moments where he comes to and tells her she doesn't want this and she's so confused until after a particularly bad adventure (he takes her on a few) he kisses her. Then she realizes what's been happening and what she wished for and AHHHHH