It's insane how 13x05 just straight up showed us Dean using the things he enjoys to harm himself.
Like 13x05 and 13x06 really said:
1) things Dean does when he's deeply unhappy: booze, women, killing monsters
2) things Dean does when he's really happy: roleplaying as a cowboy, infodumping, dressing his buddy Cas in cowboy costume, hanging out with his family













