Why I’m awesome
I’m writing why I am awesome because I need to give myself an ego boost - I can feel myself explaining myself to people, trying to convince them I am doing well, that i’m not stupid and trying to be people’s friends.
I need to cut that shit out RIGHT NOW
I need to remind myself that I don’t need anybody, stop stressing about how I am perceived by people, not give a fuck about whether or not they think I am a ‘cool’ person and am worried about what they say behind my back.
I have a job to do, I have things that need sourcing, making, distressing, I have organising to do, I need to know what order I would do them in and what exactly they need done to them.
I am awesome because I can make anything, we need something and I can tell you where you would get it from, what needs to be done to it, the materials you will need and the problems that may occur and how to solve them,
I am awesome because I work extremely well in groups of people, I can listen to them and figure out what they need, I can manage myself and I can control the quality.
I am awesome because I can organise large scale events in a short amount of time, I can delegate roles and tasks and I can actually enjoy myself while doing it.
I am awesome because I have a great job, a loving partner, skills and abilities as well as hobbies that fuel my interest.
What I need right now? - sleep which I am about to get - time to unpack my brain which I have scheduled for thursday - something to distract me from worrying which is full time work I can dive head first into and a new book from my cousin - reassurance that everything will get done (even alone) which I will be 100% sure of on thursday BEFORE all of my meetings as I am going to scale down to the necessities and create priority lists AND I uploaded my latest vlog













